Read My True Love Gave to Me: Twelve Holiday Stories Online
Authors: Stephanie Perkins
“Yes,” she said. “Well,
maybe.
” Better to qualify that now. “I was wondering if you guys had any … you know. Charlie Browns?”
The moment she asked it, she felt sheepish and ashamed. And then further ashamed for
feeling
ashamed. But the boy broke into an unexpected grin. He took off, and Marigold hurried after him. He led her to a gathering of pint-size trees near the register. They came up to her kneecaps.
“They’re so … short.” It was hard not to sound disappointed.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “But did you or did you not ask me for the
Peanuts
special?”
A thrill went through her, hearing his voice again at such a close range. Superior and aloof, but definitely with that paradoxical underpinning of friendly amusement. It probably allowed him to get away with saying all sorts of rude things.
Marigold could play this game.
“Charlie Brown’s tree was pathetic,” she said, “but it was almost as tall as he was.”
“Yeah. And he was short.”
Marigold couldn’t help cracking a smile. “How about something taller … but with a large, unsightly, unsalable hole? Do you have anything like that?”
The boy’s eyes twinkled. “All of our trees are salable.”
“Surely you have at least
one
ugly tree.”
He spread out his arms. “Do you see any ugly trees?”
“No. That’s why I’m asking you where they are.”
The boy grinned—a slow, foxlike grin—and Marigold sensed that he was pleased to be verbally caught. “Yeah. Okay. Maybe we have something over here.
Maybe.
”
He strode back into the trees and led her down the row beside the chain-link fence. They stopped before a tree that was shorter than him but taller than her. Exactly in between. “This one’s been sitting on the lot for a few days. It has a sizable hole down here”—he picked it up and turned it, so its backside now faced forward—“and then this other one up here. But you could put them against a wall—”
“Like you guys did?”
He gave her another mischievous smile. “And it would still look full to anyone inside your home.”
A boisterous, chatty family wandered the row beside them—a mother, a father, and a young girl. The girl pointed at the tallest tree on the lot. It towered above everything else, a twenty-footer, at least. “Can we get
that
one?” she asked.
Her parents laughed. “We’d need a much bigger living room,” her mom said.
“Do people
own
living rooms that big?”
“Some people,” her dad said.
“When I grow up, I’m gonna have one that big, so I can buy the tallest tree here every year.”
The words pierced through the air to stab Marigold in the heart. Memories of her own childhood here—of that exact same proclamation to her father—flooded her system. Last year had been the first year that her family hadn’t purchased a tree. Melancholia blossomed into longing as Marigold realized …
she wanted one.
Desperately. She touched the tall Charlie Brown, letting her fingers fan down its boughs.
“I
do
like it.…” She turned over the paper card attached to the tree and winced.
“Oh, that’s the old price,” the boy said. “I could knock off ten bucks.”
It still cost way more than her mother would be happy for her to spend. “I’d take it for half price,” she said.
“For a tree this size? You’re crazy.”
“You said it’s been sitting here, unwanted, for several days.”
“I said a
few
days. Not several.”
She stared at him.
“Fine. I’ll knock off fifteen.”
“Half price.” And when he looked exasperated, she added, “Listen, that’s all I
can
give you.”
The boy considered this. Considered
her.
The intensity of his gaze made it a struggle to keep her eyes on his, but she refused to relent. She had the distinct feeling that she was about to get the discount.
“Deal,” he finally grumbled. But with a sense of enjoyment.
“Thank you,” Marigold said, meaning it, as he hefted away her tree.
“I’ll freshen the trunk while you pay.” And then he called out, “Mom! Fifty percent off this orange tag!”
So he
was
a Drummond.
His mother—a woman with a cheerful face that, regrettably, somewhat resembled a russet potato—sat inside the wooden shack. She looked up from a paperback romance, eyebrows raised high. “Ah,” she said, at Marigold’s approach. “It all makes sense again.”
“Sorry?” Marigold said. A chain saw sputtered to life nearby.
The woman winked. “It’s rare to get a discount outta my son.”
It took her a moment—Marigold was distracted by that pressing question she had yet to ask—but as the woman’s meaning sunk in, the heat rose in Marigold’s cheeks.
“Our customers usually leave with
more
tree than anticipated.” The woman’s voice was pleasant but normal, though rural in a way that her son’s was not.
“Oh, I wasn’t even going to buy a tree,” Marigold said quickly. “So this is definitely still more.”
The woman smiled. “Is that so?”
“He’s a good salesman.” Marigold wasn’t sure why she felt compelled to protect the boy’s reputation with his mother. Maybe because she was about to ask him a favor. She paid for the tree in cash, eager to escape this conversation while dreading the one that still lay ahead. Her stomach squirmed as if it were filled with tentacles.
She glanced at her phone. It was almost eight o’clock.
The chain saw stopped, and a moment later, the boy headed toward her with the tree nestled in his arms. She was going to have to ask him. She was going to have to ask him right—
“Which one is your car?” he asked.
Shit.
They realized it at the same time.
“You don’t have a car,” he said.
“No.”
“You walked here.”
“Yes.”
They stared at each other for a moment.
“It’s okay,” Marigold said. How could she have forgotten that she’d have to get the stupid tree
home
? “I can carry it.”
“That’s ridiculous.”
“No, it’s okay.
That’s
my place. Right there.” Marigold pointed at the only black window in the neighboring apartment complex. All of the others featured prominently displayed trees or menorahs. Every balcony had strings of lights wrapped around their railings or large illuminated candy canes or plug-in signs blinking
Merry Christmas.
“That’s yours?” he asked. “The dark one on top?”
“Yep.”
“I’ve been staring at that apartment for weeks. It’s a real downer.”
“You should see the inside,” Marigold joked. Because
no one
saw the inside of her apartment.
“I guess I’ll have to.”
“What?” Marigold was alarmed. “Why?”
“You wouldn’t even make it halfway. This tree is heavy. Unwieldy.” To demonstrate, he shifted the tree in his grip and grunted. The whole tree shook. But Marigold was enthralled by the way he said the word
unwieldy.
A fantasy flashed through her mind in which he dictated an endless list of juicy-sounding words.
Innocuous. Sousaphone. Crepuscular.
Marigold snapped back into the present. She hated feeling helpless, but she did need this boy’s help—and now she needed it in
two
ways. She dug her arms between the branches and grabbed the trunk, wrestling it toward herself. Hoping he’d wrestle it back. “It’s okay,” she said. “I’ve got it.”
“Let go.”
“Seriously, I’m stronger than I look.”
“Let!” He tugged it, hard. “Go!”
Marigold let go. She pretended to look put out.
“Sorry,” he said, after a moment. He actually did look sorry. “But it’ll go faster without you dragging it down.”
Marigold kept her hands surrendered in the air. “If you say so.”
“I’m a lot taller than you. The balance, it’d be uneven,” he explained. She shrugged as he called out to his mother, “I’ll be back in fifteen!”
His mother’s eyes narrowed with suspicion. “You’re taking your break?”
“I’m helping a customer.”
“You’re taking your break?” she asked again.
He sighed. “Yeah, Mom.”
Marigold trotted behind him as he struggled out of the lot. She felt like an idiot. She also felt a strong surge of guilt. “You shouldn’t be doing this.”
“You’re right. I shouldn’t.”
There was a gust of freezing wind, and Marigold pushed up her knitted scarf with one hand and held down her woolen skirt with the other. She was glad she was wearing her thickest tights. “Thank you,” she said. “I really appreciate it.”
The boy grunted.
But it was a nice enough grunt, so she asked, “What’s your name?”
“North.”
“Huh.” This was surprising. “So … your mom’s a hippie, too. I wouldn’t have guessed it.”
“Why?” He stopped to look at her, and needles showered to the pavement. “What’s your name?”
“Marigold. Marigold Moon.”
North smiled. “That’s very Asheville.”
“Born and raised.”
“My parents aren’t hippies,” he said, resuming walking. “I’m North as in the North Pole. Unfortunately. My brother is Nicholas, and my sister is Noelle.”
“Wow. God. That’s…”
“About a hundred times worse than your name.”
“I was going to say
devoted.
Festively devoted.”
He laugh-snorted.
Marigold smiled, pleased to have earned a laugh. “So where’s the family farm?”
“Sugar Cove.” He glanced back at her, and she shrugged. “Near Spruce Pine?”
“Ah, okay,” she said. “Got it.” That made sense. There were tons of tree farms up there, just north of the city.
“You know how small Spruce Pine is?” he asked.
“It’s barely recognized by GPS.”
“Well, it’s Shanghai compared to Sugar Cove.”
Once again, Marigold was startled out of their conversation by his word choice. Her mother’s parents were immigrants from Shanghai. He couldn’t know that, but was this his way of saying that he guessed she was Chinese? Most non-Asian-Americans were terrible guessers. They’d say Japanese, Korean, or Vietnamese before Chinese. As if they were afraid “Chinese” was a stereotype, and they’d get in trouble for suggesting it. As if China weren’t the most populous country in the world.
But Marigold didn’t have time to dwell. He’d
finally
given her an entrance. “You don’t talk like you’re from the boonies,” she said.
“You mean I don’t talk like my mother.”
She flinched. She’d walked right into that one. “I’m sorry.”
His voice flattened. “I used to. It took a concentrated effort to stop.”
They crossed into her apartment complex, and she re-pointed out her building. North groaned. “Right,” he said. “Of course it’s the one in the back.”
“So why’d you stop?” she asked, nudging a return to topic.
“Because city folk keep a-callin’ it ‘the boonies’ and makin’ assumptions about mah intelligence.”
This was not going well.
North thunked down the tree at the bottom of her stairs. He let out a singular, exhausted breath. “You. Help.” He leaned the tree on its side. “Take that end.”
She lunged forward to grab ahold of its top half. With their significant differences in height and strength, it took several uncomfortable steps to get their rhythm down. “
Of course
you live in the back building,” he said. “
Of course
you live on the top floor.”
“
Of course
you’re going to make me”—Marigold grunted—“regret your help forever.”
They navigated awkwardly around the small U-shaped landing between the first and second floors. “Can’t you move a little faster?” he asked.
“Can’t you be a little nicer?”
He laughed. “Seriously, you’re like a sea cucumber. Which I assume are slow, because they’re named after a vegetable. Which don’t move at all.”
They reached the second floor, and Marigold almost dropped her end. North kept moving. “Sorry,” she said, scuttling to keep up. “It’s hard to get a good grip.”
“It’s a tree. Trees have great grip. Their whole body is made for gripping.”
“Well, maybe I could get a decent grip if you weren’t pulling so hard.”
“Well, maybe I wouldn’t have to pull so hard if you could carry your fair share of the weight.”
“That doesn’t even make sense.” Marigold slammed her elbow against the railing on the next stairway landing.
“Ow.”
North shot forward, wrenching the tree completely from her hands. “AHHHHH!” He yelled like a gladiator as he ran full throttle up the last flight of stairs. He dropped the tree on the third floor, and it skidded forward several feet.
“What the hell was that?” Marigold shouted.
North grinned. “Went a lot faster, didn’t it?”
“You nearly took off my fingers.”
“Looks like I didn’t need your help after all. Because you weren’t any. Help, that is. You weren’t any help.”
“I didn’t even want a tree.” Marigold glared at him. Forget it, enough. The voice work was out. “You talked me into this. This is your fault.”
“Then next time, pick someplace else to loiter.”
She heaved the tree into a standing position and shuffled it toward her door. “I wasn’t
loitering.
”
“What’s going on out here?” a sandpapery voice called from below.
Marigold cringed. “Sorry, Ms. Agrippa!”
“I knew it was you! I knew you were up to something!”
North raised one eyebrow.
Marigold leaned the tree against the wall beside her door, shaking her head. “I’m just bringing home a Christmas tree, Ms. Agrippa. Sorry for shouting.”
“You’re not putting it on your balcony, are you? I don’t want it dropping down needles onto mine. I don’t want to have to clean up your filthy mess.”
Both of North’s eyebrows rose.
Marigold dug through her purse for her key. “It’s going inside, Ms. Agrippa. Like all normal Christmas trees,” she added under her breath. The door below slammed shut.
“She’s a peach,” North said.
Marigold was done with this whole irritating escapade. Finished. The end. “Well, thank you. I appreciate you carrying this home for me, but I’ve got it from here.” She opened her door and turned on the light. “Good night.”