Lord Keeper (11 page)

“Not quite all.”

She gave him a puzzled look.

“How is it we came to find you on MacPherson land?”

Jillian flushed. “Well, there was a trial—”

“A trial?” the lass cut in.

“I was brought before the tribunal and they found me guilty of murder. Though, I do not understand how. No witnesses were called but those who found me at Jonathan’s side. I told them there was no time for me to have killed him. I had just arrived, and even Kevin could have said so. But they did not think it necessary to call him.”

“I can well imagine what that man would have said,” his captive said, her tone caustic.

“Lass,” Iain said.

She looked at him, and he shook his head.

“Well,” she said, “what happened after the sham—er, trial?”

“I was sentenced to death.”

“Death?”

“Lass,” Iain growled, “if you cease your interruptions, we may yet learn this story before the evening meal.”

She shot him a scathing look, but refrained from comment.

“You were sentenced to death,” Iain prodded and relaxed against the doorway once more.

“Aye, and would have died if not for—” Jillian clasped the lass’s hand. “You saved me mistress.” Fresh tears hovered on her lashes. “I do not know how to thank you. If Jonathan were here, he would give you anything he had.”

The lass smiled grimly. “It was worth knowing we thwarted your attackers. But it is not I who offer you safety, but Lord MacPherson.”

Iain lifted a brow at the hearing her use his title. So, she was not entirely oblivious to the power his rank held.
Do not fool yourself, man
. Such things remain a bargaining tool that hold no sway with her. Still, he noted with frustration, she had always known he possessed sufficient power to hold her prisoner indefinitely. It was, he realized, as if the authority he wielded was held against him.

“But as the laird’s wife I should thank you also.”

Iain’s mind snapped to attention at the unexpected statement made by his forthright guest.

His captive straightened. “I am not his wife.”

The surprise Jillian expressed turned into a shrewd glance that moved between them. “Ah,” she nodded, “he willna’ make an honest woman of you, eh?” She gave him an anxious look, clearly realizing the unflattering remark was directed at her savior. “I did not mean anything, Laird. I just—” she stopped, her expression dropping further.

“Never mind,” Iain said. “But I believe you are mistaken.” His attention moved to the lass.

“Oh, aye, she is mistaken,” she said through tight lips. “I am neither wife, nor mistress.”

Jillian cocked her head and gave her a look that as much as said the idea was impossible. “Then who are you? You are English. I cannot imagine what an Englishwoman would be doing in the Highlands.”

“I am a visitor,” she said.

“Visitor?”

“Aye,” she muttered. “Willing or no.”

Jillian frowned. “What did you say?”

“Nothing.” The lass looked up at him. “Do you have all the information you need, my lord?”

He studied Jillian for a moment. “You know nothing more about Jonathan’s death?”

The girl winced and her eyes clouded over, but she answered. “Nay, Laird. There is little else to tell. ’Tis a tangle for sure.”

Iain smiled at the simplistic analysis of the situation. “Aye,” he agreed. A tangle for sure, if one could sum up a trained Highland warrior found dead by his own sword, and his future wife, the size of a mite, brought before a hasty tribunal to be found guilty of having run him through with that sword.

“I do not blame all of them.”

“All of who?” the lass asked.

“The men, you know…the ones who…”

“There is no defense for men who abuse women,” his captive said.

“But the grief and all, I do not think Jonathan’s brother knew what he was doing.”

“His brother!” Iain stalked the few steps to the bed.

Jillian’s eyes widened, and the lass came to her feet. “Is something amiss, my lord?”

“What do you mean, you do not blame his brother?”

“J-Jonathan’s brother. He was one of the men. It would be hard to lose a brother, and he did have the devil in his eyes.”

“Your betrothed’s brother—”

“Laird, he did me no harm,” Jillian offered, but the denial came too easily for Iain.

“How did you end up on MacPherson land?”

Jillian swallowed visibly. “They took me from Iona with the intention of carrying out the death sentence.”

“Took you?” Iain frowned. “Why take you from your village?”

She shook her head. “They found me guilty, and after a talk amongst themselves, I was placed on a horse with one of the men and we left the village.”

“The council had nothing to say?”

“I did not go before the council. Only David was present.”

“David Robertson, your chieftain?”

“Aye.”

“He was one of the men who took you?”

“Nay. He instructed the other men to deal with me. Though…” she paused.

“What?” the lass urged as she seated herself once again.

“I do think he had the intention to go with the men, but it seemed at the last minute he changed his mind.”

The lass looked to him. “Is it the way of the Scots to take a condemned prisoner away for punishment?”

“I do not know about the Scots,” Iain replied, “but it is not the way of the Highlander.”

“What do they do?” she asked.

“Death by hanging is reserved for such occasions. Usually in the village square.”

She gasped.

“’Tis not so different in England,” Iain said.

“Nay,” she agreed, “but barbaric, nonetheless.”

He shrugged. “No more so than a sword through the heart. Which is what usually brings on such judgment.”

“You are not saying so in this case, my lord,” she objected.

“Nay, lass, I am not saying so. I am simply answering your question. You are no more a fool than I am to think they took this girl for anything but their pleasure.”

She shot to her feet. “
My lord!
”

Iain grimaced. “For Christ’s sake, do not act as if I agree with them.” He returned his attention to Jillian. “Continue.”

“They took me past the crag near the bottom of Iona. The village is in the mountains, and the crag sits near the bottom.”

Iain nodded. “I know it.”

“We passed that, then continued out of the mountain before stopping. They brought me down from the horse and, instead of doing what I expected, they sat me down on a rock and circled me.” Jillian gave her head a serious shake. “I wondered if it were some workings of the devil. You know, mayhap they were going to try and steal my soul. But they began to talk to me all nice like.

“‘
Lass,’
one said,
‘how long were you in the cottage?
Well, I was so surprised by this question. After all, they hadna’ asked me a blessed thing during the trial. In fact, I had not been allowed to say anything, save, yea or nay to their questions.

“‘
Answer the question,’
another said, so I did. ‘
I had only been there a few minutes,
’ I said.
‘And, did anyone else come there while you were there?’
” Jillian’s brows rose. “I thought this an odd question but, having no wish to hurry my sentence along, I took a long while in answering. Finally, they had enough of my tears and forced me to say no one had been by. Then they asked if Jonathan had said anything.” A look of grim defiance shadowed her face, and she said in a low voice, “I refused to answer.”

“Why that of all questions?” Iain asked.

Jillian gave a harsh laugh. “Someone took him from me, and those men wanted to take what I had given to no man but Jonathan. I was not about to give them the satisfaction of telling them what had passed between Jonathan and me in those last moments.” She looked up at him. “He didna’ want me to forget him. I was not going to let them scoff at him. He woulda’ done the same for me.”

“Aye, lass,” Iain nodded. “I believe he would.”

She sighed and, for the first time, a smile, small, yet satisfying, curved her mouth upward. “They were angry. Donny, in particular. ‘
Tell us, lass,
’” she mimicked his deep voice, “‘
and mayhap we will release you.
’” Jillian snorted. “They must have thought me a green girl. I told him to go to the devil. ‘
You will see him sooner than you like if you do not answer our question,’
he said. I was not surprised when he raised his hand to me, but I was not fast enough to dodge it.”

“’Tis not easy,” his captive agreed.

Anger flashed through Iain at the mental picture of her dodging her husband’s hand.

“I think he enjoyed it.” Jillian’s voice shattered the picture. “Still, it was worth seeing his face twist like a madman when I yelled I would see him in hell first. Aye,” she added softly, “worth everything.”

“Was Donny the only one who hurt you?” Iain asked.

Jillian blushed and bowed her head.

The lass smoothed back Jillian’s hair. “You suffered more than a hand to the cheek. Your dress was ripped and your hair…”

“Aye,” Jillian said, “they were bent on finding their answers. They wanted to humiliate me. They tore my clothes and threw me down on the ground. But I am a woman, not a child, and not so easily brought low.” The last was said with more of the same spirit she had exhibited earlier.

“What does
being a woman
mean to you?” the lass asked.

“I told you, I grew up with Jonathan. We always knew we would marry,” she answered. “I am not ignorant to what they wanted.”

“How old are you?”

“Sixteen.”

The lass drew in a slow breath. “So you know the ways of a man and woman, then?”

Jillian’s chin rose. “You may think me wrong, and mayhap I will burn for it, but I loved Jonathan, and he loved me.”

“Nay, child, I do not sit in judgment of you. I am sorry those men…” She paused, then said, “How did you escape?”

Another smile touched Jillian’s lips. “At first I thought it was God, but once the wildcat eyed Donny I knew it had to be Jonathan.”

“Jonathan?” the lass repeated.

“Aye. Two men held me down while Donny tried to take me. He forced my legs apart and woulda’ had me but for the cry of that wildcat. You should have seen it.” The satisfaction that shone on the girl’s face made her look older than her years. “Donny’s eyes were a few inches from mine. When he spied the cat, his face turned white, and you would have thought it was him lying beneath me instead of the other way around.

“God as my witness, that cat had eyes for no one but Donny. Donny yelled for the others to do something.” Jillian paused, and Iain was forced to strain his ears in order to hear the words she whispered as she leaned toward the lass. “It isna’ easy for a man to defend himself when he is lying on top of a woman.” Her look of satisfaction deepened, and Iain marveled at the spirit that hadn’t crumbled under such circumstances.

“But,” she went on in a louder voice, “they did not move a muscle, except to release my arms. They let go and stepped away when the cat made a wide circle around us. The beast circled closer, his eyes on Donny. The cat lunged at us, and when he did, Donny rolled over and the cat landed on me.”

“Sweet Jesu,” the lass murmured.

Jillian nodded. “Aye, the three of us rolled, but the cat never clawed me.” She shuddered. “Somehow, I broke free. It happened so fast, but I think the animal managed to lay a fang into Donny. I heard him yell—Donny, that is—and the next thing I knew, I was rolling to the side. For a moment, I couldna’ move. I heard the growls of the cat and the yells of the man. When I looked, the cat was chewing Donny to bits.” She gave a hollow laugh. “A bitter sight it was, though I do not regret seeing it. I probably would have watched until kingdom come, but then something strange happened. The cat looked up from Donny and stared at me. It was only for an instant, but there was no mistaking it. He was telling me to run.”

She shrugged. “So, I did. Ran until I did not think I could ever move again. I thought I would collapse, and then I heard someone coming. I ran into the bushes. I could not see a thing. Imagine my amazement when I found that cave. Then you came.” She motioned with her head at his captive.

Chapter Thirteen

“I must consider this further.” Iain cut off further discussion. He’d heard more than enough for one day. “We will speak again later.” At the fear on Jillian’s face he added, “Do not worry, lass. I know you speak the truth.”

“Laird?”

“Aye?”

“I do not want to make trouble for you. If you think it best for me to return, I will. But if that be the case, mayhap you will consider letting me escape. I would rather face the hills than those men.”

So the girl was not the callous woman of the world she claimed to be. He shook his head. “I will not return you to your kinsmen, nor will I send you out alone. Both are sure death.”
Or worse.

The lass started to rise, but Jillian reached for her hand. “You risked your life for mine when I was a stranger. If ever there is anything I can do to repay you, I swear to do it.”

She squeezed Jillian’s hand. “Put it out of your mind and rest. I will return later.”

Jillian didn’t release her. “Tell me, mistress, what is your name?”

The lass’s head pivoted in Iain’s direction, and he flashed a broad smile.

She gave him a look meant to wither him on the spot and faced Jillian again. “I have no name.”

Jillian’s mouth dropped open in surprise and Iain bit back a laugh.

“You see,” she went on, “I…have amnesia.”

“Amnesia?” Jillian’s eyes widened. “What a terrible fate.”

“A distressing fate, indeed,” she agreed.

Iain nodded. “I am gratified to understand the problem. I had begun to doubt my ability to woo a fair maiden.”

“Nay, Laird,” put in Jillian. The grave look on her face made it nearly impossible for Iain to maintain a serious expression. When she continued with, “You cannot believe such a thing. What woman would not be proud to have your attention?” The candid question nearly undid him. She looked back to his captive. “’Tis the truth, is it not, mistress?”

Christ, Iain thought, what sweet justice.

“I cannot answer such a question,” she replied in a voice that, in Iain’s judgment, betrayed a hint of feminine pride. She took a step in the direction of the door, and he slid in front of her.

“Aye, love, but you can.”

She came to an abrupt halt, her skirts swirling around her. “Have a care, my lord.”

“I have a care, sweeting.” He gave her a wicked smile. “But I think you should oblige our guest by answering her question.”

“Oh.” She formed the word in such a manner that he knew she was thinking more of how she would like to answer his question. Instead, she said, “I am sure many women find your attentions desirable.”

“And you?” Iain asked.

“You know how I feel,” she snapped.

“There are moments when I believe I do,” he said. “Moments such as last night?”

Her eyes widened. “How can you speak so? We are not alone, sir. Faith, but you are mad.”

“Aye, sweet, I am mad, but it is you who are making me that way. Now, be a good lass and answer the question.”

“I feel certain, my lord”—she ground out the title—“that you have never doubted the effect you have on women.”

Hope surged through him and he reached out to caress her cheek. “I was not sure about you lass, until now.”

Her mouth parted in a gasp, and he realized his mistake in letting on that he’d caught the meaning she may not have even realized existed behind her words.

Her eyes narrowed. “I believe you are toying with me.”

“I have never toyed with you, and you know it.” His head was beginning to ache.

“Nay? Even now you tease Jillian and I. Imagine, believing you doubted…”

“Doubted what?” Despite his better judgment, he persisted. “Your feelings for me?”

Iain would never forget the storm that gathered in her eyes at that moment. The only thing undecided was whether or not she was more furious with him or herself. In the end, her remedy came in the form of a hasty retreat, and Iain was forced to allow it.

* * *

That afternoon, Iain watched from an archer’s slit in the north tower as a murmur coursed through the Robertson ranks when they were informed Kevin Robertson was not allowed to accompany his laird into Fauldun Castle.

“You are positive no others hide nearby?” Iain addressed Thomas, but kept his attention on the twelve riders outside the gates.

“Our scouts detected none.”

Iain studied the men. “Their tempers are as dark as the clouds.”

“They have had time to bring it to a fine simmer.”

“Much like those of our own people.” When Iain had crossed the courtyard to the battlements to get a look at the Robertsons, a large group of MacPhersons had already gathered. “Open the gates after I’m below.”

Once allowed into the MacPherson stronghold with his men, David Robertson made no move to dismount and demanded the return of the criminal in much the same way his kinsman had.

“She will not be returned until I have heard the case,” Iain said, not bothering to tell them he’d already sent word to the brother Jillian belatedly admitted having.

The Robertson’s eyes narrowed. “You make a grave error in judgment.”

Iain smiled without humor. “Is that how William will see things?”

David’s hand flew to his scabbard, bringing with it a chorus of MacPherson steel drawn from surrounding sheaths. Not one MacPherson warrior relaxed his stance even when David’s hand grudgingly fell from his weapon.

David sneered. “Iain MacPherson thinks to approach William, leader of the entire Robertson clan, with such a petty matter? He will say the same; this is not your business.”

Iain shrugged. His kilt snapped in the wind as if begging David to try his mood. “So your kinsmen informed me.” Iain crossed his arms over his chest. “If you believe me incapable of standing by my word, then do what you will. But remember, I am not a forgiving man.”

David nodded. “And I am not a man to forget.”

A whisper rippled through the crowd behind Iain when David Robertson wheeled his horse around. He cracked the reins against his horse’s flank and galloped through the gate followed by his men.

When the gates slammed shut behind the last man, Iain turned back toward the castle. He stopped at seeing his captive among the crowd. Uncharacteristic bemusement played in her features, but before he could speculate what she might be thinking, Maude stepped beside her and whispered in her ear. Sudden panic replaced her puzzled expression, and her attention flew to his face. He started in her direction as Thomas fell in step beside him.

“Is something wrong?” Thomas asked.

“Look there.” Iain nodded in the direction of the women. “See the look on the lass’s face?”

“It is strange,” Thomas agreed. “But then, they have all been acting strange of late.”

Iain stopped. “Strange?”

“I have wondered for some time what they are plotting.”

“What do you mean,
plotting
?”

“I have no notion,” Thomas said. “But knowing those clever females, it could be anything.”

“This strangeness does not, per chance, occur when referring to the lass?”

His cousin looked surprised. “I believe it does.”

With Thomas following, Iain set out for the women who were now making their way in a leisurely walk toward the castle. Maude’s voice was the first Iain heard as they approached.

“’Tis what we agreed. You must have faith in us.”

The lass shook her head. “It is not a sound notion. There is enough trouble for the time being.”

Iain exchanged a glance with Thomas.

“Nay,” Maude’s voice rose, “I am telling you, Vi—” one of the women coughed loudly.

Looking back, Maude smiled at Iain, who matched step with them.

“What mischief are you up to?” he asked.

Angelic as any angel of heaven, Maude blinked up at him. Iain wondered if he had somehow been mistaken in suspecting her, then his gaze fell on the lass. She looked guilty as sin.

“Have
you
something to say?” he asked the lass.

She lengthened her stride.

“If you have something to say, now is the time.”

“What would Vi—er, she be needing to say?” Maude interjected.

Iain caught sight of Thomas, who had turned his head to the side and was grappling with laughter. With a grunt, Iain refocused on Maude. “Mayhap you would prefer to explain?”

A trace of doubt crept into her eyes. “Nay.”

“Nay, what?”

Maude looked startled. “Nay, Laird.”

They had reached the kitchen door, and Iain stopped and allowed the women to pass ahead of him. The lass slipped ahead of one of the women. Iain reached for her, but almost grabbed the arm of the woman she had cut off. He dropped his hand and stepped aside until they had all gone inside, then braced his hands on either side of the doorframe and waited.

His captive sat at the table and began peeling the onions laying there, while the other women resumed preparations for the evening meal.

When it became obvious he was being ignored, Iain spoke up. “How long do you plan on waiting before answering me?” When no one answered, he added, “You had best beware, my lass. I think you know me capable of drastic measures.”

Her eyes riveted on him. Iain raised a brow, only to be rewarded with a twinge of irritation when her expression turned languid.

“The only thing going on, my lord, is preparations for the evening meal.”

“Nay, lass, there is much more than that going on. For one, you are now adding disobedience to your mounting sins.”

She looked startled. “What in the name of Hades are you talking about?”

Iain strained to hear her words when she began muttering incoherently. At great length, he realized she was not about to quit her personal ravings.

He crossed to the table and caught her wrist, wresting the knife from her fingers. “I said you were to cease working in the kitchen. That, my lass, is what I meant by disobedience.”

“What other sins do you refer to?” she asked.

“You are hiding something from me.”

She blinked, then her eyes narrowed. “Ladies.” The bustle of work came to a halt. “We must confess. The master has found me out. How very clever of you. Tell me, when did the answer come to you?”

A dazed sense of reality washed over Iain.

“Was it the day you stole me from the abbey? Or perhaps it was somewhere along the way.” She tapped her lower lip with a forefinger. Iain was just beginning to register the perplexing question when she added, “I know.” Her eyes brightened with a seeming revelation. “It must have been the day we arrived at Fauldun Castle. Do you remember?” She gazed at him with rapt attention.

“Aye, love, I remember it well.”

“Then you agree?”

“Agree with what?”

She gave an encouraging nod of her head. “That was the day you understood.”

“Sweet, I have never understood you. Not now, not then, and I begin to fear I never will.”

“But, my lord,” she said, horrified shock coloring her expression, “I am an open book.”

“On the contrary, you are a closed volume, and even the quick peeks I have glimpsed befuddle me.”

Her brows knit. “How distressing.”

“Distressing?”

She nodded. “First I find I have shaken your ability to
woo a fair maiden
, and now I discover you are at a loss to understand me. Are you ill?” She jumped up and placed a hand across his brow, then drew it away. “Nay. You seem well. I suppose, then, ’tis understandable you have the presence of mind to comprehend I am hiding something from you.” With that, she plopped back in her chair.

It had been years, but Iain recognized the heat of embarrassment that flooded his cheeks. Thomas stood in the doorway, laughter on his face.

Iain faced her and consigned his sanity to oblivion as he felt himself fall into the pools of blue that stared up at him. Christ, would he never cease hearing the crash of waves every time she looked at him? A silent prayer, the first since his mother’s death, went up that his heart would not be dashed against the rocks before he found out.