Lethal Attraction: Against the Rules\Fatal Affair (49 page)

Nick sat up, reached for her hand and tried not to be hurt when she brushed him off. “I’ve heard of it.”

“It’s when the embryo implants outside the uterus. In my case, it was in one of the fallopian tubes. I was home alone when the tube erupted. I had almost bled to death when Angela found me.”

“Jesus, Sam.”

“I was in the hospital for more than a week that time. It was the most painful thing I’ve ever been through—physically and emotionally. I lost the tube and one of my ovaries. Because of some other problems I’d had with endometriosis, my doctor told me it was unlikely that I’d ever conceive again.”

All at once Nick understood what had her so worried. “It doesn’t matter, Sam. Not to me. If that’s what you’re worried about, don’t.”

“But you want a family. You
deserve
a family after growing up without one.”

“We’ll have one. We can adopt. There’re millions of kids out there in need of homes. It doesn’t matter to me how we get them.”

“But—”

He leaned over and kissed her. Hard. “No buts. You’re the key to everything. I knew that years ago when I first met you, and I know it even more now after living without you for so long. You’re what I need most. We’ll figure out the rest.” Caressing her cheek, he added, “You’ve already given me so much that I’ve never had before. I don’t want you to spend another second worrying about the one thing you can’t give me.”

“I told you I’m on the pill, but I’m not. I don’t need to be, but I couldn’t very well blurt this whole thing out when we were about to make love the other day. I’m sorry I lied to you.”

“That doesn’t even count as a lie, babe. When the time is right, and we’re ready to have a family, we’ll work something out.”

“You should think about it. You should take some time to make sure—”

He stopped her with a finger to her lips. “I don’t need to think about it.”

The tension seemed to leave her body in one long exhale, and when he reached for her, she came willingly back into his arms.

“Do you feel better?”

She nodded. “I felt like I was deceiving you by getting so involved with you and not telling you this.”

“You weren’t deceiving me. It’s part of you, Sam. It’s part of what’s made you who you are, and I love everything about you.”

She ran her finger over the stubble on his jaw. “I used to dream about you when I was married. I wondered where you were, what you were doing, if you were happy. We only had that one night together, but I thought about you all the time.”

The reminder of what they’d been denied made him ache with regret. “I thought about you, too. I read the paper obsessively, looking for the slightest mention of you.”

“I did, too! I knew you were working for O’Connor. I even watched hours of congressional coverage, hoping for a glimpse of you, but you kept a low profile. I hardly ever saw you.”

“My profile is probably going to get even lower.”

“What do you mean?”

“I checked my voicemail at the office today. Got a few job offers.”

“Like what?”

“Legislative affairs for the junior senator from Hawaii, communications for the senior senator from Florida. Oh, and director of the Columbus office for the senior senator from Ohio.” With a teasing smile, he added, “What do you think about living in Columbus?”

She curled up her nose. “Is there anything that wouldn’t be a major step down?”

“Nope. But that’s how it works in politics. Your fortunes as a staffer are tied up in who you work for. If they go up, you go up. If they flame out, so do you.”

“Or if they die...”

“Exactly.”

“So what’re you going to do?”

“I’ve got some money put away, and there’s that money coming from John, too, so I’m not going to make any hasty decisions. In fact, it might be time for a change.”

“What kind of change?”

“I used to toy with the idea of going to law school. It’s probably too late now, but I still think about it.”

“If it’s what you want, you should do it.”

Nick chuckled as he tweaked her nose. “So you’d be willing to put up with a professional student for a couple of years?”

“Whatever makes you happy makes me happy.”

He shifted so he was on top of her. “
You
make me happy.”

Sam’s arms curled around his neck to bring him in for a kiss full of love and promise. She wrapped her long legs around his hips and arched her back, seeking him.

As Nick slid into her, he was so overwhelmed by love for her it took his breath away. Trying to get a hold of his emotions, he stayed still for a long moment until she began to wiggle under him, asking for more. What had earlier been frenetic was now slow and dreamy. He leaned in to kiss her, managing to hang on to his control until she gripped his ass to keep him inside her when she climaxed.

“Sam,” he gasped as he pushed into her one last time, unable to believe they had managed to top perfection.

CHAPTER 34

Sam was trying to shake off the sex-induced stupor and open her eyes to go back to work when her phone rang. Checking the caller ID, she saw it was Gonzo. “What’ve you got?”

“A bloodbath,” he said. “They’re both dead.”

Giving herself a second to absorb the news, she said, “How?”

“Noel was shot twice in the head at close range. Just like the other one, she was tied to the bed and tortured.”

“I’m on my way.” Sam sat up and started pulling on clothes.

“What’s wrong?” Nick mumbled, half asleep.

“Noel and Natalie Jordan were murdered in their house.”

He gasped. “Oh my God.”

“I’ve got to get over there.”

Reaching for his jeans, he said, “I’ll come with you.”

“No! There’s no need. Peter’s locked up, and I have to work.”

“I promise I’ll stay out of the way.”

“You
never
stay out of the way.”

“I knew these people, Sam. Don’t make me stay home.”

He looked so uncharacteristically vulnerable that her heart went out to him. She understood all at once that more than anything he didn’t want to be alone just then. “Okay, but you
will
stay out of the way.”

“I promise.”

* * *

On the way to Belle Haven, Sam arranged for surveillance on Elin Svendsen’s apartment building in case Patricia showed up there looking to make Elin her next victim. To Nick, she said, “Can you call Christina? I need the full list of every woman John dated during the years she worked for him.”

“All of them?”

“Every one. I want names, addresses and phone numbers. Patricia has been gathering the same info we have. She’s had someone digging into his past. I want to know what else she found—or rather
who
else.”

“Christina might not have all that.”

Sam shot him a withering look. “She was in love with him. You think she doesn’t have the full lowdown on all the women he dated? Give me a break. She’s probably got every detail down to their bra size in a spreadsheet. Tell her to e-mail the list to me.”

While Nick made the call, Sam ordered first shift to be called in early. Rounding up all of John’s Barbies was going to take some serious manpower. Her cell phone rang, and Sam took the call from Detective Jeannie McBride.

“We’ve checked every hotel in the city,” Jeannie said. “No hits for a Patricia Donaldson. Do you want me to start checking the burbs?”

Sam thought about that for a moment. “Try Patricia O’Connor, and get some extra people on it. I need that info ASAP.”

“You got it, Sergeant.”

Sam ended the call, but clutched the phone as they sped toward the Jordans’ house. “I can’t believe I didn’t get to her sooner.”

“She was the love of his life. Why would you think it was her?”

“He was the love of
her
life. Not the other way around. If a guy loves a woman the way she told us he loved her, he’s not banging everything he can get his hands on when he’s not with her. I think maybe she was still caught up in their teenage Romeo and Juliet romance, but he’d moved on. I’d sure love to talk to their kid. Thomas.”

“He must be somewhere local with the funeral the day after tomorrow.”

“If he is, we’ll find him—and his mother. I just hope we get to her before she gets to another of John’s girlfriends.”

By the time they arrived, the Jordans’ Belle Haven neighborhood was overrun with emergency vehicles.

Gonzo met them, his usually calm demeanor rattled. “I got here as soon as I could after Cruz called to tell me you wanted her picked up. The door was open. I saw him lying in the foyer and immediately called it in. We’re getting some shit from Alexandria, so you’ll have to talk your way in.”

Calling on every ounce of patience she could muster, Sam explained to the Alexandria Police that the Jordan murders were possibly tied to Senator O’Connor’s killing. After some territorial squabbling and just as she was about to get ugly with them, they agreed to let her view the crime scene. They made Nick wait outside.

Noel had been taken quickly in the foyer. Sam deduced that he’d opened the door and was shot before he had time to even say hello to the caller.

“He’s the number two guy at Justice,” she said with a smug smile for the cocky Alexandria detective who’d tried the hardest to keep her out. “You might want to let the attorney general know that his deputy’s been murdered.”

Flustered, the young detective said, “Yes, of course.”

Pleased to have defused some of his arrogance, she went upstairs to see what had been done to Natalie. She’d been bound in almost the exact same fashion as Tara. And like Tara, the blood between her open legs told the story of sadistic sexual torture. “Is that a
hairbrush?
” Sam asked, staring at the object that had been left in Natalie’s vagina.

“I think so,” the medical examiner said.

Sam grimaced. Judging from the ligature marks on Natalie’s neck, she too had been strangled after suffering through a prolonged attack.

Patricia was exacting revenge, one woman at a time.

The Alexandria Medical Examiner estimated time of death at about three hours prior. Sam’s gut clenched at the realization that Noel must’ve just gotten home from the polygraph when they were attacked. If she’d only pieced this together a little sooner, she might’ve been able to save them.

Since it wasn’t her crime scene, she stepped outside after asking the detectives for a courtesy copy of their report.

Nick was once again leaning against the car, waiting for her.

“Same thing as Tara.”

“Christ,” he whispered. “I didn’t like Natalie, but the thought of what she must’ve gone through...”

Sam ran her fingers through her long hair, fighting off exhaustion that clung to her like a heavy blanket. “I know.”

“I’ve been thinking...”

She glanced up at him to find his face tight with tension and distress. “About?”

“Graham and Laine.”

The statement hung in the air between them, the implications almost too big to process.

Sam tossed the keys to him. “You drive while I work.”

As they flew across Northern Virginia, Nick’s big frame vibrated with tension. “You don’t really think...”

“That she’d go after the people she blames for ruining her life? Yeah, I really think.”

“God, Sam. If she hurts them...” His voice broke.

She reached for his hand. “We may be way off.” But just in case they weren’t, she gave the Loudon County Police a heads-up about potential trouble at the senior Senator O’Connor’s home. She also forwarded the list of ex-girlfriends that Christina had grudgingly sent to HQ with orders to place officers at each woman’s home. The officers were provided with photos of Patricia Donaldson and Thomas O’Connor—just in case she wasn’t acting alone. Issuing a second all-points bulletin for both of them, Sam could only pray that the cops got to the other women before anyone else was harmed.

“Should’ve seen this,” she muttered, hating that it had taken her so long to put it together. “So freaking obvious.”

“Don’t beat yourself up, babe.”

“Hard not to when the bodies are piling up.”

“I’ll bet I know why he was killed on the eve of the vote,” Nick said.

Sam glanced at him. “Why?”

“He decided the week before he was killed that he was definitely going to run for re-election. He probably told Patricia that. Maybe he’d promised her one term to satisfy his father and then it would be their time. If I’m right about that, she wouldn’t have wanted him to have the chance to bask in the glow of his big victory on the bill. Not when he was screwing her over—in more ways than one.”

“That makes sense,” Sam said, buzzing with adrenaline as all the pieces fell into place. Certain now that she was on her way to cracking the case, she called Captain Malone and Chief Farnsworth at home to update them on the latest developments.

“Get me an arrest, Sergeant,” the chief said, groggy with sleep.

“I’m moving as fast as I can, sir.”

After she ended the call, Nick reached for her hand. “Why don’t you close your eyes for a few minutes?”

She shook her head. “I’d rather wait until I have a couple of hours. How about you? Are you okay to be driving?”

“I’m fine. Don’t worry about me.”

“Too late.” She rested her head on his shoulder and went through the case piece by piece from the beginning. All along she’d suspected it would be a woman, one he was close to, who had a key to his place, who he wouldn’t have been surprised to find waiting for him in his apartment.

Her cell phone rang. “What’ve you got, Jeannie?”

“Unfortunately, nothing. We can’t find them anywhere in the city.”

“Damn it. They must’ve checked in under other names.”

“That’s the hunch around here. We’re expanding into Northern Virginia and Maryland. I’ll keep you posted.”

“Thanks.”

A Loudon County Police cruiser was positioned at the foot of the O’Connors’ driveway when Sam and Nick arrived. He rolled down the window.

“Everything looks fine,” the young officer said. “The house is dark and buttoned down for the night. I walked all the way around but didn’t see anything to worry about.”

“Thanks,” Nick said. “We’re just going to take a quick look and then be on our way.”

“No problem. Have a nice evening.”

As Nick drove slowly up the long driveway, Sam studied him with new appreciation. He’d handled the young cop with aplomb—thanking him for checking but letting him know they were going to take their own look—without insulting the officer. “Smooth,” she said.

“What?”

“You. Just now.”

“You sound surprised that I can actually be diplomatic when the situation calls for it.”

She snorted with laughter.

“What’s so funny?”

“You are when you get all indignant.”

“I’m not indignant.”

“Whatever you say.”

They pulled up to the dark house, and Nick cut the engine. “I want to take my own walk around.”

Sam retrieved a flashlight from the glove box and reached for the door handle.

“Why don’t you stay here?” he said. “I’ll be right back.”

“The way you stay put when I tell you to?” She flipped on the flashlight in time to catch the dirty look he sent her way. “Let’s go.”

They walked the perimeter of the house, finding nothing out of the ordinary. In the backyard, Sam scanned the property. “Seems like everything is fine.”

“I want to see them to make sure.”

“Nick, it’s two-thirty in the morning, and their son’s funeral is tomorrow.”

He scowled at her. “Do you
honestly
think they’re sleeping?”

Realizing he was determined, she followed him to the front door and cringed at the sound of the doorbell chiming through the silent house.

A minute or so later, Graham appeared at the door wearing a red plaid bathrobe. His face haggard with grief, Sam deduced that he hadn’t slept in days.

“What’s wrong?” he asked.

“Nothing,” Nick said, his voice infected with a nervous stammer. “I’m sorry to disturb you, but there’s been some trouble tonight. I wanted to check on you and Laine.”

Graham stepped aside to invite them in. “What kind of trouble?”

Nick told him about Tara and the Jordans.

“Oh God,” Graham whispered. “Not Natalie, too. And Noel...”

“We think it’s Patricia,” Sam said, gauging his reaction.

Graham’s tired eyes shot up to meet hers. “No...She couldn’t have. She loved John. She’d loved him all her life.”

“And she’d waited for him—fruitlessly—for her entire adult life,” Sam said.

“We think he told her he was running for re-election,” Nick said.

“So she assumed he was choosing his career over her and Thomas,” Graham said.

“That’s the theory,” Sam said. “And we think she recently learned there were other women in his life.”

“Why are you worried about us?” Graham asked Nick. “We haven’t seen her since Thomas was born.”

“Because if she’s settling old scores, she certainly has a bone to pick with you,” Nick said.

Graham ran a trembling hand through his white hair. “Yes, I suppose she does.”

“I’d like to arrange for security for you and your wife until we wrap this up,” Sam said.

“If you think it’s necessary.”

Knowing what had been done to Tara, Natalie and Noel, Sam said, “I really do.”

Nick hugged Graham. “Why don’t you try to get some rest?”

“Every time I doze off, I wake up suddenly and have to remember that John is gone...I keep reliving it, over and over. It’s easier just to stay awake.”

Nick embraced the older man again, and when he finally released him, Sam saw tears in Nick’s eyes. “I know what you mean.”

“Yes, I suppose you do.”

“I’ll see you in the morning. Don’t hesitate to call me if you need anything.”

Graham patted Nick’s face. “I love you like one of my own. I hope you know that.”

His cheek pulsing with emotion, Nick nodded.

“There’s something I need to talk to you about after the funeral,” Graham said. “Save me a few minutes?”

“Of course.”

“Drive carefully,” Graham said as he showed them out.

* * *

Sam slipped her arm through Nick’s and led him from the house, taking the keys from his coat pocket on the way to the car. “Are you okay?” she finally asked once they were in the car.

After a long moment of silence, Nick looked over at her. “He’s never said that to me before. I’ve always sort of known it, but he’s never come right out and said the words.”

“You’re an easy guy to love—most of the time.”

His face lifted into the grin she adored. “Gee, thanks.”

“We’ve got to do something about your inability to follow orders, however.”

“Best of luck with that.” He linked his fingers with hers as she drove them down the long driveway. “Thanks.”

“For what?”

“For understanding why I needed to see with my own eyes that they’re okay.”

“They’re your people.”

“They’re all I’ve got.”

She squeezed his hand. “Not anymore.”