Authors: K. S. Augustin
Tania didn’t say anything and, for a moment, Carl wondered if she’d taken in the words he’d spoken. When she finally answered, her voice was warm and filled with an emotion he had never heard before.
“I was afraid you’d win because you have so much more practical experience than I do,” she finally told him. “I had the theory, but you’d been out there, actually setting up and executing scenarios, hardening systems, stopping attacks. Don might’ve liked me but I always thought you were the
board’s
favourite.”
Carl snorted and dragged Tania close. Her thigh was warm against his for a moment before she shifted and straddled him. Carl didn’t know whether the feel of a hot-blooded woman within his arms was real or based on nothing more than recollection of real-time sensations. At that moment, he decided he didn’t give a damn.
“Stupid, isn’t it?” he said. “Here we both were, scared that the other person was going to be the first in cyberspace when, in the end, it really didn’t matter. We both ended up in the Blue within hours of each other, real-time.”
“Working against each other all these months,” she added, “when we could have been working together.”
“All that time lost.”
With a slight tug, he pulled her face down to his and kissed her.
“God, I missed you,” he whispered against her lips.
“Show me.”
Carl didn’t need a second word of encouragement. Sliding down the chair, he half-lifted her above him, running his fingers through her wavy hair while he plundered her lips. She rested her elbows against the top of the chair but stayed close to him and he felt the heat from her breasts warm his skin.
“How will this appear on the sensors?” she asked when she finally drew back to take a much needed breath.
“You mean to our two bodies laid out with all that equipment attached?”
She sucked at his bottom lip, dragging it into her mouth. “Hmmm…mmmm.”
He felt the scrape of her teeth against his tender flesh and gently pulled away so he could answer.
“The way I figure it, we’re both clocked up. Our minds are moving hundreds of times faster than normal. I doubt our physical bodies can catch up.”
“So what are you saying? That, as far as our physical bodies are concerned, this is going to be the equivalent of wham-bam, thank-you-ma’am?”
He grinned. “All at the speed of light, darlin’.”
She laughed and the spasms vibrated against his palms. The tremors felt good, felt real.
“You’re insufferable,” she said.
“And you,” he kissed her, “are irresistible.”
She melted against him, her body pressed against his, and Carl closed his eyes, suppressing a groan. It had been so long. Fifteen long years without hearing Tania’s voice or touching her warm skin. Fifteen years of thinking and re-thinking all the stupid mistakes he’d ever made in his life, starting with his smug and arrogant attitude in high school and ending with how he’d treated his cohort during the Basement Five trials.
It was finally time to make good, he told himself. Start giving instead of taking all the time. It was the least he could do.
He reached for the front zipper on her one-piece suit, pulling the fastener down to reveal a delicious expanse of latté skin, shadowed to chocolate by the curve of her breasts. The nipples stood out, erect and proud, like pebbles of dark cocoa. Cradling her breasts, Carl buried his face between them, breathing deep. The scent that hit his nostrils went straight to his cock, hardening it in an instant. He moved his mouth, plumped a breast in his hand and suckled on the aroused nub.
Tania moaned above him and pushed her body at him. Needing no encouragement, Carl sucked deep. He pulled on her nipple as if it was a toffee, stroking the sensitive skin with his tongue and revelling in the shudders he felt ripple through her body. He had fantasised about this for years, but couldn’t believe the intoxicating reality of it. Finally, the feel of another human, writhing hot and willing, in his hands. No, not just another human being. A mere human wouldn’t have aroused such sexual excitement within him. It had to be Tania, in all of her fiercely intelligent and searingly passionate glory.
He moved from one breast to the other, making sure he lavished the same care on both. She pulled back and he thought she was just intent on repositioning herself again, but she moved farther and farther out of his grasp until she rose from the chair.
Carl was gripped by sudden panic.
Had he done something wrong?
With an arrested breath, he watched her, waiting for her to move, to say something. To give him a clue. He couldn’t read the expression on her face. He didn’t think he read any distaste there but there was a watchfulness to her eyes that he couldn’t interpret. Was she going to walk out on him? Try to find her own way back to Basement Five?
When she reached for the zipper on her suit, he almost cursed. Once again, he had blundered, thinking he knew what she wanted when it was clear he didn’t know a damn thing at all. Fifteen years of thinking about her and he still managed to fuck things up.
His eyes widened when she grabbed the pull and dragged it…
down
. She wasn’t wearing a bra and—oh God—by the looks of things, she wasn’t wearing any underwear either. (Was this his visualisation or hers? Did it matter?) The material of her suit stretched as the zipper pulled against it then split open over a trim torso and a delightful, slightly rounded belly. Lower, and it finished kissing her abdomen. Lower….
Carl’s breath caught in his throat.
The journey ended just below the edge of a luscious triangle. Tania’s skin had slowly been darkening as his gaze followed the downward path and now it stopped at a tangle of black, frizzy curls.
He felt the weight of Tania’s gaze watching him…watching her. Roaming all over his body the way his own gaze was roaming over hers. Resting on the juncture of his thighs where his own arousal showed clearly through the slick material of his suit.
She slipped her arms out of her suit’s sleeves and let the material dangle on her body, its weight slowly dragging at her hips. Her body was curved, her breasts high and proud, an erotic landscape in chocolate that Carl yearned to explore.
When Tania stepped out of the suit completely, Carl thought he would come just on the image of her completely naked in front of him. With far less grace, he removed his own suit and grimaced a little at the folds of old-looking skin that greeted him. Before he could think about it any further, she was on top of him, straddling him with her legs. The scent of her arousal hit his nostrils like the finest aphrodisiac at the same moment that he rested his hands on her hips.
“I am so wet,” she whispered, leaning down to breathe the words into his ear. “I can’t help myself. Every time I think of you, I just…want to fuck you.”
With his right hand, he reached up and pulled her head to his mouth, pushing his tongue between her lips. The arousal he had felt before was nothing compared to what Tania’s words were doing to him now. Straining, he wanted to bury himself deep inside her and piston into her with desperate energy. As if aware of his thoughts, she lowered herself so her sex brushed the tip of his dick. Her deliciously wet and musky sex. With a thrust, he tried to drive himself upwards but her hips danced out of range. Even as he ravaged her mouth he felt her smile against his lips.
The minx.
When she tried the manoeuvre for the second time, his left hand was ready. He pushed her hips down against her movement away and suddenly, gloriously, he was enfolded by her slick wet heat.
Carl threw his head back and revelled in the feeling. He couldn’t think. He doubted he could even breathe. His entire body, his entire essence, was concentrated on the one spear of flesh now embedded in the hot sex of his woman.
His woman.
It felt so good, sounded so good, even if it was only in the recesses of his mind.
And then Tania began to move. She undulated against Carl’s erect cock, massaging it and squeezing its head. At the same time, she pushed herself up, then back down again.
“Don’t,” he gasped. “Too good.”
His eyes were closed so he didn’t know what she was planning until something hard and sharp flicked across his nipple. He shuddered at the feel of her fingernail against him and the zap of electricity that streaked straight to his groin.
“No.” He said something he’d never said before while having sex with a woman. “Please.”
She paused and he started to smile with relief until he realised that that hand was now moving down his body. It skimmed his torso, bent and circled his cock with a couple of fingers then retreated. But not too far. Carl felt a familiar slow vibration against his pubic hair and realised that Tania was masturbating herself. A part of him protested, wanting to do that job himself, but he couldn’t work past the bonds of paralysing pleasure that held his body in thrall.
Her gasps of pleasure filled the air, in concert with the spasms that gripped then released his stiff cock. When she moved, riding him in a frantic jumble of contractions, moans and delicious friction, he strained to hold on to his control. It broke when the waves of her orgasm consumed her. Tania’s moans turned to screams and the left hand at his shoulder spasmed and dug into his flesh. The additional sensations were too much. With a sense of relief, Carl pumped into her, his hips lifting off the chair, and he lost himself in the best orgasm he had ever experienced in his life.
“Do you have a bedroom in this place,” a voice murmured in his ear, “or have you been an insomniac for the past fifteen years?”
Carl roused himself from the pleasant stupor he’d been mired in.
“No,” he said and wondered why his voice sounded so hoarse.
He cleared his throat and tried again. “Seems the brain needs down-time, body or no body, so yeah, there’s a bedroom.” He paused. “C’mon, I’ll show you.”
Neither of them moved.
Finally, with a sigh, Tania finally lifted herself away from his body. Carl looked down at himself and his slumbering cock with a feeling of satisfaction. Right now, he just wanted to collapse where he sat but knew that wasn’t the gentlemanly thing to do.
Standing up on a pair of distinctly wobbly legs, he half-zipped his suit back up and held out his hand. Tania hesitated for a moment, then bent to pick up her own suit with one hand, putting the other in his.
“The bedroom’s through here,” he said, indicating a door at the far end of the room with a jerk of his head.
They headed towards it slowly, pausing only to open the door before walking across the floor to collapse again onto a large bed.
“How will we know when to wake up?” Tania asked, her voice husky and drowsy.
Carl thought it was the most wonderful sound in the world. A sleepy Tania. He knew he would remember it for the rest of his life.
“I’ve got it down to a fine art by now.” He slid next to her. “Don’t worry, I’ll wake you up.” His voice was serious. “I promise.”
“Mmmmm.”
She snuggled her head into his shoulder.
Carl’s last thought before he, too, was overtaken with slumber was to wonder whether his skin was looking a bit younger than when he had glanced at it earlier on in the day. He thought it did but, then again, he might have just been imagining things.
Tania stared at Carl across the length of his working room. “You can’t be serious.”
She noted the burgeoning tension in Carl’s shoulders and the lines etched deeper in his face, but didn’t care.
“It’s the only way, Tania,” he argued. Behind him, monitors displayed the latest statistics on the Rhine-Temple botnet. Traffic, sites attacked and invaded, potential victims. It was like watching a slow-motion massacre, but Tania had other things on her mind.
“The only way to what? Turn yourself into a martyr?” She shook her head. “I can’t believe you’re thinking of going up against that thing by yourself. You could get yourself killed.”
Her eyes narrowed as a sudden thought struck her. “Don’t tell me what we just had was your idea of self-pity sex?”
“Oh, for fuck’s sake.” Carl threw his hands up in despair. “You’re wound up pretty tight, aren’t you?” He strode over to where she stood. “Can’t you understand that I’ve finally come to my senses? Whether real or virtual, fifteen years is a long time to think things over, Tania.”
He reached out to touch the smooth skin of her cheek, his voice softening. “You get to relive your mistakes, over and over again. To realise what an asshole you’ve been down through the years. You start yearning for a chance to redeem yourself, to finally prove that there really is a good person, deep down inside.”
Tania felt a stinging wetness in her eyes and blinked quickly. She swallowed, hoping her voice was steady and in control. “In that case, it makes even less sense. You’ve finally achieved some degree of – what? – Buddha-like enlightenment and now you’re willing to throw it all away on a jumped-up computer virus?”