Player: A Secret Baby Sports Romance (70 page)

Javier’s eyes blaze as a grin begins to spread over his face; “You got me, princess. Never in a church, and never without-”

“Me neither.”

He grins; “Church or condom?”

“Neither,” I say, rolling my eyes and reaching down between us to wrap my fingers around his impressive girth; “Now are you going to give me this gorgeous cock or what?”

“You’re the boss,
agent,
” He growls. I yelp as his hands grab my thighs and spreads them wide as he eases the head of his cock inside of me. We both cry out and he slides through my wetness deeper and deeper; raw and bare as he sheaths himself inside of me.

“Oh my God-”
I moan, throwing my head back and moaning before looking up into the eyes of this man who’s somehow gotten under my skin, into my head, and into my
heart
in ways I never saw coming. It’s just him and I, with nothing between us as he begins to rock in and out of me. His hands move to circle around me and cradle my body to him as I wrap my legs around his muscled torso. We move as one, rocking harder and rhythmically, building slowly until our tempo begins to move faster. I can feel every beat of his heart through his skin and through his thickness filling me so perfectly. We move faster and faster, and as I start to fall and let myself go completely I know that I’m lost in such a perfect way; in a place where I never want to be found again.

My body convulses as the burning,throbbing, rippling sensation begins to spread out from my core; his body grinding against my clit and making me shudder as his cock throbs deep inside of me.

“Chelsea, I’m going to-”

“Fill me,
please
.” I moan out. And as he roars out his climax, I can
feel
the heat of his release inside of me, and it’s more than I can possibly withstand. I cry out as my orgasm tears through me like a roaring blaze, erupting out of every pore of my body as we come together, crashing against the other like waves on a shore.

Later, I’m pulling my panties back up and slipping his shirt over my head as I curl against him, letting myself drift into him as his arms move around me and draw me close. There are words I so desperately want to say, but I don’t since that would be absolutely crazy, given the whirlwind of the last few days.

I almost want to chastise myself for even thinking them, but I shake my head slowly, grinning to myself.

‘What’s wrong with me?’ Absolutely nothing.

I can hear Javier’s breathing begin to even into a steady pace and I start to close my eyes. There’s absolutely nothing wrong about any of this; because this is perfect.

Until, of course, it isn’t.

P
erfection
.

When I slowly wake to the melodic sounds of the birds and the slow crash of the waves with Chelsea in my arms, I know it’s the only word for it.

It's perfect.

I've got the freedom, and more importantly, I've got the girl. And for the first time in years there's actually a
silence
inside my head that I almost don't know what to do with. Is this what peace feels like? I feel like I've been at war of some kind or another for longer than I can even remember, to the point that I don't even know what to do with the sounds of silence.

I pull her closer to me, inhaling the scent of her hair and the warmth of her skin as she snuggles back against me. I'm not an idiot; I know the peace and the perfection and the freedom are temporary while we sit here in the eye of the storm waiting for the hammer to fall.

The freedom, the peace, and the girl.

Two of those things most definitely have an unavoidable expiration date in the near future. It's the third one I'm trying to figure out how to hold on to. Because after a lifetime of temporary friends, of fleeting familiarities, of burned bridges and torched relationships, I realize that for the first time ever, I'm with a person I simply can't imagine being away from.

And that scares the shit out of me.

But at the same time, when I allow myself to really think about it, there's another altogether new feeling spreading through me. Because really, I can't imagine letting her out of my arms. I mean, we could just stay here; right here in the stillness of the eye of the storm. Shit, we could stay right here in this
village
and raise chickens or something quaint and ridiculous like that. The bottom line though is, we could leave it all behind. I could leave all my
bullshit
behind once and for all, and for the first time since
ever
, I could just be happy.

Because with that life and this girl, I don't know how I
couldn't
be.

We'll just stay right here, and exist in this moment of peace for as long as we fucking want to.

I close my eyes and nuzzle back into her, and I must doze off for a second, because I don't hear a thing before it happens. I don't
hear
them, I don't
see
them, and I don't even know that our little sanctuary has been intruded upon until I feel the cold metal of a gun press into my temple.

Yeah, then I'm wide fucking awake.

“Rise and shine, sweetheart.” Benson grins savagely as he leans over me; “Miss me, baby?”

Chelsea screams as she wakes to hands grabbing us. I roar and strain at the three men holding me down, fighting with every single ounce of my being as they tear her away from me.

This isn't supposed to happen like this.

The peace and the silence and the perfection isn't supposed to end here; not like this, and not yet.

Chelsea is screaming my name, shoving fists and heels and elbows at the men holding her. I'm lunging for her, but the men holding me back shove me to the ground and start to cuff my hands behind my back. It's the single worst feeling I've ever felt, watching them drag her away and knowing there's nothing I can do.

The feeling is helplessness, and it's almost overwhelming in its power over me.

I'm yelling; roaring like a wild fucking animal with every ounce of my soul as the one thing I've ever cared about - the one girl in the world I've ever love-

Chelsea
.

Arms haul me up, and I'm still roaring when Benson steps in front of me and grins; “Sleep tight, sweetheart.” He brings the butt of his gun down on me, and the whole world goes dark.

* * *

“
Y
ou’ve been a bad
, bad boy Toro.”

Jesus, I’m getting tired of hearing that one.

I slowly open my eyes, wincing at the pain in the side of my head and the blinding overhead light lancing through my vision. I'm in a cement room, with a mirror on the wall in front of me and a window on another. I blink and turn to look through the window at an open warehouse of some kind, cement and windowless, with walls of electronics to one side, racks of weapons on another, and tables full of sleazy, roughneck guys playing cards or just shooting the shit.

Oh, right, I remember this life. Welcome home, asshole.

I realize I'm cuffed to a chair, and as I glance wildly around, ignoring the pain in my head, the voice comes from behind me; “Whose side are you on, Javier?”

Benson.

“Fuck you.”

My former peer, my former comrade in arms walks around my chair until he's standing by my side. He grins darkly through his piggy face, his arms crossed over his chest as he leans against the cement wall behind him.

“You're a brother, you know. You're a Blackriver brother; part of the family.”

I snort and look away; “The hell I am.”

Benson shakes his head and pantomimes clutching at his chest; “Oh, it hurts, Javier! Baby don't say those things!”

“I've stopped all that.”

“You never do, Toro. No one just leaves the family.”

I can feel the rage building inside of me as I flex my muscles and grit my teeth; glaring daggers at this man who I'd kill with my own bare hands right now if I could; “You left me to die,
pendejo
; I think that voids our contract.”

Benson's lips curl into sneering smile; “Nah, we still own your ass.”

“What the fuck do you want, Benson?”

I was terrible in Blackriver. I was a drunk, a gambler, disorderly, and had a major problem with authority. I also probably spent more time at boxing matches and whore-houses than I did actually shooting anything. They can't
possibly
want me back-

Fuck
.

And then, like a curtain being lifted on a magician’s stage, I know exactly what's going on here. They don't want
me
at all. After all, what good is a disobedient, washed up criminal?

They want her.

Benson is a snake, and he sees the lights go on behind my eyes and chuckles; “Smart boy, Toro.” He winks at me before going over to the mirror in front of us and knocking on the glass twice. The reflection turns to see-through glass as the lights come on in the room behind it, and I'm instantly growling and straining at my cuffs.

It's Chelsea, sitting in a metal chair similar to mine. Her wrists are cuffed to the arms, there’s a blindfold across her face, and big aviation headphones clamped around her ears.

Jesus Christ, she must be fucking terrified.

I'm straining and raging against my restraints before I even know what I'm doing; screaming her name and slamming the chair against the ground as I see red flood across my eyes. This scene is horribly familiar, and that's what cuts the deepest about it. Because a year ago, the man chuckling in front of me was
me
, the man in this chair was Logan Dempsey, and the girl across from me was Chelsea's fucking sister.

Benson just laughs; “Cool it, Toro; she can't hear you acting like a little bitch anyways.”

I'll kill him. I swear to God I'll kill him.

“What do you want with her,” I snarl through clenched teeth; “Money?”

Benson roars out a laugh, his whole body shaking as if it’s the funniest fucking thing he's ever heard; “
Money
?” He rolls his eyes and takes a pack of cigarettes out of his pocket. I spit when he offers me one, and he shrugs and sticks one in his mouth; “No, not
money,
Javier. You realize we're still one of the top contracts for the U.S. Government, right?” He chuckles as he flicks a zippo and brings the flame to the end of his cigarette. It glows red as he sucks in the acrid smoke before letting it stream back out through his nostrils.

“You have any idea how much money the Defense Department pays
other people
to fight their wars for them? You know what my fuckin stock would be worth if we went public?” He shakes his head, inhaling tobacco smoke; “No, Toro, she's not for money; she's a bargaining chip.”

“For?”

He grins at me; “I think you know what for.”

I frown; it's not me they want, not money, not-

“I think you'll find that we're on the same team here, Toro.”

Fuck
.

And then I know exactly what he wants; he wants the soldiers. They want William's boys - Logan, Bryce, and Hudson - the ones that got away. The ones that managed to
leave
Blackriver outside of a body-bag. They want the men who saw the shit we pulled working for these assholes, and they want to tie those loose ends up.

And they’re going to use the sister of the women they love and the daughter of the man who was a father to them all to get it.

The door behind me opens, and another man steps into my vision. He's wearing the look of a politician, with the expensive-looking suit, his hair slicked back, and even a little American flag pin on his lapel. Who the fuck is this guy?

Benson shakes his hand before turning back to me with a shark-grin on his face; “I guess you two have never actually met, but Javier, I'd like you to meet Agent Koufax of the C.I.A.”

Oh,
fuck
. Agent Koufax;
the
Agent Koufax, the man Chelsea's been in contact with. The man pulling the strings the
entire fucking time
. My heart starts to drop in my chest then, my guts twisting as the reality of the situation sinks in like hot lead on my skin. They've stacked the deck on this one; this is a losing fight.

“So, I'm going to ask you one more time, Toro,” Benson leans close, tosses the cigarette away and lets the smoke stream past his lips as his eyes narrow at me; “Whose side are you on?”

T
he lights are
harsh and bright when they take the blindfold and the headphones away from me, and I blink and shiver at the sudden flood of senses
hitting me again. I'm also cold, which is a feeling I've sort of forgotten after four days of paradise beach weather.

Slowly, my eyes adjust to the bright lights, and it’s then that I gasp and recoil suddenly as the whole nightmarish reality comes rushing back to me.

There are five of them in the room; men with guns in hands and cruel, stoic looks on their faces. I'm still blinking as my eyes dart wildly around the room as the door opens and a man I vaguely recognize walks in.

“Afternoon, Agent.” He grins an evil smile as the look of shock spreads over my face; “Oh, please; don't insult me. Of course I know who you are, Chelsea.” He smirks and pulls a nickel-plated gun from the holster on his hip, running his hands over it while his eyes bore into mine; “Your pals at the C.I.A. aren't nearly as sneaky with secrets as they'd like to think they are.”

I say nothing as I swallow the lump in my throat and try and stop the slow rush of adrenaline threatening to tear through my system.

You've been trained for this,
I tell myself, stealing my body and my mind to stay calm and level-headed;
It's all meant to throw you off and scare you. Remember your training
.

“My name is Benson,” He says, pulling a pack of cigarettes out of his pocket and sticking one between his lips; “Oh,
we've met
, Ms. Archer.” He winks at me as he flicks a lighter and brings it up to his mouth. Smoke curls from the cup of his hands before he puffs on the cigarette between his lips and turns his eyes back on me; “I believe you
shot
at me, back in Aruba.”

The man behind the bar, the night I saved Javier
.

He grins as the recognition spreads over my face; “Do you know why you're here, Agent?” Benson arches a brow at me, the cigarette dangling from his lips as smoke curls around the wicked gleam in his eyes.

“Money?”

He snorts and starts to chuckle; “Jesus, you two are something else.” He shakes his head; “No, Agent Archer, I'm not after money, but we'll get to that.” His mouth curls into a wicked smile as he nods slowly at me; “You still have no idea how you wound up here, do you?”

I refuse to answer his questions or play his stupid mind games, so I pinch my lips shut and meet his eyes with my own look of resolve. I've had the training, and though this might be the first time out of a classroom that I've had to
use
it, I'll be damned if a man like this asshole is going to break me.

“I want to thank you by the way, for re-introducing me to my old pal Javier.”

I stiffen then, the iron grip I'm trying to keep on my emotions beginning to shatter as I imagine whatever horrible things they've done or are even currently doing to him. I clench my jaw as I try not to think about what a man like Benson does to men who leave his services in the manner in which Javier probably did.

This is part of it, I know that. He's trying to get me to crack in some way by hanging Javier over my head, and I'm sure they're going to do the same thing with him using me.

Remember the training and push it from your mind. Eyes on the goal, agent.

“Yes, me and your little boyfriend Toro have a
lot
of catching up to do.” Benson starts to chuckle, shaking his head as he slowly puffs on his cigarette; “Hey, Toro!” He turns and knocks on the mirror behind him; “Why don't we all say hello!”

A light goes on, and suddenly the mirror fades to glass, and my eyes lock onto Javier.

But he's not tied down, or being tortured, or fighting to break free, like I'd imagined.

Not in the slightest.

He's standing right on the other side of the glass, un-cuffed, unrestrained, and his face blank as he meets my eyes, saying and doing nothing.

Do something!
I want to scream;
Fight!

But he does nothing except stare at me.

Benson chuckles again; “You know, we
really
couldn't have done it without him.”

The words hit me like a slap in the face; like ice water rippling through my veins.

Javier
.

The room starts to spin as Benson's words start to burn their way into my head, and I can feel my lungs squeezing out my breath as I stare at the man I thought I knew through the glass.

Fuck him. Fuck that
fucking
asshole.

I almost can't believe it, just because I don't
want
to believe it. But as the roaring in my ears erupts into a scream inside my head, I know it’s the truth.

He was in on it. He was the bait, and
I
was the mark this entire time. All of it - the escape, the thrill of the chase, the hiding-

Letting myself fall for him.

All of it was part of the plan, and I walked right fucking into it. I squeeze my eyes shut, trying to stop the spinning as the truth sears itself into my heart. The whole thing was a trap; set, lured, and sprung by Javier.

And he even got to get a little taste of what he couldn’t have along the way.

The thought makes me sick to my stomach as I think of all the ways I gave myself to this man. It's like the twisting of a knife inside my chest as I think about the parts of my body, and the parts of my heart, that I let him have.

This can't be happening.

But there it is, written large across his face through the glass. His eyes are unblinking, his mouth tight. Not a
single word
of protest, or one indication that anything I'm hearing isn’t true comes from him.

“Toro! Quit leering like a creep, buddy!”

Buddy.

Benson chuckles and raps on the glass again; “Come on in and say hello to the young lady, Javier.”

He backs away from the glass, slowly walking out of the room he's in, before he suddenly appears in the doorway of mine.

Benson slides his arm over his shoulder; “It’s great to have him back. Thank you, agent; really.”

He grins and as he turns to leave, he pats Javier on the back in a familiar way that has me dying inside as my heart just starts to shatter like glass.

The other men start to file out of the room, leaving Javier standing in the doorway, his eyes never blinking, his body still as stone; “Chelsea, I-”

“Fuck you.” I whisper, shaking my head and willing myself not to cry.

“You don’t-”

I look away from him, my eyes dropping to the ground by my feet; “Please leave.”

“Chelsea-”

“Just, leave.” I say quietly, feeling small, and stupid, and like I've just lost it all.

“This isn't over, you know.”

“Yes, it is.”