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Beads of sweat stood out on Andrew’s forehead, yet he felt frozen stiff.

“You ought to go home and get some rest. You must be coming down with something. Even I don’t like seeing you in this state,” Freddy sighed. “I’m leaving soon. Do you want me to drop you somewhere in a taxi?”

Andrew had had a few nightmares in his life, but none that had seemed so real. He looked at Freddy for a moment, then replied, “No thanks. I’ll be okay. Must be something I ate at lunch.”

“It’s eight o’clock in the evening.”

Andrew wondered how long he’d been disconnected from reality, lost in his dreams. As he tried to recall what time he’d seen displayed on his screen before he’d dropped off, he asked himself what was real in his life anymore.

Exhausted, he headed home. He called Valerie on the way to warn her he wouldn’t wait up, but Sam informed him that she’d only just gone into surgery and probably wouldn’t be finished until late.

H
is night consisted of a long succession of nightmares in which the little girl with blurred features appeared to him. Each time he woke from one, shivering and dripping in sweat, he was still trying to find her.

In the most terrifying one, she stopped, turned to him and gestured for him to be quiet. A black car came to a halt between them and four men got out, not paying any attention to either of them. They went into a small building. From the deserted street where Andrew stood, he could hear screams: a woman screeching and a child crying.

The little girl was standing on the sidewalk on the opposite side of the road, swinging her arms and singing a nursery rhyme as if she didn’t have a care in the world. Andrew wanted to protect her and as he walked toward her, he met her gaze. Her eyes were smiling and menacing at once.

“María Luz?” he whispered.

“No,” she replied in an adult’s voice. “María Luz doesn’t exist anymore.”

Suddenly a child’s voice gushed out of the same small body. “Please find me!” it said. “Without you I’ll be lost forever. You’re on the wrong track, Andrew. You’re not looking where you should. You’re wrong. They’re all wrong. You’ll pay dearly if you get lost. Come and help me. I need you, and you need me. We’re connected now. Hurry, Andrew, hurry! You can’t afford to make a mistake.”

Crying out, Andrew awoke for the third time. Valerie wasn’t home. He turned on the bedside lamp and tried to calm down, but he was sobbing uncontrollably.

In his last nightmare, María Luz’s face appeared to him fleetingly. He was convinced he’d already seen those dark eyes staring at him, somewhere in a past that wasn’t his own.

Andrew got out of bed and went into the living room. He sat down at his computer, deciding he’d rather spend the rest of the night working. But his thoughts prevented him from concentrating and he couldn’t write a single line. He looked at his watch, hesitated, then picked up the phone and called Simon.

“Am I disturbing you?”

“Of course not. It’s two in the morning. I was just rereading
As I Lay Dying
while waiting for you to call me.”

“You don’t know how appropriate that is.”

“Gotcha. I’m getting dressed right now. I’ll be with you in fifteen.”

Simon arrived sooner than expected. He’d put his Burberry trench coat on over his pajamas and slipped on a pair of sneakers.

“I know,” he said, walking through Andrew’s apartment door. “You’re going to make another negative comment about my attire. I’ll have you know I’ve just bumped into two neighbors walking their dogs in robes. The owners in robes, not the dogs, obviously.”

“Sorry I disturbed you in the middle of the night.”

“No you aren’t, otherwise you wouldn’t have called. Are you getting your ping-pong table out, or are you going to tell me why I’m here?”

“I’m frightened, Simon. I’ve never been so frightened in all my life. My dreams are terrifying. I wake up every morning with my stomach in knots, realizing I’ve got one less day to live.”

“It’s not like I want to downplay your situation, but there are seven billion other human beings in the same predicament as you.”

“Except that I’ve only got fifty-three days left!”

“Andrew, this preposterous story of yours is getting out of hand. I’m your friend and I don’t want to take any risks, but you’ve got as much chance of being murdered on July 9 as I have of getting run over by a bus on my way out of here. Though with these red plaid pajamas, a bus driver would have to be blind not to see me in his headlights. Do you like them? I bought them in London, they’re flannelette. Much too warm for the season, but they’re my most flattering pair. Don’t you have any PJs?”

“Yes, but I never wear them. They make you look old.”

“Do I look old?” Simon asked, flinging open his arms. “Now put on your robe and let’s go for a stroll. You got me out of bed so I could take your mind off things, right?”

As they walked past the Charles Street police station, Simon said hello to the police officer on duty and asked him if he’d seen a short-haired dachshund. The answer was no. Thanking him, Simon carried on, calling out “Freddy” enthusiastically.

“I’d rather not walk along the river,” Andrew said as they got to the West Side Highway .

“Any news from your inspector?”

“None so far.”

“If it’s your colleague who wants you dead, we’ll take care of him, no problem. If it isn’t, and we don’t have any other concrete leads by the start of July, I’ll take you on a trip. We’ll be a long way from New York by the 9th.”

“I wish it were that simple. Supposing we did go, I can’t just give up my work and go into hiding for the rest of my life.”

“When are you off to Argentina?”

“In a few days. I have to admit I like the idea of getting away for a bit.”

“I’m sure Valerie would be delighted to hear that. You’ll have to be careful over there all the same.” They arrived outside Simon’s building. “Here we are. You okay going home on your own in that getup?”

“I’m not on my own. I’m walking Freddy,” Andrew answered, then walked away, pretending he was holding a dog on a leash.

* * *

Andrew was woken from his short night by the telephone ringing. He picked it up in a daze and recognized the inspector’s voice. He was waiting for Andrew in the café on the corner of his street.

Andrew went into Starbucks and found Pilguez sitting in the chair Simon had occupied the day before.

“Have you got bad news for me?” he asked, sitting down.

“I’ve found Mrs. Capetta,” the inspector replied.

“How?”

“I don’t think that really matters, and I can only spare an hour right now if I don’t want to miss my plane.”

“You’re leaving?”

“I can’t stay in New York forever. Anyway, you’re off soon too. San Francisco is less exotic than Buenos Aires, but it’s where I live. My wife’s waiting for me. She misses my ramblings.”

“What did you find out in Chicago?”

“She’s a very beautiful woman, Mrs. Capetta—ebony eyes and a gaze that could knock a man off his feet. Mr. Capetta can’t have tried too hard to track her down, she hasn’t even changed her identity. She and her son live there alone, two streets from the place where she posted that charming letter to you.”

“Did you speak to her?”

“No. I mean yes. But not about you.”

“I don’t get it.”

“I played at being the sweet old grandpa out for some air on a park bench. I told her my grandson was the same age as her kid.”

“You’re a grandfather?”

“No. Natalia and I met too late to have children. But we do have an adorable little substitute nephew—the son of that neurosurgeon friend I told you about and her architect husband. We’re very close. He’s five, and my wife and I tend to spoil him. Right, stop making me tell you my life story, or I really will miss my flight.”

“Why the roleplay if you didn’t question her?”

“Because there are different ways of questioning someone. What did you want me to say to her? ‘Mrs. Capetta, while your kid’s playing in the sandpit, would you please be so kind as to tell me if you’re planning to stab a journalist from
The New York Times
next month?’ I spent a couple of afternoons in the park chatting with her about this and that, trying to win her over. Would she be capable of committing a murder? To be completely honest, I’ve got no idea. She’s definitely a headstrong woman, and there’s something cold in her gaze. I also thought she seemed extremely intelligent. But I find it hard to believe she’d risk being separated from her boy. Even when you convince yourself you’re committing the perfect crime, you can never entirely dismiss the possibility of getting caught. What got me the most was how she lied when I asked her if she was married. Without missing a beat, she answered that her husband and daughter had died on a trip abroad. If I hadn’t met Mr. Capetta, I’d have bought her story wholesale.

“When I get back to San Francisco, I’m going to continue investigating the people on my list—including your wife and your editor, even if that annoys you—with the help of my contacts in New York. I’ll call you as soon as I have some news. Maybe I can fly out again when you’re back from Buenos Aires. But if I do, I’ll bill you for the plane ticket.”

Pilguez held out a piece of paper to Andrew and stood up.

“Here’s Mrs. Capetta’s address. It’s up to you whether you decide to pass it on to her husband. Take care of yourself, Stilman. Your story’s one of the craziest I’ve heard in my whole career, and I get the impression something bad is brewing.”

* * *

Andrew went to the office and sat down at his computer. A red light on his telephone indicated that a voicemail message was waiting for him. Marisa, the bartender from his hotel in Buenos Aires, had information for him, and wanted him to call her back as soon as possible. Andrew vaguely remembered their conversation, but he’d started to get muddled with dates and events. It wasn’t easy to keep track, living everything twice. He bent to get his notes out of his drawer and froze when he saw the lock. Someone had tried to get into his things. When he’d last closed the padlock he’d left it displaying the first three numbers of his date of birth, as he always did. They’d changed—someone had tried to break into his things. Andrew poked his head over the top of the partition wall. Olson wasn’t at his desk. He flicked through his notebook looking for the page where he’d jotted down the details of his last phone conversation with Marisa and sighed when he found nothing. He dialed the number she’d given him.

Marisa informed him that a friend of her aunt’s was sure she’d recognized an ex-air force pilot corresponding to the description of the man who went by the name of Ortiz under the junta. He’d become the owner of a profitable little tannery that supplied leathers to bag, shoe, saddle, and belt manufacturers all over the country. He was making a delivery to one of his clients in a Buenos Aires suburb when the family friend recognized him.

This woman was a Mother of the Plaza de Mayo too, and had a poster in her living room displaying photos of all the soldiers who had been tried for crimes committed during the Dirty War, then granted amnesty. She’d lived with those photos day and night since her son and her nephew had disappeared in June 1977. Both boys were seventeen at the time. This mother had never agreed to sign the documents confirming her son’s death, and refused to do so until she saw his remains for herself. And yet, like the parents of the other thirty thousand disappeared, she knew she never would. For years and years, she’d gathered with other mothers on the Plaza de Mayo and protested the government by brandishing portraits of their lost children.

When she’d crossed paths with this man as he entered a saddler in Calle 12 de Octubre, her blood ran cold. She clutched her shopping bag to her as hard as she could to conceal her sudden surge of emotion. Then she sat down on a wall to wait for him to come out again. She followed him up the street. Who would have found an old lady carrying a shopping bag suspicious? As he was climbing into his car, she’d memorized the model and license plate. After a series of phone calls, the Mothers of the Plaza de Mayo network had managed to come up with the address of the man she was convinced was formerly called Ortiz and now went by the name of Ortega. He lived not far from his tannery, in Dumesnil, a small town on the outskirts of Córdoba. The vehicle she’d seen in Calle 12 de Octubre in Buenos Aires had been a rental car that he’d returned to the airport before taking his flight.

Andrew offered to send Marisa money so she could fly to Córdoba, buy a digital camera, and follow Ortega. He had to be absolutely certain that Ortega and Ortiz were the same man.

Something like that would require Marisa to take at least three days off work, and her boss wouldn’t allow it. Andrew begged her to find someone trustworthy to travel there in her place; he’d make it up to her, even if it meant paying out of his own pocket. Marisa made just one promise: to call him back if she found a solution.

* * *

Olson arrived at the paper at around noon. He walked straight past Andrew without saying hello and sat down in his cubicle.

Andrew’s phone rang. It was Simon, asking him to come and join him as discreetly as possible at the corner of Eighth Avenue and 40th Street.

“Why the urgency?” Andrew asked when he met up with Simon.

“Let’s not stay here. You never know,” Simon replied, leading him to a barber shop.

“Is this why you made me leave the office? To take me to get a shave?”

“Say what you want, but I need a good haircut. I also need to talk to you someplace quiet.”

They went into the barber’s and sat down next to each other on red leatherette chairs in front of a big mirror.

The two Russian barbers, who looked so alike they must have been brothers, came over at once and got to work.

While Simon was getting shampooed, he told Andrew how he’d waited for Olson to leave home, then tailed him.

“How did you get his address? Even I don’t know it.”