Red Hot Obsessions (58 page)

24

“I hate him,” Piper growled into the phone.

Tate had left without a word. She’d woken up to an empty bed. Her first thought was that she had done something wrong, but then realization clobbered her over the head with its fist: it had just been sex for him. The entire time she had been giving away pieces of her heart to him, he hadn’t even wanted it. Her chest constricted painfully. How could she have been so stupid?

“I don’t know why I keep doing this to myself!” She fell back on the bed, staring up at the ceiling as she contemplated how she was going to manage working alongside Tate, in a crowded room, all day. Then again, maybe the hordes of people would act as a much-needed buffer.

“You do it because the man has skills in the bedroom, clearly,” Shelia reasoned. “I don’t know why you’re complaining though. If I found a man who could pop my coochie and bounce, it would be a dream come true. Instead I get stuck with stage five clingers or men who bat for the other team. Count yourself lucky that you aren’t stuck with another mouth to feed. Instead of talking to me, you could be trapped in a kitchen right now scrambling eggs and getting spit on by bacon grease.”

Piper rolled her eyes. “You’re so jaded, Sheila. What’s wrong with wanting to wake up to the man you had sex with? Or wanting to feed him for that matter?”

“And you’re a hopeless romantic. But to answer your question, nothing is wrong with it,” Sheila conceded. “I think there is always a time and place for matters of the heart, but you just got out of a relationship. Need I remind you of what a bang up job Tyler did to your heart not so long ago? Does it bear repeating, because I will. I will totally throw that back in your face if it means you getting your head out of your ass and wiping those stars from your eyes. You. Are. Not. In love with your boss.”

With a frustrated sigh, Piper rose from the bed. Arguing with Shelia over her love life while lying in the same bed she had sex with Tate in hours before didn’t do well to keep her head clear. “I’m over the Tyler thing,” she said as she paced the room. “That was months ago. And I never said I was in love with Tate. God, Sheila.”

“Don’t take that tone with me.”

“What tone?”

“
That
tone. Don’t make me reach through this phone and smack you.”

“Watch yourself, you’re beginning to sound like your mother,” Piper teased.

Shelia growled in warning. “Them’s fighting words, missy.”

“Bring it. Oh, that’s right, you can’t,” Piper taunted. Being miles away certainly came in handy sometimes.

Fishing through the wardrobe, she eyed a sleek dress she’d viewed in a storefront window and was compelled to buy, even though she had no idea where she would wear it. The price tags were still on it. One thing she had learned since acquiring the friendship of such a loving and supporting group of women was that it was always best to come prepared. This was Vegas, after all.

Looking the garment over with a critical eye, she debated the appropriateness of wearing it to the convention. It was sexy with its pale lavender fabric that came to a flirty stop just below her knees. The V-neck could hardly be considered plunging, but if she bent over just right or she came into contact with someone taller than her—which wasn’t too difficult to imagine—she would give them quite a show. All in all, she might get away with it if she paired the dress with the right shoes and left her hair down. Or up. She couldn’t decide.

“And how do you know what my mother sounds like, anyway,” Shelia demanded to know, still on the topic.

“I don’t, since
someone
is hiding her away. Or rather
hoarding
her,” Piper rebutted. “And don’t think we have forgotten that promise you made and failed to keep,” she reminded her, including all the women in their little group in the argument. “We still haven’t tasted those world-famous cookies you promised us.”

Shelia cleared her throat. “I told you, shipping food stuffs is a touch and go situation. I had to test them first, make sure you guys didn’t get food poisoning.”

“All of them?” Piper challenged. She laid the dress out on the bed and placed her hand on her hip as she focused on their conversation.

“Yes, all of them! And you should be thanking me,” Shelia insisted. “I suffered a severe stomach ache afterward.”

“Oh, well, you poor baby,” Piper mocked. “I’m sure that had absolutely nothing to do with the fact that you snarfed six dozen cookies,
alone
. We all appreciate your great sacrifice.”

“Thank you,” Shelia sniffed. “It’s nice to know my efforts weren’t in vain. So,” she said, her voice perking up. “What are your plans for today?”

Piper accepted the change in topic easily, and tipped her head from side to side, debating where to begin. “The convention starts in an hour and runs until five. I’ll be there all day and then I’m sure I’ll need to stick around awhile for clean-up, but I can’t imagine that being too extensive since Tom and his staff and the hotel will be handling most of it. I’m hoping that we can distribute all the books so there won’t be anything to worry about. Which leaves the evening open.”

“An evening in Vegas,” Shelia sighed longingly. “Whatever shall you do?”

“No clue.” Piper slumped down on the bed, her head already filling with a laundry list of things to do. She still needed to settle on what to wear, do her hair and make-up then head downstairs. Afterward, well, where did one start?

“Want to know what I would do?”

“Not really.” Piper chuckled.

“I would start with a good old-fashioned plan of action. First, make that turd of a man you call your boss see that you could give a crap. He doesn’t define you.”

“Who said I gave a crap?” Piper contested.

“Honey, I am miles away and even I can tell this man has a hold over you. You care, whether you want to admit it or not. That’s why you have to hit him where it hurts: his ego.”

This coming from the woman who once tied herself naked to her ex-boyfriend’s bedpost in a misguided attempt to show him that she was worthy of his affections.

After he told her he wanted to break up.

Because he was gay.

Piper wasn’t at all sure why she was listening to any advice offered by Shelia, but she did anyway, at a loss for ideas and admittedly a little desperate for any direction the woman could offer her. Since meeting Tate, it felt like her life had been tossed into the sky and she was left sailing through the air, looking for a soft place to fall when all she could see was a field of pricker bushes awaiting her.

As much as she wanted to claim that Tate was nothing more than her boss and an occasional lay, she couldn’t. He’d gotten under her skin. But Shelia was right. She couldn’t let him know that. She needed to show him that she was completely unaffected. She was her own person. One that was obviously attracted to him, but not dependent on him in any way. Take it or leave it.

Easier said than done, she was afraid.

“Alright,” she said solemnly. “Tell me what to do, oh wise one.”

*

An hour and fifteen minutes later, Piper stood in front of the mirror appraising the image standing before her. The soft lavender dress hung from her shoulders accentuating her curves in a way that made her feel feminine and pretty, but powerful, ready to take on the day ahead of her. She’d settled on keeping her hair down, and the pale tendrils fell in soft, delicate waves over her shoulders bringing attention to the muted glow of her freshly polished skin. She went with a natural but sophisticated look, keeping her makeup light with a smoky eye that would work for the day but the evening too, in case she decided to hit the town later. In a word, she looked radiant.

Take that!
She mentally shouted, stepping away from the mirror and into a pair of comfortable silver kitten heels. She wanted to see Tate’s jaw drop. She wanted to see the want in his eyes and the look of devastation when she told him to take a hike.

Normally a punctual person to a fault, Piper had to resist the urge to sprint from the room. The convention was already under way and whether she showed or not, it wasn’t going anywhere. Besides, fashionably late was till fashionable, wasn’t it?

Moving slowly, she gathered her I.D. and credit card from her wallet and stuffed them into her bra so she could forgo carrying a purse. She took a moment to fluff her hair and touch up her lip gloss, a silky, shiny color called ravishing red, then headed for the door.

“Oh!” Piper startled and stepped back. For a moment, she forgot to breathe. She soaked in the man before her, his tall, masculine build. The black tailored pants and crisp white button down tucked in around his trim waist. She licked her lips.

“Sorry, didn’t mean to scare you. I was just about to head down and thought you might want to join me. Piper?”

Piper realized she was staring and blinked several times as she scrambled to recover what was left of her brain. “Sorry. Um…what was the question again?”

Tom’s smile lit his whole face and he brushed a hand down the front of his shirt. “Too much? I don’t know. The whole suit and tie thing isn’t really…well, my thing.” He shrugged.

Piper realized her scrutiny had made him uncomfortable and rushed to reassure him. “No, no. You look good. Better than good,” she amended, soaking him in once more. He’d left the top two buttons of his shirt undone, revealing a tantalizing triangle of bronze skin. A smattering of dark hair peeked through. “But won’t you get your clothes dirty?”

Tom gave her a funny look as he tried to comprehend her meaning. “Oh, you mean in the kitchen? No. As much as I would prefer staying behind the scenes, my presence is better suited on the floor where I can watch over my crew and deal with any missteps as they happen. Plus, sometimes people want to meet the chef and it’s just easier to already be available than to have to waste time sending someone from the floor to find me and leaving the kitchen and you know what?” He said abruptly, tilting his head as another smile crested his handsome face. “Enough about me. Let’s talk about this dress.” His gaze roamed over her, sending a thrill of excitement through her. “You look amazing, Piper. Truly. You clean up well.”

“Yes, a shower tends to do that for a girl,” she said, downplaying the compliment. She stepped into the hallway and closed the door behind her.

“Never underestimate the power of bathing.” Tom stood at the ready, offering her his elbow. “Shall we?”

Piper giggled, looping her arm though his and letting him guide her into the elevator.

The moment they stepped out onto the first floor, the buzz of voices met them. The steady flow of bodies moved down the hallway in both directions, some boarding the elevators, others either joining the crowd of people gathered in the ballroom for the convention, or leaving it.

With his fingers pressing gently against the small of her back, Tom led them into the room.

“Wow,” Piper breathed, looking around the room. “Your people did this?” She turned to Tom in question. He nodded, a self-satisfied smirk curving the corners of his full lips.

Piper took a moment to absorb her surroundings. The room itself was a standard square with beige, lightly patterned walls. Contemporary glass sconces adorned them, glowing with muted amber light. On the back wall stood two tall windows framed with heavy plum fabric showcasing the garden of lush green trees in the distance and creating the impression that they were in a private estate.

A series of long rectangular tables sat just in front of the windows, seating the five authors in attendance, of which one was Tate Larson. He was smiling into the book he was signing while the older gentleman standing in front of him chattered about something she couldn’t hear.

Tate was in his element, his face positively shining, Piper noticed. If he hadn’t just succeeded in souring her day, she would be tempted to describe him as edible. As it stood, she could only see him as a drop dead gorgeous piece of manure. Scrunching her face in distaste, Piper wrapped up her analysis of the room.

More than a dozen round tables had been scattered throughout the modest space, each seating upwards of seven guests. The place settings, Piper noticed, had been kept simple but elegant. Crisp white linens covered the tables and chairs and rich plum napkins rested beside tall Champagne flutes and crystal water glasses. In the center of every table sat a small arrangement of wild flowers boasting an array of vibrant colors including yellow, orange, purple and red. Everywhere she looked, men and women dressed in black and white uniform similar to Tom’s meandered around the room carrying trays laden with the foods she had sampled.

“You’ve really outdone yourself.” Piper turned to Tom, smiling widely with approval. “Not that I ever doubted you, but wow. Mr. Bradshaw will be impressed.”

“Thank you.” Tom leaned in, his warm breath caressing her ear. “But the only person I’m looking to impress is you.”

“Well, you’ve succeeded.”

Tipping his head to the room, Tom held out his hand. “Come. Let’s mingle.”

25

So that’s what they meant by seeing red.

Tate was barely keeping it together. He tried to stay focused. The woman in front of him was jabbering on about something he couldn’t care less about. Something about his book? Maybe. Probably. By this point, he wasn’t listening anymore. He was on autopilot. Smile. Nod. Sign. Politely pose for the camera. Smile. Shake hands. Repeat. He’d been doing this for hours. Four hours, forty-two minutes to be exact. Ever since Piper and that cook, who was far too handsy, waltzed into the room looking like the perfect couple.

And she was wearing a fucking dress. She wouldn’t wear one for him, but she would for the goddamned cook.

He wasn’t a man accustomed to jealousy. It wore on him like bad cologne. Pungent. Sour. Offensive. What was she doing here with him? After they’d had sex. Twice! Was she sleeping with him, too? Well, if she thought he was going to let her just get away with that, she had another thing coming. Tate Larson did not share.

Tate performed another round of monkey tricks for his adoring fans. Half a dozen more signatures and at least ten blinding photos later, he excused himself from the table where the authors in attendance had been relegated for a much overdue break. His intentions were single-minded: Find Piper and put a kibosh on the little friendship she had going with the cook. Beyond that, he had nothing. He was playing it by ear.

The good thing about visually stalking a person: you always knew where they were in a room. Currently, Piper was standing among a small group, which he was pleased to note also included his good friend, Felix, and his secretary, Poppy. The sidelong looks they passed one another and the way Felix’s hand rested gently at her lower back was a dead giveaway that the two had more than just a working relationship going on.

It came as a bit of a shock, realizing the woman his friend and boss had talked about was also his secretary, but then, the two worked side by side every day. It stood to reason that a close working relationship like theirs might eventually bleed through into their personal life. He wondered how long it had taken for them to reach that point, and how long it had gone on for. If he recalled, Poppy had only been working for the company a short time, but Felix seemed pretty adamant that his relationship was a serious one. He worried briefly what might happen if anyone else found out, but apparently, he was the only one that had made the connection. The last thing he wanted was for his friend to lose his job—he was the only buffer between him and Jon at this point.

Tate shook the disturbing thoughts away and pushed through the milling crowd toward the happy little gathering.

Felix was talking animatedly with the cook, which only further incited Tate’s anger. Why would he befriend someone who was clearly trying to steal his woman? It felt like a slight, but Tate had to remind himself that Felix was a businessman. He was probably more concerned with securing the man for future events. Or maybe he was just being his regular old friendly self. Tate gave himself a mental shrug as he told himself to quit behaving like a woman and knock off the whining before he was forced to uppercut his own face. It really was appalling, this girly man attitude he had going on. |

Looking around, Tate had to admit that the cook had done an okay job, especially considering the time constraints involved. But why was the man—
Revera? Revina?
He couldn’t recall—hanging around the hall? Shouldn’t he be back in the kitchens whipping up a soufflé or something equally queer, rather than groping his…His what? His woman? His fuck buddy? Shit, he had no idea what to call her. He decided to go with assistant until he could find the time to sit down and work out the details.

Damn, but her smile was fucking gorgeous. And when she laughed, it was like pouring a bucket of sunshine into the room. Just seeing her smile caused his own to stretch across his face and his worries to disappear as if they had never existed.

Tate was less than twenty feet away, his steps sure as he cut through milling bodies and wove between crowded tables, when the sprightly figure of a blonde-haired demon leaped into his path.

Caught off guard, Tate staggered forward, barely stopping before he mowed her down. “There you are. I was hoping to run into you!” Tate looked down into a pair of round, deep-set brown eyes with utter contempt.

“Congratulations. You nearly did. If you’ll excuse me.” Tate sidestepped her, disbelief and a fresh shot of adrenaline fueling his need to flee. Hadn’t he made himself clear? Hadn’t he said—very matter of fact—that he wasn’t interested?

The woman grabbed hold of his arm, and he spun around, his face a mask of pure malice. “What, no hello? No, hey how are ya?” She beamed up at him, proud of her catch.

“Hello. How are ya?” Tate deadpanned. He wrenched his arm loose. Already, they had drawn guests’ attention and he told himself to pull it together. It wouldn’t look good for people—his fans, especially—to view him in anything less than a good light.

“Fine. Thanks for asking,” she chirped. “I swear it feels like I haven’t seen you in ages. We need to catch up!”

Taking hold of her upper arm in a firm grip, Tate tried for a casual, friendly appearance as he forcibly removed her from the room. Once outside the doors, he found that the hallway was also teaming with bodies. To gain any semblance of privacy, they would have to find someplace else. He had two choices: his room or outside.

He chose the latter.

Past the main desk and out the doors, he pulled her into a small alcove within eyesight of the main entrance, but completely out of earshot, assuming they kept their voices to a minimum.

Tate rounded on her, his irritation coming through loud and clear. “What the hell are you doing here, Casey? I thought I told you and your brother that I don’t want anything to do with you.”

Casey’s big brown eyes crinkled at the corners as her face twisted with hurt. Looking down at her shoes, she wrung her hands together as she searched for a response. “I just…I wanted to see you is all,” she explained, her words so low Tate had to strain to catch them all. “We haven’t talked in a while and I figured…” She paused to look up at him. “I thought if we did, then maybe you could see your way through to forgiving me. I’m so sorry, Tate,” she implored, leaning into him and grasping the front of his shirt in tight little fists. “I made a mistake. Please forgive me.”

Tate looked into her misty eyes…and felt nothing. None of the hurt and betrayal that at one time had twisted his gut into knots. It was a peculiar feeling. One of complete detachment. He wasn’t sure what to make of all the emptiness.

Wrapping his fingers around her wrists, Tate gently pried her loose and pushed her away from him. “Like I told Jon, I forgave you a long time ago. But,” he continued, quelling the look of hope that flashed in her eyes. “I can’t forget what you did. When you chose to jump into bed with Steve Malone, you killed anything we might have had. I don’t love you anymore, Cas.” He wondered if he ever really had. If he hadn’t just been in love with the idea of her.

He’d grown up hanging out with the Bradshaws, spending the night with Jon and later making Casey his girlfriend. It seemed like a natural progression and everyone on both sides spoke of them like they were destined to be together forever. At one time, he had thought the same thing. They were inseparable. Until he announced that he would be moving to downtown Chicago to begin working on a degree.

Tate’s family fully supported him in his new direction in life, and he had thought his girlfriend would, too, but it turned out that she resented him leaving her behind to finish up her senior year while he ventured off to become an adult.

By the time he realized she felt that way, it was already too late. Home from school one weekend, he was slapped hard with the knowledge that Casey had been seen hanging around Steve Malone and his rabble rousers. It was unlike her, but he tried to be understanding and accept that he couldn’t control who her friends were or who she chose to spend her time with. That all changed one afternoon when he stepped into the diner his family had spent most of his childhood eating Sunday lunch at.

Heather Mindee, one of the waitresses and a former classmate, felt it was her duty to inform him that she’d spotted Casey making out with Steve. He was furious by the time he pulled up to the Bradshaws’ old Tudor, and when he confronted her about what he’d heard, she spilled a story far beyond his imaginings without blinking an eye. Not only had she kissed Steven, she’d slept with him too.

It was a slap to the face that hardened Tate’s blood like a layer of permafrost over James Bay. The news sent him storming into the dark that night, back to the apartment he shared with three other bachelors, and he never looked back. Not only had he lost the woman he thought he would one day marry, but he’d lost an entire family. Nothing she could say or do would ever heal the depth of that wound. Nothing.

Casey stepped back, a look of bewilderment on her pixie face. As if she expected him to take her back with open arms. As if, after all this time, after everything that had happened, after a hundred and one apologies, this would be the one to stick. “Is there someone else?”

Laughter tumbled from Tate’s lips at her words. “Are you kidding me? Do you really think you have the right to ask me something like that?” Sobering, Tate regarded her with barely concealed contempt and pity. “We aren’t together anymore, Cas. I don’t have to answer to you.”

“No, I know.” She nodded, dropping her chin to her chest. “Forget it. I shouldn’t have asked.” Drawing in a deep breath, he watched as she visibly rallied the strength to face him again. “Are you happy,” she whispered, the sound almost pained.

Tate looked off across the tree-lined grounds. “I don’t know yet,” he answered honestly. “Maybe.”

“Good, I want you to be happy. Even if it’s with someone else.”

Tate regarded her with a skeptical eye. She’d lost his trust long ago, but he was having trouble detecting anything other than earnestness in her words now. Was she just saying this to get him back? To draw him back into her web of lies and deceit? He couldn’t know.

Sucking in a deep breath, Tate ran his fingers through his hair, the thickness of it reminding him that he was in need of a haircut when he returned to Chicago. Silence rained down around them. Tate took a step back, resolved to put his past behind him once and for all.

“I should…”

“Tate,” Casey interrupted, closing the distance he’d placed between them. “I know I’ve already said it a thousand times before and I know where you stand, but I can’t tell you enough how sorry I am for everything. If you aren’t willing to give us another try, at least say we can be friends. I can’t stand the thought of never having you in my life again.” Her brown eyes grew wider with every second that passed that Tate said nothing to refuse her.

“We grew up together, Tate. You’re part of our family. You always will be. It’s just not the same without you. I know I screwed up, but don’t punish the entire family over one person’s actions. It wasn’t their fault, just like it wasn’t yours. If you never want to talk to me again, fine, but at least say you’ll take Jon back. He’s loves you. You were like brothers once,” she contended.

Tate couldn’t deny that fact, but he found it difficult to stand there, staring into the face he had trained himself to hate on sight, and agree to anything she had to say. “I don’t know…” he croaked, taking a step back, and then another.

She advanced on him, determined to get her way. “One drink. Jon is taking me out for some drinks, maybe play some blackjack. Say you’ll come. I promise it’ll be fun, and if you don’t think so, you can always leave. Say you’ll come,” she repeated.

Tate was on the fence, but when Casey stuck out her bottom lip and pulled a sad puppy face, he felt himself sucked back in time to when they were young and in love and he could be felled by a single glimpse of her easy charm.

“Fine,” he agreed, raising his hands in defeat. “I’ll go, but I can’t promise how long I’ll stay. I have an early flight.”

Squealing like a school girl, Casey threw herself into his arms, squeezing his neck with her boney ones. “I swear you won’t regret it.” Setting her back on her feet, Tate watched as she bounced away. “We’ll meet up in the lobby at seven,” she called over her shoulder, and then disappeared back inside the building without bothering to make sure the message had actually reached him.

It had, and he was already wondering how much he would regret his decision later as he trailed after her to resume his post.