them were like
The Breakfast Club
in some ways.
During fourth grade at Greenway Elementary, Mr. Norton, the evilest of the evil teachers, had
always had it in for them for one reason or another. Only God knew why. Mr. Norton had constantly
sent the seven of them to the principal, who had been vile, too. Mr. Johnson had pulled down their
underpants to expose their bare bottoms before paddling them. Now she knew it had been perverted
and child abuse, but that was back when teachers and principals got away with it.
Mr. Johnson had drilled holes into the paddle so it hurt worse when it smacked their skin. After
hitting them, he had made them sit together on the steps outside, during recess, their bottoms
stinging and their cheeks burning with humiliation. The seven of them hadn’t been allowed to move,
but they had talked and talked when Mr. Johnson wasn’t checking on them.
They began to call themselves the Circle of Seven and had forged a friendship that had
withstood so much over time. Over the years, everything they went through individually also
continued to strengthen the group.
At Bisbee Middle School the school mascot had been the Cobras, the colors purple and gold.
When they’d graduated, they’d gone to Bisbee High and had become the Pumas with red and gray
as their school colors.
Belle had been a cheerleader at BMS and BHS. Once she left Bisbee, she’d fallen into the
restaurant business. Over the years, she’d worked her way up from bottle washer to making a decent
living in restaurant management.
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three of the original seven had children.
Tom had excelled in various high school organizations, as well as being class president and the
class valedictorian. He’d divorced recently and had transferred from Tucson Medical Center to take
a position at Copper Queen Hospital as a physician. He had joint custody of his son, but only had
the boy in the summer because his ex still lived in Tucson.
Leon had been a football hero who now had a wife and three children, and they owned a water
well drilling business. He lived a little ways from Bisbee, close to Sierra Vista.
Marta had played varsity basketball. These days she lived with her wife, Nancy, and their
fraternal twin sons who had been conceived with donor sperm. Marta had been a stay at home mom
with their boys.
Christie had played flute in the band, and had been quiet but popular. After marrying Salvatore,
she started working in his office. They’d attempted to have children but they had been unable to get
pregnant.
Dylan was a cowboy and had worked on his father’s ranch when he wasn’t at school or spending
time with the CoS. Now he was in federal law enforcement, and had never married. She swallowed
and had to push thoughts of Dylan away because thinking about him was too painful. No one had
ever made her feel the way Dylan had.
Nate had never had a thing for organized activities or labels. He’d driven a hot rod and had been
a girl magnet. Even though he’d dated, he hadn’t seemed to realize so many girls had a thing for
him.
A smile touched Belle’s lips as she thought about Nate as he had been then. Despite his outward
appearance and the souped-up Charger he drove, he’d been the quietest of the group. He would
interject comments and jokes when they were together that would crack up all of them. He might
have been the least talkative, but he’d had an awesome sense of humor and he’d been something
of a prankster. They’d always been able to count on him for a little levity.
Like the time when they’d seen their English teacher, Mr. Bishop, smoking pot off campus on
the last day of school their freshman year. Marta and Christie were so against any kind of drugs that
they’d been upset to see their favorite teacher with a joint.
Nate had cracked a joke, which had them all laughing, even Marta and Christie. They’d headed
to the Puma Den, determined to put aside what they’d seen. Who were they to judge?
That one memory of Nate and the CoS shifted to a memory she’d hidden deep for so many
years. She swallowed hard and gripped the steering wheel tight, unable to stop her mind from going
back to that night.
After they’d left the pizza place, Belle and Dylan had taken off in his truck and had driven up to
the Divide. It had been the most precious thing in her life, nearly wiping away the pain of the
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She’d lost her virginity to Dylan that night. It had been something beautiful that she’d held onto
until she had ended up running away.
When her stepfather had begun to abuse her months later, at least he hadn’t been able to take
that part of her innocence.
One memory bled into another.
A tear rolled down her cheek as she remembered how her mother, Mary, had died from a drug
overdose that summer, leaving Belle alone with her stepfather. One form of abuse had ended with
her mother’s death. But a far worse abuse had fol owed when her stepfather had come home drunk
and forced himself on her not long after her mother’s death.
She had taken her mother’s place in her stepfather’s bed whenever he dragged her into his
bedroom. The shame and guilt had changed her forever. She had dropped out of cheerleading and
had been withdrawn with her CoS friends. She had still hung out with them, still dated Dylan, but
she’d had to force herself to participate in conversations and struggled to smile moment by moment.
The emotions crashing down on her were overwhelming. The blare of a horn snapped her back
to the present and she realized she’d started to drift into another lane. Heart thudding, she swerved
back into the correct lane. She braked and pulled off the freeway, into the emergency lane, and
parked on the side of the road.
Her breaths came hard and fast and she realized she was hyperventilating. She pressed the
button for her emergency flashers and put her forehead against the steering wheel as she tried to
slow her breathing.
When she finally regained her composure, she leaned back in her seat to take a few more
moments to make sure she was calm enough to drive. After another five minutes she switched off
the flashers, waited for traffic to clear, and pulled back onto the highway.
The one thing she knew was that going back to Bisbee was the second hardest thing she’d ever
done. The first had been leaving.
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Rain fell from the sky like tears. Dylan slammed his truck door and shoved his hands in the
pockets of his leather jacket. Drops hit his Stetson and rolled off the brim as he headed past five
other vehicles, toward a small group gathered on a ridge in the Mule Mountains.
The clearing on the ridge had been one of the CoS’s favorite places to hang out when they were
in high school and needed some kind of escape.
Dylan couldn’t help the churning in his mind or his gut as he trod over wet earth and past scraggly
bushes and cacti.
Detective Jensen had called Dylan and confirmed his suspicions that the spatter on the
baseboard in Nate’s living room was blood. Not only was it blood, but according to DNA tests it
belonged to Edmund Salcido, a suspected bookkeeper for the Jimenez Cartel. Edmund had been
convicted embezzlement in the past, so they were fortunate to have his DNA in the database.
Dylan’s boot slipped in mud as he closed in on the five figures. Al wore jeans and jackets, a
couple with raincoats. This was not a place or a time for formality. He almost smiled but didn’t when
he thought of how Nate would have laughed if they had dressed formally and in black.
His chest tightened when he let himself acknowledge that one of those standing on the ridge
had to be Belle.
According to Jensen, the BPD had attempted to find Salcido, but individuals who knew the man
hadn’t seen him for days. Finding Salcido’s blood and evidence of his possible disappearance had
changed the game. Because of the man’s ties to the cartel, DHS had taken over the case. DHS
would still work closely with the BPD until potential ties to the cartel were confirmed.
Because of all of the questions in the air, the DHS had arranged to keep Nate’s body. The
autopsy showed nothing beyond Nate dying of asphyxiation; however, the police wouldn’t release
the body until the DHS was positive no foul play had been involved. Dylan’s gut told him that holding
onto Nate’s body had been the right thing to do, even though it meant the funeral itself would be
delayed.
DHS agents were currently tearing apart Nate’s house, combing through it for clues to a
suspected murder. If Dylan’s own suspicions were correct, they’d be looking for proof of two murders
that would suggest Nate had
not
committed suicide. If it weren’t for Nate’s memorial, Dylan would
be at Nate’s house now conducting his own investigation.
Dylan would have bet anything that Nate hadn’t taken his own life. Dylan thought once again of
the strange note Nate had scribbled to him but hadn’t mailed. Maybe he hadn’t had time to mail the
postcard and had stuck it in the book at the last minute to hide it. But why would he need to hide it?
When Dylan reached the group, everyone faced him. Christie was the closest, so his gaze met
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pale skin, her long red hair drenched.
“Hi, Dylan.” Her voice trembled as she went to him and slid her arms around his waist.
He hugged her, then went to each of the remaining friends in the broken circle.
Tom’s expression was sorrowful as he gave Dylan a quick hug. “Good to see you.”
Marta’s throat worked when Dylan moved to her. “I’m sorry it’s for something like this,” she said
before she hugged him.
Leon gave Dylan a quick hug and a slap on the back before releasing him. “We should be getting
together now
with
Nate, not at his damned memorial.”
Dylan stepped back and his gaze final y met Belle’s, and it was like a punch to his gut. She was
older now and had grown into a mature beauty. Her expression was stricken, her wide violet eyes
showing the depth of her grief. She’d pul ed her dark hair away from her face and her pale skin
glistened in the rain. The urge to hold her, to comfort her was strong, but it felt awkward, like he had
no idea what to do.
She held a small bouquet of daisies, which trembled, telling him she was shaking. “Hi, Dylan.”
Her voice was as low and sweet as it had been on the phone, just as he remembered it being when
they were young.
“Hi, Belle.” It was all he could think to say in return as he went to her.
She lowered her hands to her sides, holding the daisy stems in one fist. When he brought her
into his arms and hugged her, she hugged him in return. A knife of pain cut through his heart. Her
scent was so familiar, the feel of her body natural against his. She sobbed close to his ear and he
gave her a tight squeeze before releasing her.
It took a moment before he could tear his gaze from hers. He moved aside to look at the ridge
in front of them. For a long time they were all quiet, the rain pattering on the wet earth and making
plopping sounds when they hit puddles that had formed on the ridge.
“We should each say something.” He turned his gaze on Christie, who was now across from
him.
She cleared her throat. “One of my favorite memories of Nate was the time he stood up for me
in elementary school. Three older boys were bullying me and Nate tore into them. He came out of it
with a bloody nose and a black eye, but none of the other boys were standing.”
“I remember that.” Dylan couldn’t help a little smile. “When we heard what happened, it was one
of the things that sealed the Circle.”
“Nate was always rescuing animals and people.” Belle’s smile was soft as Dylan looked at her.
“He had a good heart.”
“G.I. Joe was a rescue.” Dylan glanced at Leon. “Thanks for giving him a good home.”
“It’s only been a couple of days, but Joe is already becoming part of the family.” Leon sounded