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CHAPTER 71
D
URING HIS CLOSING
argument on Monday, October 13, 2008, ADA Rob Freyer told jurors that Chris Snider “alone, was not to blame” for the murders. He warned jurors about falling for that “tired and pathetic tactic.” Christine Paolilla was “just as responsible,” Freyer said, imploring each juror to ask him- or herself: “Could this horrible event have happened
without
her?”
He paused.
Then, “Of
course
not!”
Defense attorney Mike DeGeurin suggested to jurors that Christopher Snider was responsible all by himself. He rang that bell at the beginning of his closing, and he continued throughout. It was, after all, the only chance DeGeurin had to save his client.
Yet, none of it did any good.
“Guilty,” the judge read into the record after a brief deliberation by the jury.
One of the more interesting aspects of the guilty verdict, which came out later that same day, was a comment made by juror Cliff Sheets, who spoke to reporters outside the Harris County Justice Center, when he said that he had been “among four panelists who had initially voted for acquittal, but who all eventually changed their minds.” There were questions, Sheets added, but the answers the jury had come to during deliberations were satisfying enough to send Christine Paolilla to prison.
“There was a lot of contradiction in her stories,” Sheets offered, “in the three interviews she gave.”
Before she was sentenced, the families had an opportunity to read impact statements. George Koloroutis had written an emotionally charged testimonial that would allow him, for the first time, to face his daughter's murderer and address her actions. George had spent thousands of dollars of his own money and enough emotion to probably strip a few years from his life, while trying to help solve his daughter's murder. This verdict was not a payoff, a triumphant moment of any sort; it was an end to the criminal case.
It was justice.
Nothing more.
The loss. The real pain. The memories. They were all going to be there, waiting every morning for George, same as for the other families. There was no way of getting around the loss, no matter how much Christine suffered. There would be days when, for no apparent reason, after thinking they had come to terms with the loss, when tears would come from nowhere. Or a moment, a memory, a party somewhere, that would send them into a spiral of depression so consuming they had to get away by themselves and recover.
The look on the faces of these families as a video camera panned the room, and the court waited for Christine Paolilla to be brought back in after a break, depicted a group of people who had shed all the tears they had left and were now dredging up an even deeper layer of emotional agony.
Christine, in tears herself, was brought into the courtroom. She wore what had become her standard court attire: pink houndstooth headband to match a collared pink shirt underneath a reddish brown sweater vest. She had gained some weight since her arrest and her face was chubby and heavily made-up. Christine wiped tears and mouthed things to her mother and lawyers, all with a look that spoke of a woman who did not comprehend what she had done or what was happening.
George Koloroutis sat directly behind Christine with a look of absolute seriousness (or maybe disgust), waiting for his turn to speak.
The judge told Christine as she sat down that she didn't need to do anything more than “listen” as the impact statements were read.
Sitting in the witness stand first, facing Christine, Nichole Sánchez read her prepared statement. The tears came almost immediately as Nichole talked about how much she and her family missed Adelbert. It was the simple things that they cherished the most, Nichole pointed out.
“His smell,” she said. “His laugh. . . . My parents will never get the chance to see Adelbert grow up and see what he would have become and done with his life.”
Christine wiped tears with a tissue.
Up next was Charlene Gronewold, Marcus's mother, who spoke for both Marcus and Tiffany, two kids in love and ready to take on the world. “Our life is changed forever” was Charlene's opening theme; she said it right away, through a torrent of anguish. Then, perhaps making the most profound statement a parent could make while responding to the death of a child, Charlene Gronewold said, quite emphatically, “The normal we knew will never be. We have to find a new normal. . . . But don't pity me, pity those kids. There's no victory here. Just justice”—and here she paused, dredging up the strength to continue—“because we still leave here
without
our kids, and we forever have to live that nightmare.”
Wearing an aqua blue business shirt, unbuttoned at the collar, George walked to the stand, a piece of paper in his hand. George told the story of the evening he found out that his daughter had been murdered, explaining how he, Ann, and Lelah had spent the night in front of Tiffany Rowell's house, waiting for word that Rachael was one of the four.
From there, George talked about how it was that Rachael's little sister, George and Ann's then-nine-year-old daughter, found out that her big sister had been murdered. She had been at a neighbor's house that night, George said. He had walked over the following morning to pick her up, this after not sleeping, watching his other daughter, Lelah, vomit, while his wife curled into a ball and cried as the sun came up.
“Hey, Dad,” George's youngest child said as they walked back home. “I know what's going on.”
George asked her what she meant.
“I snuck in and saw it on the news . . . four teens got shot.”
George told her, “Yeah, that's true.” Then, as they approached the house, this broken father added, “Listen, your mom and [Lelah] and I, we need to talk to you.”
The little girl asked why.
“Because, you know, one of those teenagers was your sister Rachael.”
Five years later, George cried here on the stand, describing this scene, telling the court, “That day will
haunt
me for the rest of my life.”
George had become the quasi-public spokesperson for the group of families. Here, on this day, he called Christine—who wiped tears with a Kleenex, looking away and at her attorneys, shaking her head—an “evil” person, “cold, calculated, and heartless.” He then gave what was an image of lasting candor, adding, “[Rachael's] picture never ages, while
we
do. . . . Christmas, birthdays . . . college graduation—there's always an absence, a silence that is deafening.”
Perhaps one of the more incredible statements made by anyone that day came when George said that regardless of his ill health, both mentally and physically, due to the murder of his daughter, what her killers never realized was that “we would never stop! We worked diligently with HPD. And we give all credit to their heroic efforts—and especially that of Brian Harris. . . . David Gronewold was at my side at all times, as were the Sánchez family in this regard. We never gave up. . . . We take solace in the fact that was it not for our efforts, this killer would have gotten away. . . .”
The judge sent Christine back to her cell and adjourned court, retiring to his chambers from the bench quickly, perhaps in tears himself. As the families filed out of the courtroom, an onslaught of wailing was unleashed from them.
Brian Harris and ADA Rob Freyer stood and watched, both men fighting off tears themselves, staring at the ground, looking up, rolling their tongues around closed mouths, the emotional energy in the room too much to take. It was an ending for these two lawmen, who would go on to other cases and other families. But they knew, deep down, that this moment, the last time they would see Christine Paolilla, would be embedded in the families' minds forever. Although it had been five years since their children had been taken away, it was only the beginning of a lifetime of mourning.
Christine cried as the court bailiff directed her out of the courtroom.
Before bolting from the scene, Judge Ellis had sentenced Christine to serve a mandatory life sentence, which would amount to forty years behind bars before she was even
eligible
for parole.
Outside the courtroom, Mike DeGeurin was asked how Christine reacted behind closed doors.
“She's upset,” the veteran defense attorney said. “She totally understands the grief of the families, her friends, the ones who were killed. She only wishes they could understand that she didn't want any of that to happen. But she understands their grief.”
TOM MCCORVEY, BRIAN
Harris's partner throughout much of the last year investigating and solving the case, walked over to Harris's desk a few days after the verdict.
That cop who had sat next to Harris and had mocked him, from time to time, comparing his efforts to a capable chimp's, was at his own desk doing paperwork.
McCorvey stood over Harris, making sure that the guy could hear him.
“Hey, hotshot!” McCorvey said loudly. “How's it going these days?”
Harris didn't have to reply. The headlines, the newscasts, the appreciation from the grief-stricken families, spoke volumes.
EPILOGUE
I
ASKED GEORGE
Koloroutis, as we finished up our interviews, if there is closure for him and his family in any of this. It is a word—“closure”—seemingly tossed around at the end of many murder trials, when families are trying to go on with their lives and justice has been (hypothetically speaking) served. “Closure” is something I generally ask all murder victims' family members I write about, if I can. Having experienced the murder of a family member (my sister-in-law, five months pregnant, was murdered many years ago in Hartford, Connecticut: one account has a pillowcase placed over her head and her being strangled by a telephone cord), I could relate on a smaller scale to the families and wanted to know if we were on the same wavelength regarding that strange word.
I look at my nephews, Mark and Tyler Phelps, and my niece, Meranda VanDeventer (all of whom I love dearly). They are all grown now and have families of their own. They seem happy. Yet, the one thing I don't see on their faces or hear in their voices when they talk about their mother is closure. (I should note that their mother's murder remains unsolved to this day, and their father, my brother, Mark Anthony Phelps Sr., died at forty-seven years of age—from what I am
convinced
was a broken heart masked as drug and alcohol addiction.)
George gave me what I believe is the best answer I've heard thus far.
“Closure? There's no closure—and there
never
will be,” he said. “My little girl was killed violently. She had the back of her head beaten in. She was going through hell during her last moments, choking on her own blood, while wondering, looking at her friend,
why
a friend of hers would do this. . . . She was scared . . . and I'm sure she was, ah, um”—he began crying, that endless pain deep within his soul emerging—“calling my name out. . . .”
George could not continue the conversation.
Later, when I had a chance to talk to him, he brought it up—because George Koloroutis, if nothing else, is a man who finishes things, no matter what.
“Closure,” George went on to conclude, “is
not
something you are seeking.”
 
 
I FELT COMPELLED
to share the following transcript (nearly verbatim) of an interview I conducted with a source near the end of writing this book. I think it's an important concluding (and uplifting) message. In this Q&A with Rachael Koloroutis's sister Lelah, the true spirit of Rachael emerges. I didn't want to incorporate Lelah's answers into the narrative where they belong in relation to a chronological order of the story, simply because some of what Lelah shares is so powerful, if only in its simplicity. It truly shows that the Koloroutis family, same as all the families I write about (and certainly all the families touched by Christine Paolilla and Chris Snider's crimes), is your typical family, going from day to day, unaware that tragedy is about to enter their lives and change them forever. It is also a good example of how I go about the interviewing process, allowing those people involved in the stories to speak on their own behalf by sharing their various memories and anecdotes. My bet is that I could have asked family members of each of the victims in this story the same set of questions and heard the same answers.
Could you give me one of your fondest memories of your sister?
My senior year of high school, I went to a prom with someone from a private school on a Thursday night. The next morning I was exhausted and wanted to stay home from school but didn't want to be alone so I talked mom into letting Rachael stay home with me. Immediately we threw on our swimsuits and ran out to our pool in the backyard. We played all day. We had these floats and were practicing running and surfing across the pool on them to see who could stay on it the longest. Rachael was pretending to be the surf shop owner and kept doing a “dude” voice that made me laugh so hard I could barely keep standing. Later we built an obstacle course in the pool and made our little sister run courses through when she came back from school. It was a perfect day of sun and pool and popsicles and being young. I have used that day and the image of her standing on the sundeck as a way of meditating before . . . as my happy place. You see, my whole life she was the person I played with, we were imaginative kids, we made up voices and role played, and had elaborate schemes. [We] used to sit in my car outside the grocery store where we worked and make up stories for every person that walked by. We made each other laugh so hard. . . .
What was her dream?
Rachael wanted to help people. She was really interested in criminal justice. When she was a little girl (like 4 through 10) she used to say she was going to be a ballerina or a cop. Later, she wanted to do something with solving crime. She was really interested in James Patterson novels and the idea of profiling because she liked the idea of using psychology to catch criminals and to keep others safe. . . .
What had she told you about Marcus, Tiffany, and Adelbert? What were her thoughts about them?
I can't really speak much to her thoughts on Marcus and Adelbert; she didn't know Adelbert previously and only knew Marcus through Tiffany. Tiffany had also been a friend of mine. She and Rachael were very close because Rachael was one of the only people to really let Tiffany be sad about her mother's loss. When I was a senior and they were juniors we all had lunch together and a sociology class. At lunch, the three of us would go outside the theater area to eat. Tiffany was very involved in theater. She used to say I was her big sister, too. They would write me notes during the day and draw funny pictures. Rachael had an inside joke with her boyfriend . . . about zebras and wallabies so Tiffany and I created a penguin joke. . . . I know that sounds silly but just to let you know that there was so much innocence and playfulness to all of us back then. Tiffany was also interested in psychology and she really wanted to go into therapy or acting.. . .
What had she said to you about Christine?
We hadn't talked a lot about Christine after I had gone off to college. Rachael had introduced me to her while we were all still in high school. I had told Rachael that I felt she was a weird girl, that something was off (mostly because her physical appearance was clownish but I think without realizing it my instincts were kicking in, just not enough to say anything). Rachael told me that she felt sorry for her, that she had a disease and didn't really have a father and that she had really bad self-esteem. Rachael's goal was always to love people, to meet them where they were, and then to show them what to hope in. After we lost Rachael, we went to the school to visit the guidance counselor. The woman said that she'd met with Rachael a couple times when she'd been struggling with her classes but all Rachael could talk about was trying to get the counselor to hope and see that faith in God could help heal her heart (the counselor had lost her daughter to a disease and said she really had a hard time believing but that Rachael was clear that she believed that's what helped the hurting).
For you, personally, what did you think happened (before, obviously, the case was solved)?
Those years were so difficult. My logical brain tried to track the information coming in and to help my parents/ investigators with names and faces and anyone I might've known or heard of before I went to college. All the while, I threw myself in my studies just for a break. At night, I had nightmares for years. Dreams about things I'd heard, like a woman on top of her beating her head in. Dreams that she wasn't dead and that the body had been misidentified and she was somewhere waiting for us to find her. I never considered Christine. I hadn't known them to be more than casual friends at school. Oddly, though, the night of the murder I can remember sitting on the curb across the street from the house and thinking about Christine. They told us they couldn't identify the fourth body because she was face down. They said she was very skinny and had long red hair. “That girl, that girl with the wig, mom, maybe it's her.” I remember begging one of Rachael's friends to go find her so we could prove she wasn't in there and telling camera people, “oh, it's not us.” I didn't have shoes on, only socks, because we'd left the house so fast. Eventually, once the ME arrived and the street had cleared, it was just my parents, the cops, and news cameras. I'll never forget the cop calling us over to the yellow tape. . . . My mom screamed and wailed, falling to the ground, and my dad was shaking and asking over and over “what do I do now, what do I do now.” And I just stared at my socks feeling like I was floating above the whole scene. . . .
You knew your sister better than anyone: tell me about her.
Rachael was silly and she loved a practical joke. She hated to wear socks or shoes. She liked whip cream straight out of the can. She had this way of drawing people into her everywhere we went. She was caring but would rather help you smile than cry with you. She always reminded me that we were a team; that we were always on each other's side. She was completely loyal to her family and to her beliefs. She believed that mistakes were used to help teach other people—she told me that so many times. She always had chipped paint on her nails and she could never get to bed on time. She hated to run but loved to dance. And she was so proud of her sisters and she always told us. She made sure to let us know that we were important. She'd spend every day lying by a pool, eating chips and salsa, if she could.
 
 
CHRISTINE PAOLILLA WENT
the appeal route. In the Fourteenth Court of Appeals, on November 29, 2008, she filed an appeal based on the argument that the “trial court abused its discretion in setting the amount of bail at $500,000. . . .”
It did not take long for a decision:
In light of [the filing] we [the court of appeals] do not find the trial court abused its discretion in setting the amount of bail at $500,000. Accordingly, the judgment of the trial court is affirmed.
I have been told that she has filed additional appeals, as any defendant has the right to do. On May 26, 2011, the panel of justices affirmed the court's previous judgment.
I wrote to Christine (twice) and her mother, Lori Paolilla, but never heard back from either one of them. There were others, too, I requested interviews with—lawyers, family members of victims, friends of Christine and Chris Snider—but who never responded to my inquiries. Fortunately, there were scores of other sources that did talk to me.
I searched for Justin Rott for months: calls, letters, Facebook and Myspace messages. I finally heard from him long after I had turned in my manuscript. “I was in rehab,” he said. Justin and I had a few long talks and he backed up most of what I had written about him and Christine from the record and additional interviews with other sources. I found him to be sincere and truthful. Definitely honest about his life and the mistakes he's made. His main worry was that I would paint him as some sort of dope addict who lured women into his embraces so he could turn them into drug-buddy addicts. This is simply not true. Justin Rott told me how much he loved Christine—and still does—and how hard it was for him to speak the truth about what she had told him. I give him a lot of credit for what he did.
George Koloroutis and his daughter Lelah are involved in a Missouri chapter of Parents of Murdered Children. “My hope and prayer is that it can help parents or loved ones that find themselves in a similar situation,” George said of his involvement. “My daughter and I now sit on the board of [it] . . . [and] we have found this to be quite therapeutic for us (just being around people that ‘get it'), while offering help to those parents and siblings that are new to losing a loved one due to violence and that are going through what we did. Trying to help these people feels like something Rachael would do. It feels like if some good comes out of all this, it is a way of honoring my little girl.”
If you, or someone you know, wants to reach out to this group for help, or donate some much-needed money, please visit the website:
www.kcpomc.org
In closing this book, I could think of no better way than to allow Lelah to share a poem she wrote after her sister's murder:
In the Living Room
by T. Lelah Koloroutis
 
Is there memory in the ghostly realm that you inhabit?
 
What I mean is: Do you remember the late evening in Grandma Fern's living room where I haphazardly held the bowl of three-scoop ice cream that you had just handed me out to the side in a tilt?
 
Remember how we never could tell the story of the ice cream hitting the ground without laughing?
 
Or do you remember Mama bouncing around the kitchen with her 80's curls, bobbing as she shook the milk carton up and down and sang The Cars [song] “Shake it up” to our little girl giggly faces?
 
Or do you remember the way Dad's face beamed when he bought us too many presents again? Remember the one year that he led us to the garage to “get something for Mom” and the excitement on his cheeks and lips when we sped our matching bicycles around the block?
 
Or do you remember picking our little sister's name out of the name book while Mama's stomach was fat and round? We decided she had to be “S” so she fit between “R” and my “T.” Remember the day [she] was born and all the little milk duds on her nose and her wrinkly little fingers that latched around one of yours?
 
Does memory exist in the same sense of urgency on that side of the universe, or is it lost between the shift of fleshiness and your present state?
 
And can you see us now?
 
Can you see how my heart beats dangerously fast every time I pass a Denny's because the last time I saw you, you were rolling silverware in your red shirt before our shift ended?
 
Or can you see Mama in the kitchen looking for a cigarette to drag on?
 
Or can you see Daddy driving away from work with tears welling in the upside down moons of his eyes?
 
Or can you see [our baby sister] hiding in the dark of her bedroom, whispering, “I don't want to cry anymore”? Or the way she associates the color red with your death?
 
And can you see us when we all sit alive in the living room telling stories about memories?

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