My Wolf's Bane (15 page)

“Why would you think they’d hook up?” Zack asked.

Exactly what I wanted — for the uber-hot new guy to know I’d been dumped in the worst possible way by both my friend and my boyfriend. My humiliation with Zack was almost complete. My front teeth scraped my bottom lip, removing the last of my lip gloss.

“Because Daniel cheated on Autumn with
Gina
. I thought everyone knew that.” Maya paused, glancing at the boys, then back to me. “Did she return your stuff?”

I nodded, sensing Zack’s gaze on me. By the tingling at the back of my neck, I had a hunch he was annoyed. But if he’d given me the benefit of the doubt at the time, he wouldn’t feel like such an ass now.

“Ooh. Could I borrow that leather jacket?” she asked. “It’ll go great with some shoes I just bought.”

“Sure.” I kept my eyes trained on the menu and ignored Zack. Maybe he’d been upset to hear about Daniel and Gina because he did like her and their Saturday gig really was a date. Ick.

A busboy came by and set a tray of hot bread on the table. “Your server will be right with you.”

“Thank you.” Trevor smiled at the server.

“That was
Gina
with Daniel?” Zack snagged a piece of bread and slathered butter on it. “And when I accused you of extortion, you were really asking for your
own
things back?” he asked.

I lifted my chin and made an effort not to get irritated. “Yeah, right after she tried to pull my arm out of its socket. You have a knack for misreading my situations.”

His fist tightened on the butter knife. “You should’ve told me.”

“I did, but you were too busy being a jackass.” I dropped my bread and stared at him.

He stared back, one corner of his mouth lifting. “I thought you were totally into jackasses. Daniel’s proof of that.”

Damn, but he was sexy when he smiled like that. I wasn’t falling for it though. “Well, at least you admit what you are.”

“Okay, you guys.” Maya giggled nervously. “Let’s play nice, huh?”

A pretty brunette appeared at our table. “Are we ready to order?”

No one spoke up and my stomach was so empty, I thought it might
make good on its threat and implode. “I’ll have the cheese ravioli in the pink sauce,” I said.

After everyone else ordered, Maya and Trevor talked animatedly about movies, which left Zack and me on our own. Now that we’d gotten everything out in the open, maybe we could get past it.

“What got you interested in cars?” I asked.

“Necessity.”

His terse reply wasn’t helpful in keeping the conversation going. “So it’s just a job?”

“I like seeing how things work and figuring out why they don’t.” All annoyance had vanished from his voice. I wondered how long that would last. “What was so interesting yesterday that you didn’t have time to research cars?”

“I saw a giant wolf last night when I went out for a walk. Actually, it was the second night in a row.” I twirled the handle of my fork between my thumb and middle finger. “So I researched wolves instead of cars. But I’ll do the car stuff in the morning and still be ready when you pick me up.”

“Hmm. What did you find out about the wolves?” he asked, angling toward me and narrowing his eyes.

A tingle crept up my spine. “Most wolves are usually under a hundred pounds, give or take, but they’ve been known to get twice that size.”

He nodded. “You shouldn’t be out in the woods alone.”

My fingers stilled. How did he know I’d been alone?

“I never said I was alone…” My voice trailed off as alarms pealed in my head. “And what makes you think I went into the woods?”

Zack sighed as if I were trying his patience. “You said
you
went for a walk and the forest is practically in your back yard. Where else would you see a wolf?”

I glared at him. “Can’t you be nice for one evening?”

He took a bite of the bread, then returned it to the small plate. Inhaling slowly, he lifted his chin and sniffed the air. He repeated the act two more times.

I struggled to keep my voice level. “You’re smelling me again, Zack.”

“Yeah.” He must have been totally oblivious to how much he was pissing me off, because he sniffed me again. “You smell unusual.”

“Gee, thanks.” The disgust had to have been evident in my tone. Just when we were getting along. Sort of. “Thanks for letting me know,” I said with a sarcastic edge.

“No, not in a bad way. You’re a mixture of…” He inhaled again, long and deeply. “Lavender and vanilla and a little bit earthy.”

“Earthy?” I’d been called many things, but never that.  “Whatever. Just stop sniffing me, okay? It’s weird.”

“Autumn,” Maya interrupted. I’d forgotten she was next to me. “There’s a carnival next weekend. We should go.”

That would be a nice break from all the drama in my life. And refreshing not to have Zack there. “I’d love to.”

“You’re coming too, right Zack?” Maya asked.

My mouth dropped open.

“Uh…” He stared at me with wide eyes, but I couldn’t think of any way to rescue myself, much less come up with an excuse for him. He turned to Maya again. “Sure, if I’m not working that day.”

Trevor shook his head. “You don’t work on Sundays.”

“I might be car shopping,” Zack explained, his eyes darting to me.

Trevor waved him off. “Not at night.”

I tuned them out. It was bad enough we spent our afternoons together without donating my play time to him.

“Maya told me about your mom,” I said once Maya and Trevor were absorbed in each other again. “How’s she doing?”

“Hanging in there.” He stared into the plate in front of him. “I’m not seeing much of her these days.”

And I was sucking up his extra time by car hunting. “We don’t have to shop over the weekend if you don’t want to.”

“No, it’s fine. If I stay home too much and hover over her, she doesn’t like it. She wants me out living life, meeting girls.” He shook his head. “But if we could meet at Trevor’s place tomorrow, that’d help.”

“I’m so sorry about what you guys are going through,” I whispered. “What rotten luck.”

“She’s had
great
luck, actually. She wasn’t supposed to live past eighteen.” He toyed with the little bread plate. “But she went into remission and had me, kept me safe after my dad died and made it to my eighteenth birthday. I’m lucky to have had so much extra time with her.”

I dropped my gaze as my eyes misted. I cleared my throat, willing myself not to get choked up. “So I’ll meet you at Trevor’s. What time is good for you?”

“About one o’clock?”

“I’ll be there.” The food arrived and I attacked it, shoveling it in while still maintaining a ladylike veneer.

Lord, Zack’s dinner smelled unbelievable. I tried to ignore the smell, but that only made it harder to enjoy my own food. Half way through my pasta, I set my fork down and watched him with his big, juicy burger. Sauce dripped out and onto his plate as he bit into it. The delicious aroma made me crave his food instead of my own.

My mom had lectured me for years on the food industry — how animals were treated and the hormones they were given. And it had worked. Until now. What was up with this sudden need for meat?

“What?” Zack finished chewing and swallowed. “Is it bothering you to see me eat an animal?”

“Not at all.” I stared at the burger, saliva pooling in my mouth.

“Do you want a bite?” he asked.

I froze, my eyes wide. What would my parents say if I turned carnivore? “I’ve never eaten meat before.”

He thrust it at me. I took the juicy burger, licked my lips and sunk my teeth into it. As I chewed, the flavor melted on my tongue and my taste buds rejoiced. I started to hand the burger back to Zack, but before he had a chance to take it, I swallowed and brought the burger back to my lips. Opening wide, I shoved it in.

Zack chuckled. “Should we order another one?”

Heat rushed into my cheeks and I pushed the food toward him. “Sorry.”

His eyes danced with amusement, the dimple in his left cheek appearing. “You can eat that and I’ll order my own. It’s totally fine. I think you need it more than I do.”

“No!” I finished chewing the stolen bite and swallowed, so I could talk. “I don’t know what came over me.”

“The movie starts in forty-five minutes,” Trevor reminded us.

When the check arrived, Trevor insisted on picking up the entire tab. It didn’t feel right, since it wasn’t a real date. But since he’d snatched it up and left the table to pay, I had no other choice.

Maya beamed when he returned to the table. “That’s so sweet of you.”

Zack and I led the way to the Jeep with Maya and Trevor lagging behind. Arriving at the car, I turned as they strolled toward us. Trevor looked at her adoringly, stopping to capture some stray hairs that had fallen over her eyes. She paused too, smiling up at him shyly. Gently, he brushed them off her face.

I wanted someone to look at me like that. The same way my parents looked at each other. I knew I was still young and didn’t
need
to settle down yet. But my age didn’t stop me from dreaming. I didn’t want to kiss a bunch of frogs first or compromise ever again.

† † †

In the dark theatre, Trevor and Maya sat in the middle with Zack and me on the ends, all loaded with popcorn and soda. The movie was an unimpressive action flick, but it provided cover where I didn’t have to do anything but take up space next to Maya. When the movie finished, we called it a night, but I would’ve loved to stop for a burger.

When Zack dropped me off and said goodnight, he was strangely pleasant as he walked me to my door. He didn’t scowl at me or anything. “No walking in the woods alone tonight. You’re safer at home,” he warned.

I rolled my eyes. “I’ll be fine.”

“All alone with wolves? Really?”

His show of concern made me want to agree. “I’ll consider that before I do anything rash. I promise.”

“Good.” He waved, then jumped into his Jeep and drove away. Maya and Trevor waved goodbye from the back window.

At home, I zoomed up the stairs, already stripping off the dress. Once in my room, I tossed it on my bed and kicked off my heels. I couldn’t wait to be in the woods and wasn’t planning on taking time to find a different forest without strange wolves. Throwing on sweats, a T-shirt and some sneakers, I tore out of the house.

The wind on my face soothed me and I lifted my chin to see the glowing twinkles in the darkness above. With my heightened senses, I drew in the night scents of pine and earth. My ears picked up the chirps of crickets and a small animal rustling in the nearby brush.

I’d never felt better in my life.

What undiscovered powers did I have? With my body’s ability to heal rapidly, could I be killed? Would I require a stake through the heart like a vampire or a silver bullet like a werewolf? Werewolves, vampires and leprechauns… I chuckled softly to myself at the absurdity of my thoughts as I raced past my neighbors.

Like lightning, I charged through the forest, with furry little animals scampering in my wake. As my lungs effortlessly took in air, a familiar scent wafted toward me and I slid to a halt, bits of dirt spraying the nearby shrubs.

Wolf.

He came into view beyond a clump of trees, dark and magnificent. A few yards away, he hesitated, almost as though he didn’t want to scare me. I can’t explain why I suddenly felt comfortable with this wild beast, but I did. 

“I’m not in danger with you, right?”

He sat on his haunches and swung his head side-to-side as if answering no. I was
not
going to make anything out of
that
. He couldn’t possibly have understood me, nor could he know sign language.

I took his cue and sat on a nearby boulder. “So what’s your story?”

He rose, then slowly edged a few feet toward me. About a yard away, he sat again, his eyes alert. This was the closest I’d ever gotten to him, close enough to see into his deep green eyes and admire how the moon glinted off his dark fur. Beautiful.