Reckless Redemption: A Bad Blooded Rebel Novel (Bad Blooded Rebel Series) (6 page)

I
could hear my dad sighing on the other end of the phone. “Well what are you
waiting for, Danni? Go to him!”

“It’s
not that easy, Dad. I can’t just forget what happened.”

“Honey,
think about it. Yes, seeing Beau with that girl hurt you but let’s face facts
here. You two weren’t technically together when that happened. He was a single
guy and probably looking for a little comfort. Cut him some slack.”

My
mouth dropped open and I wanted to argue, but I couldn’t. The fact of the
matter was Dad was right. Technically Beau and I weren’t a couple when he had
sex with that girl, but it still hurt me.

I
grumbled and said, “Ugh, you’re a real pain in the ass sometimes, you know
that? I don’t know why you are pushing this so much. You are basically telling
me to forget my own pain and run to him so we can start sleeping together
again.”

“No,
Danni, I’m telling you to follow your heart and let it lead you in the right
direction. If you didn’t love him, you wouldn’t have moved to Ohio to help him
get better.”

“You’re
annoying,” I said, pouting like a child.

He
laughed. “I’m right, Danni. I’m always right, you know.”

I
turned onto my street and drove the short distance to my townhouse apartment.
As soon as I pulled into my parking spot, I turned off the engine and leaned my
head back against the seat.

“Well,
Mr. Always Right, I’m tired so I’m going to go inside and go to bed.”

“Okay
then. Give Everleigh our love and tell her to come back and visit when she
feels up to it.”

Everleigh
hadn’t been back home since leaving Muncie for New York. She was afraid that
after having killed Scott in self defense the whole town would either turn on
her or pity her. Now that she was pregnant I could definitely understand her not
wanting to go back there just yet.

“I
will. Love you, Dad,” I said.

“Love
you too, princess,” he said and I hung up the phone. I had hoped that my
conversation with Dad would help me get some clarity but it just left me
feeling more confused. Sighing, I got out of my car and walked up the steps to
the apartment I’d lived in for the last six months. I unlocked the door and
walked inside, my conversation with my dad still fresh in my mind. Shaking my
head as if to banish the thoughts of what might have been and what could still
be, I locked the door behind me and quickly went to my bedroom to change out of
my dress.

After
I was showered and in my pajamas, I sat down on my bed and turned on the
television. As I mindlessly flicked through the channels, my thoughts
inadvertently went to Beau and the first time we slept together…

I knocked on his hotel room door and waited for him
to answer. I had just gotten off work at Deuce’s Diner, and Ryder’s bodyguard
had given me a ride to the Holiday Inn where the band was staying. I was a ball
of nerves and excitement as the door opened and there he stood, dressed in a
fitted black ACDC tee shirt, jeans, and bare feet. “Well, there you are. It’s
about time. I’ve been going nuts playing video games with Kris and Jude.”

He held out his arm in invitation and I walked
inside. “I’ve only been off work for fifteen minutes Beau. Relax, I’m here,” I
giggled. I started to take off my coat and the hair on the back of my neck
stood straight up as I felt him behind me. Beau reached around to the front of
me, grabbing the zipper of my coat and tugging it down. After he slowly slid it
off my shoulders, he gently nibbled the top of my ear and I shuddered.

“You smell like heaven,” Beau whispered against my
skin.

Nervously, I laughed and said, “No, I smell like french
fries.”

I felt his mouth curve into a grin as he said, “Well
whatever you smell like its intoxicating.” He pressed his lips to my neck and
kissed it quickly before opening his mouth and licking my skin. My head
instinctively rolled back to rest on his shoulder and I moaned. “You like when
I kiss you here, Danni?”

“Y-yes,” I breathed, leaning my body against his.
“But wait a minute.”

He chuckled. “What’s the problem?”

I took a deep breath and turned around to face him.

“There is no problem, Beau. Believe me, whatever is
about to happen I am so beyond ready for it,” I said, and he laughed even more.
“I just want to ask one thing before we do this.”

He cocked an eyebrow and asked, “And that is?”

“No matter what happens, we stay friends first. I
don’t know if the friends with benefits thing will work for us or not, but if
it doesn’t I just want to make sure that we can still be cool after it’s all
over.”

Beau smiled again and said, “Danni, I think you’re
over thinking all of this. Our friends are in a relationship, yes, but if we
start hooking up it’s something that’s between us and no one else.”

“That’s true, but I don’t want you all to end up
fighting if this sex thing doesn’t go our way. I will not be the reason for any
kind of rift between you and the band, Ryder and Everleigh, or even me and
Everleigh. Think this through, Beau.”

He sighed.

“I have thought of all of this Danni and I think we
can still have a good time together. It’s true, I’m not a relationship kind of
guy, but that doesn’t mean I don’t want to hang with you. You’ve become a very
close friend in the past few months. There’s no denying this hot chemistry
between us. It doesn’t need to be a big deal. We can be friends that meet each
other’s needs.”

I felt a rush of excitement. “I’m not asking for any
kind of commitment, Beau. I just want to make sure that when or if this thing
ends we can be adults and stay friends. Do you think you can do that?”

He wrapped a strong arm around my waist and pulled
me close to him. “For you, I will do just about anything, beautiful. You have my
word…it won’t get messy.”

I wrapped my arms around his neck and played with
the ends of his hair with my fingers. “Then take off your pants and show me a
good time, Beau Cavanaugh.”

I barely got the words out before his lips were on
mine in a panty-melting kiss. We wasted no time moving toward the bed, kicking
off shoes and ripping off clothes. Soon I was wrapped in Beau’s arms wearing
nothing but my bra and panties. I started to unbuckle his belt and moaned as
his fingers searched for the clasp on my bra. He stripped it off me practically
tearing it from my body as his lips began trailing kisses along my collarbone.

My hand brushed against the bulge in his jeans right
before it found the zipper and started to tug it down. I pushed his pants down
and grasped his thick cock in my hand. I shivered from the anticipation of how
hot sex with Beau was about to be.

“God, I’ve wanted to feel you stroking my cock for a
long time, Danni,” Beau growled. “You like it, don’t you?”

I nodded and said, “Yes…but you know what I’d like even
more?”

“What’s that, beautiful?”

“To taste it.”

I dropped to my knees in front of him. He growled
and ran his fingers through my hair as I stared at his long, thick, beautiful
length. My mouth watered as it swayed slightly. I grabbed him again and made
eye contact with him as I took him into my mouth.

“Shit, Danni,” he growled, his hands guiding my head
as I moved him in and out of my mouth.

He tasted amazing and smooth. Moaning, I pulled him
completely out completely, swirling my tongue around the head of his cock. I licked
the bead of pre-come off the tip and tasted it.

“God damn, you love sucking me, don’t you?”

“Yes,” I whispered, pulling him back into my mouth.

I was getting wetter as he was getting harder. My
eyes flicked back up to his face to find him watching suck him with burning
lust.

Suddenly Beau gently pushed me back and I
reluctantly let go of him. He had fire in his eyes as he pulled me to my feet.
They bore into mine, sending heat burning throughout my body to the tips of my
fingers. Almost instantly his lips were on mine in a deep, sensual kiss. Tangling
my hands in his hair as he tasted my mouth, I was so lost in him that I didn’t
realize he had walked us back toward the bed until the back of my legs hit the
blankets. He playfully shoved me onto the bed and I fell back, letting my legs
fall open.

His body hovering over mine, I leaned up on my
elbows watching with baited breath as his fingers hooked into the sides of my
panties. He slid them down with agonizing slowness before tossing them to the
floor. Neither of us said a word as he parted my thighs with his hands and got
onto his knees in front of me.

“My turn to taste you,” he said, and I shivered as
his breath against my skin gave me goose bumps.

I gasped loudly then moaned as he bent his head down
and licked my wet folds. Sliding two fingers into me, he sucked my clit hard as
his fingers moved in and out. I felt warm tingles spreading through my body as
he torturously licked and sucked.

I leaned my head up to watch as his tongue glided
around my pussy, tasting every part of me up and down. His eyes flashed up to
mine and narrowed sexily as he continued his sensual assault. Our eyes never
left each other’s and when he curled his fingers inside me while giving me a
sexy wink, my body exploded in an intense orgasm. I screamed and tossed my head
back, breaking my eye contact with him.

“God, you’re so sexy when you come,” he growled.

I collapsed on the bed before panting, “Fuck me,
Beau.”

With my eyes still shut, I felt him stand up in
front of me. I opened them to find him staring down at me with scorching
desire.

“Say that again,” he commanded, his eyes dark and
sinful.

I raised my head and licked my lips.

With my gaze locked on his, I repeated, “Fuck me,
Beau. Now.”

I heard the quick tear of foil and I watched with
desire as he sheathed his length with a condom. His body covered mine in an
instant; I shivered in anticipation as I felt his thick cock teasing my
entrance.

He lightly kissed my lips then asked, “You want my
dick deep inside you, Danni?”

I nodded and licked his bottom lip, the taste of my
arousal still lingering. Moaning, I cried out, “Yes! I want you now!”

He grinned wickedly then lifted himself up with his
hands on either side of me.

“Then why don’t you do the honors, baby? I want to
watch you slide my cock inside that tight little pussy. Take me inside you,
Danni.”

I wasted no time taking his dick into my hand and
stroking it a few times. It was as hard as a steel beam and satiny smooth. I
forced the head right into my entrance then reached around to grip his ass,
urging him inside.

He thrust his hips hard and instantly he was deep
inside me. He groaned as I screamed out in pleasure. “Oh fuck!”

“God damn you’re so tight,” he grunted as he shifted
his hips and began to move in and out.

I gripped his ass tightly in both hands and pulled
him hard against me. “You’re so big, you feel so good!” I cried. “Please go
harder!”

Beau smiled sexily at me and moved up onto his
knees. He gripped my knees with both hands, pushing my legs back as far as they
would go. I moaned loudly when he shifted his hips again; I felt him so much
deeper like this. “You want me to fuck you harder? You got it, beautiful,” he
said, and my body was on fire as he gave me exactly what I wanted.

I was definitely not a virgin by any means but one
thing I knew for sure was that I had never ever had sex this hot before. Beau
Cavanaugh knew what the fuck he was doing and I was thanking every God there
was that I was in this moment with him.

He had stamina like I’d never thought possible as he
drove into me with thunderous force. He moved his thumb down to my clit and
pressed hard, rubbing it in fast circles. My back arched and I screamed out as
my body was rocked with another orgasm.

I barely had time to come down from my release
before he abruptly pulled out of me and said, “Turn over and get on your
knees.”

I grinned wickedly at him and did as I was told,
lifting my hips and my ass in the air. He slid two fingers inside me.

“Fuck you’re so wet,” he said, before removing them
and slamming into me again from behind.

I threw my hair back and moved my body up, reaching
around to pull his lips to mine.

Suddenly, as I looked at him while he was still deep
inside me, something flashed in his eyes. “Danni, you are so beautiful,” he
whispered against my lips as his arms wrapped around my bare stomach.

He held me close as he thrust his hips harder and
faster. His eyes rolled back and closed as his engorged cock swelled and
thickened inside me.