Loss (5 page)

‘I’m serious, man, I don’t need looking after.’

‘I know that, Gus.’ He zipped up his black leather jacket. He looked like a door lump; I had to admit it was the kind of help I could do with.

‘Okay, then. Let’s go pay fat Davie a visit.’

‘Who?’

‘My brother’s former business partner . . . See what he has to say for himself. Though I warn you, I never liked the cunt.’

‘Can we expect trouble?’

‘Expect it? . . . We’re taking it to him.’

Mac the Knife smiled, lifted his jacket and exposed his heavy gut, a claw hammer tucked in his waistband. ‘Good job I got tooled up, then.’

As soon as the front door opened the dog bolted off down the stairs. Mac scowled. ‘Smells of pish in here.’

‘Is there a stair in Edinburgh that doesn’t?’

‘You want to catch them at it . . . It’ll be the same bastard, y’know.’

I put on my ‘shut the fuck up’ look.

‘Serious,’ said Mac.

‘How many jakeys are there in this city, not to mention assorted pish-heads?’

He ferreted in his jeans, produced a Jimmy Denner. ‘Ten-spot says I’m right.’

I took his money – was way too easy.

Outside the snow was falling heavily again. Usual raised his nose to it, sneezed a bit, then wagged his tail as he shovelled his snout along the pavement. The road had been turned to slush; a bus on the way to Ocean Terminal chucked up a black spray as it went. Never ceased to amaze me how quickly the whiteness turned to blackness.

We got in the Punto. ‘So, this Davie character, what’s the SP?’ said Mac.

‘Wide as a gate, real man on the make. You’ll suss the type.’

I turned over the engine. Katy Perry was still going on about kissing a girl and liking it. Mac jumped for the dial: ‘Jesus on a fucking rubber cross, Dury! What are you listening to?’ He was about to throw the disc on the back seat next to the dog but I snatched it.

‘It’s hers.’

‘Debs . . . she’s not sleeping head to toe now, is she? Sounds like lesbo music to me.’

I gave him a wry grin, closest I’d got to a smile in the last twenty-four hours; I was grateful for it. I put on the radio – it seemed to suit him.

‘So you were saying, Davie . . . what’s his full handle?’

‘Davie Prentice. Used to be a big wheel in the computer business, ran some number for an American outfit when we were their best buddies, height of the boom.’

‘Silicon Glen . . .’

‘Don’t know her – she one of yer porno stars?’

A laugh. Snort on the end of it. I managed a laugh myself too, maybe trying a little too hard. The car’s wheels spun on the slush.

‘Keep yer eyes on the road, Gus, gritters haven’t been out.’

The speed was making me jumpy, my eyes began to itch. ‘Okay. Okay.’

‘So, Davie was a what, manager or something?’

‘Plant manager, like I say, a big wheel. The Yank firm pulled out, though, or as good as. Downsized in a major way. They still needed to keep a presence here, though, keep the supply chains open for the European plants and fat Davie went it alone.’

‘Michael tell you this?’

I nodded. ‘Davie was manufacturing bits and pieces – soldering circuit boards and popping in memory SIMMS for the PCs. Stuff a trained monkey could do, but it needed doing and he had the contracts, big poppy behind him. That’s how Michael got hooked up: fat Davie needed a haulier and Michael’s firm fitted the bill.’

‘Sounds like a cushy set-up.’

I dropped a gear as we came off Leith Walk and onto Pilrig Street, gunned the engine to put the tram works behind us, said, ‘Well, it
was
 . . .’

‘Joint in trouble now?’

‘That I don’t know. His wife was a bit vague.’

Mac pointed out the window. ‘Seen the nick of this place?’ Boarded-up shopfronts and ‘closed’ signs. ‘Everyone’s feeling it, mate.’

I started sweating and yabbering as the amphetamine worked its magic. ‘Well, I know this much, if Davie Prentice is feeling it, we’re all fucked. He’s the type makes money from muck. Then there’s my brother’s lodger—’

Mac cut me off: ‘A fucking lodger in the Grange?’

I turned, rapid nods. ‘Aye, that’s what I thought. Jayne said it was temporary, that Michael was helping this Vilem guy out.’

‘You think yer brother’s missus is busy with the lodger?’

I shut him down: ‘No way. Never. That’s not Jayne’s style. She was devoted to Michael.’

‘Okay . . . if you say so.’

A teeny skank in skinny jeans that hung below his arse stepped in front of the car. I hit the anchors; Mac hit the horn, yelled, ‘Ye twat!’ The kid couldn’t hear a word – headphones that wouldn’t look out of place on a road-drill worker – and kept walking, oblivious. As the car slid to a halt on the slippy road Mac shook his head. ‘No sense of danger.’

I agreed: ‘Walking in front of a car, in this weather – lunacy.’

‘I’m not talking about that.’ He whipped out the claw hammer, put it on the dash. ‘I could’ve brained the cunt. That thing nearly cut me in two.’

I was glad to have Mac beside me. There had been times in the past when I thought the friendship was at an end.

‘How you faring this weather, Mac?’

He scratched the corner of his mouth, inflated his chest, said, ‘Och, you know me.’

I knew better than to press him. ‘What about Hod? He putting any work your way?’

‘Bit . . . you know how it is.’

I didn’t like the sound of that. Hod, our mutual friend, had taken over the Holy Wall pub, once a going concern but truly junked after my efforts. ‘How’s the Wall looking?’

‘You not been in yet?’

‘Uh-uh.’ I couldn’t face it.

‘It’s a bit plush, but fur coat and nae knickers if you ask me.’

True Scots wisdom, defies logic.

‘Sounds . . .
different
.’

‘Well, he’s taken down your pictures of the dogs playing snooker, if that’s what you mean.’

‘The heathen.’

‘You’ll have to pay a visit.’

‘Yeah well, when I’m a bit more flush.’

‘You still looking for work?’

I gave him a look that said
Isn’t everyone
? ‘There’s nothing out there. My racket’s finished: they write newspapers with work experience and student interns these days.’

Mac followed a loose train of thought: ‘Still, you have
this
to be going on with.’

This wasn’t any kind of work either, deffo not anything I wanted to pursue, even if I had Debs’s approval for it – which I certainly didn’t.

As we reached the factory gates, the conversation shifted immediately – we weren’t alone.

‘What’s the filth doing here?’ said Mac.

I pulled up the car, yanked the handbrake on. ‘Mugging my hole.’

THE DOG GOT EXCITED, PROWLED the length of the back seat, jumped up to the window and scratched at the glass. I pointed him down. He sat, then lay on his stomach watching Mac and me as we readied ourselves.

‘Get that hammer under the front seat,’ I told him.

He grabbed it off the dash, stashed it away. ‘The powder – get it over.’ He opened the glovebox, made space among the petrol receipts and empty Smints boxes Debs stored in there. I passed over the speed and gave him a nod of recognition.

We opened doors, got out and started to cross the road.

A cold haar blew off the sea – felt like we’d be encased in ice in seconds. I remembered Shir Shean’s advice from
The Untouchables
and stamped my feet: made no difference, but set Mac off.

‘What you doing?’

‘Stamping out the cold. It’s the haar.’

‘Hardy-haar . . . Don’t be daft, you look mental. Want us lifted?’

The smell of frying onions came wafting our way from a burger van. Bloke inside looked out and nodded. He was after the goss on the police visit, or maybe a quick sale. I fired him back a friendly wave: ‘Something smells good.’ A bloody lie, but thought he might be useful to me at some point.

I felt the speed racing through my veins now. I had a slight twitch on my upper lip but I was primed, ready for action. Fitz the Crime had let me think my brother’s murder was an open-and-shut case: coming down to Newhaven to turn over his business didn’t square with that.

As I reached the front doors I caught sight of two uniforms coming our way down the corridor: they were getting gloved up. At their backs was Fitz, kitted out in a chalk-stripe three-piece and a red tie. It was an outfit designed to make those he met feel underdressed. Well, he was mixing with the seriously wedged-up – can’t expect him to turn up in his baffies.

The doors eased open and the two uniforms passed by us without a nod. Mac eyed them up and down and got some stares, reminded the pair of shitheads to strut, shoulders back. Funny the effect Mac has on some people, I thought.

When Fitz reached us, Davie Prentice came into view behind him. He copped an eyeful of me and lunged for Fitz’s hand, a great sweeping shake that near raised him off the ground. ‘Well, if there’s anything else I can do, please don’t hesitate to get back in touch,’ said Davie.

I watched this scene, my gut fighting to keep its contents in.

As fat Davie dropped Fitz’s hand, I said, ‘I’d count those fingers now, if I were you.’

Silence.

Davie was first to gasp into action, a histrionic luvvie air shining from him. ‘Gus, I’m so sorry for your loss . . . Michael will be missed.’

I raised a hand, said, ‘Really?’

The tension jumped a notch. Fitz broke it, turned to Davie and thanked him for his help, then, ‘Dury, if I may . . .?’ He indicated the car park; a quiet confab was called for. A warning, perhaps?

Davie went inside and Fitz quickly turned me by the elbow, led me away. As he passed Mac he stopped, rocked on his shiny brogues and said, ‘I might have feckin’ known you’d be putting in an appearance. Slightest whiff of trouble, yer like a feckin’ dog with two dicks.’

Mac huffed, shoved his hands in his trouser pockets, rattled his change. It was a practised ‘bollocks to you’ look. Served him well.

I followed Fitz for a few steps then spun him. ‘What the fuck are you playing at, man?’

He was indignant, eyebrows shot up. ‘What am I playing at? Jaysus, Holy Mother of God . . . I told ye, Dury, to leave this investigation to the force.’

I squared my shoulders. ‘You told me it was a fucking mugging.’

‘Yes, yes . . . and all evidence points to that. This is procedure, Dury, procedure.’

He had no right to be so rattled. He hadn’t lost a brother. Where was this coming from?

I jutted my head forward. ‘What’s your angle here, Fitz?’

‘Y’what?’

‘You’re not coming down here’ – I flicked his lapels – ‘in the good bag of fruit to talk procedure with Davie Prentice.’

Fitz’s mouth drooped, a thin line of saliva stretched between upper and lower lips. He looked scoobied. ‘I don’t believe what I’m hearing.’

‘You want me to put it in writing?’ The drugs had me racing through the gears; I needed Fitz more than he needed me but I was too rattled. ‘Draw you a picture? . . . I dunno, interpretation through the medium of fucking dance?’

Fitz closed his jacket, fastened the buttons. ‘Go home, Dury.’

‘Fuck off . . .
mate
.’

His voice was low, flat. ‘I mean it, go home. Get some rest. We’ll talk another time.’

‘We will that.’ I pointed at him. ‘
Mugging
my arsehole.’

I watched him get in the car, drive away.

As I turned to the building I saw fat Davie at a window. He clocked me and ducked inside.

‘What d’ye make of that?’ I said to Mac.

Mac shrugged his shoulders, removed his hands from his pockets. ‘I never trust the filth, me. Asking the wrong bloke.’

‘But did you see the way he was with fat Davie . . . all pally?’

‘Aye, I got that impression – the auld pals act.’

I turned for the door, the speed ramping in me, stormed past Mac. ‘I’m gonna burst him.’

I got about two steps before I was grabbed. ‘Calm it, eh.’

‘Y’what?’

‘Gus, just turn it down a bit. You don’t want to be going in there guns blazing, you’ll get fuck all that way.’

I knew he was right, I needed to watch my mouth. I was getting agitated; the anger I felt was hard to control, though. ‘Okay. Okay. You lead the way.’

Davie had disappeared from the window. As we went through the front doors I was overcome by the shoddiness of the set-up. Cheap carpet tiles on the floor, budget emulsion on the walls, institutional magnolia at that. I’d always imagined the place my brother earned such a good living from to be a classier affair altogether. I was wrong. It was designed with a purpose in mind, and the purpose wasn’t comfort, it was graft.

A pretty blonde girl on the reception desk piped up. Polish or something, a definite Eastern European – there were still stacks in the city despite the papers insisting they were all headed home since the economy nosedived. I imagined the ones that were left got a pretty hard time from the native troglodytes – in the seventies they all shaved their heads and chanted jingoistic slogans; now they were harder to spot, but I’d bet no fewer in number.

Mac nudged me, whispered, ‘Wouldn’t mind going a few rounds wi’ that!’

I shoved him away, went for warmth: ‘Hello there, can you tell your boss I’d like a word, please?’

‘That would be Mr Prentice. Do you have an appointment?’

‘No. I’ve no appointment . . . I think he’ll see me, though. I’m Michael Dury’s brother. We just, er, spoke.’

‘One moment.’

She picked up the phone – one of the old BT jobs, must have been a few years old. I didn’t think I’d see one of those again; this place was in a time warp.

‘Yes, if you follow the red tape.’

‘Follow the what?’