"All roads lead to madness," intoned Camp. It was a favorite saying of his, and Camp delivered the statement in the somber tone that told everyone he thought he was being deep and inscrutable. John thought about telling him it would have been better if he’d said "All roads lead to nutness," but thought better of it. For once.
He squinted into the periscope, looking closely at something disturbing. "They’re driving sheep," he said, and looked at Vogel in time to see the CO whiten slightly. Shepherds usually stuck to well-traveled roads. CentCom had said the road would be deserted, and the only traffic would be military companies.
CentCom was wrong. Within an hour, throngs of people coursed along the roadway, a living river of men, women, and children that showed no sign of drying up as the desert sun rose higher in the sky. John ceased describing each and every one - it would have been impossible - and just watched for military vehicles. There were none.
Still, the men in the hole twitched nervously. With that many people, some were bound to wander off the road. And if one came close enough, then no amount of training in the world could guarantee their hiding spot or their survival.
Ten minutes later, it happened. Two little girls followed a small brown sheep that wandered off from their family’s tiny herd. The animal was bleating piteously, as though it worried that it might be dinner at the end of this particular trip, and suddenly bolted off the road, heading right at the squad's hiding place. The little girls did not wait to be told what to do, but ran after the sheep, calling after it as the rest of the group laughed and continued walking, trusting the children to bring the sheep back. John pulled back the periscope, waiting for them to corral the animal and go, praying that they wouldn’t walk over the top of the dugout.
Tiny footsteps fell on the ground nearby, then one of the little girl’s feet fell heavily against the roof. Thunk. It made a hollow sound, and the footsteps stopped.
Camp cursed under his breath.
The footsteps hurried away, and John waited for five minutes, then pushed up the periscope.
He stared straight into the face of one of the little girls, who was obviously staring at the tiny scope.
"Dammit," he whispered. "We’re found."
"Who?" asked Vogel.
"Little girl."
As one, the other four men grabbed their weapons. Three of them had children, but they were willing to kill the little girl if necessary. John hoped it wouldn’t be, and didn’t know what he would do if so ordered. He knew that some in the unit were detached to the point of machines: the mission was all that mattered to them. John, however, was there because he believed that he was helping to save lives, in the long run. He believed in what he was doing, and that was what allowed him to sleep at night. But he did not know if he could face himself after killing a child, no matter how necessary the act might be to save the lives of his comrades in the unit.
Vogel shook his head, relieving John. He knew why the CO had made his decision for the unit to take no action against the girl. They could kill her, but her friend was gone. If one of the girls didn’t come back, they would certainly be discovered. But if both were allowed to return...then the little girls would either tell or they wouldn’t. All the men could do now was wait. Intel was sketchy about how the people in the area would react to the presence of Americans in their midst. They were just as likely to invite them to dinner as shoot them, so the unit had to be prepared for either.
John watched the child at last grow bored of holding her position and walk away. He exhaled as he saw her walk off, catch up to the group, and continue without comment until the group had gone beyond the range of John's scope. The rest of the unit could sense John's relief, and they too relaxed, settling into positions of less discomfort (actual comfort was impossible in this situation) and waiting for their turn to watch.
The relief was short-lived, however, as an hour later the little girl returned, leading a group of young men. They were not sheepherders, but were instead an armed group, clutching weaponry of various levels of sophistication and power. John spied them when they were still several hundred yards from the Green Berets’ lair, but could tell in an instant that they were heading directly to the hide spot. The little girl halted and pointed at his scope, then stood her ground as the men continued without her.
He reported it to Vogel, who murmured, "We might be in trouble," Vogel said. Then the CO folded up the antenna and ordered everyone out.
The Green Berets exited the pit quickly, their pulses speeding up. Though they had popped the roof and exited in a matter of seconds, to John it seemed much longer, and he felt naked and exposed under the desert sun, which beat down on him with hate.
Vogel waited until the young men - they looked like Bedouins, but a bit harder and tougher than most - were about two hundred feet away, then shouted, "Salaam."
They kept moving forward as the little girl stepped back even farther away. That was a bad sign, as it demonstrated her expectation that this would not be a happy meeting. Then she turned and ran, and even at that distance John could clearly see the fear in her gaze. His heart sank.
Vogel - the only one who spoke Arabic - barked a few quick words. John knew he was ordering the men to stop, to stand down or risk being fired upon.
They didn’t.
"Oh, hell," said Vogel. He moved his machine gun into ready position, aimed at the young men. People on the road were starting to take note of what was going on.
"Pull the plug," said Vogel to John.
John nodded. He leapt into the pit and yanked a cord that was wired to a small explosive. It would burn all their supplies to slag, including classified maps and hardware they had brought. It would also leave them with only their hand weapons, some ammo, and the LST-5 radio they had brought for communications with base camp. Such a move was intended as a last-ditch effort to obscure their mission from prying eyes.
Camp was already on the LST-5, telling base they needed an emergency exfiltration.
Vogel started stepping backward, backed up by the other Berets, moving toward the canal. Calmly, though. The young men - about twenty in number - were unlimbering guns and looking less friendly by the moment. John was worried, for he feared they would soon attack, and did not relish the idea of killing them, though he knew he would do so if need be.
A rumble caught everyone’s attention as an Iraqi military transport pulled up, dumping Iraqi servicemen onto the road. They held outdated weaponry, some of them carrying breach-loaders that looked like WWII issue, but a gun was a gun and an antique bullet would kill a man just as dead as a new Teflon-coated one if it found its mark. Besides, their sheer numbers said they would beat the Americans in a fight.
Vogel reached the lip of the canal. John and the other Berets were already there, waiting for the next move to be decided.
One of the young men shot at them. As one, the Berets dropped into the dry canal, reacting with a fluidity that came from training, skill, and desperation. Sand and small rocks bit at their hands as they scrabbled over the lip of the canal, and all were bloodied when they reached the bottom of the short drop-off and began running east. Their response had been planned in advance, but though it was the result of previous deliberation, that did not change the fact that their flight was a run for their lives.
Camp was still on the LST-5, screaming their need for an exfil as they ran, snaking through the maze of waterways that led east. Bullets pinged off the canal’s lip, then around them as the first enemy soldiers dropped down into the ditch and began firing.
John spun around, dropping into firing position. He had an automatic weapon, and in the movies the soldiers always used such guns like huge scythes, fanning a spray of bullets across the area in front of them. This was real, though, and he knew that every shot had to count. One bullet, one fatality.
He focused on one man, and his vision seemed to telescope, bringing the man running at him into impossibly sharp focus. It was a Bedouin, pointing a revolver and screaming as he pulled the trigger jerkily. Bullet fire ricocheted around John, though he could not say whether it was that man's bullets or someone else's that were finding their way to him.
John pulled the trigger. His gun fired with a single short snap and the round took his attacker in the mouth. The man’s eyes widened hideously and his head snapped back, bouncing off the rocky wall nearby and leaving a dark smear on the dirt.
John flinched. He didn’t want to kill people, that wasn’t what he was in this for. He wanted to keep people from getting killed.
Too late for that now.
He moved his muzzle a fraction of an inch and squeezed off two more rounds. Two more men dropped and did not rise again.
The other Berets were firing as well. Then the first wave of attackers ended, the enemy forces drawing back to recover from the Berets' sudden and effective counter-attack, and the unit turned and ran again.
The exfil spot was two miles away, which was not far when running around a base track, but could take an eternity when running through a slim canyon, pursued by an enemy hungry for your death.
It was a devastating run, broken every couple hundred yards as the unit turned to fire on the following soldiers. John was surprised that the enemy didn’t run ahead and drop into the canal ahead of the unit. But the unit might have been moving too fast for that tactic, fear and adrenaline lending wings to their feet and allowing them to stay ahead of their shrieking pursuers.
When they reached the exfil spot, their ammunition was more than half gone. A helicopter would have to come get them, and do it soon, if it wanted to pick up something other than corpses.
"
What
?" screamed Camp. He was still on the LST-5. He looked at Vogel, eyes wide and empty as those of a dead man. His next words told John why. "They said they can’t come in until nightfall. Too risky."
The other men’s eyes instantly acquired that same dull look. Nightfall was ten hours away and none of them would ever see it.
Vogel’s lower lip puckered, a queer look that made the CO seem less afraid than irritated. "Well, that stinks," said the look, "I was supposed to see a movie tonight." No fear, no desperation, just a severe professionalism was at work in the CO that made even the impossible fight seem not only possible, but ridiculously probable.
"All right, kiddies," he barked. "Let’s keep it pro. One bullet, one body. Just remember to keep one bullet in reserve."
None of them asked what for. Green Berets were worth more to enemy troops than their weight in plastique, carrying with them classified information about a plethora of different activities.
They wouldn’t fall into enemy hands.
Not alive.
The next hour passed as a hell of death and fire. The Green Berets’ exfil spot was a part of the canal that was a bit more rounded than the rest, providing a distinct landmark for the exfil chopper that would never come. John and his unit each took a position around the perimeter of the ring, pointing their weapons over the lip of the canal, picking off Iraqi soldiers and Bedouins one at a time.
None of the men in the unit fell, but John knew they would have to. Sooner or later, they were dead. The only questions were when and how.
He was down to twenty rounds in his gun. Two of the others had stopped firing, obeying Vogel’s order to keep one bullet in reserve. They had already made peace and waited quietly for the silence of the end.
John fired again, and again, and soon had but four bullets left.
Three.
Another shot, and he was down to two, and the enemy kept coming, an unending torrent of men, willing to die for a chance to kill.
John drew a bead on what would be his last target before himself, but did not pull the trigger. A dull thudding noise rolled through the air in deep, thrumming waves. It was subliminal at first, felt more than heard: a presence that grew heavier in the hot, dry air until the sound could be made out and identified.
John knew they weren’t out of it yet, but he joined the others in cheering as two choppers crested a low bank, heading toward them. The exfiltration unit had come.
The Pave Low, as intricate a piece of machinery as ever invented, hove into view first, its fiberglass rudders spinning almost silently. It was the eyes, the brain of their salvation, a great swollen giant packed full of computers and information systems. It paused in its forward movement, allowing the MH-60 Black Hawk that followed it to move forward. The Black Hawk was the gunship, the muscle behind the mind, and seemed to fly more heavily than the Pave Low, weighted down as it was with guns and weaponry, heavily laden with death.
The Iraqi soldiers who still surrounded the Berets’ position screamed in anger and turned their guns on the two choppers. The Black Hawk’s response came from its side-mounted Vulcan Cannon, which could fire six thousand rounds a minute. The gun spat what appeared to be liquid flame, dropping twenty of the enemy in an instant. The rest dove for cover as the Black Hawk descended a few feet. It touched down with the Pave Low scant yards from the Berets, and they quickly scrambled toward the choppers, half of them heading for each.
John got in the Pave Low. There wasn’t much room in the redesigned Jolly Green Giant ‘copter, so he pressed himself against the computer banks that allowed the vessel to land within inches of a predetermined spot and within seconds of a target time. There was no room for weaponry, for the chopper’s function was not to destroy, but to find and, in this case, to deliver.
Besides, it didn’t need firepower with the Black Hawk escorting.
John looked out the side hatch as the Pave Low began to rise, seeing Vogel and Camp being helped into the already-ascending Black Hawk. The crewman who helped them in that other chopper glanced at John, and for a moment time froze.