REAPER (Boston Underworld Book 2) (22 page)

My eyes snap up to hers, and I seriously debate lunging across the table and choking her to death right here.

“This is making you feel really fucking important,” I snarl. “Isn’t it?”

She brushes off my comment with a wave of her hand. “So what’s it going to be, Sasha? You better think quick. This is a limited time offer.”

I sit back in my chair and contemplate my options. My airway is growing smaller by the second, and I know I need to ground myself. But I look around this room, and there’s nothing familiar. It doesn’t help the way it usually does. Panic is seeping into my every ounce of flesh, and I don’t know how to stop it. I’m pregnant. I can’t go to prison. But I can’t sell Ronan out either.

Agent Reed and I stare at each other across the table, neither of us speaking a word in the stilted silence. But there’s a smug smile on her face. Because she knows she’s caught me in her web. Fucking bitch. Fucking traitor bitch. She doesn’t give a fuck about anything but how good this will look on her record. This is all about her job accolades and what it will do for her.

I honestly have no idea what to do.

But as it turns out, it doesn’t matter. Because a moment later, someone busts through the back door and gunfire erupts throughout the house. Agent Reed shoves me under the table and I grab a chair for cover and squeeze my eyes shut.

I take three deep breaths to calm myself before I peek out to see agent Reed hiding behind a partition as she fires off shots in the direction of the intruders. A pair of leather shoes walk up behind her, and all I can see are the man’s legs.

A gunshot goes off, and she collapses to the ground. Dead.

And I’m officially in a full blown panic attack. There are some murmured words in Russian when more shoes converge in the kitchen. One of them crouches down a moment later and smiles at me. It’s the same creepy agent who was driving the car.

A corrupt fed. Who just watched these guys murder one of his own and is probably going to kill me too.

He grabs me by the arm and yanks me out from under the table. Two other men join him, and I know just by looking at them they aren’t who I want to be leaving here with.

“Where are you taking me?” I try to resist as they pull me out the door and shove me into another car, but it’s futile. The fed says something in Russian to the other guys, and confusion washes over me.

The Irish have an alliance with the Russians. Maybe they are helping me. I cling to that hope for all it’s worth. Until they put zip ties on my wrists and duct tape over my mouth.

Then I watch in horror as the two guys punch the fed in the face a couple of times until he’s banged up pretty good. I’m no genius, but I don’t need to be to see what’s going on here. He wants to make this look good to his colleagues. Which means he doesn’t plan on me being alive to contradict it.

The fed crouches down and winks at me.

“Have fun, kitten.”

Chapter Thirty-Seven

Ronan

“
T
hat one there.” Rory points ahead. “The black Denali.”

My eyes scan the road and focus on the distance between us and them. By the time I was able to get to Rory, Andrei’s crew already had her in their possession.

Part of me wants to lash out at Rory for not stepping in sooner. But the rational part of me knows I wouldn’t have the first clue where she was if it wasn’t for him.

I’ve failed her. Allowed my fears to overcome me and walked away at a time when she needed me the most. And now she’s in a car with Andrei’s men, who I have every intention of slaughtering like the pigs they are.

“I will protect her,” I say aloud.

“I know, Fitz,” Rory replies. “We’re going to get her back, mate. Don’t ye worry about that.”

“You shouldn’t have left her behind in the first place,” Scarlett chimes in from the back seat.

“I was protecting you,” Rory growls. “Which you seem to keep forgetting.”

“I don’t need your protection,” she answers.

“She’s having my baby,” I tell no one in particular. I just need to hear it spoken aloud. So they understand the gravity of this situation.

“Congratulations, Fitz,” Rory says. “I never pegged you for a fatherly type.”

My hand twitches on the gear shift. “I’ll protect her,” I repeat. “I’ll look after both of them.”

“I know,” he agrees. “I don’t doubt you, Fitzy. You’ll do a grand job of it.”

The car ahead of us changes lanes, and I finally get a clear view of the Denali. The one that has Sasha in it. My Sasha. And my baby. Because I’m going to be a father.

I haven’t had much in my life. Crow and his mammy and the syndicate. I made do with that before, but things are different now. My whole life is in that car up ahead. I’m going to slaughter the men who thought they could take that from me.

“Keep your distance,” Rory warns. “We don’t want them to work out they’ve got company just yet. Remember the bigger picture, Fitz.”

“I need to get Sasha.”

“You do,” he agrees. “But you also need to get Andrei. Settle this once and for all. And having a showdown in the middle of the freeway won’t do.”

He’s right, there’s no argument about that. But I have an intense pressure inside of me which only breeds every moment she’s trapped in that car. It’s the same pressure I felt when I killed Blaine. When I saw him hurting her. I don’t understand this emotion. I don’t know how to sort it out or even what to call it. I only know that when it comes to anyone hurting Sasha, I will always feel this way. The only balm for the fire inside is to eliminate the threats against her. To destroy anyone who thinks they can touch Sasha.

It’s the single thought keeping me from going mad right now. Planning Andrei’s murder and bathing the floor with his blood. I will make him suffer. I will make his death a thousand times worse than any he’s ever saw fit to dole out. The butcher will know real pain when I’m finished with him.

The car ahead exits off the freeway, and I follow. Daisy starts to whine in the backseat and Scarlett pulls her into her lap.

“This dog looks familiar,” she says.              

I ignore her because my attention is focused only on the Denali. They’re driving into a rural area. A sure sign they’re leading us directly to Andrei. When they turn off onto a dirt road, Rory taps the dashboard to get my attention.

“You need to slow down, lad. It’s only going to put Sasha at risk if they catch onto us. We’re not going to lose them.”

I pull my foot from the accelerator and attempt to calm myself. The rage is coiling tighter inside. I’m losing control. And all I can think of is Sasha and my baby. These pigs might do something before I can get to her.

“No.” I push my foot back down and focus my attention up ahead. “It has to be dealt with now.”

“Fitz,” Rory tries to argue, but I’m past the point of being rational.

Scarlett doesn’t seem to have an opinion on the current events as she continues to talk about the dog. I’m not listening much, until some of her words capture my attention.

“Princess,” she says. “That’s what her name was.”

“Her name is Daisy,” I argue. “Sasha picked it.”

“But where did you get her?” Scarlett asks.

Rory glances at me when I don’t answer because he already knows. Conor’s been giving me shite about it in front of the lads every time I go to the club.

“Being as ye’re not going anywhere…” Rory meets Scarlett’s eyes in the mirror. “I suppose it won’t hurt to tell you this was Donny’s dog.”

Scarlett wrinkles her nose and glares back at him. “Keep trying to find reasons to make me stick around. I promise you’ll get sick of me soon enough.”

“I doubt that very much,” is Rory’s only reply.

The car falls silent, and I’m glad for it. I’ve no need for this carry on while I’m trying to focus on Sasha. But Scarlett won’t let up about the bleeding dog.

“Was she wearing a pink collar?” she persists. “With a crown on it?”

This time, I do meet her gaze in the mirror. I don’t like that she knows that.

“What’s it to you?” I ask.

“I thought so,” she answers smugly. “It is princess. I know who owns this dog, and it isn’t Donny.”

“I own the dog,” I growl. “She’s mine. And Sasha’s. She’s ours.”

Scarlett just shrugs. “Well that may be the case, but I know who owned her before.”

I open my mouth to argue when Rory taps me on the shoulder. He gives me a look, and it conveys everything I need to know. This could be important. Whoever owned that dog might be the same person that’s been leaking information to the feds.

“I’d love to hear all about that,” Rory tells her as he turns around in his seat. “Maybe ye just might be useful after all.”

Chapter Thirty-Eight

Sasha

“
W
e’ve got company,” the man driving the car observes.

His eyes keep flicking to the rearview mirror, and a seed of hope blooms inside of me.

Ronan.

It has to be him. I have to believe that Ronan has come for us. That he isn’t going to let me die like this. Let our baby die.

The man beside me picks up his phone and makes a call, muttering a quick string of indecipherable words. He’s short-tempered, and the voice on the other end of the line sounds even more so. There’s a tiny farmhouse up ahead, which I suspect is where they’re taking me. There’s only one dirt road out of here, and we’re on it.

Which means that whoever is behind us has got us trapped.

The men in the front seat speak in rapid fire Russian while I try to crane my neck and get a look at the car behind us. It’s too dusty though, and the minute I turn, the man beside me grabs me by the hair and yanks my head back around.

He yells something into my face, which I don’t understand, but I get his meaning clear enough. I curl into myself and mentally try to prepare for whatever is about to happen. Up ahead, the windows on the farm house are open, and the barrels of two rifles are poking out.

The driver guns the engine without warning and sends us careening around the corner of the house and towards the back. The car has barely come to a stop when someone’s yanking me out and dragging me inside.

I don’t resist, but it still doesn’t stop him from hurling me onto the floor once we’re inside. I crawl under a table and not a moment too soon.

Another spurt of gunfire erupts around us, tearing through the glass and walls of the farmhouse. I can’t see into the living room, but I know there are at least three other men in there. In addition to the three who brought me here that makes six. If Ronan is outside, I have to wonder what kind of backup he has.

As I’m questioning it, something thuds on the back porch where we just entered, followed by a crash of shards from the window above the sink. Something wizzes over the table where I’m hiding and hits one of the men in the head. It all happens so fast that during the time it takes me to blink, he’s on the floor with his face half gone.

My hand flies to my mouth and I have to fight the urge to retch. Jesus. How many times have I been in situations like this now? This is exactly why I didn’t want this life. I don’t know how I seem to have forgotten that in my time with Ronan. Now I have a baby to think about too. And no way do I want my kid growing up around this kind of shit.

Another bullet flies through the window and takes out a different guy. His body makes an awful sound as it hits the floor and I can’t bring myself to look at it. I close my eyes and count to ten, and in that ten seconds there’s another thud.

And then someone is grabbing me, dragging me out from beneath the table and holding my body in front of his. He’s yelling something out in Russian when the back door flies open.

There’s still gunfire coming from the front, but my eyes are focused on the formidable figure standing in the doorway. Chocolate brown eyes meet mine, and my lungs fill with some much needed air. It doesn’t matter what else is happening around me, the one thing I know for certain is everything’s okay now. He’s here, and I’ll be okay. Because Ronan always saves me.

He says something in Russian to the man holding me, to which my captor replies. I’m surprised at Ronan’s grasp on the language, though I shouldn’t be. He never does anything half-assed, this man. Ronan’s gaze meets mine as he raises his gun, and I know he’s silently telling me not to be afraid.

I should be. I should be feeling something. But I’m frozen. Numb. In shock, I think. The man behind me raises his knife to my throat.

Ronan moves forward on instinct, but pauses when the blade digs into my skin.

“Andrei.”

The way Ronan says his name is a threat all its own. His voice is deadly and calm. His body is too. This is what he was trained for. But even I can’t miss the warring rage and fear in his dark eyes. If there was ever a question about how he felt for me, it’s unmistakable right now.

“You have such a pretty little whore my friend.” Andrei drags the tip of the knife down my neck. “Such a shame I could not spend more time with her. This skin, I have a feeling it would look so lovely flayed wide open.”

Ronan speaks to him in Russian again. His voice has lost the calm resolve he displayed only moments ago. The rage is taking over. Turning him. And I know it’s only a matter of time before he goes ballistic like he did with Blaine. Only this time, the guy behind me has at least one knife, and I suspect by the sharp object digging into my back, possibly two. He’s using me as a shield and I have no idea how Ronan’s going to disarm him.

Right about now I’m really wishing that I’d asked Mack to teach me some of that crazy shit she’s always doing to defend herself.

“Shall I take her for a little test drive?” Andrei asks. “Just a few slices. You know they say that all blood is the same color once it meets oxygen, but I don’t think that’s true. So many shades of crimson. You would agree with me, yes?”

Ronan lunges forward, and the man drags me back further, cutting off my air supply as his arm snakes around my neck. He turns the knife in Ronan’s direction and waves it back and forth in a disapproving gesture.

“C’mon, my friend. You must know better than this by now. I’ve heard so many tales about you. The great Reaper of Boston. Men quake in his presence I am told. And yet here you are, completely helpless as I hold your treasure in my arms.”

“She is mine,” Ronan snarls.

His eyes are moving over every possible angle, searching for weaknesses and assessing the situation. I can literally see him being split in two. He’s fighting the urge to be the man he was created to be and the man who I’ve slowly gotten to know. The cold blooded killer in him would take the shot without fear of hitting me. But the man who has laid beside me in bed, fought off his demons in my presence, and spent every moment he could inside of me is holding back.

Before he can come to any sort of a decision, the knife in Andrei’s hand slices down my chest in a sharp shock of pain. My mouth opens and the faintest sound spills from my lips as I glance down to see blood dripping from the long gash.

Ronan’s lunging towards us again, but Andrei was prepared for this. The sharp object has disappeared from my back. And before I have time to scream or warn him, the second knife is sailing through the air and into Ronan’s stomach.

A shot goes off, and I have no idea where it came from. But the heavy weight around me falls away, and I turn around to check. That’s when I see Scarlett standing there, wielding a gun in one hand and a knife in the other. She’s completely unhinged, her eyes dark and filled with a thirst for bloodlust. I know because I’ve seen that same look on Ronan’s face many times before.

Andrei is lying on the floor, bleeding from the leg. Scarlett moves closer and stares down at him with a smile on her face that scares me a little. But the reason is stamped in her eyes for all to see. This is the man who hurt her too.

She kneels beside him, digging the tip of her knife into his cheek and dragging it over his face.

“You’re not the only one who likes to play with knives.” Her eyes flick down to his leg wound. “But I guess you bleed red just like everyone else.”

It’s obvious what she’s going to do. What she wants to do. And I can’t handle watching it. I spin back around and run towards Ronan, who is leaning against the wall for support. His eyes are glued to the scene before him, and the man I thought could never be shocked finally is. His face is awash with bewilderment as he watches Scarlett carve up the man on the floor behind me. He’s clutching at his wound, and I’m afraid to get a good look at it. Because I don’t want to see. I don’t want to see Ronan hurt, or worse. I can’t handle that.

I whisper his name, and his attention moves to me, some of the haziness disappearing from his eyes. Tears are leaking down my face, and I’m sniffling. I just keep repeating his name, staring at his blood soaked shirt. Fingers graze my cheek, and then I hear the sweetest sound in the world. His voice.

“Shhh,” he whispers. “It’s alright. I’ve got you.”

And just like that, I forget everything else for a second. He pulls me closer and kisses my forehead, untangling the mess of hair around my face.

“Sasha.”

My name sounds like a revelation on his lips. His palm moves to the cut on my chest and he smears some of the blood onto his skin, which serves to strengthen his resolve. He kisses me twice more before pulling away. I grab onto the lapels of his suit because I know what he’s doing. I don’t want him to go kill that man Scarlett’s hurting. I don’t want him to go anywhere.

“Ronan.”

My hand is wet, and when I look down, it’s covered in his blood. It’s getting worse. And it’s too much.

“We need to go.”

I can’t lose him. Not now. Not ever.

“I have business with Andrei,” he argues.

His words are firm, but his body is weak. Fortitude isn’t going to win out this time. He wants to kill the man who hurt me. And maybe a part of me wants that too. But right now, his bleeding wound takes precedence.

“Ronan, I need you,” I tell him. “Our baby needs you. Okay? That’s all that matters. And if we don’t get you into the car right this minute…”

“She’s right,” a voice interrupts from behind me.

I turn to find Rory standing there, his eyes fixed on Ronan’s blood soaked shirt.

“Get in the car, Fitz. I’ll finish off Andrei.”

Ronan shakes his head, stubborn as ever. “He’s mine. I’ll be the one to finish him.”

All of our eyes move to the man in question, who Scarlett has done quite a number on already. His face and arms and chest are all covered in cuts now, and she’s holding the knife to his throat.

“I’m going to finish him,” she announces.

Rory shakes his head and yanks her up to her feet without an ounce of finesse. She tries to shove him away, but he holds her steady and kicks Andrei in the face when he moans.

“I won’t allow ye to have that on your conscience,” he says to her. “No matter how tough you think ye are Scarlett. I will not abide by it.”

His voice is hard. Harder than I’ve ever known it to be. And Scarlett is looking up at him with glassy eyes. I don’t know what’s going on between these two, but Rory’s words affect her. She listens to him, her shoulders falling in defeat. Then she glances back at Ronan, and she gives him a little nod.

“He’s all yours.”

“I’ll put him in the boot,” Rory offers, as if this is totally normal. “You’ll have all the time ye like with him later. Just get your arse in the car.”

Ronan tries to take a step towards the stairs, but his balance is off and he has to cling to the wall. I wrap an arm around his waist and turn back towards Rory.

“I’ll need help getting him in the car.”

Rory nods, and then he’s bolting over to help, but Ronan’s still staring at Andrei.

“Ronan.” I grab his face and pull his attention back to me. “You can deal with it later, okay? Let’s get in the car.”

“He tried to hurt you,” he says again. “Ye’re mine.”

“I am,” I agree. “And I need you to stick around. For a really long time, okay? Because I can’t do this without you.”

I try to get him to move forward, but he stops us. I think he’s going to argue again, but instead he kisses me. It’s rough and possessive. When his lips fall away, his face is as earnest as I’ve ever seen it.

“I’m not going anywhere,” he says. “Because I love you, Sasha.”

My eyes clog up with tears, and I’m nodding like crazy because I’m too choked up to speak. Finally, I get myself under control enough to tell him what I’ve been dying to for the last three years.

“I love you too, Ronan. I think I always have.”