Romance of a Lifetime (13 page)

'Beth!'

Her mouth twisted with amusement. 'Don't pretend to sound shocked, Mummy,' she teased. 'Because we both know your next question was going to be "why did he leave?".'

'Certainly not… Oh, all right,' her mother sighed at the truth of that. 'Maybe that would have been assuming too much,' she accepted. "But he's gorgeous, Beth. I don't know how you could resist him.'

'What makes you think I did?' she returned drily.

'Oh.' Her mother sounded speculative now. 'But if you didn't resist him, and he isn't still there—Beth?' There was a frown hi her voice.

'Marcus, it would appear, is something of a gentleman,' she said self-derisively. 'He is also somewhat bothered by the fact that I've been married—and obviously divorced,'

'Why?' Her mother sounded puzzled now.

Why?
She wished she knew! She had spent
hours
pondering the same question.

'I mean, it isn't as if it's an unusual occurrence nowadays,' her mother added slowly. 'A man of Marcus's age would be very hard pushed to find any woman who hasn't been involved, in some way, in a serious relationship that has gone wrong/

'That doesn't mean he has to like it, Mummy,' Beth grimaced.

'But the marriage break-up wasn't your fault, darling. Given a choice——-'

'But I wasn't,' she sighed. 'And Marcus isn't comfortable with it.'

'Beth, the man followed you from Verona to Venice, and then back here; I can't believe he finds it that difficult to accept,' her mother scorned.

'Perhaps he hadn't realised then,' she shrugged. Although he had said last night that wearing a ring for any length of time left a mark that was visible; that must surely have been just as visible in Italy…

'Maybe not,' her mother accepted. 'But I really wouldn't have believed he was a man that narrow-minded, especially if he knows none of the circumstances for the break-up.'

Neither would Beth, but he had said he had a partly Italian family, so maybe that had some bearing on his views. If he knew of Martin's reason for divorcing her, the fact that she was no longer able to give him children, his sympathies might lie with the other man anyway! Children were very important to a lot of men, and Beth would be far from the first wife discarded for just such a reason. Marcus was probably also a man whom children would be very important to.

'It doesn't matter, Mummy—— '

'Of course it matters!' her mother snapped.

'I'm not going to let Martin and your father continue to rum your life. If they—- '

'That's another thing that bothers me about last night,' Beth frowned. 'What if Marcus decides to accept my failed marriage and then finds out that Martin, a man he was told was no relation to me whatsoever, was actually my ex-husband?' She hadn't realised what a problem that could be until those wakeful hours last night.

But it could become an insurmountable one.

'That's Martin's problem—- '

'No, it's mine,' she insisted.

'Darling, I think you're facing problems that may never arise,' her mother soothed. 'Going out with the man doesn't mean you immediately have to start making grand confessions!'

'But—— '

'It isn't as if you're about to marry the man,' her mother teased.

Beth blushed in spite of herself. 'No, of course not,' she said awkwardly. 'I just—I would feel better if I had been honest about things from the beginning. But Martin—- '

'Darling, you just have to forget about Martin,' her mother sighed.

'I would love to, Mummy,' she said wearily. 'But I have a feeling he isn't going to let me.'

She was right about that, wasn't altogether surprised when he arrived at the apartment later that morning, although she was absolutely furious that he dared to use his key to just walk in unannounced!

Beth had had a bath, washed and dried her hair in an effort to wake herself up, dressing in denims and a loose top so that she could do her housework in comfort, was actually down on her hands and knees washing the kitchen floor when she heard the key in the lock followed by the closing of the door!

She stood up slowly, the wet cloth still in her hands as she moved tentatively into the lounge.

Martin stood just inside the room, idly throwing the door key up in the air before catching it again and then pushing it inside the pocket of his cords, His expression was challenging as Beth watched his movements with furious eyes.

She made a resolve to have the lock changed first thjng in the morning!

Martin had never attempted to come anywhere near the apartment after she left the hospital, and so the change had never seemed necessary before. But she didn't intend this to happen a second time!

'Your key?' She held out her hand, not really surprised when he made no effort to retrieve it.

'Yes, it is, isn't it?' he mocked1,

'I'd like it back,' she grated.

'Why bother?' he shrugged, his hands in his pockets now. 'You'll be having the lock changed tomorrow anyway.'

She glared at him, hating him even more in that moment, mainly for being so damned
knowing
about her. And she had once thought him wonderful, even more wonderful than her father. They had both used and betrayed her.

'What do you want, Martin?' she asked coldly.

He didn't answer her immediately, strolling about the room picking up ornaments before putting them down again.

Beth's nerves were at breaking-point by the time he turned back to her, a mocking expression on his too-handsome face.

'You've made a few changes,' he drawled, his tone leaving her in no doubt how he felt about those 'changes'.

'After I sent your things to you?' Beth scorned. 'I didn't want anything here that would remind me of the mistake I made in marrying you.'

His expression was disdainful as he looked at her. 'The mistake was all mine, believe me,' he derided. 'And it's obvious to me that the decor in here now is all your idea.'

'What do you want, Martin?' she repeated steadily, not at all disturbed by his taunting of her taste—as she once might have been.

'Thanks, a coffee would be appreciated.' He deliberately misunderstood the question, dropping down into one of the armchairs, resting the ankle of one leg on the knee of the other one.

She gave an impatient sigh. 'I don't feel any need to exchange social pleasantries with you— and that includes offering you a cup of coffee!'

Martin shrugged. 'I don't suppose I'll die of thirst.' His expression hardened. 'I want you to stay away from Brenda.'

Beth put the damp cloth down. 'Yes?'

'Yes,' he rasped, sitting forwards, all relaxation gone from his taut body. 'I don't want you going anywhere near her again.'

'Are you still seeing Chloe?'

Anger darkened his eyes. 'None of your damned business!'

'Which means you are/ she said without doubt. 'And your affair with Chlpe was very much my business!' she bit out tautly. 'I lost my baby, my only chance of having a child of my own, because of your affair with her!' She wished she could control the emotion in her voice, but that part of their marriage break-up would always be painful for her. Because of Martin's affair with Chloe, because of the conversation she had overheard between the two of them, she would never again know the wonder of that life growing inside her, would never hold her own baby in her arms.

'Bitterness is an ugly emotion,' Martin said with distaste.

'I passed bitter long ago/ Beth told him with disgust. 'But I'm certainly not going to stand by and see another young girl used in the same way I was!'

'You lost the baby because you over-reacted to something you saw——'

'And heard,' Beth put in harshly^ 'You were in
our
bed, discussing the physical side of our marriage with your mistress, assuring her that the two of you would be able to be together once I'd had the baby, that then I would no longer be necessary to your plans!'

He looked taken aback that she had heard quite so much of the conversation, but he recovered well. 'Nosy little parkers never hear any good of themselves,' he said unsympathetically.

'You were in our home, in our
bed,'
she repeated incredulously. 'I had every right to be here.' This was the first time she had ever really discussed this with him, their contact after that day a year ago kept strictly to a minimum, most of it taking place through their respective lawyers.

'Most women wouldn't have stayed to listen to the conversation once they realised what was going on,' Martin dismissed without regret.

'I couldn't move,' Beth defended emotionally. 'I was frozen to the spot in disbelief. Until that moment I had believed you loved me. It was earth-shattering to realise that our marriage was just a power-play to you, a step up the business ladder.'

'So you acted like an immature child and miscarried our son!' he scorned disgustedly.

'Yet another step up the business ladder,' she accused heatedly. 'That's all he was to you too!'

Martin drew in a ragged breath. 'Rehashing the past isn't going to help anything——'

'Are you still seeing Chloe?' she firmly repeated the question.

'Yes!' he answered forcefully, his eyes narrowed with dislike.

'Then the past is still very important to this situation,' she breathed heavily. 'Especially to the young girl you're about to marry.'

His hands clenched into fists at his sides. 'Interfere with my relationship with Brenda and I'll——'

'Yes?' Beth challenged as he hesitated about making the threat.

'Don't do it, Beth.' His voice was dangerously calm, all the more effective because of that.

She felt a shiver of apprehension down her spine, but remained outwardly unmoved. 'People like you and Charles have to be She felt a shiver of apprehension down her spine, but remained outwardly unmoved. 'People like you and Charles have to be stopped,' she told him quietly.

'And you intend being the one who does it?' Martin sneered. 'You're way out of your league, Beth, and likely to get hurt?

She gave a harsh laugh. 'You can't hurt me any more than I already have been.'

'Don't you believe it,' he grated.

If she had been out of her league with these two men, how much more adrift Brenda must be!

'I'm not going to back down, Martin,' she told him firmly. 'Brenda is only a child; someone should at least try to protect her from you.'

'You don't even know her,' he snapped.

'I know her well enough to realise she doesn't deserve you—I don't think any woman does. Except possibly Chloe,' she added with distaste.

His mouth twisted. 'Brenda won't be unhappy as my wife.'

'Why not? I was!' Beth snapped.

His expression was mocking. 'No, you weren't,' he taunted. 'Admit it, Beth, until you overheard that conversation between Chloe and me you had been completely happy with me.'

'That isn't quite true,' she scorned. 'You see, I was no more happy with the physical side of our marriage than you were.'

'That's a lie——-'

'No, Martin, it's the truth. But I just thought that side of our marriage wasn't quite so important as the fact that I loved you.

But even that happiness was based on lies,
your
lies.'

His eyes were narrowed with dislike. 'You were happy, Beth, believed in me totally. Brenda will have no reason to doubt that belief.'

'Until she's served her purpose,' Beth derided. 'And then she'll be discarded, as you intended I should be!' 'Stay out of this, Beth,' he warned her again hardly.

'Or else what?' she challenged.

'Or else I won't be answerable for the consequences,' he rasped, standing up to move to the door. 'Stay away from Brenda, Beth,' he repeated softly. 'I don't intend letting anything, or anyone, ruin things for me this time.'

'I'm not going to go away just because you want me to,' she told him huskily, wishing he would leave now, her confidence starting to develop serious cracks in the face of his continued insolence. 'And I'm not going to keep quiet either. You need to be stopped, and I'm going to attempt to do it.'

His hand cupped beneath her chin as he looked down at her. 'Perhaps you should have shown some of this spirit when we were still married; it makes you look quite beautiful.' He laughed softly as she wrenched away from his caressing hand.

'You've been warned, Beth.' His voice hardened, his eyes narrowed. 'Don't say you weren't. I don't feel kindly disposed towards people who choose to thwart me.'

The trembling she had known inside ever since she began to challenge him became more tangible once he had left the apartment, and she clasped her hands together to stop it. She had appeared quite defiant to him, she could tell that by his continued warnings, and yet the reality of it was she was shaking in her shoes at the prospect of going against Martin and her father. She knew what they were capable of better than anyone, and she could quite well believe that Martin meant his threats. But she wasn't going to let another woman's life be ruined by him, especially when she might be able to do something about it.

She gave a nervous start when the doorbell rang almost immediately; but at least Martin seemed to have heeded her warning about using his key. But what could he have forgotten to say to her the first time? It had felt as if he had said it all!

'Marcus,' she greeted thankfully, her relief like a warm tide washing over her as she saw he was the one who stood there. 'Oh, Marcus,' she. choked her relief, almost falling into his arms.

He held her close against him, his chest solid reality. 'What is it, Beth? What's happened?' he demanded concernedly.

She couldn't tell him, clinging to him until the shaking began to subside.

'I saw Palmer leaving as I came in; does he have anything to do with this?' His voice was gruff, still holding her against his side as he moved into the apartment and closed the door behind him.

She stiffened, straightening away from him. '
Martin
Palmer?' She pretended surprise.

'Yes.' Marcus was watching her with narrowed eyes. She moistened her lips. 'Did he see you?' she asked as casually as she was able.

'We said hello to each other, if that's what you mean,' Marcus shrugged, casually dressed in blue trousers and a pale blue shirt, the shirt unbuttoned loosely at the neck.