Neuromancer (26 page)

DEATH COOKIE

N
etherton woke to Rainey’s sigil, pulsing behind his lids at the rate of a resting
heartbeat. He opened his eyes. Knowing better than to move his head, he confirmed
that he was in bed, alone. Both positive, under current circumstances. Slowly, he
lifted his head from the pillow, until he could see that his clothes weren’t where
he assumed he would have dropped them. Cleaners, he knew, would have come from their
nest beneath the bed, to drag them away, flense them of whatever invisible quanta
of sebum, skin-flakes, atmospheric particulates, food residue, other.

“Soiled,” he pronounced, thickly, having briefly imagined such cleaners for the psyche,
and let his head fall back.

Rainey’s sigil began to strobe, demandingly.

He sat up cautiously. Standing would be the real test. “Yes?”

Strobing ceased. “Un petit problème,” Rainey said.

He closed his eyes, but then there was only her sigil. He opened them.

“She’s your fucking problem, Wilf.”

He winced, the amount of pain this caused startling him. “Have you always had this
puritanical streak? I hadn’t noticed.”

“You’re a publicist,” she said. “She’s a celebrity. That’s interspecies.”

His eyes, a size too large for their sockets, felt gritty. “She must be nearing the
patch,” he said, reflexively attempting to suggest that he was alert, in control,
as opposed to disastrously and quite expectedly hungover.

“They’re almost above it now,” she said. “With your problem.”

“What’s she done?”

“One of her stylists,” she said, “is also, evidently, a tattooist.”

Again, the sigil dominated his private pain-filled dark. “She didn’t,” he said, opening
his eyes. “She did?”

“She did.”

“We had an extremely specific verbal on that.”

“Fix it,” she said. “Now. The world’s watching, Wilf. As much of it as we’ve been
able to scrape together, anyway. Will Daedra West make peace with the patchers, they
wonder? Should they decide to back our project, they ask? We want yes, and yes.”

“They ate the last two envoys,” he said. “Hallucinating in synch with a forest of
code, convinced their visitors were shamanic spirit beasts. I spent three entire days,
last month, having her briefed at the Connaught. Two anthropologists, three neoprimitivist
curators. No tattoos. A brand-new, perfectly blank epidermis. Now this.”

“Talk her out of it, Wilf.”

He stood, experimentally. Hobbled, naked, into the bathroom. Urinated as loudly as
possible. “Out of what, exactly?”

“Parafoiling in—”

“That’s been the plan—”

“In nothing but her new tattoos.”

“Seriously? No.”

“Seriously,” she said.

“Their aesthetic, if you haven’t noticed, is about benign skin cancers, supernumerary
nipples. Conventional tattoos belong firmly among the iconics of the hegemon. It’s
like wearing your cock ring to meet the pope, and making sure he sees it. Actually,
it’s worse than that. What are they like?”

“Posthuman filth, according to you.”

“The tattoos!”

“Something to do with the Gyre,” she said. “Abstract.”

“Cultural appropriation. Lovely. Couldn’t be worse. On her face? Neck?”

“No, fortunately. If you can talk her into the jumpsuit we’re printing on the moby,
we may still have a project.”

He looked at the ceiling. Imagined it opening. Himself ascending. Into he knew not
what.

“Then there’s the matter of our Saudi backing,” she said, “which is considerable.
Visible tattoos would be a stretch, there. Nudity’s nonnegotiable.”

“They might take it as a signal of sexual availability,” he said, having done so himself.

“The Saudis?”

“The patchers.”

“They might take it as her offer to be lunch,” she said. “Their last, either way.
She’s a death cookie, Wilf, for the next week or so. Anyone so much as steals a kiss
goes into anaphylactic shock. Something with her thumbnails, too, but we’re less clear
about that.”

He wrapped his waist in a thick white towel. Considered the carafe of water on the
marble countertop. His stomach spasmed.

“Lorenzo,” she said, as an unfamiliar sigil appeared, “Wilf Netherton has your feed,
in London.”

He almost vomited, then, at the sudden input: bright saline light above the Garbage
Patch, the sense of forward motion.

PUSHING BUGS

S
he managed to get off the phone with Shaylene without mentioning Burton. Shaylene
had gone out with him a few times in high school, but she’d gotten more interested
when he’d come back from the Marines, with that chest and the stories around town
about Haptic Recon 1. Flynne figured Shaylene was basically doing what the relationship
shows called romanticizing pathology. Not that there was a whole lot better available
locally.

She and Shaylene both worried about Burton getting in trouble over Luke 4:5, but that
was about all they agreed on, when it came to him. Nobody liked Luke 4:5, but Burton
had a bad thing about them. She had a feeling they were just convenient, but it still
scared her. They’d started out as a church, or in a church, not liking anyone being
gay or getting abortions or using birth control. Protesting military funerals, which
was a thing. Basically they were just assholes, though, and took it as the measure
of God’s satisfaction with them that everybody else thought they were assholes. For
Burton, they were a way around whatever kept him in line the rest of the time.

She leaned forward now, to squint under the table for the black nylon case he kept
his tomahawk in. Wouldn’t want him going up to Davisville with that. He called it
an axe, not a tomahawk, but an axe was something you chopped wood with. She reached
under, hooked it out, relieved to feel the weight. Didn’t need to open it, but she
did. Case was widest at the top, allowing for the part you’d have chopped wood with.
More like the blade of a chisel, but hawk-billed. Where the back of an axe would’ve
been flat, like the face of a hammer, it was
spiked, like a miniature of the blade but curved the other way. Either one thick as
your little finger, but ground to edges you wouldn’t feel as you cut yourself. Handle
was graceful, a little recurved, the wood soaked in something that made it tougher,
springy. The maker had a forge in Tennessee, and everyone in Haptic Recon 1 got one.
It looked used. Careful of her fingers, she closed the case and put it back under
the table.

She swung her phone through the display, checking Badger’s map of the county. Shaylene’s
badge was in Forever Fab, an anxious segment of purple in its emo ring. Nobody looked
to be up to much, which wasn’t exactly a surprise. Madison and Janice were gaming,
Sukhoi Flankers, vintage flight sims being Madison’s main earner. They both had their
rings beige, for bored shitless, but then they always had them that way. Made four
people she knew working tonight, counting her.

She bent her phone the way she liked it for gaming, thumbed HaptRec into the log-in
window, entered the long-ass password. Flicked
GO
. Nothing happened. Then the whole display popped, like the flash of a camera in an
old movie, silvered like the marks of the haptics. She blinked.

And then she was rising, out of what Burton said would be a launch bay in the roof
of a van. Like she was in an elevator. No control yet. And all around her, and he
hadn’t told her this, were whispers, urgent as they were faint, like a cloud of invisible
fairy police dispatchers.

And this other evening light, rainy, rose and silver, and to her left a river the
color of cold lead. Dark tumble of city, towers in the distance, few lights.

Camera down giving her the white rectangle of the van, shrinking in the street below.
Camera up, the building towered away forever, a cliff the size of the world.

SOMETHING SO DEEPLY EARNED

L
orenzo, Rainey’s cameraperson, with the professional’s deliberate gaze, steady and
unhurried, found Daedra through windows overlooking the moby’s uppermost forward deck.

Netherton wouldn’t have admitted it to Rainey, or indeed to anyone, but he did regret
the involvement. He’d let himself be swept up, into someone else’s far more durable,
more brutally simple concept of self.

He saw her now, or rather Lorenzo did, in her sheepskin flying jacket, sunglasses,
nothing more. Noted, wishing he hadn’t, a mons freshly mohawked since he’d last encountered
it. The tattoos, he guessed, were stylized representations of the currents that fed
and maintained the North Pacific Gyre. Raw and shiny, beneath some silicone-based
unguent. Makeup would have calculated that to a nicety.

Part of a window slid aside. Lorenzo stepped out. “I have Wilf Netherton,” Netherton
heard him say. Then Lorenzo’s sigil vanished, Daedra’s replacing it.

Her hands came up, clutched the lapels of her open jacket. “Wilf. How are you?”

“Glad to see you,” he said.

She smiled, displaying teeth whose form and placement might well have been decided
by committee. She tugged the jacket closer, fists sternum-high. “You’re angry, about
the tattoos,” she said.

“We did agree, that you wouldn’t do that.”

“I have to do what I love, Wilf. I wasn’t loving not doing it.”

“I’d be the last to question your process,” he said, channeling intense annoyance
into what he hoped would pass for sincerity, if not understanding. It was a peculiar
alchemy of his, the ability to do that, though now the hangover was in the way. “Do
you remember Annie, the brightest of our neoprimitivist curators?”

Her eyes narrowed. “The cute one?”

“Yes,” he said, though he hadn’t particularly thought so. “We’d a drink together,
Annie and I, after that final session at the Connaught, when you’d had to go.”

“What about her?”

“She’d been dumbstruck with admiration, I realized. It all came out, once you were
gone. Her devastation at having been too overawed to speak with you, about your art.”

“She’s an artist?”

“Academic. Mad for everything you’ve done, since her early teens. Subscriber to the
full set of miniatures, which she literally can’t afford. Listening to her, I understood
your career as if for the first time.”

Her head tilted, hair swung. The jacket must have opened as she raised one hand to
remove the sunglasses, but Lorenzo wasn’t having any.

Netherton’s eyes widened, preparing to pitch something he hadn’t yet invented, none
of what he’d said so far having been true. Then he remembered that she couldn’t see
him. That she was looking at someone called Lorenzo, on the upper deck of a moby,
halfway around the world. “She’d particularly wanted to convey an idea she’d had,
as the result of meeting you in person. About a new sense of timing in your work.
She sees timing as the key to your maturation as an artist.”

Lorenzo refocused. Suddenly it was as if Netherton were centimeters from her lips.
He recalled their peculiarly brisk nonanimal tang.

“Timing?” she asked, flatly.

“I wish I’d recorded her. Impossible to paraphrase.” What had he
said previously? “That you’re more secure, now? That you’ve always been brave, fearless
really, but that this new confidence is something else again. Something, she put it,
so deeply earned. I’d planned on discussing her ideas with you over dinner, that last
time, but it didn’t turn out to be that sort of evening.”

Her head was perfectly still, eyes unblinking. He imagined her ego swimming up behind
them, to peer at him suspiciously, something eel-like, larval, transparently boned.
He had its full attention. “If things had gone differently,” he heard himself say,
“I don’t think we’d be having this conversation.”

“Why not?”

“Because Annie would tell you that the entrance you’re considering is the result of
a retrograde impulse, something dating from the start of your career. Not informed
by that new sense of timing.”

She was staring at him, or rather at whoever Lorenzo was. And then she smiled. Reflexive
pleasure of the thing behind her eyes.

Rainey’s sigil privacy-dimmed. “I’d want to have your baby now,” she said, from Toronto,
“except I know it would always lie.”

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