Authors: Darvin Babiuk
“Barely. It’s use is fairly common. Like you said, it’s used in well-logging instruments for petroleum drilling all over the world. Hospitals use it in cancer therapy machines and blood stabilizers. Once it’s out there, no one controls those. Wait, are you seeing a connection here?”
“Oil wells? Hospitals? No.”
“Who has authority to purchase equipment for those two functions here, in this camp? Who orders the medical equipment? Who orders the drilling supplies?”
“I don’t know? The warehouse? The Oracle?”
“He just stores them. Who would be able to authorize either purchase and make it legitimate?
“Pig? The Doctor –“
“You can stop right there. No need to continue the list. Like I said, it’s not two bears dancing, it’s one. How much do you want to bet there’ve been orders put in for far more drilling and medical equipment than this camp needs? That the equipment is being re-routed, broken down and the cesium removed, then sold on the black market? The shit’s water soluble. All you’d have to do is dissolve it in a liquid, then think of a way to transport it unseen to where someone’s waiting. Precipitate it out and they’ve got their Cesium 137.”
“The pipeline. Using the pig to separate off a small batch of oil with the cesium dissolved in it. It travels all the way through Europe, right through Customs, with no one ever knowing. From there, you could even package it up as cases of motor oil and send it anywhere in the world. Listen to us. This is ridiculous. Who’d believe us? It sounds like a James Bond novel.”
“Proof. We need proof. We need purchase orders. Invoices. Orders showing where each batch of oil in the pipeline got sent. Records of who bought it and when. Pity we don’t know anyone with access to the records, huh?”
“They’re missing. Stolen. They made sure of that.”
“But everything’s backed up isn’t it? Electronically and in the archives? It has to be. It’s an international regulatory standard for the ISO certifications. If someone knew exactly what they were looking for…”
“Someone, huh?”
Someone found what Snow told them he was looking for…….. Since Snow (or Kolya, when he wasn’t busy dying and able to come into work) was the one who assigned the identifying numbers to document in the first place, he knew roughly where everything should be: the purchase orders for medical and drilling equipment, the lab reports on each batch of oil sent down the pipeline, invoices stating who each shipment was being sent to and for how much. It was a simple matter to flip through each section in sequence and note which numbers were missing and write them down. With the numbers safely written down on a notebook in his pocket, he walked over to the Archives Section and spoke to someone there. Someone got him to fill out the appropriate form. No one questioned his right to access them. He was simply filling in misplaced records. Someone went and accessed the missing records and made copies for him. Someone dutifully filed the originals back where they belonged and logged the fact that new copies had been made and distributed to Document Control.
And someone noted all this and told Pig, who had put a flag on the files in question to see if someone every showed up and showed an interest in them.
At two thirty in the morning, Snow suddenly woke. That wasn’t unusual. He often woke up near that hour, his mind churning, unable to shut off the what-ifs, the accusing voices that somehow always found a way to make things his fault. What was unusual was that he’d gone to bed feeling good. And woke up that way. There were no voices echoing round his head this morning. So what had woken him? Scrotum was perched comfortably on top of his chest. Nothing unusual there. He had to pee. That was it. It wasn’t Scrotum, but his bladder that had woken him. Without bothering to put on a robe or slippers (right! As if a cowboy would be caught dead in either), he padded along the trailer wall to the bathroom. He could see his breath rising in the frigid air. The first tinkle splashed back at him. The toilet bowl had frozen over. Stuffing his bare feet into a pair of felt overboots, he cracked open the closed door and went outside for a whiz. Scrotum jumped off the bed to join him.
Outside, the gas flares were lighting up the processing facility, the uneven orange glare helping him pick his way to an unmarked snow bank, the gases expanding in the cold air as the flames heated them up. The smell of rotting cabbage filled the air. Tracing his name in a steaming arc of yellow into the snow bank, the burning combustion of the flare, shrill and insistent as a jet engine reving for take-off, made sure Snow never heard the click of the cabin door as it locked firmly behind him. He was trapped outside in the sub-zero weather in his underwear.
His first thought was how embarrassing it was going to be when someone came out and found him in his gaunche.
His second thought was that didn’t remember setting the lock on his door.
Snow’s third thought is that it is not outside the realm of possibility that he was about to freeze to death.
His fourth thought is that he didn’t much care.
Luckily, Scrotum did. He went leaping through the snow and out the camp into town, not stopping until he reached Magda’s place, where he immediately set about yelping the strange baby-crying cat dirge that makes one teeth ache like chewing on tin foil. Magda took one look at Scrotum caterwauling outside her door, put on her winter clothing and rushed back behind the cat to Snow’s porta-cabin.
NOW
Of the six people grouped together in the Camp medical clinic (Snow, Kolya, Arkady, the Doctor, Magda, and Pig), five were still alive, one was clinically dead, one was dying of radiation poison, one was dying of life, and the other four were alive and well. For the moment, anyway.
Days had passed like a column of prison coats marching in a work brigade at a labour camp and there was still no change in Snow’s medical condition. During all those days and weeks, Magda had refused to cut her hair, Russian superstition holding that it was bad luck to shave or cut your hair when a family member was in bad health. After President Yeltsin had had triple bypass surgery, for example, his wife had signalled the nation that the operation was a success by getting her hair done. So, for now, Magda’s hair remained wild and uncut. Snow felt like more than family to her by now.
“Why did you do this to him?” Magda demanded of Pig. Her consternation revealed itself one star at a time.
“Me?” Pig sneered back, radiating hate, paranoia and distrust like a wood stove. “Why did it have to be anyone? Maybe he did it to him himself.”
“What are you saying? Fill your boots, man.”
“That it wouldn’t be a surprise if he stepped out in the cold in his underwear on purpose. Everyone knows he hasn’t been well.”
Looking at Pig, Magda decided he looked like a fat grub. The image gave her a secret strong enough to sustain the conversation. “The psychiatrist has him on medication. Counselling. He was depressed, not suicidal. He has comfortable rolling around inside his depression, not looking to die.”
“That’s not what I hear,” Snow threw back in her face. “And I have the security tapes to prove it. He walked right out into the middle of traffic and nearly got himself flattened by a transport truck the other day. Maybe he decided to let the cold finish what the truck wouldn’t.”
“No, someone did this to him,” Magda insisted, looking straight at Pig. If you listened long enough and hard enough people would tell you more than even they thought they knew.
Pig remained silent an impressive ten seconds while he mulled the accusation over. “Really? Tell me where you were when this happened,” he finally demanded. “Who’s your alibi? You were the one who found him. What were you doing there in the middle of the night? Not selling yourself, the security tapes make that clear. Who’d want you anyway? You only showed up just before you sounded the alarm. So what were you doing there suddenly in the middle of the night? Except maybe trying to kill the foreigner. You waited until he was almost gone, then sounded the alarm in order to give yourself a defence.”
“Alibi?” Magda asked, trying to buy time, but Pig wasn’t selling time. And Magda wasn’t selling alibis. Not today anyway. She smiled enigmatically and kept quiet.
Pig saw that Magda knew how to deal with the police. Or soldiers anyway. Guards. What to do at an interrogation. Keep your mouth shut. He let her stew in the silence a little longer. When she still didn't answer, he complimented her. "I commend you. Most people always say something eventually. But you? No. You know how to take a grilling. I guess you learned that in the gulag, didn’t you, zek?”
“That’s not all I learned.”
“What’s that supposed to mean,
shalava
?”
Pig had just called her a “dirty slut.” Magda ignored the slur. Something else she’d learned in the camps was that when you asked a question, all you got was the answer to the question, not the truth. If you wanted the truth, it was better to shut up, watch and listen. Instead of answering, she busied herself fussing with Snow’s bedding.
Finally, Pig gave up waiting for an answer. “Fuck it,
shalava
,” he said. “I don’t need your testimony. What the hell would you know about pipeline distribution anyway? The only thing you’re good at distributing is women’s diseases through your stable of whores.”
Magda smiled inwardly. Pig seemed unaware he’d just confirmed her suspicions about the reason why someone had tried to take out Snow. And that she wasn’t just sitting around waiting for him to come out of the coma, that she’d taken action based on the conversations they’d had before Snow’s “accident.” She glanced at the clock on his bedside, wondering how many times the hands would have to rotate before they got what they wanted, before they could act.
We live, deaf to the land beneath us,
Ten steps away no one hears our speeches,