Authors: Piper Vaughn
another picture as Alice brought a fistful of white
cake and strawberry mousse filling up to her mouth
and shoved almost all of it inside.
“Alice! No, sweetie, that’s too much!”
I grinned as Rue rushed over to her, but Alice
was already going for her next mouthful. “It’s a
good thing we made a second cake,” I said. That
one was waiting in the fridge for Erik, Rue, and me
to enjoy later. We’d just finished an early dinner of
black bean veggie burgers, pasta salad, and grilled
asparagus before singing “Happy Birthday” to
Alice and letting her at her individual cake. After
she opened her presents, it would be time to clean
up, and then… then I’d be seeing Asher.
It had been just under two weeks since I’d
spent the night at his place. We hadn’t done much
more than kiss. Some tickling, a little bit of
wrestling and touching—and, okay,
maybe
some
grinding—but mainly we kissed, long and deep
and slow, for what felt like hours. Same with the
other two nights I’d spent there. Eventually the
kisses would slow even further, dampening from a
blaze to a smolder, languid and dreamy, until
finally I fell asleep in his arms. And that was
exactly where I’d wake the next morning, wrapped
up and protected.
It was wonderful.
The memories made me shiver and sigh
softly. A sharp look from Rue told me he’d caught
that sigh and would be asking about it later, but for
the moment, we all went back to paying attention to
Alice. It was her day, after all. One year. God, I
couldn’t believe how drastically our lives had
changed in that time. It was kind of crazy, but
thinking back, I couldn’t say I would have changed
a thing.
“SO,” RUE said when we were alone in the
kitchen packing leftovers and washing the
remaining dishes. “How are things going with you
and… Asher? That’s the good twin, right?”
I snorted and placed the tray I’d just dried on
the counter. “Yes. Asher. And they’ve been great.”
Better than. We saw each other nearly every day,
even if it was just for an hour or two, and the
feelings between us kept growing, getting deeper,
more powerful. “There’s only one thing that’s been
kinda bugging me, though.”
Rue handed me another plate to dry and
started washing the next one. “What’s that?”
“Well, it’s only been like two weeks, and
maybe it’s just a coincidence, but… I haven’t seen
him at The Banana Leaf since we got together. I
mean, I’d run into him there a couple of times
before, and now that we’re dating, I figured he
might stop in more often, you know, or suggest we
meet there for lunch, but he hasn’t.”
Rue shrugged lightly. “So? He’s been
working, right? It might not be convenient for him.”
I considered that for a moment. Asher hadn’t
told me the locations of the shoots he’d been
working on, but it was entirely possible they
weren’t anywhere near our little section of WeHo.
If that was the case, of course he wouldn’t be
stopping at The Banana Leaf.
“That’s true,” I said. “It makes sense.
Maybe….” I sighed softly. “Maybe I’m just being
paranoid because of what Lane told me. I’d seen
Asher there with girls a couple of times, and I…
well, I was wondering if it might be intentional.
Like, maybe he was avoiding the place on purpose
or something.” Rue shot me an incredulous look,
and I felt my cheeks heat. “Okay, yeah, I know how
that sounds, but—”
“Wait a second,” Rue interrupted, in such a
reasonable tone, my cheeks got even hotter. “From
what you’ve said about him, he seems like a good
guy. Or at the very least not a total douche like his
brother. Do you think… well, do you think you
might be projecting a little? Who knows if what
that Lane guy heard is true? I mean, have you asked
Asher who those girls were?”
“No.” I shook my head. “I guess… maybe I
should. Michelle said something similar when we
talked about it, something about how maybe people
had been mixing Ash and Archer up like I did. But
the girls I saw Ash with—that was before we got
together. I figured it wasn’t any of my business.”
“Well, if it’ll make you feel better, ask him.”
Rue switched off the water and reached for the
towel I was holding to dry his hands. “But I think
you might be worrying for nothing.” He folded the
towel and set it next to the sink, then turned to face
me, his green eyes serious. “Don’t get me wrong,
Dust. I know with your history, you might be
nursing some serious trust issues when it comes to
guys. But your relationship with Asher? It’s a
clean slate. A brand new page. Leave the past—
and your exes—out of it.”
“You’re right, Underoo.” I pulled him into a
quick hug. “Sorry. I sound ridiculous, don’t I? It’s
not that I don’t trust him. I… I just—”
“I know.” Rue ran a hand down my back and
squeezed me a little. “I get it, Dust. But if he hasn’t
given you a reason to be suspicious, then don’t be,
okay? Based on what you’ve told me, he seems
really into you. I doubt there’s anything shady
going on.”
I nodded and leaned against him for a long
moment. “Yeah.”
“And I know he had to work today, but I’d
like to meet him soon. I want to see the guy
responsible for that goofball grin you’ve been
walking around with lately.”
I laughed at that. “Soon. I promise.”
LATER that night I was pacing near the front door,
waiting for Asher. He hadn’t been able to attend
Alice’s little birthday celebration because of an
all-day shoot, but we’d made plans to catch a late
movie and maybe revisit the ’50s-era diner where
we’d shared our first meal together.
Alice was already in bed for the night,
exhausted after hours of playing with her new toys
and toddling around the house (she’d just started
walking a few weeks before). Rue and Erik had
vanished into their room, where, judging by the
thud and moan I’d just heard, they were having a
bit of fun. Lucky for them—or maybe all of us,
considering I might have Asher over sometime in
the near future—Alice was a heavy sleeper. I, on
the other hand, usually had to bury my head under
my pillow to avoid hearing them.
It had bothered me before, but since the night
I’d spent with Asher, I’d felt oddly at peace with
the whole thing. Erik and Rue were right together,
and I had a hunch that Ash and I were too. His
presence in my life had taken away the loneliness,
and with it any lingering hurt I’d been feeling about
Rue and Erik. We were still new—very,
very
new
—but being with him was so different than
anything I’d known before.
I couldn’t say it was love because, God, it
was way too soon for that. But the potential was
there. I knew if things kept going as they were, it
probably wouldn’t be long. And, strangely enough,
that didn’t scare me. In fact, I could say with all
honesty that I was looking forward to it.
My cell phone buzzed in my pocket,
announcing Asher’s arrival. I did a quick check in
the mirror next to the door—hair soft and
unspiked, makeup light with just a bit of mascara
and some clear lip gloss. I was good to go.
The moment I settled into the passenger seat,
Asher’s fingers were in my hair, pulling my face to
his for a slow kiss. “Hi,” he whispered against my
mouth.
All I could do was moan in response, tracing
the seam of his lips and urging them to part for me.
He let me in, and our tongues tangled, slick and hot
and oh-so-good.
I wanted him. So badly. More than anything.
For a second I considered telling him as much,
suggesting we skip the movie and go back to his
place instead. I’d let my insecurity get the better of
me earlier, and with no good reason. We’d already
said it would be just us, me and him, while we
tested the foundation of this new and fragile thing
we were building. I couldn’t let my unfounded
paranoia get in the way of that.
But… as much as I did want him, we’d been
taking things slow so far, and maybe that was for
the best. I allowed myself a couple more minutes
of kisses, the fingers of one hand buried in the soft
hair at his nape, the other sneaking beneath the hem
of his T-shirt to skim across silky skin at the small
of his back. He felt so warm, smelled so good, like
the wind and maybe the tiniest hint of something
tropical. Sunscreen, I thought. He’d said he would
be shooting outside for most of the day, so that
made sense. Whatever it was, I liked it.
Finally, I broke the kiss and buried my face
against his neck, taking a moment to get my
breathing under control. “Love how you kiss me,” I
said, dipping my fingers just below the waistband
of his jeans.
“Me too.” His voice shook a little, his lips
brushing my temple as he spoke. “God, Dusty,
you….”
Asher didn’t finish the thought, but that was
okay. He didn’t have to. I knew exactly what he
meant.
His hands smoothed down my back. “Should
we go?”
I nodded and started to pull away so I could
get situated and buckle my seatbelt.
Asher stopped me before I could get too far,
his fingers cupping my nape. “Another kiss first?”
he asked.
I was smiling when his lips met mine. We
made it to the movie ten minutes late.
Asher
I WAS pretty sure I was falling in love with Dusty.
Yeah, it hadn’t been very long, and we were just
supposed to be feeling things out, but every time he
smiled I swear to God my heart stopped. I was on
my way to see him for our… tenth date? I didn’t
even know anymore. Needless to say, it wasn’t
enough. Every time I saw him I just wanted more
and more.
My palms started to sweat as I pulled up to
the curb in front of his house. It wasn’t Dusty. He
still gave me the best, most fluttery butterflies, but
the sweaty palms, that was because I was at his
house to meet his family—his best friend Rue,
Rue’s partner, and their daughter. Dusty had made
it very clear that they were the most important
people in his life. I didn’t know what I’d do if they
didn’t like me.
Dusty opened the door to the house before I
even managed to talk myself into chilling out and
going inside. He came bounding down the
sidewalk like everything was super relaxed and I
wasn’t about to face the Spanish Inquisition, and
leaned into my open car window.
“Hey, gorgeous. What are you doing still
sitting out here?” He brushed a kiss across my
cheek and reached in to pop open the door. He was
wearing these drawstring khaki pants that looked
like they were barely perched on his narrow hips,
flip-flops, and a black tank top that hugged every
inch of his lean torso. For a moment, lust overrode
my nerves, but a black-haired head peeking out the
window brought them galloping back.
“I’m kind of nervous,” I admitted. “I don’t
want them to hate me.”
Dusty held out his hand, and I took it. Just that
little contact made me feel better. “Don’t be
scared. It’s just Rue and Erik. They’re nice. Just
curious.”
“And protective.” Dusty had told me about
Gary and how Rue and Erik came to his rescue.
Dusty rolled his eyes. “Yeah, but you’re a
good guy, and hot, and Rue will probably flirt with
you even though he means nothing by it. Erik will
stammer and not talk much at first, but then he’ll
warm up to you and everything will be fine. I
promise.”
“Kiss first?” I wasn’t going to stick my tongue
down his throat in front of his family, but I needed
something to tide me over.
“You don’t even have to ask.” Dusty wound
his slender arms around my neck and planted a
long, deep kiss on my lips. I was out of breath by
the time we parted, but far more relaxed. “C’mon.
They’re probably wondering what the hell we’re