Nathan's Run (1996) (25 page)

Lyle Pointer watched the press conference live from his living room as he slowly and methodically reassembled his just-cleaned .357 Magnum. The Nicholsons looked like they had stepped out of Little House on the Fucking Prairie. Steve looked like the ex-college football star type, probably a quarterback or maybe a kicker. Kendra, no doubt, was the drooling cheerleader, though Pointer was willing to bet that she'd put on a good thirty pounds since they were married.

The kids were like all other kids, nondescript. Both had dark hair and dark eyes. Jamie, the older of the two at maybe thirteen, was clearly thrilled to be on television, though like his mother he could've afforded to drop a few pounds. His sister, Amy, was about nine, Pointer figured, and far too shy to say anything to the reporters.

Considering the work that had to be done, Pointer was none too pleased with the attention the Bailey kid and his antics were getting in the media. The more people watched, the tougher it was going to be to whack the kid and get out. But he had done tough hits before, and within a day or two this business would be done and Mr. Slater would be off his back. And the reporters, God love them, would have plenty to report.

The very fact that CNN had chosen to carry the Nicholsons' comments live spoke volumes about how out-of-control this media frenzy was spinning. The questions were all shouted at once, and each family member would take a shot at giving a rambling, disjointed answer consisting mainly of incomplete sentences. Jamie, in particular, was intent on getting his two cents' worth in at every conceivable opportunity, and nearly beamed with pride that America's criminal du jour had chosen to dress himself in his clothes.

Yes, they said, Nathan had broken into their home through the French doors in the back. Except for clothes and the car, nothing appeared to have been stolen, though he had consumed three frozen pizzas. From what they could tell, Nathan had slept in the master bedroom and showered in the master bath, and believe it or not, he had washed all the linens and towels and re-made the bed before he left.

When Jamie described the pile of bloody clothes in the downstairs bath, a huge flurry of enthusiastic questions followed, which only served to confirm that the family didn't have any real details to share.

Then Kendra read the note:

Dear Mr. & Mrs. Nicholson and Kids, I hope I got your name right. It was the one on your Time magazine. I'm sorry I broke into your house. I tried to be careful, but I broke a window out of your back door. I cleaned up the glass, and when I get the chance, I'll be happy to pay you back.

You have a really nice house. You have the best TVs I've ever seen. Please tell your boy that I had to take some of his clothes. Please tell him thank you and I'm sorry. I found some laundry and I did it along with the sheets I slept in last night. I didn't use any bleach because I'm not very good with it and sometimes people don't like it.

I also had to take your other car. I've drove before and I promise I'll be really really careful. So don't worry. I'll figure out a way to tell you where it is when I'm done.

You probably figured out by now that I'm in pretty bad trouble with the police. I did some bad things but it's not like they think, honest. If it's okay with you, please don't call them for a day or so or maybe even a week after you find this. I really will take care of your stuff.

Your friend, Nathan Bailey, sorry about the mess in the bathroom. Its pretty grose.

As soon as Kendra raised her head from the page to signal that she was finished reading, the media mob erupted with new questions. She answered them as best she could, with Jamie's perpetual help. The note had been left on the kitchen table. It was written with a ballpoint pen on plain notebook paper. No, the paper in her hand was not the original, and she didn't know if the press could get a copy; they'd have to talk to the police. On and on it went, simple answers to inane questions, until a single inquiry from the local paper rendered her silent.

"In the note, Nathan asked you not to call the police for a couple of days, yet you called them right away. How does that make you feel?"

Kendra blushed and looked to Steve for help with the answer, but he was preoccupied with the detailed study of a fingernail. Even Jamie fell silent.

Pointer laughed out loud. "Ha! Shut you up, didn't she, bitch?" He was still smiling as he turned his gaze down to his work and slid six Hydra-shock Magnum rounds into his weapon and squeezed the cylinder home.

He knew he'd get the break he needed soon. Now he was ready for it.

Michaels left the Nicholsons' house in a rush to get back to the station in time to pass along to Patrolman Thompkins the County Executive's best wishes, and to excavate a new asshole in the young officer's butt. Whether or not Thompkins had any kind of a career left would depend largely on how he took his ass-kicking. If he copped an attitude, he was done.

As Warren pulled out of the driveway, reporters flocked to his car, shouting questions that he pretended not to hear. They tried to block his progress by pressing against the vehicle, a tactic they often used, on the assumption that their prey would stop to avoid the risk of running someone over. Obviously, they didn't know Warren well enough. At this stage of this investigation, he'd have welcomed the opportunity to flatten a reporter, though it proved unnecessary. He just kept rolling along at a snail's pace, with the windows rolled up, until they finally chose to save their feet and stepped out of the way.

Once on the road, Warren tuned his car radio to NewsTalk 990 for The Bitch. He wondered if Nathan would be brazen enough to call a second time. As soon as the digital display on the radio locked onto 990, he heard the boy's voice. He noted with vicarious pleasure that a day of freedom had greatly lifted Nathan's spirits. The boy was gleefully telling the story of how he had evaded a roadblock the night before, though he was careful not to give the location. Smart kid, Warren thought, but if you keep talking, you're going to tell me something that I can use.

And when that moment came, Warren admitted, he was going to have to push himself hard to put the information to use. Among the many feelings he had dissected and analyzed last night on the front porch was one that he had not yet had to confront in a meaningful way. Deep in his heart, Warren hoped Nathan would get away. Whatever doubts he had harbored on the issue were washed away by his conversation with Aces. That talk in the empty classroom of the JDC reinforced in Warren's mind two undeniable truths: First, the juvenile court system created criminals, it did not reform them, and second, Nathan was not a danger to society.

Without a doubt, he was a killer-he had said so himself. But he was no murderer.

"If you get away, what are you going to do?" asked Nadine from Pleasantville, New Jersey.

Nathan used his thumb to pick the dirt from under a toenail as he considered the question. "I don't know," he answered at length, as honestly as he could. "I guess I'll just start over."

"But how can you do that?" Nadine pushed. "You're a celebrity now. Everyone knows what you look like. Everyone's going to be watching for you."

It was a very good point, Nathan thought, but another one on which he couldn't afford to dwell. "If I'm such a celebrity, and if people want to help, maybe they'll just look the other way for a while." And not shoot their mouths off like the Nicholsons, he didn't say.

"Thank you, Nadine," The Bitch said, moving on. "Frank from Coronado, California, you're on the air with The Bitch and Nathan the Kid."

"Hi, Bitch. Hi, Nathan," Frank said. "Great show today:' "Thank you," Denise said.

"Nathan, yesterday you told us that your mom died when you were a baby and that you were raised by your dad, but then you wouldn't talk about him. What happened to him?"

Nathan took a deep breath before he answered. Thinking about these things was so much harder yesterday. Today, he felt calm, collected, like he could talk without breaking down in tears. "He was killed in a car wreck when I was ten," he answered clearly.

"What happened?"

"You mean in the car wreck?"

"Yeah. I mean, did he hit a tree, another car or what?"

"Frank, I'm ashamed of you," Denise scolded. "Don't you think the kid has enough on his mind without dredging up more bad memories?" She said it because it was the appropriate thing to say. In her heart, she hoped he'd answer.

"That's okay," Nathan said agreeably, fulfilling Denise's wish. "I don't mind. Not today, anyway. He was crossing some railroad tracks-not the kind with lights and gates and stuff, but the unmarked kind-when he got hit by the train. The doctor told me he was killed right away."

"So how did you find out?" Frank persisted. "Did the police come to your door or what?" This line of questioning made Denise nervous. Her hand remained poised over the dump button in case she had to get rid of Frank in a hurry.

"No," Nathan explained, "I was staying over at my best friend Jacob Protsky's house that night. They're our next-door neighbors. I guess the police told them, and then Jacob's dad told me. It was pretty sad." Like so many of the images that played on the movie screen of his mind, this one was as vivid as it could be. They waited until he awoke that morning to break the news, and he remembered how Mr. Protsky cried harder than he did. He remembered that he stayed with the Protskys through the funeral, until Uncle Mark finally sobered up enough to come pick him up and take him to his hive.

You remember to give us a call if you need anything, Nathan remembered Mrs. Protsky telling him as she gave him a hug, big tears balanced on her lids.

Then the memories turned bitter as he remembered calling her from a pay phone after the first belt-licking, begging her to take him back as blood trickled down the back of his legs under his jeans. He remembered how cold and flat her voice was as she ordered him to stop calling them. You have a new life now, Nathan, she had said. We can't be a part of it anymore.

"You also implied yesterday that you were abused . . . "

"I don't want to talk about this anymore," Nathan said matter-of-factly.

"Good," Denise said, stabbing the dump button. "Neither do I. Sometimes people just don't know when to quit. I think Frank was one of those people."

"My dad was the nicest guy in the world," Nathan announced. "I'm sure he was, honey," Denise said soothingly. "And the reason I'm sure is because I think he raised a pretty nice son." "Thanks," Nathan said warmly, "but there's lots of folks who don't think much of me at all."

"Well, what do they know?"

Nathan smiled and stretched his back. "Um, ma'am? I mean B-Bitch?"

Denise laughed heartily at Nathan's continued discomfort with her name. "Tell you what, Nathan," she said. "Because we're such buddies now, and I want to make you as comfortable as I can, I'm gonna let you call me Denise, okay?"

Nathan sighed audibly, genuinely relieved. "Okay. Thanks."

"Sure. But to my other listeners, I warn you. Unless you're a runaway with as cute a voice as Nathan's, don't you go trying to call me by my real name. Now, sweetie, what can I do for you?"

"If I ask you a question, will you promise to give me an honest answer?"

Denise shot a look to Enrique, who just shrugged, as usual. "Sure," she said.

"Even if you think your honest answer would make me feel bad?"

"Okay."

Nathan took another deep breath. The answer to the question he was about to ask was important to him, but he didn't know why. He was far from certain that he even wanted to hear it. Pushing his doubts aside, he asked, "I know that if I was just some kid, you'd never put me on the radio. But if I did get through, would you still like me, even if I didn't make your ratings go up?"

Denise thought for a moment before answering, then went to commercials so she could think some more. When they came back, she still wasn't ready, but she owed him an answer.

"Nathan, I can't deny that your calls have been good to my show. For example, I know that I'd have never been invited on Good Morning America if it weren't for your phone call. You remember yourself that I didn't believe a word you said at the beginning of yesterday's call. But I've gotta tell you, there is something about your voice and your personality that is really very charming, and your situation is truly heart-wrenching. As a mother, I want to help you, just as most of our listeners would come to your aid however possible. So, yes, Nathan, I think I can honestly say that I would like you even if you made our ratings go down. And if you knew me better, you'd know that that's a whole lot of liking."

Her answer made Nathan smile; made him feel warm in a way he hadn't felt in a very long time. It had been two years since anyone had been kind to him, two years since anyone had clapped him on the back or given him a hug. For the first ten years of his life, he'd never had to worry about being tough or being brave, and the thought of fighting other people for the very essentials of life-food and rest or even a place to sit unmolested-had never entered his mind for even an instant. Ever since that train had sheared away everything that was good and kind, Nathan's life had been one continuous fight, first with Uncle Mark, then with the assholes at the JDC, and now with hundreds of cops. The stakes were always the same, always his very survival. He longed for the times when his biggest worries centered on where he'd be assigned on the soccer field or whether or not he'd get an A on his spelling test.