Prairie Hardball
Authors: Alison Gordon
A Kate Henry Mystery
Alison Gordon
For Ruth Anderson Gordon (1910–1996) and Paul Bennett, Joe Tamani, and Stan Tonoski (Fiji, 1995)
The beam from the flashlight, bright but narrowly focused, crossed the old plank floor in wide, searching sweeps. Outside, in the early Sunday morning hours of a God-fearing town, the streets were empty, the only sound the wind rustling through poplars. When the door of what had been the town’s first church opened, the only witness was a startled orange cat, which dashed across the lawn to the safety of the bushes. A figure emerged and slipped into the shadows around the side of the building towards the back lane. Then the muffled, cautious, clunk of a truck door shutting broke the predawn silence, followed by the cough of an engine’s ignition. The tail-lights blinked briefly as the pickup turned right onto 2nd Avenue, then left on 22nd Street, Battleford’s main drag. After a couple of blocks the headlights came on and the driver gunned it out of town.
Several hours later, the sun began to trickle through windows, gently teasing the quiet neighbourhood to life. Larks and sparrows filled the air with morning song, alarm clocks rang, screen doors slammed, and dogs let out by sleepy masters barked greetings to each other, and to the day.
Inside the old church, the darkness gradually lifted to reveal baseball bats, hats, and gloves hanging on the walls. Photographs appeared out of the gloom, of proud young men with farmers’ faces above baggy uniforms, with the names of small Saskatchewan towns spelled out on their chests: Kindersley, Unity, Lanigan, Climax, Outlook.
The sun picked out the dust on the old three-ring binders on the library shelves. It illuminated first the hat, then the celluloid face of a mannequin donated by a local clothing store when its last owner retired, driven out of business by chain stores at the mall. Its moulded face and body looked too effete for the Canadian Olympic team uniform it wore.
The light touched on the racks of old team jerseys, each with its provenance pinned to its sleeve, and a case full of autographed baseballs, before sliding up the plywood ramp to the old organ at the front of the church. Sitting on the bench as if waiting for the church bell to ring was a figure dressed in the perky uniform of the All-American Girls Professional Baseball League, hands poised on the keys, head bowed, as if in prayer.
Propped on the organ’s rack was the sheet music for the league’s theme song. A proud group of elderly women had sung it the night before at the Saskatchewan Baseball Hall of Fame induction dinner, tears in their still-bright eyes: “We’re one for all, we’re all for one, we’re All-American.”
But there were no tears in the eyes of the organist on this all-Canadian morning. In her eyes, there was nothing but death.
The Trans-Canada Highway east of Regina is the road of all my dreams. When I was a child, it led to adventure on school trips and family holidays. In my teens, it was my doorway to what passed for bright lights and sophistication in Saskatchewan’s capital city. When I was done growing up, as then I thought, it was my escape route. Now, in my middle years, it’s how I find my way home.
Andy and I were on the highway in a car we had picked up at the Regina airport, one of those tin-can hatchbacks no one but rental companies ever buys. It was painted a vivid, metallic plum that was too close to purple for my taste, but it was the only one they had left. At least we wouldn’t lose it in parking lots, which is what usually happens to me with rentals.
I looked out the window, my heart filling at the sight of the prairie sky. It was my first trip to Saskatchewan in the summer in ten years, since I began covering baseball. I always come home for Christmas, but from April until October, my job keeps me on the road all over the American League.
I had almost forgotten how beautiful the prairies are in August. The fields on either side of the road made a patchwork of colour, green and gold, barley and canola. The sky, a deep, clear blue, with a few cumulus clouds sketching angel shapes at the horizon and reflecting in the sloughs by the side of the road, each with its own family of half-grown ducklings. A hawk hovered overhead, watching for unwary gophers in the fields below. I could see Indian Head’s grain elevators off in the distance and I felt a stirring in me, as if an electrical circuit had been completed, filling me with the strangely calm energy I never feel in the city, in the east. I turned to Andy and smiled.
“How do you like it so far?”
He shrugged.
“What’s to see?” he said.
It was Andy’s first trip west. A Torontonian, born and bred, he suffers from the blind indifference to the rest of Canada typical to native sons and daughters of the Centre of the Universe. He has met my parents on their trips east, but has never before come home with me. Because his ex-wife sends the kids for part of each Christmas season, he always stays in Toronto for it. I suspect that the weather reports of blizzards and forty-below also have something to do with it. I was looking forward to showing him my home town, but I was apprehensive, too. I felt as if I was baring a secret part of my soul, and was afraid he’d find it dull or corny.
“You’re such an easterner,” I said, feeling good teasing him, feeling myself change back into Kate Henry, Prairie Girl, as the kilometres spooled beneath us. “Look up. Look at the sky.”
He did so, and shrugged again.
“Bunch of clouds. Big deal,” he said, enjoying his role as much as I was enjoying mine. “What do you want me to do, start reciting poetry?”
I stroked the wavy greying hair at the back of his neck.
“You’re blind, Andy Munro. You have the soul of a policeman.”
“That’s my job, ma’am. An occupational hazard of homicide work is the lack of opportunities to find poetry in the soul.”
We were almost at the turnoff for Indian Head.
“Go to the left, just ahead,” I said, pointing.
He signalled a turn, moving into the left lane.
“We’re almost there.”
Andy leaned forward, keen, in spite of his pretence, for his first look at the very small town in which I grew up.
“Now
that’s
interesting,” he said, craning his neck to look at the giant statue of an Indian head, in full feathered bonnet, standing guard outside the tourist office.
“They put that up when the province moved the highway south,” I explained. “To attract the tourists.”
“Hard to resist,” Andy said. I gave him a look I hoped would be withering, even though I also found the Indian ridiculous, not to mention politically incorrect. We drove down Railway Street towards the grain elevators, then turned left again.
“Here’s Grand Avenue,” I said. “Downtown Indian Head.”
Andy took it in, all five low-slung blocks of it.
“Downtown,” he said to me, half questioning.
“That’s it,” I said.
Not that I couldn’t see it through his eyes. Whenever I come back, I am surprised at how small and dull it seems, a cliché straight out of W. O. Mitchell. But while Andy only saw the sleepy wide main street with pickup trucks parked diagonally in front of the low-rise building, I saw a childhood’s worth of memories.
Dragan’s Drugs, where I bought my mother terrible perfume for her birthdays before I knew better, and where I suffered the embarrassment every woman my age remembers, buying monthly supplies in plain brown wrappers.
The
Indian Head-Wolseley News
, where I began my journalism career as the high-school stringer, filing stories about hockey games, school plays, and the annual fashion show.
The Clip & Curl salon, also known as Pinkie’s, where I got my hair teased into a beehive for the grad dance, a hairdo that lives forever in the colour portrait in my parents’ front hall, faded and greenish, as embarrassing to me now as the poems I wrote back then.
The Rainbow Café, the Chinese restaurant where we went after school every day to drink sodas and act out all the dramas of our teenage lives. There’s at least one Chinese café in every Saskatchewan town. I had a crush on the owner’s son for one long summer, feeling daring and worldly, drawn by the exoticism of his skin and eyes.
The Nite Hawk Theatre, formerly named the Gary, after the owner’s son. A new world opened to me there each week, and fuelled my dreams of escape.
And finally, the turn left on Eden Street towards St. Andrew’s United Church, where my father held the pulpit for seventeen years, a wonderful old brick building that anchors the corner like a rock.
My parents no longer live in the old manse, where I grew up making friends with the ghosts with whom we shared it. They were friendly ghosts. I saw them often, and was sorry when my parents had to move out, long after I’d left town.
But when they retired, they didn’t go far. They bought a bungalow directly across the street from the new church hall. It was handy, they said. The new minister, until he realized that they had no plans to meddle in his work, thought it was too handy by half.
The house is small, but the yard is huge, especially compared to the postage stamps we call property in Toronto. My father loves both flowers and vegetables, and my mother keeps busy every year pickling and preserving the bounty. I could see from the heavily laden tomato and cucumber plants that it was almost time for the annual chili sauce and sweet-pickle making. I bought her a Cuisinart a few years ago to help with the slicing and dicing. It still sits in its box. No shortcuts for Mrs. Reverend Henry.
My parents must have been watching for us out the window, because they came down the walk as soon as we parked the car, with Shadrach, their silly half-shepherd, in the lead, barking hysterically. He shut up just long enough to jam his nose into Andy’s crotch. Andy, his hands full of luggage, yelped.
“He’s an obedience school dropout,” I explained, grabbing the dog by the collar and pulling him off.
“Welcome home,” my father said. I hugged and kissed him as best I could with handfuls of dog, then did the same with my mother.
“What an extraordinary vehicle,” my father said. “What would you call that colour? Plum?”
“Pimp purple,” I said. My mother’s response was The Look I’d grown up with, equal parts disappointment and disapproval. We went up the path to the kitchen door. The front door is only for strangers. Shadrach barrelled through our legs and generally created mayhem, his toenails clicking on the linoleum.
“You’re in the guest room,” my mother said. “Hush, Shadrach! I’ll put the kettle on and we’ll have tea once you’re settled in. Shadrach, stop that!”
“I’ll show you the way,” my father said, leading Andy down the hall, Shadrach following, sniffing earnestly at his bum.
“When does Sheila get here?” I asked. My sister lives on a ranch near Shaunavon, in the southwestern part of the province, with her husband, Buddy, and their two perfect children.
“She’s meeting us in Battleford, with the girls. Things are too busy on the ranch for Buddy to get away.”
“Oh, that’s too bad.”
“Well, it will give us more of a chance to visit,” she said.
“Of course.”
I leaned against the counter and watched her get the tea things ready. She is a tall woman, still slim, with her once-red hair, now white, parted in the middle and pulled back into a bun at the back of her head, the curls we share under strict control. She wore a flower-print housedress, with an apron over it. She always wears dresses. I don’t think I’ve seen her in pants, except when she’s at the cabin in the summer.
She made the tea in the “good” teapot, the one that had belonged to her mother, and set out the dainty porcelain teacups that I thought so beautiful when I was a child. They are all different floral patterns, made of china so thin you can see through it.
After a few awkward minutes of conversation, I excused myself to help Andy unpack, and found him in the guest room, gawking in horror at the twin beds, each with its ruffled comforter. Little-girl beds.
“I’m surprised they didn’t put us in separate rooms.”
“They would have if they had the space,” I whispered back, then closed the door.
“Can we push them together?”
“Not on your life. You don’t think I would actually
do it
in my parents’ house, do you?”
“Why not?”
“I couldn’t.”
“You’re forty-five years old, Kate.”
“Not in this house, I’m not.”
I undid our garment bag, pulled out the things on hangers and hung them in the closet.
“Besides, the beds squeak,” I said.
“You know this from experience?” he asked, unzipping his pants.
“What are you doing?”
“Relax. I’m just changing into jeans.”
I grabbed him and gave him a quick squeeze, then left the room. When I got back to the kitchen, the kettle had just begun to whistle.
“Where’s Andy, dear?”
“He’s just getting changed.”
“He’s all right now, is he?” she asked. Andy had been wounded in a shooting last summer. It had been a long and sometimes difficult recovery.
“He’s fine. I told you about his promotion, didn’t I?”
“Yes, Inspector Munro. He must be pleased.”
“I’m not sure. He’s a supervisor now. I think he’s frustrated being out of the action. I know he hates the paperwork. On the other hand, there’s not as much danger riding a desk, which makes me happy. Is there anything I can do to help?”
“Just take the tray in to Dad. I’ll bring the cookies.”
My father was sitting in the living room in his favourite chair. He smiled wearily when I came in, and I was struck by how frail he looked. He’s almost eighty now, and he has aged an alarming amount in the last few years. I think his arthritis gives him more pain than he admits to.
“It’s good to see you, Daddy,” I said.
“It’s nice to have you home. Your mother misses you.”
I put the tray down on the coffee table.
“Me too,” I said, and wished I could say more. But it’s not something we go in for much in the Henry family. In the rest of my life I have no problem with talking about things that matter, but get me back in my parents’ living room, and the old Presbyterian genes take right over. No fuss, no regrets.
I faintly envy my friends who are close with their parents, who confide in them every little thing, but I think at heart I’d rather keep my secrets. There’s something a little unseemly about having a parent as a pal.