Missing (28 page)

Vivienne grimaced. ‘I’ve got an added complication now,’ she confessed. ‘It turns out my mother has a boyfriend who wants her to go to Italy with him, so I have to take care of Rufus. I can’t trawl him round the
TV
circuit that
Belle Amie
’s going to be on, and anyway, I’m not going to let Sharon down.’

‘Oh blimey,’ Alice murmured. ‘Does your mother have to go now?’

‘She probably wouldn’t if I asked her not to, but there was a bit of a scene here yesterday, which I’ll tell you about another time. To be honest, now that witch, Justine James, has splashed Rufus’s existence all over the paper, I’d feel better if he was with me. My mother’s nervous enough about the police coming this morning, if a bunch of reporters turned up at the door she really wouldn’t know how to handle it.’

‘Worse still would be if Jacqueline turned up,’ Alice murmured.

Vivienne’s insides recoiled from the thought. ‘At least we’d know she’s still alive,’ she said, glancing down the hall as her mother came in the front door. ‘OK, I’ll let you go now. The paper’s just arrived, so I can read Justine James’s self-serving little exclusive for myself.’

Miles’s face was haggard as he stared down at a three-year-old photograph of him and Vivienne, looking light-hearted and very much in love. At any other time the image, and memories it conjured, might have softened him. Today he could only feel fury at finding it emblazoned on a front page under the headline
Avery’s Love Child
. Thank God there were no shots of Rufus – or Sam – for which he already knew he had the
Mail
’s editor to thank, since the man himself had called late last night to warn him what to expect from the morning edition.

From the way the article was slanted both boys were clearly meant to be featured, and there was no doubt in
Miles’s
mind that by tomorrow they’d be splashed all over the other papers. Should Jacqueline see them, he hardly dared think about how hard she would find it.

Tossing the paper aside, he reached for the phone. It was no surprise that Justine had run the story; he’d been expecting it ever since she’d told him she knew about Rufus. Nevertheless, the way she’d slanted it was sickening in the extreme. Clearly, she’d presumed the body was Jacqueline’s, so hadn’t wasted a minute in getting her exclusive to print. After all, if Miles Avery was about to be charged with murder, it was going to be open season for the press. So the fiercely ambitious girl he’d plucked from the ranks of young wannabes and launched on a glittering career, the woman he’d once considered a friend, the colleague who knew how fragile his wife and daughter were, had decided to exact some revenge for being left at
The News
by convicting him before any evidence of a crime even existed.

Having made his connection he spent less than five minutes talking to the
Mail
’s proprietor, by which time the tightrope Justine was walking had been cut. She was on her way down now, and fast would she fall since her only chance of rescue lay with the Critch, and somehow he couldn’t see that happening.

Picking up his mobile he pressed in Kelsey’s number. Ignoring the absurdity that they were communicating by phone in the same house, he said, ‘Darling, it’s Dad again. I’m afraid the press has got hold of … Well, there’s a front-page story about Rufus. I wanted to let you know …’ He pressed his fingers into the sockets of his eyes, hearing how different he was when speaking to her than when he spoke to his colleagues. Sometimes he felt like two people inside
the
same skin, and he wasn’t always entirely sure which of them was real.

Registering a knock on his study door, he rang off and looked up as Mrs Davies put her head round. ‘Can I get you anything?’ she asked, worriedly. ‘More coffee? I brought some Cornish pasties with me this morning.’

‘Nothing, thank you,’ he answered, his smile as strained as his eyes.

She continued to look at him, her ageing face creased with concern. ‘Kelsey’s all right,’ she told him. ‘She just let me in to give her some breakfast.’

Feeling a loosening inside at how relieved that made him, he said, ‘Did she say anything?’

‘Only that she wants to go back to school.’

Sighing, he drew his hands over his face, then after thanking her again he waited until she’d left the room before walking over to the window.

A fine drizzle was spreading like a feathery mist over the lake and trees, making their grey existence seem almost ethereal. However, there was nothing ethereal about the search that had evidently resumed. Not that there was much activity in the garden today, the big effort seeming focused around the ditch where the body had been found.

Sadler had dropped in about an hour ago, for once without Joy, who’d gone to Berkshire to interview Vivienne’s mother. Miles hadn’t been expecting an apology for what had happened yesterday, but to his surprise he’d received one, grudging though it had been. Clearly, Sadler remained convinced that Mrs Avery’s husband knew a great deal more about her disappearance than he was telling, but it seemed that didn’t make it any less necessary for the inspector to
acknowledge
his bad handling of events the day before.

The sudden roar of a chopper engine swooping down over the eastern side of the moor made him look up. The press would be out there again, of course, probably increasing in their numbers and their efforts to reach him. The landlines were switched off, however, so he had no idea how fiercely Moorlands was being bombarded with calls. The only line still open was the one he’d had connected a few months ago for private use, which he assumed hadn’t yet been discovered since it hadn’t rung. Kelsey knew it, so did Jacqueline, and he guessed at some point he should give it to Vivienne too.

With a sigh that seemed to draw from the very depths of him he returned his gaze to the lake and watched the handful of searchers who were still combing the banks, some up to their thighs in water, others squatting amongst the reeds. The lake’s usual residents were grouped in a watchful, nervous mass on the far shore, keeping a safe distance from the invaders.

After a while his eyes glazed as his thoughts began running disjointedly into one another, from Jacqueline, to Kelsey, to the body, to Sadler whose car was still outside, to Joy who might be in Berkshire by now. Evidently Vivienne’s mother had moved, because she’d lived in Surrey when he and Vivienne were together. He knew, of course, why she’d uprooted, but he still had no idea of the address, which meant that he didn’t actually know where his son might be now.

Feeling those words echoing up from the past, he closed his eyes as though to block the unholy mantra. Where was his son? Who had taken him? What had
they
done to him? At least in Rufus’s case Miles knew he was safe and loved – and alive. What he had no way of knowing, though, was whether any of this was reaching Jacqueline.

Taking a sharp breath he turned back to his desk and was about to pick up his mobile when it started to ring. Seeing it was Justine he clicked on. ‘Nothing you have to say is of any interest to me,’ he told her. ‘If you—’

‘Miles, listen! There’s—’

‘… don’t already know what your actions have cost you, you will very soon. In the meantime, if you go anywhere near any member of my family – and that includes Vivienne and Rufus – it won’t only be your career that’s over.’

After ending the call he dialled Vivienne’s number, knowing he couldn’t put it off any longer, and finding that actually he didn’t want to.

‘At last,’ she said, when she answered. ‘I’ve been so worried about you. Are you OK? What’s happening down there?’

‘The search goes on,’ he told her. ‘Has anyone from the press found you yet?’

‘There was a photographer hanging around earlier. No sign of him now, but he’s probably bribed one of the neighbours to let him in out of the rain.’

‘It can only be a matter of time before Justine, or someone else, turns up,’ he said. ‘They’re going to be after pictures of Rufus. Can you cope? Is there something I can do?’

‘I don’t think so. To be frank, I’m more worried about Jacqueline. Do you think she knows what’s going on?’

‘I wish I could answer that. If she does, well …’
Sighing,
he shook his head, not wanting to go any further than that.

‘You sound exhausted,’ she told him. ‘How’s Kelsey?’

‘Not good. At the moment she won’t speak to me at all.’

Her sigh was gentle, making him picture her in a way that stirred a need to hold her. Someone knocked on the door and he turned to see who it was.

‘Miles,’ she said softly.

The expression on Sadler’s face was turning his insides to liquid.

‘I’m sorry,’ Vivienne was saying, ‘it was wrong of me not to tell you about Rufus—’

‘This isn’t the time,’ he interrupted, his eyes still on Sadler.

‘But I needed to say it. I want you to know—’

‘Not now,’ he cut in. ‘I’ll speak to you later,’ and before she could say any more he ended the call.

‘I’d like you to come with me, Mr Avery,’ Sadler said in a voice that was unnervingly grave.

‘Why?’ Miles demanded. ‘Where are we going?’

Sadler stood aside for him to go ahead.

‘Don’t tell me you’ve found her,’ Miles said, a charge of adrenalin making him light-headed.

‘Not your wife, no,’ Sadler answered.

At that Miles swung round, his face so white he seemed about to pass out. ‘Not my daughter,’ he gasped.

Realising his mistake, Sadler immediately flushed. ‘No, it’s not your daughter,’ he assured him.

Miles’s relief was so palpable that he almost staggered. ‘Then for God’s sake, man,’ he growled, ‘tell me what it is.’

‘Actually, that’s what we’re hoping you’re going to tell us,’ Sadler responded, and going out into the rain he opened the passenger door of his Focus for Miles to get in.

‘Let me through. Please. Mind out of the way.’

Justine was jostling her colleagues, trying to force her way to the front of the mêlée, but in spite of the driving rain and wind, no one was giving an inch. Up ahead, through a sea of hoods and hoisted cameras, she could see two mounted officers holding back the crowd, and hear several dogs barking.

‘What is it?’ she growled in frustration. ‘Will someone tell me what’s going on?’

‘Thought you were the one with all the inside gen,’ someone close by jeered.

Justine winced as a large man in heavy boots stepped back onto her foot. ‘For God’s sake,’ she seethed, giving him an angry shove.

As he turned round she dived through the space he created and tried to push on to the cordon that had been strung across the narrow country road. It wasn’t easy. When a congregated press was after a story they became a pack of starving hyenas: nothing and no one was going to get there first.

‘What is it?’ she repeated to a BBC cameraman she’d known for years. ‘What’s all the fuss about?’

As he started to answer she grunted in pain; a photographer had just clunked her head with his camera. It was like a scrum, elbows digging, feet kicking, shoulders shoving, and all the time the rain was coming down like nails. She looked around frantically for the cameraman, spotted him a few feet away and shouted, ‘Bill! What is it?’

But Bill wasn’t listening. His only focus was the woods behind the phalanx of officers that was holding the media at bay.

Wanting to scream she forced her way towards someone else she knew, ready to claw and scratch like an alley cat if she needed to. ‘Alby! Alby! What’s going on?’

Albert Finnigan seemed not to hear. He was too busy calling out for a comment from Miles Avery as Miles and Sadler, escorted by two PCs with police issue umbrellas, crossed the corner of a field and disappeared into the shadowy woods the other side.

‘Is it another body?’ someone yelled.

‘Is it her?’

‘Why’s Avery here?’ a reporter next to Justine shouted.

Justine eyed her closely. Miles, here? So that was what all the fuss was about. Her mind went into overdrive. Obviously something had been found, or at least a new development was breaking. Whatever it was, it had to be serious if Miles had been brought to the woods, but hanging around to share the scoop with this bunch of tossers was not what she was about. Exclusives, front pages, new angles, that was what she needed to get back in with the Critch, and like a little epiphany in a world of seething darkness it was occurring to her how she might manage it. No guarantees, but definitely worth a shot, so squirming back through the crowd she made a mad dash along the lane to where she’d left her car.

Minutes later, wipers going like the clappers, she braked hard on the bend before Moorlands, skidded forward on the slippery road, righted the car, then finding the gates unattended, as she’d hoped, she
swerved
into the drive and sped up to the house. Time wouldn’t be on her side, so she had to move swiftly and pray no one else was at home.

Jumping out of the car she ran towards the double front doors, hoping to God she wouldn’t have to waste time trying to break in. To her relief one of the doors was unlocked, so pushing it open she stood quietly for a moment, stilling her breath as she listened to the cavernous silence of the hall.

Finally deciding the place was empty she moved quickly across to the study, closed the door behind her and began rifling through drawers and cupboards in search of something,
anything
, that might give her an edge over everyone else. A photograph of Rufus would be great – if nothing else it would suggest Miles had known about his son all along – or perhaps a letter from Jacqueline begging him not to leave her for Vivienne. Best of all, she was thinking as she moved over to his computer, would be some kind of communication from Vivienne implicating them both in the mysterious disappearance.

Amazed that Miles’s password was programmed in for immediate access to his email, she quickly began scrolling through the dozens upon dozens of messages from her colleagues that had come in over the past few days, none of which had even been opened. She couldn’t help being impressed by the innovative headings some had used to grab his attention, but there seemed to be no exceptions, as far as the press was concerned nothing had been touched. A few other messages had been checked, it appeared, but none of any consequence, so perhaps she should start looking deeper into the system, even as far as the recycle bin.