The Secrets of Pain
PHIL RICKMAN
was born in Lancashire and lives on the Welsh border. He is the author of the Merrily Watkins series, and The Bones of Avalon. He has won awards for his TV and radio journalism and writes and presents the book programme Phil the Shelf for BBC Radio Wales.
PHIL RICKMAN
‘Phil Rickman is one of my all-time favourites. I love everything he’s done, from horror to mystery to supernatural thriller – often all in the same book’
DIANA GABALDON
‘No-one writes better than Rickman about the shadow-frontier between the supernatural and the real world’
BERNARD CORNWELL
‘Rickman writes mysteries in the classic sense, cleverly combining the supernatural and criminal elements to illuminate the darkest corners of our imaginations’
JOHN CONNOLLY
‘I like Merrily. She’s got vices, she likes a smoke, she swears, she’s not easily fooled and she’s nobody’s pushover’
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‘A dark no-man’s-land where murder mingles with superstition. Complex, absorbing, fascinating’
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ALSO BY
PHIL
RICKMAN
THE MERRILY WATKINS SERIES
The Wine of Angels
Midwinter of the Spirit
A Crown of Lights
The Cure of Souls
The Lamp of the Wicked
The Prayer of the Night Shepherd
The Smile of a Ghost
The Remains of an Altar
The Fabric of Sin
To Dream of the Dead
The Secrets of Pain
OTHER BOOKS
The Bones of Avalon
PHIL
RICKMAN
The Secrets of Pain
First published in Great Britain in 2011 by Corvus,
an imprint of Atlantic Books Ltd.
Copyright © Phil Rickman, 2011.
The moral right of Phil Rickman to be identified as the author of this work has been asserted in accordance with the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act of 1988.
All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without the prior permission of both the copyright owner and the above publisher of this book.
This is a work of fiction. All characters, organizations, and events portrayed in this novel are either products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously.
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A CIP catalogue record for this book is available from the British Library.
Hardback ISBN: 978-1-84887-273-8
Trade paperback ISBN: 978-1-84887-274-5
eBook ISBN: 978-0-85789-474-8
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Table of Contents
Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
1. White Hell
Part One
2. Longships
3. Wet Cassock
4. Talk About Paris
5. Gangland
6. Exhaust
7. Old Evil
8. Neglect
9. Towards the Flames
10. Male Thing
Part Two
11. Stable Doors
12. Act of Sacrifice
13. Killing Fields
14. Not Going
15. Dead Game
16. The Rule
17. Get the Drummer Killed
18. An Island in the Night
Part Three
19. Icon
20. Who We Are
21. Liberal of the Old School
22. Ground To Air
23. Swab City
24. Demons
25. A Lovely Thing
26. Bergen
27. The Loser
28. Like the Poet
29. Impaler
30. Share
31. Blue Sparks
Part Four
32. A Soul in Camouflage
33. Colleagues
34. Burned
35. Comper’s Bling
36. The Having Done It
37. Loaded
38. The Energy of Sorrow
39. Seer Takes Fire
40. Magic Dragon
41. Pain
42. Don’t Go There
43. Brazilian Decaff
44. From the Killing House
45. The Thorny Night
46. Crucible
Part Five
47. Fizz
48. Aggressor
49. Spout
50. Girlie Returns
51. Criminal Damage
52. Grassed
53. Sideshow
54. Hell’s Kitten
55. Cutting Edge
56. The Beast Within
57. Arena
58. Poultry Contest
59. Cheated
60. Cult
61. Passed Away
62. Blood Sugar
63. Syd’s Candle
64. Control
65. The God of the Regiment
Part Six
66. Anything You Want
67. Savage Ballet
68. Punching at Smoke
69. Law of the Hunt
70. Pot… Kettle… Black
71. Something Insane
72. Sham
73. Raven
74. Sleeper
75. Plug
76. Night of the Last Supper
77. Migraine Lights
78. The Wafer and the Moon
Part Seven
79. No Fuss
80. Slasher
81. The Toxic Dilemma
82. Revelations
Credits
The Secrets of Pain
FEBRUARY
They came for me in darkness
They were black-eyed, grey and thin
Lol Robinson, ‘
Mephisto’s Blues
’
1
White Hell
T
HE HOUSE WAS
right next to the road, wherever the road was.
And out in front there was a woman.
Not exactly dressed for the weather, thin cardigan all lumpy with snow. Stumbling about in Bronwen’s lights and the blinding white hell, waving her arms. And they were going to run her down, cut her in half.
‘Gomer!’ Danny roared. ‘
No!
’
The snow was coming down like rubble now, had been this past four hours, and if Danny couldn’t see through it there was no chance that Gomer could. When Bronwen lurched and the snow sprayed up, Danny was thinking,
Oh Christ, it’ll be all blotched red
.
Then they’d stopped. Apart from Bronwen’s grumpy chuntering, there was silence. The front door of the house was wide open, yellow light splattered over the snow like warm custard on ice cream. Some of it reaching Gomer, sitting at the wheel in his old donkey jacket, with his cap and his sawn-off mittens and his muffler and the snowlight in his glasses.