Roman Dusk (26 page)
Authors: Chelsea Quinn Yarbro
Tags: #Fantasy, #Fantasy Fiction, #Fiction, #General, #Historical, #Horror, #Occult & Supernatural, #Historical Fiction, #Vampires, #Rome, #Saint-Germain
May God extend His Grace to you, and may you know the Peace Beyond the World,
Gelasius Virginius Apollonius Metsari
On the 10
th
day of July, the 972
nd
Year of Roma, the 219
th
Year of Salvation
th
day of July, the 972
nd
Year of Roma, the 219
th
Year of Salvation
Most of the north wall had fallen, leaving charred rubble strewn into what small portions of the house remained standing. The front door, burnt and askew on its hinges, revealed the street beyond where two Urban Guards stood watch while Melidulci made her way through the ruins, Sanct-Franciscus at her side, a large basket slung over his shoulder on a broad leather strap; the intense heat of early afternoon and the pervasive odor of scorching provided uncomfortable reminders of the fire.
“I know I said I wanted to take some of my things with me, but now …” Her disconsolate gesture finished her thought for her.
“Would you prefer to leave?” Sanct-Francisus offered, aware that nothing of value remained here.
She shook her head. “No. Not yet; I have to look,” was her dazed response as she walked a short distance away from him, puzzling out what had been there only a few days ago. “That was my bed-chamber, just over there,” she said, pointing toward the destruction on her right. “With the window opening in that direction. The apple trees all burned. Nothing is left of the garden. Not even the bake-house is standing. And they found Nyssa’s body, didn’t they?”
At the mention of Natalis’ cousin, Sanct-Franciscus pressed his lips to a thin line. “Yes.”
“You are certain it was she?” Melidulci looked strained.
“Oh, yes. The corpse was nothing but blackened bones, but there was a ring on her finger which held a cracked opal. Natalis identified it as hers. They—the Urban Guards—believe she hid in the pantry, hoping the bricks would protect her.”
“They didn’t,” said Melidulci bluntly. “Nothing would have saved her.”
“No,” he said, remembering the look of engulfing sorrow that Natalis gave him when he realized his cousin was dead. “I have arranged for her burial, beyond the Porta Caelinus, in a simple boxtomb.”
“Most Romans wouldn’t do so much as that. They would arrange for the body to be carried outside the city walls and put in one of the charnel pits for dead slaves and poor men.” She studied him. “Do you do this for me or for your servant?”
“For myself, and for the two of you.” He caught sight of something in the rubble and bent to pick it up, rubbing the small gold object with his thumb before dropping it into the basket. “It is part of my touching that you so deplore.” There was no condemnation in his observation, only a kind of desolation that was revealed in the depths of his dark eyes.
“For the same reason you will permit me to stay at your villa for many months, if I wish to.” Her lower lip quivered.
“Yes,” he said. “I understand how keenly you feel your loss; I wish to provide what succor I may.”
“Do you?” She looked over at him, tears welling in her eyes. “I should think you would not, after your … But you are an exile, so perhaps … This is all so much changed.”
“The floor is largely intact,” said Sanct-Franciscus gently.
“The tiles are ruined. You can see the heating channels where the flooring buckled; all useless now,” she responded. “The holocaust will have to be rebuilt if any house is to stand here. Everything will have to be rebuilt, on a stronger foundation—this one cracked.” She sighed. “What will the next house be like, I wonder?”
“It is likely to be the same as yours,” Sanct-Franciscus said. “Enough of the foundation remains intact to be built on. The shape of the house is clear if you—”
“If I what? If I
imagine
what my house was?” She began to cry, her sobs more like coughs than keening. Her hands were gathered into fists and though the heat was sodden, nothing could stem the emotion that poured from her more exhaustingly than sweat. “I
hate
this! I wanted to be safe here! That’s why I
came
here! This house was supposed to be
safe
.”
imagine
what my house was?” She began to cry, her sobs more like coughs than keening. Her hands were gathered into fists and though the heat was sodden, nothing could stem the emotion that poured from her more exhaustingly than sweat. “I
hate
this! I wanted to be safe here! That’s why I
came
here! This house was supposed to be
safe
.”
“It is a sad thing that you have lost your house,” said Sanct-Franciscus, trying to number the dwellings he had lost since he had come to his undead life, more than two thousand years ago. Each recollection had a pain of its own, and his heart went out to her, knowing what her deprivation meant to her: to live away from the lupanar had been a brave decision, and now she feared that she had done it all for naught. Approaching her carefully, he reached for her hands.
“I’m not crying for grief,” she said as her fingers tightened on his. “I’m
not
!” She blinked hard, twice, then added, “I’m crying because I’m
angry
.”
not
!” She blinked hard, twice, then added, “I’m crying because I’m
angry
.”
He believed it. “With good reason,” he told her.
She glared at the destruction around her. “The Urban Guard told me that gangs of humiliora, and worse—gangs of robbers—were looting the place before the embers were out. The Urban Guard regretted that so much was lost, but they had other fires to attend to, more dangerous than this one. They lost nineteen houses on Mid-Summer Eve.” She stared at the fallen wall, saying musingly, “They had too many fires everywhere in the city to spare men to guard what had been burnt.”
He continued to hold her hands. “You needn’t make up your mind at once, Melidulci. You may remain at my villa outside the walls for as long as it suits you to stay there. No one would expect you to make up your mind about something so major as going to Misenum to live while you are still assuaging your losses here; I hope you do not feel compelled to commit yourself quickly, for that could bring about disappointment. I ask you to be sure of what you want to do: you may decide that you wish to stay here instead of going to Misenum.” The coastal city near Neapolis was an odd choice, but one Melidulci was intent upon.
“
I
expect a swift decision of me! I have to make up my mind, not flounder like a bird with a broken wing,” she responded sharply, sniffing to stop her tears and pulling her hands free. “I must find a place where I no longer fear every sound in the night. Your villa is pleasant, and your slaves and servants most attentive, but it is still
your
villa, and I am beholden to you for extending your hospitality to me.”
I
expect a swift decision of me! I have to make up my mind, not flounder like a bird with a broken wing,” she responded sharply, sniffing to stop her tears and pulling her hands free. “I must find a place where I no longer fear every sound in the night. Your villa is pleasant, and your slaves and servants most attentive, but it is still
your
villa, and I am beholden to you for extending your hospitality to me.”
“You make it sound as if housing you were a burden,” he said, feeling a pang of sadness.
“It must be, if not at present, then in time.” She looked away from him. “You will grow bored, or annoyed, or you wish to extend your … kindness to someone else. I know what men are, and I know you will not always want my presence, let alone my company.”
“I have told you before I am not like most men,” he said, almost serenely.
“You are not
that
unlike most men,” she said. “You say you seek more from me than I have provided, for you want more involvement than sweet pleasures bring. In time, that will be less acceptable than you claim it is now.” She frowned. “Then you will be relieved to have me gone.”
that
unlike most men,” she said. “You say you seek more from me than I have provided, for you want more involvement than sweet pleasures bring. In time, that will be less acceptable than you claim it is now.” She frowned. “Then you will be relieved to have me gone.”
“I doubt that would happen, Melidulci; I cannot force you to experience anything that does not gratify you,” he said, knowing it was useless, that she had already begun to pull away from him.
She shook her head and wiped away her tears, leaving tracks of soot on her cheeks. “You need not continue to shelter me, even if you are able to. I would rather part now and continue to be friends than remain and become as tolerated as a dependent. I don’t ask that support of you. I don’t expect it.”
He said nothing for a short while, then said, as he stared around them, “There isn’t much left, is there?”
“No, not much,” she said, her eyes starting to shine with tears again. “And if nothing is left, why should I bother to try to recover it? Anything worth saving has already been picked clean.” She scuffed her foot on the blackened floor. “This was such a pleasant place.”
“Ah,” said Sanct-Franciscus. “You anticipate more trouble.”
“Don’t
you
?” Her eyes widened.
you
?” Her eyes widened.
“I know it may be possible that there will be more disorder in the city,” he said as calmly as he could. “So long as the Emperor comports himself as he does, there will be unrest among his people. If he neglects them further, they will grow ungovernable, and that would be an invitation to chaos.”
“He! care for his people!” she jeered.
“He is Caesar,” Sanct-Franciscus reminded her, his voice low. “His good-will is important to all those living in the Empire.”
“His mother’s good-will, you mean; she is the one who is Caesar, not her capricious boy,” said Melidulci.
“And his grandmother’s good-will. Mother and son depend upon the grandmother,” said Sanct-Franciscus, and fell silent as he saw that Melidulci was not interested.
“It’s useless. All of this is useless.” She stood very still, her burnished hair hanging around her shoulders, limp and almost straight; her long, bronze-linen tunica clung to her where her body was wet, its hem darkened by the ash around them. “I am so tired,” she said at last, her body drooping to punctuate her words.
“Then shall I appoint some of my household to come here and search for small items, or—”
“No.” She held up her hands and wiped her face. “No, let it all go—all of it.”
“Then if you will allow me—” He indicated the Urban Guards. “I will inform them that we are leaving.”
“Yes. Yes, if you would,” she said, turning toward him. “Let us leave this place.” She could not bear to call it her home any longer.
“As you wish,” said Sanct-Franciscus, starting toward the remnants of the door, his step firm but not too rapid, making it possible for Melidulci to keep up with him without effort over the ash and detritus of the fire. “If you want to come back again, you may. I will be glad to bring you.”
“No,” she said. “What would be the use?”
He nodded to her; as he approached the Urban Guards, he said, “We are finished here.” He offered four denarii to both of the men, although they were not due a commoda.
“That’s very gracious of you, honestiorus,” said the older of the two, taking his coins and slipping them into the wallet that hung from his belt.
“I take it you didn’t find anything much,” said the younger as he jingled the coins in his hand before tucking them away.
“Nothing of any value. Except this.” He took the gold object from the basket and held it out to them.
“A melted lump of gold. It’s worth something,” said the older Guard, examining it closely.
Melidulci came and stared at the gold. “It looks something like a fish. Not the sort of thing I would wear.”
“Then it isn’t yours?” The Guard studied her narrowly as he put the object in her palm, as if he expected her to snatch it away from him.
“I don’t recognize it,” she said after a brief scrutiny; she handed it back. “I would guess that most of my jewelry is gone, and not because of the fire.”
The younger Guard had the ability to show chagrin. “We have to patrol, Domina, and we don’t have enough men to be everywhere.”
“You should have hired private guards,” said the older.
“So that I could be robbed only by the guards’ associates?” Melidulci suggested, going on before either man could answer. “Oh, never mind, never mind. It doesn’t matter now, does it?”
“I suppose not,” said the younger, and hitched up one shoulder. “We’ve done what we could.”
“And have been paid for it,” said Melidulci, her voice dulled with indifference. “I’m done here,” she added, signaling to Sanct-Franciscus. “Take me back to your villa. I don’t want to linger.”
Sanct-Franciscus started away to where his biga waited, two handsome mouse-colored horses with black points harnessed to the chariot. He unknotted the reins from blackened tie-post, stepped into the biga, set the nearly empty basket in the large pocket on the inside front of the vehicle, then shoved the brake-lever forward and kissed to the horses to set them moving. Drawing up next to Melidulci, he reached down to help her into the chariot. “Is there somewhere you would like to stop before we—?”
“To your villa. I need to rest. This venture has tired me. I didn’t realize what an effort it would be.” She blinked three times as they swung away from the wreckage of her house and turned onto the cobbled street that would take them to the Porta Viminalis. “It is good of you to do this for me.”
“I am sorry that it has to be done at all,” he said, maneuvering between another biga and a cart drawn by a large donkey; he pulled in to a slow walk.
“And I,” she said, staring toward the roof of the building at the end of the street where slaves were working to replace charred parts of the roof. “Dangerous work they’re doing.”
He nodded. “Many are doing similar work, throughout the city.”
“How could that young fool have allowed such … such wildness to rule the city? Fires, and hooliganism, and more malign mischief than I would have expected of barbarians from the Dacian frontier.” She shook her head, then put her hand to her lips. “I’m sorry. I keep forgetting you’re from Dacia.”
“But I am not a Daci; my people were gone from there well before the Daci came,” he said, unperturbed; by the time the Daci had reached the Carpathians, the descendants of his people were spread through the north of the Italian peninsula. He moved his biga around the donkey-cart and started out toward the fountain-square where five streets came together.
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