One Last Night (2 page)

Giorgio gave a snort. 'Not much? Come on, Maya. You want the villa at Bellagio. That has been in my family for seven generations. It is priceless to my family. I suppose that's why you want to take it away from us.'

Maya steeled her resolve. 'The place should have been sold years ago and you know it. We've only been there the once and you acted like a caged lion the whole time. Both of your brothers haven't been there for months and in the whole time we've been married your mother has never once gone there. For most of the year it lies empty, apart from the staff. It's such an obscene waste.'

His eyes moved away from hers, as she knew they would. He absolutely refused to discuss the tragic event that had occurred during his childhood, and every time she had tried to draw him out over his baby sister's death he put up a wall of resistance that was impenetrable. She hated the way he always locked her out. She hated the way it made her feel as if she was not entitled to know how he felt about even the simplest things. But then all he had wanted from her was a cardboard cut-out wife, a showpiece to hang off his arm and do all the things a corporate wife was supposed to do-all the things except unlock the secret pain of his heart.

He turned his back and paced back and forth, his hands clenching and unclenching by his sides.

'My mother might one day feel the need to go back to the villa,' he said. 'But, until she does, the place is not to be sold.'

Maya shifted her tongue inside her cheek, still intent on needling him. 'Are you planning to go there any time soon?' she asked. 'How long's it been, Giorgio? Two or three years, or is it four?'

He turned and faced her, his eyes blazing with something hot and hard and dangerous. 'Don't push it, Maya,' he said. 'You are not getting the villa. Anyway, Luca and Bronte will most probably use it now they are married. It's a perfect place for Ella to spend her childhood holidays.'

Maya felt her insides clench as she thought of the dark-haired, blue-eyed toddler Luca had introduced to his family a few weeks ago. His new wife, Bronte, a fellow Australian, had met Luca two years ago in London, but Luca had broken off the relationship before he had realised Bronte was carrying his child. Their reunion and marriage had been one of the most romantic and poignant events Maya had ever witnessed.

Being around gorgeous little Ella on the day of the wedding had been a torturous reminder of how Maya had failed to produce an heir. She wondered if that was why she had acted so stupidly and recklessly once the reception had ended. She had been so emotionally overwrought, so desperately lonely and sad at the breakdown of her own marriage that she had weakened when Giorgio had suggested a nightcap.

Going back to his room at the Sabbatini hotel in Milan where the reception was held had been her first mistake. Her second had been to let him kiss her. And her third…well, she was deeply ashamed of falling into his arms like that. She had acted like a slut and he had walked away from her when it was over as if he had paid for her services like a street worker.

'I want the villa, Giorgio,' she said, holding his diamond-hard gaze. 'I surely deserve some compensation. I could ask for a whole lot more and you know it.'

His jaw moved forward in an uncompromising manner, his eyes now darker than ink. 'I wouldn't want you to get the wrong idea here, Maya. I want this divorce just as much as you do. But the villa is not negotiable. I am not going to budge on this.'

His intransigence fuelled Maya's defiance, so too did his all too ready acceptance of the divorce.

Surely, if he had ever felt anything for her, wouldn't he have fought to keep her by his side no matter what? The only reason he was dragging the chain a bit was over the settlement.

Her bitterness was like a hot flood inside her, scorching its way through her veins. 'You bastard,'

she threw at him. 'You're rich beyond belief and you won't give me the only thing I want.'

'Why do you want it?' he asked. 'You're moving to London within days. What use would you have for a thirty-room villa?'

'I want to develop it,' she said with a combative toss of her head. 'It would make a fabulous hotel and health spa. It would provide a supplementary income to my teaching. It would be an investment, a great investment in fact.'

His eyes flashed like lightning. 'Are you deliberately goading me?' he asked. ' Dio, Maya, I've already warned you not to push me too far.'

'Why?' she tossed back at him. 'Are you worried you might show some human feelings for once?

Some anger, some passion, or maybe even some vulnerability for a change?'

The air pulsed with a current of energy that made the skin on the back of Maya's neck start to tingle. His eyes were so black she could not tell where his pupils ended and his irises began. He had stopped clenching his hands as soon as he saw her eyes flick to them but she could sense the tension in him all the same. His face was carved from stone, his lips flat and tight. She wondered if he was going to close the distance between their bodies and take her in his arms the way he had done the night of his brother's wedding. They had argued just like this and then suddenly, instead of shouting at each other, they were locked in a passionate embrace. Her body quivered at the memory and when she met Giorgio's eyes she could almost swear he was recalling exactly the same shamelessly erotic moment when his mouth had crashed down on hers.

'Is that what you want, Maya?' he asked in a low and deep and silky tone as his hand snaked out and captured one of hers. 'You want me to lose control and take you just like the last time?'

Maya's body flared with heat, her wrist burning like a ring of fire where his fingers curled around it like a handcuff. 'You wouldn't dare,' she bit out.

He pulled her up against him, his body hot and hard and unmistakably male against her soft femininity. 'I dared before,' he reminded her. 'And you enjoyed every second of it.'

Shame flooded her cheeks but she put up her chin haughtily all the same. 'I'd had too much champagne to drink.'

His mouth turned up derisively. 'Is that the only way you can absolve yourself for sleeping with me again?' he asked. 'Come on, Maya, you were begging for it even before you had your first sip of champagne. I saw it in your eyes the moment you stepped into the church and looked at me.'

Maya remembered the moment all too well. That first glimpse of him standing there beside his brother after not seeing him for months had knocked her sideways. She had pointedly avoided him as much as possible prior to the wedding. The arrangement over Gonzo being picked up and dropped off by a neutral party had been at her insistence because she didn't trust herself in his company. Going into the church that day and seeing Giorgio, she had felt as if she were seeing him for the first time. All the bitterness and ill feeling had somehow vaporised, all she could see was a tall, commanding and handsome man with impossibly dark brown eyes which at that moment had been centred right on her. The message in his eyes had been as scorching as his touch was right now. 'Your imagination is getting as big as your ego,' she said. 'You think any woman who looks at you wants you.'

She pulled out of his hold and stepped away from him, tossing over her shoulder, 'You should probably take Gonzo with you now. His lead is hanging on the hall stand.'

'I am not going anywhere, Maya,' Giorgio said through gritted teeth.

Maya turned, trying to ignore the flutter of unease that passed through her belly at the dark glittering heat of his gaze as it meshed with hers. 'Giorgio…' She ran her tongue over her lips to moisten their sudden dryness. 'We've said all that needs to be said. The rest is in the hands of our lawyers.'

There was another beat or two of heavily charged silence.

'I didn't come here to discuss the divorce,' Giorgio said.

Maya ran her tongue over her parched lips, her stomach freefalling. 'You…you didn't?'

His eyes were unwavering on hers. 'I came here to issue you an invitation.'

She blinked at him in alarm. 'An…an invitation? What sort of invitation? I hope you don't mean what I think you mean because I will not for a moment agree to such an outrageous, insulting and indecent proposal.'

His sensually full lips went into a flat line again. 'Not that sort of invitation, not that it isn't a tempting thought, given what happened the last time.'

'It's over, Giorgio,' she said, reminding herself as well as him. 'We are over.'

He held her look for two beats before he spoke. 'I know it's over, Maya. It's what we both want.

It's what we both need to move on with our lives.'

Maya nodded because she didn't trust her voice to work right then. Of course it was over. It was what she wanted. She was the one who had done the legwork to get the divorce process going.

What sort of hypocrite was she to have second thoughts now? Even though those two blue lines on that dipstick were lying in that drawer upstairs didn't mean they would appear on a subsequent test. It could all be a mistake. She might have imagined the whole thing. She would need to do another test and another, just to make sure.

Giorgio pushed his hand back through his hair again, taking it off his forehead where it had tipped forward as he moved to the other side of the room. Maya noticed then how tired he looked about the eyes. Too much partying, she supposed. She could just imagine him enjoying the night life after years of being tied down in a going nowhere marriage. He had been like that before they had married and that, no doubt, would be his fallback position.

'My grandfather's ninetieth birthday party is next weekend,' Giorgio said, facing her again. 'He wants you to be there.'

Maya tightened her mouth. 'Why then didn't he call and invite me, instead of sending you? Or why not send an invitation through the post? What's going on?'

'You know what he's like,' he said. 'He's a stubborn old fool who thinks we are throwing away a perfectly good marriage. He wanted me to ask you in person. He apparently thinks I still hold some sort of sway with you.' He gave her a wry look. 'I told you he was an old fool.'

Maya spun on her heel to pace the floor. 'I am notattending any more Sabbatini family functions,'

she stated firmly. 'No way. Not after the last time.'

Giorgio held up his hands. 'I promise not to touch, OK?'

She stopped mid-pace to glower at him. 'I don't hold much faith in your promises. You were barely in the door a moment ago when you put your hands on me as if you owned me.'

He gave her a crooked half smile that never failed to twist her insides. 'Put it down to force of habit or muscle memory or whatever.'

She screwed up her face in scorn. 'Muscle memory? What sort of ridiculous excuse is that? We're about to be divorced, remember? You have no right to touch me now.'

His fleeting smile disappeared and a frown pulled at his brow. 'Look, Maya, you will make an old man very happy if you agree to come. Divorce or not, he still considers you a member of the family. He will be devastated if you don't turn up.'

Maya chewed at her lip, torn between wanting to pay her respects to the only grandfather/father figure she had ever known and her reluctance to spend any further time with the one man she suspected she was not going to be able to resist if she was in too close contact with him. 'If I go it will be because he asked me, not you,' she said.

He jangled his keys in his pocket as if impatient to leave. Mission accomplished, Maya thought.

He'd got what he wanted and now he was off to enjoy his freedom. She watched as he moved to the front door of her small rented villa, the words to call him back stuck like a handful of thumbtacks in her throat.

It's over.

It's what we both want.

It's over.

The words went over and over in her head like a music system stuck on replay.

'I'll pick up Gonzo the day before you leave for London,' he said as he opened the door.

'Right. Fine. OK,' Maya said, cupping her elbows to stop herself from fidgeting.

He gave her one last look, his eyes dark and unfathomable as they ran over her. 'Champagne or not, it was a great night, cara, wasn't it? Good note to end our relationship on.'

Maya swiftly turned her back on him, her eyes burning with unshed tears. 'Please leave…' she said, surprised her voice had come out at all, much less without cracking.

After what seemed an age, the door finally closed with a click that felt as if it had snapped her heart in two.

THE party for Salvatore Sabbatini was in full swing when Maya arrived the following Saturday.

She had almost changed her mind about coming but knew if she didn't turn up by a certain time Giorgio would come to her place and collect her.

Right now she wanted as much distance as possible between them. Her secret was still safe and she wanted to keep it that way for as long as possible. She had conducted three more tests and they had all produced the same positive result. It was terrifyingly exciting to think she was carrying a child. Six weeks was too early to be confident it would carry to full term, but every miscarriage she'd had in the past had occurred well before the eight week mark.

'Signora Sabbatini,' one of the uniformed waiters greeted her with a tray of drinks balanced on one arm, 'would you like some champagne?'

Maya offered him a tight smile. 'Orange juice will be fine, thank you.'

Once she had taken her frosted glass, she moved through to the reception room, where a glamorous array of people were milling about to greet the guest of honour. There were Hollywood stars and high finance people, a couple of members of European royalty as well as family and close friends of Salvatore. Everyone was dressed in designer clothes and several of the women were dripping in priceless jewels.

Maya had dressed carefully for the occasion. She could play the part of haute couture-clad wife and had done so for five years. The dress she had chosen was a fuchsia pink, highlighting the natural blondness of her hair and her sun-kissed colouring from a brief holiday she had taken recently. Her heels were high, but still not high enough to bring her shoulder to shoulder to Giorgio when he appeared out of nowhere and put his hand to the small of her back.

She gave a little start and almost spilt her drink. 'What do you think you're doing sneaking up on me like that?' she said, sending him an irritated look.

'You look exquisite this evening, Maya,' he said as if she hadn't spoken. He leaned in closer and drew in a deep breath close to her neck. 'Mmm, you're wearing that new perfume again, are you not? It suits you.'

Maya scowled as she reared away from him. 'Go and mingle with your friends. Everyone will start talking if we're seen together. I don't want another press fest to deal with.'

He smiled a sinful smile, his dark eyes glinting at her. 'Let them talk. I can spend time with my soon-to-be ex-wife, can't I? Besides, we have business to discuss.'

Maya pressed her lips together. 'I haven't changed my mind about the villa. I sent the papers back to your lawyer. I am not going to let you pay me off with a lump sum. I told you what I want.'

'I know,' he said, scooping a glass of champagne off the tray of the passing waiter. He took a generous sip before he added, 'but here's the thing: I want it too.'

She looked up at him warily. 'We can't both have it, though, can we?'

His eyes locked on hers, hot and hard as steel. 'I have given it some thought. For the next twelve months I would like the villa to remain a private residence. No developments, no changes.'

She frowned. 'And after that?'

He took another sip of his champagne, his throat moving up and down slowly as he swallowed it, deliberately delaying his response, making her wait, making her feel unimportant, insignificant.

'After that, if you still want it you can buy it from my family,' he said.

Maya rolled her eyes. 'Oh, for pity's sake.'

'What's the matter, Maya?' he asked. 'I'm paying you a fortune in settlement. You'll have enough cash to buy ten villas.'

She stalked away from him. 'I don't want your stupid money.'

In an effort to move away from the interested glances aimed at her, Maya slipped out to a balcony accessed by French windows. She hadn't expected Giorgio to follow her out there but, before she could shut the doors behind her, he had stepped through them.

'Why are you being so difficult over this?' he asked, leaning back against the closed doors.

'I am being difficult?' she asked with an incredulous look. 'You're the one who keeps sending legal documents the thickness of two phone books to me to sign.'

His forehead creased in a brooding frown. 'I have shareholders and investors to protect. Don't take it personally. It's just business.'

Maya put her glass of juice down on a pot stand before she dropped it. 'Oh, yes, it's always business with you. Our marriage was nothing more than a business arrangement. The only trouble was I didn't deliver the goods as promised.'

'What do you mean by that?' His voice was hard and sharp, like a flung dagger.

She dropped her gaze and let out a scratchy sigh. 'You know what I mean, Giorgio.'

A lengthy silence passed.

'I wanted it to work, Maya,' he said quietly. 'I really did, but we were both making each other miserable in the end.'

She looked up at him with a pained expression. 'You don't get it, do you?'

'What's to get?' he asked, his voice rising in frustration. 'We were married for five years, Maya. I know it wasn't easy for you. It wasn't easy for me, watching you…' He didn't finish the sentence but, moving away from the doors, lifted his glass and drained the contents.

Maya looked at his stiff spine, feeling the emotional lockout she always felt when they argued.

He refused to talk about the losses they had experienced. She'd always had the feeling he had dismissed each miscarriage as nature's way of saying something was not right. She, on the other hand, had wanted to talk about each of the babies she had named as soon as they were conceived.

She had wanted to talk about their stolen futures, the dreams and hopes she had had for each of them. To her, they were not a collection of damaged cells that nature had decided were best sloughed away. They had been her precious babies, each and every one of them.

Giorgio hated failure. He was a ruthlessly committed businessman who refused to tolerate defeat in any shape or form. Success drove him, as it had driven his grandfather and his late father to build the heritage that stood unrivalled in the world of luxury hotels. Giorgio had no time for life's annoying little hiccups. He wanted results and went about achieving them mercilessly if he had to. That was how Maya had ended up his wife. His father had just been injured in a terrible head-on collision and was lying in a semi-coma in hospital, not expected to live past a few weeks.

Giorgio had decided Maya would be an ideal candidate for a wife: educated, poised, young and healthy and in the prime of her reproductive life. How wrong he had been to choose her of all people, she thought bitterly. He could have done so much better, a fact some members of his family had hinted at over the last year or so. They were subtle about it, of course: an occasional comment over dinner about someone's newborn child or how one of Giorgio's school friends was now a father of twins. Each comment had been a stake through Maya's heart, worsening her sense of failure, shattering her self-confidence, destroying her hope of one day being a mother.

She had failed as a Sabbatini wife. She had let the dynasty down and, until she got out of Giorgio's life, his family would continue to look upon her with pity and disappointment.

Giorgio put his glass down on the wrought iron table before he faced her. 'My grandfather is dying,' he said in a low, serious tone. 'He told me this morning. He has less than a month or two at most to live. No one else in the family knows.'

Maya felt her heart drop like a ship's anchor inside her chest. 'Oh, no…'

His throat rose and fell over a tight swallow. 'That's why he wanted all the family here tonight.

He wanted tonight to be a happy celebration. He didn't want anyone's pity. He will make the announcement to family and friends in the next week or two.'

Maya could understand Salvatore's motivation in keeping tonight focused on his birthday instead of his impending demise. Pride was something she had come to recognise as a particular Sabbatini trait. Giorgio had it in buckets and barrels and spades. 'Thank you for telling me,' she said softly, not quite understanding why he had. Why hadn't he told Luca and Nic, his two brothers, for instance?

His eyes were still meshed with hers. 'I want you to think about postponing your trip to London,'

he said. 'Call the school and tell them you can't make the interview. Tell them you need to take compassionate leave.'

She stared at him, open-mouthed. 'I can't take leave before I've even got the job. They will give it to someone else.'

He lifted a shoulder. 'If they do, then you weren't meant to have it. If they think you are the best one for the position they will wait until you are available.'

Maya frowned at him furiously. 'Of course they won't keep the job open for me. I'm the least experienced of the candidates. I haven't stood in front of a classroom since I was at university on teaching practice. I won't stand a chance if I don't turn up for the interview.'

'You don't need the job right at this moment, Maya,' he said. 'I have agreed on an incredibly generous allowance. If you want to work, then I am sure other jobs will come along in time.'

Maya threw him a castigating look. 'Why do you have to be so damned philosophical about everything?'

He returned her frown with a challenging arc of one brow. 'Why do you have to be so irrational and emotional?'

Maya turned away and looked out over the wintry gardens, her hands gripping the balustrade so tightly her knuckles ached. 'Is this really about your grandfather's health or an attempt to make me change my mind about the divorce?'

He didn't respond for so long she wondered if he had left her there, listening to the soft patter of the February raindrops.

'You can have your divorce, but not right now,' he said at last. 'I want my grandfather to die in peace, believing we have patched things up.'

Maya felt her heart slip like a stiletto on a slate of ice. She spun around and faced him again, her eyes wide with panic. 'You're asking me to come back and live with you as your wife?'

He held her look with enviable equanimity. 'For a month or two, that is all,' he said. 'It will make the end a lot easier for my grandfather. Our separation has upset him greatly. I had not realised how much until now.'

Maya resented the implication behind his words. 'So you're blaming me for his terminal illness, are you?'

His dark eyes rolled upwards in that arrogant way of his which seemed to say she was being childish and petty while he was mature and sensible. 'You are putting words into my mouth, Maya,' he said. 'My grandfather is ninety years old. It is not unexpected that he would be suffering from some sort of illness at his age. The fact that it is terminal is sad but not entirely unexpected. He has smoked rather heavily during his lifetime. He is lucky he has had as many years as he has. My father was not so blessed.'

She glared at him regardless. 'No doubt you think I have jinxed things for Salvatore or something. I announce I want a divorce and a few weeks later he is dying. I can see a pattern, even if you can't.'

A muscle twitched in the lower quadrant of his jaw. 'My father dying just a few days after we married was not your fault. It was no one's fault. It was just a tragic accident. You know that.'

'I wasn't talking about your father's death.'

His muscle moved again. 'Miscarriages are another fact of life, just like old age, Maya,' he said, barely moving his lips to speak. 'They are far more common than you think.'

Maya felt hot colour crawling beneath her skin and turned away again in case he noticed. 'If we resume living together it will only complicate and ultimately prolong our divorce,' she said after a slight pause. 'Everyone's hopes will be raised and then dashed again once we…go ahead with it in the end…'

'I realise that is something we will have to deal with,' he said. 'But, for the time being, I believe this is the best course of action.'

Maya faced him again with a lip curl of scorn. 'Why? Because it's going to give you more time to work out a way to keep your assets safe?'

He stared her down. 'You never used to be so cynical.'

She lifted her chin. 'I grew up, Giorgio. Life's repeated punches have a habit of doing that.'

He moved away to look out over the immaculate gardens as she had done moments earlier. His hands too, she noticed, were white-knuckled as he gripped not the balustrade as she had done, but the back of the wrought iron chair of the outdoor setting at least a metre away from the edge.

Maya knew his fear of heights disgusted him, even though he had suffered from it since childhood. She had only found out about it by accident. He would never have told her, which said rather a lot about their relationship, she thought. He saw his fear as a weakness he had to conquer. Countless times, she had seen him fight with himself to overcome his primal reaction.

His doggedness had at times both impressed her and frustrated her in equal measure. She had so often wanted to help him but he would push her away as if she had come too close, as if she would be the one to push him over the edge of the dark abyss he dreaded so much.

'I want my grandfather to die a peaceful death,' Giorgio said after a long taut silence. 'I will do anything to achieve it.'

Maya mentally ticked the box marked 'ruthless'. Giorgio would think nothing of doing whatever it took to get what he wanted, including resuming a relationship with a wife he had never loved and didn't really want now she had failed to live up to expectations, to use a particularly relevant word. He would no doubt live the lie, playing pretend while he got on with his affair with his gorgeous lingerie model.