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Authors: Kirby Crow
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They were round, medium-sized coins of pure copper with a square hole stamped in the middle; a fair price for a poor chapman to buy his crossing.
"This is to pay my way," Scarlet said, watching him.
"However I came to be in danger, you saved my life. I owe you a debt, and you know how Byzans feel about debts."
Liall felt shame eating at his conscience, that a peasant pedlar should know more of honor than him. He took the two flat coins and closed his hand over them. "I thank you," he said formally.
"And you'll send payment to my family for the wages I've lost and two weeks hence that I would've earned."
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He bowed his head to cover his surprise. "Consider it done."
"A
prosperous
pedlar," Scarlet pressed.
It would have been unforgivable to laugh. "Indeed. Most prosperous and wise, is Scarlet of Lysia."
Scarlet smiled a little, though his eyes were beginning to droop. The pain draught the midwife had given him was working. He sank back to the pillows with a sigh. "I pay my debts," he said faintly, already falling into sleep. "Goodbye, Wolf."
"I wish it were not," Liall said before he could stop himself.
Scarlet did not answer as he drifted off to sleep. Liall looked down at the coins in his hand.
I am a great fool, he thought. He settled back in the chair to keep watch over him, but two hours later, when Linhona came in and confirmed Scarlet was breathing properly, he knew it was time for him to go. Scaja let him out.
Standing on the little cobblestone walkway, Liall made to say something to Scaja, perhaps to offer his apology again or promise to send herbs and medicines for healing, but Scaja shook his head before Liall could speak.
"It's not me you need to make it up to," he said stiffly.
Hospitality can be stretched only so far. "Please send for me if there's anything I can do," Liall murmured. Scaja regarded him with narrow hostility, saying nothing, and Liall bowed and left.
The trip back up the mountain path was lonely and cold, and halfway up, about noon or so, Liall met Peysho and a knot of fighting men. Peysho looked relieved.
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"Well, now. Are ye forgiven?" Peysho grinned, obviously believing Liall's long absence meant he had finally won his desire, but Liall strode past him. Then Peysho saw the blood on him. "Ah, Deva, what happened?" he asked anxiously.
Liall wondered if Peysho thought he had killed Scarlet.
Probably.
"It was him," he answered wearily. "Cadan. He attacked Scarlet, hoping to pin the murder on us, I think."
Peysho fell in beside him. "The bastard's dead, then," he said with great satisfaction.
"I wish he were. He threw himself down a gulch. I think I broke his leg for him. He won't be soldiering for a while, at any rate."
"And little red-hood?"
"Home, where his mother can nurse him."
Peysho pulled on his chin as he matched Liall's long strides. "Kasiri are happiest on the move," he quoted.
Perhaps it was meant to suggest that they had overstayed their welcome on the Nerit. Peysho had a point, but Liall's pride was battered enough for one day.
"Don't tell me how to rule the krait," he snarled. The two copper coins were clasped so tight in his hand that the edges were cutting him. They seemed much heavier than they should be.
"Aye," Peysho said, ducking his head and submitting. "Is the lad well?"
"He will be, I suppose," Liall muttered. "He won't be traveling for weeks, but he'll heal."
Peysho cast another look at him. "Liall..."
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"I did not harm him," Liall answered, goaded by the worry in Peysho's eyes. "Yet ... it is still my fault. You were right, Peysho: I do regret my jest. Whatever role I have played in this, I am heartily sorry for it."
Peysho fell silent as they climbed the path, and Liall did not confide the rest: that regret was only a small part of it.
There was also loss and guilt and the deep sense of shame that clung to his skin. For a moment, he bitterly wished he had never met the pedlar.
I had almost forgotten who I was, he thought. How can he remind me so much of my past, when he knows nothing about me?
"He will be well," he repeated. Be well, Scarlet, he sent silently back to the village. It felt like goodbye.
Later, as he sat in his yurt in front of the smoking brazier, he rolled the pair of copper coins between his fingers, deep in thought. Eventually, he found a bit of leather lacing and threaded the pierced coins with it to make a necklace. He did not believe in talismans, but the power of memory has a magic of its own. The coins would serve to remind him that, for all his intelligence and learning, he could look as deeply as he was capable at anyone, man or woman, and still not be able to see them at all.
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10.
Fate Dealer
Spring, the Month of Kings.
Fate was pitched beneath the fluttering, blood-red banner of Om-Ret, in a saffron tent inside the dusty souk of Ankar, somewhere between the cloth racks and the slave stalls.
The Fate dealer was not what Scarlet expected. Most Fates were crones, withered and wise and quite revered in both Morturii and Byzantur. This one removed his beaded veil and revealed he was a young man with a sharp, fox-like face. His ruddy hair was the color of dead oak leaves, and he kept it bound away in a long braid down his back, like men wore across the Channel in Khet. His hands looked older than his face and were covered with many small scars. There was a noticeable tremor in them, though he dealt his cards with swift snaps of his fingers, not a movement wasted.
The Fate reminded Scarlet a little of Rannon, the trim and competent
karwaneer
who had led his first caravan, but Fate's voice was pure Minh.
"Choose your fortune, redbird," Fate said, the edges of his words clipped and fierce, a true marker that he had learned to speak Bizye later in life.
Behind the Fate was a carved wooden bust, dark with age, resting on a little pedestal. Scarlet saw with a thrill of fear that it was a carving of a Shining One. Like all such rendering of the ancients, the statue was bald and had heavy, aquiline features. Pale chips of stone were his eyes, and his gaze was fearsome and unknowable.
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Scarlet resisted the urge to make the sign against bad luck. Byzans generally shunned all images of the Shining Ones because of the dire legends surrounding them, and the Morturii were no less suspicious. It was odd that a Fate would display something like this. Scarlet tried to keep the curiosity from his face as he tapped one of the two piles of cards that Fate laid out on the table before him.
Fate pushed the abandoned pile aside and brought the other deck to the center. "Ask your question," he said, placing one hand palm down on the small stack, "and put your hand on mine."
Scarlet thought for a moment. "I've had some trouble back home," he said, settling his hand over the warm skin of the Fate dealer. "I'm leaving for Byzantur tomorrow; what will I find?"
In the back of his mind, unvoiced, was another question: Will I ever find what I seek in my own land, or should I start looking further away?
The continent of Khet was a possibility, though he had never been there. Crossing the Channel was a hazardous undertaking, and Scarlet knew of no pedlar who had ever tried it. He also thought of venturing further north in Morturii, having heard that the renegade soldiers in Volstland had been tamed by the southern troops of regulars, and that trade was good there. A shrewd merchant might make something of his life in such a place.
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soul would not leave him. Liall would not fade and vanish from his memory like the bruises on his neck. Instead, the Kasiri's presence in his thoughts only grew stronger.
Beyond the curtain, the great souk buzzed with activity.
Fate retrieved his hand and shuffled the cards again, cut them, and had Scarlet choose a last time. There were only a dozen or so left in the deck now.
Fate slipped three cards from the top of the pile Scarlet had chosen and laid two side-by-side, faces down. He then placed the third crossways at the foot of the two, and flipped the first card over. "Signet card," Fate intoned. "This is you."
Scarlet peered at it. It was a thick piece of paper about the size of his hand, stiff with paint and the many layers of varnish the artist had applied. The background was black, like all Fate cards, with the design executed in thick white lines. It was a man standing on the crest of a hill, facing out over a barren landscape. Angry clouds swirled over his head, but the man stood proudly.
"What does it mean?"
Fate shrugged. "They are your cards. Only you can say what it truly means, but this is the card of changes. You are being influenced by those you love, yet your will pulls you in another direction, one not usually taken. Ah," he shook his head, "it is a hard road, if you choose it."
"But should I choose it at all?"
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all the sun blazed and the stars wheeled. "Motion," he said, with an eye to the color of Scarlet's coat.
"That takes no reading to see."
Fate made a seesaw gesture with his hand. "We are all in motion, but these are your cards. You chose them."
He had a point there. "So I did." Scarlet was already missing the four copper bits he had paid for this silliness and was beginning to feel like a fool in the silk-lined tent with its candles and incense. Most Byzans believe in such things and he was no exception, yet after Cadan and the near miss he had experienced on the mountain path, he felt older and more cynical.
The Fate turned over the Scythe card, the card of recommended actions to cure the situation. "Stasis," said the Fate. It was a plain card: a mountain and an empty valley with a calm night sky overhead, and a shooting star speaking portents. "If you would have peace in your life, do nothing.
When events come, let them flow around you, but do not engage them."
Scarlet felt a prickle of irritation. What kind of advice was that? "I can't ignore being alive."
"Some can, but I see you cannot." Fate's smile was gentle.
"Now we will see what the Gods will for you." He chose one card from the bottom of the deck, the Fate card, and laid it face up above the trio of other cards. His face did not change.
"Kinesis."
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change, motion, and chaos. Scarlet leaned back in his chair.
"A strange reading," he said, noncommittal.
The Fate nodded. "Especially for a Byzan. Your cards are always so dull." He began to gather them up and put them back in the deck, but when his fingers touched the Fate card and shifted it aside, Scarlet saw there was one more card beneath it.
"Now that
is
odd," Fate remarked, picking it up. "That never happens. These old cards," he flicked one to show Scarlet how stiff and slick they were "they never stick together, yet this one was hidden beneath your fate."
Scarlet leaned forward, intrigued in spite of himself. "What is it?"
The Fate held it a little away from him teasingly, like one does with a child. "Are you sure you want to see? Little Byzans should not be too curious."
Scarlet reached for it and the Fate grabbed his wrist. The Morturii's sharp eyes fixed on Scarlet's missing fifth finger and the unnatural slenderness of his hand.
"Fourth card, four fingers," Fate murmured. "You have the mark of Deva's favor. Do you also have Deva's Gift?"
No Morturii should know of such things. He tried to retrieve his hand and the fortune dealer held onto it, tugging until Scarlet turned his palm over and let the man see the lines crossing his skin. The tremulous pads of the Fate's fingers felt warm and buzzing as bees as he traced those lines.
"A strange Byzan indeed." Abruptly, he released Scarlet's hand and pushed the hidden card over.
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It was more cryptic than the others: a bare window set in a field of stars, a moon in eclipse above, and inside the window was the moon in quarter phase with no stars at all.
"What is it?"
"Deception," Fate said. "Be on your guard. You will be told a lie or you will fall in love with one, and you will follow it to the ends of the earth."
"That doesn't sound like me."
"Oh." Fate put the card neatly back in the deck. "And I suppose you know yourself well, do you?"
Fate's eyes were prettily sly, and Scarlet felt the heat creeping over his face. Those eyes saw too much.
"Good day, Fate," he said as politely as he could. He could almost feel the rigid countenance of the statue watching him.
"Good day, little Byzan with the Mark," Fate called out, but he was already gone, out of the sweet-smelling tent and into the brassy market, with its noise and dust and smell. Scarlet inhaled deeply to clear his head of the odor of incense and beeswax. He hefted his pack a little higher on his shoulder, though it slipped down again immediately. There was a broken strap on the right side that needed to be picked apart and mended properly instead of tied up with string, but he had been too restless to just sit and do it.