Night Betrayed (2 page)

A little tone from the computer in the corner had Lou and Sage both glancing over. The chime played the first few bars of the Mission Impossible theme—one of Theo’s little jokes since he knew how much his twin hated the Tom Cruise movie—but even from where he sat, Lou could see that the email wasn’t from Theo. It was an automated update from one of the thirty network access points that had been secretly installed around a fifty-mile radius of Envy.

His sharp peal of hope ebbed.

“Long story short, I had to put Theo down and hide him.” Fence had continued as if nothing had interrupted the conversation—but then, he probably wasn’t as attuned as Lou and Sage were to every single sound made by the dozen PCs and Macs. “I was fixing to come back for him right away, but then I did a number through the floor of the building. Banged my head pretty good. When I woke up, I had to climb my ass out of there, and when I got back to where I left him, Theo was gone.”

“No clue where he went?”

“He sure as shit didn’t get up and walk away, Lou. And it wasn’t an animal that got him, or a zombie, ’cause they’d have left evidence.” Fence’s temper, which, truthfully, seemed more aimed at himself than Lou, appeared to abate as he smoothed a hand over his bald head. “I looked everywhere but couldn’t find hide nor hair of him. He disappeared good.”

“But he was shot,” Lou said, taking care with his words. Because the reality was starting to sink in. “He wouldn’t last long without medical treatment.”

“No.” Fence’s voice was a barely audible whisper. “I can’t see him making it without Elliott’s help.”

Which was the big guy’s way of saying he was dead. Theo was dead.

No.

Theo was indestructible. He had more lives than a cat.

No.

Lou pulled to his feet, feeling every seventy-eight-year-old joint creak in protest. Some days he felt as young as his brother looked—which was to say, thirtyish. But on a day like today, he felt older than God.

“I’ll get Jade and Elliott,” Sage said, already starting toward the exit of their secret subterranean computer room. “Simon will want to go too, and Wyatt . . . to look for Theo.” She glanced at Fence.

He nodded, his dark face weary but his eyes sharp. “Yeah. It’s a day trip from here.”

“I’m coming this time,” Lou said, his voice flat. “I’m not staying back here again.”

Sage opened her mouth to argue, but Lou wasn’t about to listen to her. “I’m fucking going. End of story.”

And then he closed his eyes for a moment and felt. Reached out for that tangible thread that connected him and Theo, that same thread that had told him his twin had survived the Change too. The thread that had drawn him closer and closer to his brother until he’d found him.

For the first time, he felt nothing. The thread was broken.

Lou opened his eyes and realized that he was alone.

Use the crystal.

Selena gazed down at the man, beautiful even in death with his smooth, faintly sheened olive skin and thick dark lashes.

It’s too late.

Yet, something compelled her to move toward the small chest in the corner where she dozed while on watch during the night. She’d put the crystal in there this morning, which was unusual, since she usually kept it safely in her room.

She opened the latch and dug out the small jagged piece of pale rose-colored stone. It felt warm to the touch; and for a moment, Selena indulged anger and guilt. If she’d moved faster, not needed to attend to Clara, would it have made a difference for him?

Use the crystal.

But how? Even if it wasn’t too late, what could she have done with it? It wasn’t used to heal people.

The translucent stone, which was about the size of her thumb, had dark red veins deep inside. Selena looked down at it, and the gem seemed to grow warmer as she stared. Because my hand’s closed around it, of course.

Or not.

She’d had it for as long as she could remember. According to Vonnie, when Selena was found, the crystal had been wedged inside her swaddling blankets, beneath her arm. By accident or design, no one knew. For years, Selena had kept it tucked away in her personal effects, having convinced herself that it belonged to Lena, the name she’d given to the woman who’d given birth to her during the Change. Whether it was or wasn’t, she didn’t know. But she did know that there had always been a small pink mark under her arm about the size of that stone.

When she was eighteen, she’d discovered its power and purpose. There were days when she wished she hadn’t—when she wondered . . . Why me?

Selena glanced automatically toward the window, checked the sun’s position, and a shiver prickled over her. Night would come soon.She forced herself to turn from the window, smoothing her thumb over the crystal. Despite its power, she didn’t see how it could help in this situation. He was a man, not a zombie.

Gripping the red-veined stone, Selena returned to the dragon man’s bed. He still lay half on his side, having shifted during his last moments of life. One leg, sturdy and powerful-looking, lay sprawled half over the other one, bared by the hiked-up leg of his jeans.

As before, Selena’s attention was caught by the fierce blue dragon curling down his sleek back, ending in the glint of its eye.

A little prickle zipped up her arm from the hand that held the rose stone. Almost like a spark. Or a really sharp nudge.

She gasped, not from pain or even surprise, but from realization. Understanding . . . Oh—

Huh . . . Really?

Wetting her lips, chewing on the lower one nervously, she adjusted her grip on the stone and settled it against the dragon’s eye. Closed her eyes. And prayed.

A fiery shock jolted her eyes open just in time for her to see the man arch, recoil and snap once like a whip, and then collapse back onto the bed. She stared: at the crystal she still held; at the smooth-skinned, heaving chest that was now fully visible; and up along his tense, corded throat to his parted lips and higher.

He opened his eyes.

“Bang,” said Selena. “And holy shit.”

Theo’s brain was filled with mush, like the gray, gloppy oatmeal his mom used to make him and Lou eat for breakfast in the winter. The only way it had been palatable had been when they drowned it in brown sugar, dried cherries, and lots of milk.

He looked around the room, trying to remember how he’d come to be here. Or even where he was. The place was unfamiliar, with light-colored sheets of fabric hanging from the ceiling as if to cordon off a private space for his bed. The window next to him indicated it was early in the morning or getting toward night. A floral-scented breeze filtered through.

The low murmur of voices told him he wasn’t alone, but because of the privacy, he couldn’t see anyone. Is this some sort of hospital? An old house that had been made into a hospital? Pretty damn big house, from what he could tell. Ceilings were high and the window next to him was tall and wide. He tried to sit up to look outside and see if the exterior looked familiar, but he was too weak and his head spun.

So Theo focused on what he knew, closing his eyes in concentration. Memory flashes blitzed through his mind: riding on horseback in the cool, green forest with Quent and Fence . . . the confrontation with the bounty hunter named Seattle, and the unexpected fire flooding his chest and beyond. He’d been shot.

Then . . . sluggishness and swirling gray behind his eyes. A soft voice, light hands, fleeting memories of daylight and nighttime, of something warm and liquid trickling between his lips.

Sage.

He drew her face, her brilliant, fiery red hair and clear aqua eyes into his memory like a comforting blanket. He had books for her in his pack, didn’t he?

Theo opened his eyes, staring at a small crack in the ceiling as he concentrated . . . and then another wave of memory flooded him, followed by a crash of pain. Dull and heavy, it settled in his belly.

Sage had chosen Simon.

Right.

Theo squeezed his eyes closed, turning his head to the side as if to avoid the knowledge. That was why he’d been so eager to go with Quent and Fence on the mission. To get away from Envy, away from Sage and Simon and the intimate glances between them. And the passing touches, so casual and easy. And, most of all, the underlying glow of happiness on her face.

He became aware, suddenly, that he wasn’t alone. Something shifted in the air and the change brought a flowery scent with it. Theo opened his eyes and found a woman standing near the edge of the bed, looking down at him.

He couldn’t really consider her old, because she was probably younger than he was, although he didn’t look any older than thirty. He guessed her to be about sixty, based on the delicate lines crisscrossing her cheeks and the bit of sag in her jawline. A young sixty, but still, eighteen years younger than he was in actual years.

And such long, long years they had been, these last fifty. Living in a world that had been fairly razed to the ground and slowly rebuilt.

The woman, who was soft and rounded with age, had heavy dark hair liberally streaked with white that curled in a crazy mop around her face and jaw. Her green-brown eyes danced with energy and her mouth formed what seemed like a perpetual smile. She was holding a cluster of silvery green leaves in one hand and a mug with a spoon sticking out of it in the other. “You’re awake,” she said, stating the obvious, then turned away to call to someone in the distance. “He’s awake again!” The spoon clanked.

Then, as if she hadn’t just split his eardrums, she drew up a chair, pulling it close and settling on it with enthusiasm. The spoon clattered in the mug again as she shifted even closer. “You’ve been in and out of consciousness for the last three days. But this is the clearest I’ve seen your eyes, so maybe you’ll stay awake for a bit, hm?”

Theo wasn’t ready to try his voice yet, so he nodded once. The smell coming from whatever was in that mug made his stomach convulse. He was damned hungry and he hoped it was for him.

To his disappointment, she put the mug on the table next to him and gestured with the bundle of pungent leaves. They were oblong and slender, with a pebbled texture and smelled a bit musty, almost skunky. “We weren’t sure what you wanted with these,” she said, waving them in front of him. “Do you want us to make tea or put them in that—it’s broth,” she said, jerking her thumb at the cup. “Or do you just eat them? Like a salad?”

Theo stared at her, trying to make sense of her words. But he couldn’t, so he had to try his voice—which, it turned out, worked pretty well. “What is it?”

The woman settled back in her chair, surprised. “Why, it’s sage. You’ve been asking for it, haven’t you? Took us a few days to find it, but . . .”

Theo had already turned away; and if it was possible for a sick man to flush, he was doing it. Oh, Jesus. “Could I just have the broth,” was all he said. “I’m hungry.”

“Of course,” she told him, and to his relief, she set the cluster of leaves down on the table.

He’d had three good spoonfuls of the most delicious broth he’d ever tasted when another woman appeared from behind the curtainlike walls. Though he was more interested in the soup than this new arrival, Theo’s first impression of her was one of peaceful energy.

Which seemed like an oxymoron, but he was going by half-formed first impressions in a still gloppy-gray brain. Other things filtered through the mush: the fact that she was younger than the first woman, with long, thick dark brown hair; more spare in build, not quite as boisterous and energetic . . . but capable. Capable, peaceful, serene.

She came up to the bed and stood next to it, staring down as if she’d never seen him before. And maybe she hadn’t; how the hell would he know. “You’re really alive,” she said. Wonder in her voice. “How do you feel?”

“Hungry,” he said, opening his mouth enough for the spoon to slip in. Suddenly, he felt odd lying there with two women gazing down at him, being spoon-fed like he was a baby.

“I’ll take over,” she said, turning to the older woman. “Thanks, Vonnie.”

Vonnie stood with the same alacrity with which she’d sat, bumping against the bed as she moved out of the way to make room for the newer arrival. “I’ll go check on Maryanna.”

“She seems to be in pain. Maybe you could burn a little for her? She’s not ready to go yet.” Her voice sounded a little taut, but how would Theo know what her voice normally sounded like? “And Sam’s complaining about being hungry.”

“So what else is new?” Vonnie said, bustling from the sheet-enclosed carrel. She gave a little laugh and a toss of her hand as she passed by the outside of the area, making the fabric billow a bit. “I’ll handle it. Take your time, Selena.”

Selena had lifted a spoonful of broth, but Theo, feeling ridiculous and also a bit like an insect pinned to a corkboard from the way she was looking at him, hauled himself into a more upright position. “I can feed myself. Thank you.”

She handed him the mug and spoon without comment and watched silently as he ignored the spoon and sipped from the mug.

“You died three days ago,” she said after a moment.

Theo’s head hurt, and so, suddenly, did his chest. His everywhere. Surreal. That was all he could think. This was surreal. Sitting in a place where he didn’t know anyone, having no idea how he got there, being nursed by a woman named Selena, being told he died. Three days ago.

With a fucking bunch of sage sitting on the table next to him.

He wasn’t sure whether to laugh or cry.

“Am I dead now?” was the only thing he could think of to say. He could be in heaven. Or wherever you went before you went there—because, God knew, he wasn’t perfect. He certainly wasn’t in hell. Because that had been back in Envy, watching Sage and Simon.

Selena shook her head. “No. I brought you back to life.”

Theo slammed the mug back too hard and choked on a healthy gulp of broth. Being brought back to life was an impossibility in this world. It might have happened before the Change, back before June of 2010, when there were shock treatments and defibrillators and emergency rooms . . . but not here.

Although . . . didn’t Lou claim he’d resurrected him when he found him in the subterranean chamber during the Change? He’d made jokes about bringing Theo back to life by waking him from what had been a comalike sleep.