Only in Her Dreams (34 page)

Then she heard him call out, “If you want your panties back, they’re probably still hanging on the doorknob.”

Eden slipped on her skirt and bra and began checking all the doors, first upstairs and then downstairs, passing through room after room of contemporary, elegant opulence mixed with sloppy, careless bachelor. She ran through everything she remembered about last night.
Home from office hours. Last day of school. Mac and cheese for dinner. With little sausages— Oh, God, don’t think about sausage!
She found one shoe in the foyer and kept searching for her other shoe and her undies.

Watched a rerun of Bones because nothing else was on.
The black granite countertops in the kitchen were layered with Styrofoam take-out containers and half-filled glasses except for one side of the island.
Put on pajamas. Not clothes, pajamas. My light blue ones.
Broken dishes and utensils littered the floor next to the island, covering her other shoe as if it had fallen off right before everything on the counter was swept off in a hurry.

Could this get any worse?

 She flipped around and hurried back into the living room. Her shirt was lying over the back of a leather couch.
Brushed teeth. Washed face. Then sleep. Sleep! Where is my stupid underwear?
She gave up looking and headed for the front door.
No club. No alcohol. No man. Definitely no man.

She left the sheet at the base of the stairs and stepped out into the light of a new day.
Oh my God, what’s wrong with me?
Her underwear was right where he said it’d be—she just hadn’t expected it to be hanging from the knob on the
outside
of the door.

§ § §

After he heard the front door slam, Mitch pounded his head into the pillow.
Damn it. Damn it. Damn it.
He’d thought—

Argh
! No, no thoughts were involved at all. He’d
felt
. Damn it, he’d felt more last night than he’d ever—

Argh
! Besides the sex—which was incredible—he’d felt connected to someone. Someone who seemed to
know
him in some bullshitty cosmic sort-of-way. Someone who wouldn’t judge him, but just
be
with him.

The booze had built up the fantasy in his mind. The perfect woman—soft everywhere a woman should be and tight everywhere else, uninhibited, knows what she wants and where she wants it. Funny when she spoke—which wasn’t often—different from anyone he’d ever met. Thick, long hair he’d thought was red, but turned out to be a rich, dark brown. Either way, it was beautiful. Full lips, mind-blowing body.

Yeah, right. The perfect woman.
He was a heck of a judge of that. Turns out, she was even more fucked up than he was. If that was possible. Which it wasn’t. Hell, maybe they deserved each other. Of course she was crazy—there was no way the same woman could be his perfect lover and be sane, too.

He shouldn’t have gone out last night. He kept his liquor cabinet well-stocked. People in mourning over a family member should not get soused around other people. Or pick up strange, gorgeous women and have wild, hot, most-definitely consensual sex all night with them. Especially people like him. Not that there was anyone like him. Bad idea all around. But those few hours had given him a reprieve from himself, from who he was,
what
he was. And that was good. Very good.

He’d even been
nice
to her. Holy shit, when was the last time that had happened? Nah, it was a good thing she was nuts. Certainly safer . . . for everyone.

He got up, showered, dressed and headed out, stopping only briefly to stare at every place they’d been—walls, doorways, stairs. Why’d she have to ruin it with a lame excuse like she was sleepwalking? Fuck, the least she could have done was come up with a better lie.
Sleepwalking, my ass.

He hit the office at 9:15. Not too late. Jolie was already sitting at her desk, typing something. Her coffee-brown hair was wrapped into a bun that bounced slightly when she looked up at him. She raised an eyebrow, looked at her Gucci watch and went back to work. She had a knack for looking busy whether he’d given her anything to do or not. Maybe she really
was
working, he had no idea. He was just glad to have her running his life, since, obviously, he was doing a shit-poor job of it. Maybe he should have her vet any future women he planned on taking to bed. Get rid of the psychos before they had a chance to mess with his head.

“Good morning, Mitchell.”

“Do I look old to you?”

“What?”

“Old. Do I look like an old man?” He watched her expression change as she struggled to figure out what the hell he was talking about. “Is thirty the new sixty or something? What? You follow that kind of shit.”
Damn it, thirty-one isn’t old.
“Never mind. What’s doing today?”

Jolie gave him one last look of “what the—” and then pulled out the day planner that held
her
brain and
his
life. She read off a short list of clients who had appointments today and what she’d arranged in terms of his travel itinerary for his upcoming speaking engagements.

“They want to change the date for your speech to the MemCo execs. I told them it was impossible.”

“Why?” He picked up the cup of coffee she brought him every morning and sat down on the edge of her desk.

“The new date is the third.”

“Oh. Yeah, that would not be good. Well, if that’s when they want to do it, they can find someone else.”

“They wanted
you
. They’ve already given your book out to all the V.P.s in preparation for your talk.”

“Golly, it’s too bad I can’t be there. I guess they’ll actually have to read it now, won’t they?”

She tilted her head in annoyance. “Mitchell, I
get
that part of the reason you are so successful is because, for some reason, your clients respect the fact that you don’t give a damn about them, but there’s a limit.”

“Is there? It seems to be working really well so far.”

“Shockingly, you’re right. But, yes, there is a limit.”

He shook his head. “No limits, Jolie. There are no limits in business. Or life. You should read my book.”

She sighed and looked down to the planner. “MemCo is trying to reschedule the meeting—”

“See? It works.”

“They are
trying
. But aren’t happy about it. Something about wherever else you need to be cannot possibly be more important than they are.”

“Well, I’d like to see their faces if I actually
did
show up on the third. Then we’d see how unhappy they can be.” Or how terrified. Or, possibly, how dead. He stood up and walked into his office.

Jolie followed him in. “Mitchell, the police called.”

His steps faltered. He rubbed his jaw. It was like a bear trap he needed leverage to open. “What did they want?”

“They put a new detective on the case. He wants to ask you about her again.”

He forced himself to quell the hiccupping of his breath. But the images of Shelly’s body—broken and bloodied, leaning against his back door casually as if she’d just sat down to wait for someone—for him—came flooding into his mind. He couldn’t make it to his desk. He sat down hard on the long, white couch against the wall and waited for his guilt to go away. Until the next time it appeared. Like in about ten minutes from now.

“Okay,” he said.

Jolie sat next to him, so close her knee hit his. She took his hand and squeezed it between hers. “Mitchell, they believed me. You’re not a suspect any more. The new guy probably just wants to start from scratch, or to ask about anyone who might have wanted to hurt her, since they’ve run out of leads. It’ll be okay.”

He pulled his hand out of her grasp and stood. He owed her. Big. But he would never understand why she’d done what she did. She’d put herself on the line with her lie and sometimes he wished she hadn’t said anything at all.

Every day part of him considered going down to the police station and turning himself in. Too bad there were those other parts of him—one that knew she’d be brought up on charges too, just for providing an alibi for a guilty man. Another that feared the carnage he would create if put in a prison cell with other men, before spending the rest of his life in a lab somewhere, being poked and tested.

And then there was the side that, even knowing the evil inside him, still couldn’t believe he’d killed her. What kind of a man would kill his own sister? Whether he’d been something else at the time or not.

AFFINITY - Bird in a Gilded Cage

By

Mary Merrell

Coming Soon!

October 2012

Talon is used to the crows following him around. He just hopes no one else notices. Then he meets Iris who claims she knows what he is. She talks with snakes, and she's convinced Talon can communicate with his crows. She calls their ability an Affinity, and believes it's a gift from God. Iris wants to use their gift to help people, but Talon doesn't know anything about communicating with the annoying black birds. They're just always there.

When Talon moves to Sacramento to work with his uncle, his new neighborhood becomes the target of thieves and he's the only suspect. Talon decides to test his ability and find the real culprits. What he discovers is something much more sinister than robberies.

Can he, along with Iris, and Chloe, the goth girl with her raccoons find out what really is going on, clear Talon's name and save someone in dire need?