Lang, Chloe - Wilde Love [The Brothers of Wilde, Nevada 6] (Siren Publishing LoveXtreme Forever) (13 page)

She blinked back her tears and looked into his eyes. “What do you mean?”

“When I was tied to the tree all those years ago, I felt I had no control.” His gaze didn’t falter, but she could see the ancient pain he held in his dark orbs.

“You were only a child.” Jessie reached up and touched the line of his jaw. “It had to be terrifying.”

“It was. But as the hours passed, I made a promise to myself to never give my power over to anyone, no matter what. That included my brothers. I let one single instant rule over everything my parents had taught me. I let that moment in time be more important than the love I received from my family.” His voice remained steady but very quiet.

His honesty was overwhelming, but Jessie had to know more. “Why, Austin? Your brothers have always loved you.”

“True, but for a very long time I believed that sharing a woman would require an act of trust I just didn’t have in me.” He closed his eyes as he continued telling her his deepest secrets. “I vowed that first night at the tree that I would go my own way someday and leave Wilde and my brothers behind forever. They hadn’t changed. I had.”

“You were only a boy.” Jessie’s heart flattened out, thinking about the pain Austin had carried for so many years.

Austin opened his eyes. “I closed off everyone and everything. No one was ever able to break down my walls. I built them too high. Sometimes I think I loved being safe more than I loved anything. I can see that those walls were my own safe word.” He paused and then smiled. “But then this firebrand from DC rolls into town and changes everything. I thought I could back off and let you and my brothers have a life. I was wrong. When you came to my house, you devastated me. I knew I had to have you.”

She shook her head. “Now, you’re willing to let me go? Give me up? Let your brothers have me? Not happening, cowboy.”

He laughed. “You’re too much. Be quiet and let me finish.”

Jessie had a hundred arguments ready to fly. As Austin began stroking her hair, she snapped her jaw shut.

“Where was I? I remember. I was talking about the firebrand from DC.” Austin’s fingers grazed her cheek. “Pet, you’ve seen that when I’m pushed I can be very hardheaded. You’ve helped me see things differently about everything.”

“I did?” she asked meekly.

“Yes. Sure, I enjoy BDSM. It’s become a huge part of my life. In some ways, it saved me. It allowed me to be intimate in a way I could handle. I can’t leave it behind. But now that I know you like the soft side of sex, I’m more than willing to give tenderness a try, too. Not all the time, you understand, but sometimes. I love you, Jessie Greene. You’re mine. I won’t let you go.”

“I love you, too.” She squeezed her eyes shut, hating the choice he was pushing her to. “And your brothers? What about them?”

“How could I even consider keeping a vow that I made as a boy? I knew it the instant we pulled you out of the mine. They’re my brothers. They’d do anything for me. I love and respect them. I won’t leave them.” Austin ran his fingers down her neck and to her shoulder. Then he laughed. “Besides, I saw how you responded to them and they to you during that hot sex show you all put on for me in my office. I’ve gotta see that again.”

Her heart clenched. It felt like it might stop. “You mean you’re staying, and I don’t have to choose?”

“That’s exactly what I mean, pet.”

Relief and rapture shot through her like hot geysers. The world had stopped when he’d made his demand for her to choose the impossible, and now, it opened up again. Her world. Her men.
Oh God, yes!

Austin kissed her again, and this time her entire body softened. His tongue shot into her mouth, and she became warm and dizzy.

“What was that for?” She already knew the answer. He was in charge.

Austin pinched her nipples through her shirt, delivering two sharp stings. She could feel the dreamy space approaching.

“It’s time to take you to my brothers. They’re outside waiting for us.”

“They know you’re staying?” Jessie gazed into the cowboy’s dark fiery eyes, and she knew he was telling the truth. “I get my dream?”

“
Our
dream, Jessie. Yes, they know.” He pulled on her hair, urging her closer to him. “Time to tie you up—shibari-style.”

She remembered how amazing the Japanese bondage play had been.

She was ready to go there again and trust her five cowboys. “Yes, please. Yes, Master.”

As he stripped her of the robe, Jessie felt completely giddy, knowing what he had in store for her. Where she’d been cold and numb before, heat lit her. She felt the coolness of the night air on her skin, and her nipples jutted out even more.

“Follow me, pet.” He didn’t wait for her but marched towards the dungeon—she knew very well—in his home.

He slipped the blindfold over her eyes, the light fleeing in an instant. She couldn’t see, but she could feel. The silky ropes caressed her skin, the vines of his love encompassing her body. This was how he told her he loved her. It was his language, and she’d learned to translate it. He wrapped her in the thin bonds with expert precision. Every tie was a connection between the two of them.

In no time, she was completely tied up and blindfolded—helpless. Every nerve popped to life, and shivers shot over her skin. When he placed the headphones in her ears, she could only hear the pounding of a drum solo from his iPod, deafening out all other sounds in the room.

She felt Austin lift her onto the table with wheels. Jessie settled back in the confining darkness as Austin rolled the table with her on top of it out the backdoor.

He’s taking me to his tree and my four other cowboys.
A hunger like she’d never felt before welled up inside her.
Finally, I get to be with all my men.

When the table stopped rolling along, she felt five pairs of hands touch every intimate part of her body. Strong hands caressed her. Someone pulled off the headphones and then the blindfold.

She was surrounded. They stared down at her like a hungry pack of wolves. She felt deliciously helpless as they stalked around her. Not a one of them wore a stitch of clothing. Their magnificent bodies were on full display. Five gorgeous, gloriously hard cocks jutted toward her.

“She looks beautiful, brother,” Jackson said, a dangerous gleam in his eyes.

Austin smiled down at her. “She does, indeed. I’ll have to teach you all how to tie up our gorgeous bride. I’m afraid she’ll require an awful lot of discipline.”

Austin picked her up and flipped her over his knee. The ropes that bound her kept her in the perfect position. She couldn’t move, couldn’t fight. She was at Austin’s mercy.

“Count of ten, pet. That’s two from each of us. I know you didn’t intend to put yourself in danger, but it happened.” He smacked her ass, lighting up her flesh. “You are not allowed to die.” He smacked her again.

She fought not to laugh. Austin really would attempt to discipline her if she died on him. He would come after her in the afterlife, and she would get such a spanking.

“Never leave us.” Phoenix’s hand smacked her twice in rapid succession.

“Don’t forget you’re ours.” It was Dallas’s turn. Jessie merely groaned as he got his sweet licks in. She couldn’t forget she belonged to them. She felt them always.

“We love you, baby.” Jackson’s hand caressed her stinging backside in between slaps.

And Denver. She could feel him staring at her. He’d always been clear how he loved her backside when it was pink.
Smack. Smack.
“Don’t forget you have more than one Master.”

Never. She would never forget. “Yes, Sir.”

Austin flipped her back over, his hands skimming her skin. He kissed her as he undid the ties that bound her. “I love you, Jessie.”

She nodded, far too emotional to speak. Austin laid her down, his stare telling her plainly to be still. The Wilde brothers obviously wanted to play with their woman.

“God, you’re so sexy.” Jackson didn’t wait for any signal or word but leaned down, swallowing her left breast.

Phoenix did the same to her right breast. Their tongues and teeth worked her up into a hot frenzy.

“We’re going to pleasure you night after night, from now on.” Dallas massaged one of her legs. It felt heavenly.

Denver kissed her feet. “Sweetheart, you mean everything to us.” Then he swallowed her toes, sending a tremble through her body.

Austin rubbed her stomach and leaned down until his lips were within touching distance. He sent a hot blast of his breath over her pussy, and her clit began to throb. “You did this, pet. You brought me and my brothers together, and now you are completely ours.”

“Yes, Master. And you five are mine.” She licked her lips. Everything she wanted, had dreamed of, was right here in her grasp.

“Did you see that, Phoenix?” Austin sent her a wicked wink. “The little kitten must be starving. She’s licking her lips.”

“I’ve got something to feed her with then.” Phoenix moved until his hard cock was inches from her mouth. “Are you hungry, angel?”

She nodded. His cock teased her lips, its silky texture a pure pleasure. She licked at the head, but Phoenix seemed impatient. He pushed past her lips and teeth, feeding her his cock like the savory treat it was. She struggled to take it all. He was so big, so thick, but she was able to swallow every inch of his cock. He groaned, and his eyes closed.

Jackson bathed her breast and nipple, causing heat to well up inside her. Dallas rubbed her calves and licked her legs, as Denver continued sucking on her toes. The concert of these men made her light headed and electric. Her pussy dampened, as Austin’s tongue circled her clit. Her back arched off the table, and tingles spread throughout her body.

They continued tasting, touching, massaging every place on her body until she needed to come so badly it almost killed her.

“Don’t come yet, pet.” Clearly, Austin was reading her state.

“Yes, Master.” But she wasn’t sure she could hold back no matter what he ordered her to do.

“Let’s get her on the blanket.” He lifted her up off the table.

Since she’d been on the table, she hadn’t been able to see the blanket until now. In one corner of it, there was a pile of condoms, lubricant, four dildos, and one plug. Her men had come prepared for a little fun.

Jessie wondered why Austin didn’t lower her to the ground but soon found out why when he said, “Let’s slick up her pretty, little ass.”

Jackson applied lube to her backside, stretching out her entrance. Her skin was delightfully sensitized from her spanking. The more cream he applied, the more she began to respond. Sensations were firing throughout her body.

“She’s ready for us.” Jackson rubbed his hand on her ass. It felt amazing and inviting.

Austin nodded. “Lil’ bro, hop down on the blanket.”

“My pleasure.” The youngest Wilde brother stretched out on the cover and then rolled a condom down his shaft.

Jessie wanted him inside her. She prayed Austin would take possession of her pussy with his cock.

“Ready, pet?”

Again, Jessie nodded, too afraid that if she answered Austin aloud, she might sound incoherent.

Austin slowly lowered her down with her back to Jackson. She felt the tip of his dick hit her ass’s entrance. A wicked tremble moved through her body and into her pussy.

As the eldest Wilde brother lowered her more, Jackson pierced through her backside’s tight ring, melting her into a hot bubbling brew of want and thirst.