Not My Wolf (5 page)

Maybe he was being too pushy. Corey might not appreciate him breaking in. He laughed. Probably not, but he was going to do it, even if it meant just watching him sleep. One look, then he could go for a run and tire himself out and return to bed.

When Devin made it inside with minimal noise, he surveyed the cabin. Corey’s place was much bigger than his, better furnished as befitting the pack leader. He went stock still when he spotted the fireplace in the living room, a massive landscape over it. The bear carpet on the floor was the very one he’d seen in his dream. Because he’d never been here, he was even surer his dreams were real. Corey was his.

Devin picked his way through the darkness to the master bedroom. The door stood open to his surprise. Peering inside, he spotted a king-size bed, big, bulky furniture, two windows, and a skylight of all things. A covering over the skylight was pulled back to allow the moonlight to shine in. The pale illumination made the room glow like the fenrir’s fur at night. Corey lay in the center of the bed, a single sheet slung across his big frame.

Devin inched closer. His mate was naked. Boxers and a tee lay crumpled on the floor. He must have been dreaming and got hot, Devin thought pleased. “Your body is incredible,” he whispered.

Corey muttered something in his sleep and shifted on the bed.

Devin pulled back the cover to reveal more of Corey’s skin. Unlike his, Corey’s chest was bare of hair, but it was just as hard. Wide shoulders and big chest tapered along his torso down to his waist. He bent and kissed the rippled abs. A shiver of pleasure rolled over him. Devin breathed in deep of his mate’s scent. He’d know it now wherever he was. He’d never forget. He kissed Corey’s stomach again, raining kisses to his navel. Corey moaned, and a tent formed under the sheet. Devin smiled. He remembered from the other night just how big his man was?

Mine.

Devin began kissing Corey’s body more earnestly. He was into it so much, he forgot to be cautious so he wouldn’t wake him. When Corey shoved him, he realized too late. “What the hell do you think you’re doing?” Corey demanded. “And how did you get in here?”

Undaunted, Devin sat on the edge of the bed. “I wanted to see you, darlin’, so I came in.”

“Well I don’t want to see you, so you can’t get the fuck out. And I told you about calling me darlin’.”

Devin did it on purpose. Even if he was gay, he generally only called a woman by the endearment. Truth was, he wanted to bug the man. Worked every time. “Oh, you want to see me. I’d guess you want a lot more than to just see me.” He indicated Corey’s hard-on. His mate jerked the sheets higher to cover his chest.

“I was dreaming.”

“About me?”

“Hell no!”

Impulsively, Devin jumped on top of Corey and pinned his arms above his head. He knew he’d have to use a lot more muscle to keep Corey in place, but right now the shock had kept his mate still. Nothing but the sheet separated their bodies. He could feel Corey’s cock twitch under his, and the feeling set him on fire. All his might went into not grinding against the other man.

“What if I just raped you right now?” he suggested.

Corey swore. “Impossible!”

Devin leaned down and kissed Corey’s neck. The other man shivered and tried jerking away. Devin increased his hold. “Yeah, because if I fucked you right here, right now, it wouldn’t be rape. You’d beg me not to stop.”

Even in the moonlight, Devin picked up on how Corey paled. “I would never do that. I don’t want you. When are you going to get that through your head?”

Devin liked the challenge. He released Corey’s wrists and ran his hands up until they lay flat against Corey’s. He threaded their fingers together and then began a slow pump into Corey’s groin. The friction between their two hard dicks was unbearably good.

Corey’s eyes fluttered closed, and then he widened them comically. “S-Stop.”

“No.” He ran the tip of his tongue along Corey’s neck, finding a thick vein. His pulse raced under Devin’s lips when he kissed the spot at his throat. “I’m taking you tonight. I can’t wait any longer. I know you’re scared. I have to have you.”

“The hell you will! I won’t let you.” Corey swore with each kiss and lick. He arched back so his cock gained space away from Devin’s, but Devin followed his lover deeper into the mattress.

“You belong to me,” Devin told him. “I’m taking what’s mine.”

“I-If you care about me…” Corey struggled for words. “If I’m important, then you would want this to happen right, when I’ve accepted you.”

Devin dropped his head alongside Corey’s on the pillow. He let all of his weight except for a knee come down on his lover. Corey’s teeth were gritted so tight, Devin knew he was doing everything he could not to moan. “You’re trying to convince me with words to let you go, yet you’re the Alpha, aren’t you? Why haven’t you just taken my head off my shoulders? Why don’t you use your own strength to move me?”

Corey jerked his hands free of Devin’s hold and pushed at Devin’s chest. But the force was non-existent.
He likes me on him
, he thought with pleasure. He wanted so much more, but he didn’t want to take responsibility for it.

Devin raised his hips and snatched the sheet away. Now nothing stood between them. They were skin to skin, taking the experience of being close to another level. Devin shifted one leg to the outside of Corey’s and then pressed one of his between his lover’s thighs. He raised Devin’s leg and ground into him.

“Ahh,” Corey cried out. He slammed a fist into the bed. Devin continued his onslaught. He stroked Corey’s thigh, enjoying the hardened muscle under his fingertips. While he caressed his mate, he kissed his jaw, licking his way around to Corey’s chin. One taste of Corey’s mouth was what he wanted. No, not one, an infinite amount. He wanted to crush Corey’s lips beneath his and keep on forever.

Don’t pull away
. He brushed his mate’s lips with his. Corey’s mouth was sealed closed, but he didn’t turn his head. Devin teased them while pumping against Corey’s groin. He gripped Corey’s chin and forced him to look into his eyes. “Give in to me. Give into what your body is calling for.”

“Go fuck yourself,” Corey spat.

“I’d rather fuck you.”

Corey didn’t respond.

Devin hesitated. “You know according to the old ways, I am within my right to force my mate to submit to me.”

Corey’s face suffused with red. “That was for the man to do to the woman when she was scared of the sexual act, and it was only with the Alpha’s approval and under supervision.”

Devin grinned. “Hm, you’re the Alpha. We got that part. And you’re scared shitless. We got that part too.”

“I’m not a woman,” Corey ground out.

“Semantics.”

Corey at last dredged up the strength to push him away, and Devin found himself on the floor. “Get out.”

Devin stood up and moved toward the door. “Are you sure about this? Once I’m gone…” His heart ached. Being so close, he knew Corey felt it too. He’d heard the gasp behind him. When Devin reached the entrance of the cabin, he stopped. Now he was overwhelmed with Corey’s pain, the loneliness that consumed him, the need to be with Devin. He turned to peer in the direction of the bedroom. What he had said about his rights was true, but he didn’t want to force Corey. He wanted him to come willingly.

Corey appeared in the hall and frowned. “I thought I told you to leave.”

“That’s a lot of bravado for someone who is thinking about running into my arms.”

His lover sneered. “You can’t read my mind, so don’t pretend to.”

“I feel your heart.”

Corey stomped toward him. “I said get the hell…”

Their mouths connected. Devin didn’t even expect it or know how it happened. Just all of a sudden Corey
was
in his arms, sealed to him, cock to cock, lips and tongue exploring each other’s mouths. Devin ran his hands up Corey’s back until he reached his short, blond locks. He knotted his fingers there while he devoured Corey’s lips.

He tasted as delicious as Devin had imagined, a million times better than it had been in his dreams. Devin broke the connection and trailed hungry kisses along Corey’s cheek. He lifted the other man up, and to his surprise and delight, Corey wrapped his big legs around Devin’s waist. What made him give in? He didn’t care. Just so long as they consummated their bond.

They stumbled their way back to the bedroom, and Devin dropped Corey on the bed before following his solid body down. He wedged himself between Corey’s legs, feeling his cock jump. Devin lowered himself a little in order to come up as if he thrust inside of Corey. The friction of their cocks coming together drove him out of his head.

He drew back and licked Corey’s chest. He teased the tiny flat nipples and brought his teeth down on the small bud. Corey jerked and moaned. He was stiff, and Devin felt his fear. He leaned up to look into his lover’s eyes. “I know you’re nervous about this, so I’m going to take you. It will be all on me.”

Corey seemed about to deny Devin’s words, but then he closed his mouth. Devin caressed and kissed his way down Corey’s body until he reached his cock. He kissed the tip, tasting salty pre-come.

“Wait, I—” Corey began, but Devin quickly swallowed the rigid length. Corey couldn’t have denied it now if he wanted. Almost nothing compared to a warm wet mouth covering a man’s cock.

While he sucked, Devin looked up at Corey. His mate scratched at the bed, raised his hips, and closed his eyes. He seemed to be trying to resist the pleasure, but he couldn’t get a hold of himself. His moans were music to Devin’s ears as Devin sucked more of him in. He pumped Corey’s cock while concentrating on the head. He swirled the tip of his tongue over the tiny opening and licked up more of Corey’s juices. Corey began to rock against his face, grunting and holding the back of his head.

“No,” his lover muttered. “No, I’m going to come.”

Devin sucked harder. He worked his fist up and down the engorged rod and pulled with his mouth on the head. Corey shouted and spasmed. Come filled Devin’s mouth. He drank down every drop and sucked for more. When Corey was emptied, he sat up. He could have asked if Corey liked it, but the heaving chest gave it away well enough. Corey’d probably lie.

Devin rose from the bed and moved higher. Corey watched him in silence. He searched the Alpha’s dresser top for something to use as lubricant and was relieved to find a tube of lotion. Later, he’d go into town and buy some made for what they were going to do. But first things first.

He set the tube on the bedside table and placed a knee on the mattress right beside Corey’s head. With one hand he braced himself on the headboard, and with the other he took hold of his cock. “Suck me,” he commanded.

Corey raised his hand as if to shove him back, but when he hit Devin’s thigh, he stayed there. His gaze locked on Devin’s shaft. He licked his lips and swallowed. Devin’s anticipation of having his mate’s lips wrapped around his cock was unbelievable. He forced himself to wait. The lust he felt was reflected in Corey’s eyes though he was pretty sure the other man didn’t know it.

“You don’t command me,” Corey growled. “I’m
your
Alpha.”

“Are you?”

Corey’s stare flicked to his face. They went head to head with just a look, and then Corey’s mouth stretched over his swollen tip. Devin hissed. He pushed forward, making Corey take him deeper. Little by little he slid into the man’s throat. He was going to come sooner than he wanted if he didn’t pull out. He gripped the headboard with both hands and rotated his hips, pumping into Corey’s face.

“Mm, yeah. Suck it harder, Corey,” he told him. He was on the cusp before he dropped a hand on Corey’s shoulder to stop him. “Not yet. I don’t want to come until I’m inside you.”

They both knew what that meant. If Devin came inside of Corey, he was his. They were bonded for life. Terror returned to Corey’s being, but it was too late. Devin glanced down at his lover’s cock. He wasn’t going to be able to deny that hard-on.