Authors: Larry D. Sweazy
I blushed at the sudden realization that I was betraying my husband by responding to another man whose only intent was his duty and nothing more.
“It doesn't matter,” Guy said.
I pushed the pies toward him. “Make sure Peter and Jaeger get these.”
Guy almost dropped one of the pies. By the time he regained his balance, I was in the Studebaker sliding the key into the ignition.
The truck's engine roared to life and I backed up as quick as I could, spun the tires, and kicked up a dust storm that rained pellets of gravel thirty feet behind me. I could barely see Guy shaking his head in dismay as I pulled out onto the lane and sped toward home.
CHAPTER 11
I had never been so glad to pull onto my own land in my entire life.
The midafternoon light was bright, intense as the sun beat down from the sky like a spotlight directed at the rooftop of our simple wind-beaten house. It needed a fresh coat of paint, but like the maintenance on the truck, I hadn't had the heart to ask Peter and Jaeger for any more of their time. Maybe next summer, once things settled down . . .
My stomach growled with hunger, and I realized that I'd passed up lunch while I was in Dickinson; I rarely missed a trip to the Ivanhoe for some of the best sandwich bread to be found anywhere in North Dakota, or beyond I guess. I wouldn't know for sure since I'd never crossed the state line outside of a couple of quick trips west, into Montana.
The Salems had staved off any real hunger, which I guess was one of the reasons why some women smoked them in the first place. It kept them thin and attractive and replaced the habit of eating the hearty meals we cooked for our husbands before sending them out the door to do a hard day's work. I suppose that had been a reason for me, too, but since Hank didn't like me smoking, especially since the accident, I'd taken to hiding from him when I did.
I hoped Ardith would join me for a quick sandwich and a cup of coffee before she left. Her car, a ten-year-old black Ford sedan, sat right where she had parked it.
I was halfway down the drive when Shep suddenly appeared, running out from behind the first barn, a streak of black and white, head and body low to the ground, barking at the Studebaker like he'd never seen the truck in his life. It wasn't a hello bark, or at least the normal bark that the diligent border collie usually offered me when I returned home from town.
The dog ran straight at the truck like he was going to nip the tires. I couldn't recall a time when Shep had tried to herd me while driving the truck. It was like he was trying to drive me away, force me to turn around and leave. I'd seen him attempt the same thing on Wally Howard, on occasion, when Wally'd had to deliver a box to the door; usually page proofs from New York.
At the very least, I had expected Shep to be happy to see me. It was rare that I was away from the house, from Hank, for so long.
“Silly dog,” I said out the window. “Go on, get out of the way before I run you over.” The thought of hurting Shep caused a tremor of fear to ripple all the way from my heart to the tips of my fingers.
My tone was obviously too light. It didn't deter Shep at all. My words just seemed to infuriate him. He barked his fool head off even louder, then lunged at the front tire, biting at it so close that it truly scared me. I stopped the truck right then and there.
As soon as the tires quit rolling, Shep circled around the truck, barking continually, ears back, an unusually aggressive snarl on his upturned lip. Something had set him off, and I didn't like it.
There had never been any question that one of Shep's jobs was to keep a lookout, be a guard dog of sorts, but his quarry was mostly foxes and coyote. His real job was to keep the chickens safe since we'd long ago given up on sheep, even though he thought his job was to keep the chickens in order. If I wasn't paying any attention, he'd keep them trapped in the corner of the pen for half a day. Shep would have made a great indexer if he were a human being.
Up until a day ago, there had been no reason to hold onto any fear at all about strangers coming onto the land. Most farm folks, or those in town as far as that went, had never locked their doors in their entire life.
I shut the engine off and sat in the truck for a long second, eyeing everything in sight. Nothing seemed out of place except Shep's behavior. But even that could be explained away. Border collies were an overprotective, obsessive breed, and sometimes it didn't take much to set them off. Timing was everything; a move, a look, a word spoken the wrong way could trigger a sort of madness that required a stern but gentle hand to quell. I had seen Shep act like this before, but it had been a long time agoâback before Hank stepped into that damned gopher hole. It was usually only Hank who could calm the dog down, but I knew it would be up to me this time around.
The rain and gloom of the morning was just a memory; the only remnant was the softness of the ground, but the wind would dry it out pretty quickly unless it rained again real soon. I had no idea what the forecast was; I'd been preoccupied with the task Hilo had straddled me with and everything that had happened since.
I knew that I'd been distracted, but I couldn't see a thing that wasn't where it was supposed to be, a reason for Shep's uncertain fitâexcept a repetitive banging that slowly drew my attention to it. I could barely hear the sound underneath Shep's constant barking.
I looked over to the house.
The screen door was banging in the wind. Open. Closed. Hit the jamb. Back again. The wind wasn't fierce, not by North Dakota standards by any means, but it was strong. Strong enough to push a storm to the east, then come through an open window, snake through the house, and rattle a door so it banged consistently like the echo of a heartbeat.
I froze for a second, looked at the swinging door, then back down to Shep. He was trying to keep me from going inside the house.
Hank
. . . my mouth went dry.
Without thinking through my options, I jumped out of the truck and my heel instantly sank about a quarter of an inch into the soft dirt drive, enough to cause my balance to waver.
I wasn't used to wearing heelsâespecially when I wasn't thinking. The pitiful fear that had bubbled up in the pit of my stomach replaced any hunger I thought I might've had. I lurched sideways and caught myself against the Studebaker's door.
Shep dropped into a crouch, barked one last time, and gave me that long amber-eyed border collie stare. He was trying his best to stop me, but nothing could. My heart raced and matched the bang of the screen door.
“Stop it!” I shouted at Shep, then offered a hard glare of my own in return.
He ignored me and barked again.
Stubborn dog
.
I pushed off from the door, pulled my foot out of the shoe, and left it behind as I hurried to the house with a one-shoed limp.
The wind met me head on. It seemed to want to keep me out of the house, too. I must have looked drunk, but as far as I could tell there wasn't another human being around for miles.
I didn't care if there was.
“Hank!” I yelled out as I made my way to the door.
No answer. Just Shep's bark riding on the wind like an alarm that wouldn't shut off. He was behind me, and I expected to feel a pinch of canine teeth on the back of my heel any second.
“Ardith!”
Again, no answer.
Crap
.
Shit
.
Damn
. Panic. She should have come to the door as soon as Shep started barking, as soon as I pulled into the drive.
Where was she?
I didn't hesitate when I reached the stoop. I burst through the door, not afraid, at least for my own wellbeing, but determined to find both Hank and Ardith and numbed by adrenaline since neither one of them had answered me.
My eyes searched the path to the bedroom and saw nothing out of place. Nothing but the black receiver dangling from the cord, down the wall.
It was silent inside the house. There was no busy signal on the party line. Most likely someone, probably Burlene Standish, was yelling at us to hang up so they could make a callâor listening in to see if she could tell what was going on in my house.
“Ardith? Hank?” I yelled out again as I pushed through the kitchen, praying the whole time.
Please let them be all right. Please . . .
“In here.” It was Hank's voice. I was so relieved to hear him that I nearly broke into tears.
I stumbled into the bedroom, kicking the other shoe off. It hit the wall with a boom “Are you all right?” I asked, in between panting breaths.
“No.”
I blinked, cleared my eyes, and saw that Hank's face was pale, his forehead dotted with perspiration. He was covered up to the neck with a thin white sheet, but that wasn't unusual; I usually always covered him when he napped. Pneumonia was one of our biggest fears, which was another reason why I was opposed to leaving the window open. I glanced over and saw that Ardith had compromised with Hank. The window was only open about six inchesâenough, though, for the wind to make its way in and bring a hint of after-rain-coolness on its push.
I nodded as I took in Hank's condition. There was a wet spot just below his waist. He'd soiled himself, something he hated more than living this way itself.
“Where's Ardith?” I asked.
“I don't know.”
Shep had stopped just outside the bedroom door. The dog didn't relax. He crouched and stared at meâor Hank, I really couldn't tell whichâstill trying to pen us in.
“What do you mean you don't know?” I said. “What's happened, Hank?”
He looked stricken, his eyes hardened by the strain of trying to get out of bed. I knew he wanted to be up, in charge, taking care of things, but that was impossible. It never stopped him from trying, though. He had been trying to move since the day he had taken the fall.
“Breathe easy,” I offered. His throat dried out when he was upset and made it difficult to swallow.
Hank blinked hard, and I knew that to be a nod. “The phone rang. I heard Ardith pick it up. First thing she did was yell at Burlene to get off the line and mind her own gall-darned business.” His voice was scratchy, like sandpaper.
I moved to the nightstand and put a glass of water with a straw in it to his lips. He drank right away, wetting his throat, and blinked again when he was done.
“Oh my,” I said.
“Ardith has never had any patience with busybodies.”
“I know, but . . .”
I'll have to talk to her
, I finished thinking. I didn't care to be on bad terms with the neighbors, even though I agreed with Ardith. Burlene Standish was a tongue-wagger with no regard to who she hurt with her repeatedâand most often embellishedâtales of other peoples' woes.
“I think it was New York,” Hank said. He stared at me, knowing I'd be on edge right away at the news that my editor had called and I hadn't been there to answer.
He was right. I could hardly bear the thought of missing a call from Richard Rothstein. It was either a request for more work, or there was a problem with Sir Nigel's headhunter book. Either way, it was a call that I didn't want to miss.
“What happened to Ardith?” I said, not lingering on the call.
“I don't know,” Hank said. “I heard her ask the person on the other end of the line to hang on, then Shep barked and she padded out the door. She never came back. After a few long minutes, I called after her, but she never answered me, Marjorie. She just disappeared and never came back.”
“How long ago was that?” I was stone cold frozen in my spot at the end of the bed. Shep was transfixed on me. I'm sure we both looked like statues.
“Over an hour, maybe longer. I don't know. I lose track. You know that. Minutes are like hours when I'm here alone.”
“You've been here by yourself for that long?” I snapped.
“I'm fine. Just worried. I think you ought to call Hilo.”
I shook my head. “I'm going to find Ardith after I get you cleaned up.”
“I've been here this long. If you're gonna go, then go now. I'm fine. It's not like her, Marjie. It's not like Ardith at all to walk out and not come back when I called out for her.”
I started to argue with Hank. I wasn't about to leave him there in his own filth. But he was right. It wasn't like Ardith Jenkins at all to leave him alone. She loved Hank. She always had. He was like the son she'd never had.
I nodded and turned to go out the door, but Hank's voice stopped me. “Marjie,” he said, with as much authority and concern as he could muster.
“Yes?”
“I think you best take the .22 rifle with you.”
CHAPTER 12
I thought long and hard about leaving Shep with Hank, but I knew I'd feel better if he was with me. I'd always looked to the dog for comfort far more than I ever had for protection, but in that moment, he was all I had to defend the farm from the unknown, other than the rifle behind the bedroom door.
My bones ached with fear and dread. There was nothing that I could think of that would pull Ardith Jenkins away from caring for Hank. Nothing. But I couldn't allow myself to imagine her fate any more than I could imagine the moment that Erik and Lida Knudsen had met their own deaths. . . . I just couldn't. I loved Ardith, and the thought of her leaving Hank riled me in a way that would border on a forgiveness that could never be granted. Unless something had happened to her. Then I would blame myself for leaving her on the farm, alone, in the first place.
Hank didn't have to tell me twice to grab the Remington .22 from behind the door. It was a light rifle, five pounds at the most, and looked like a slightly smaller version of the classic Winchester '73, the rifle that had tamed the west. Truth was I was a better pie maker than a marksman.
Hank had taught me most everything I knew about gunsâthe two in the houseâbut I'd had little practice when it came to shooting. Guns, hunting, and chasing off coyotes had always been the provenance of the men in my life: my father, Hank, Peter, and Jaeger. I had never known a situation when a gun had to be taken up for protection, to ward something evil off the land. It was a madness never considered, something beyond a raccoon stricken with distemper or an old dog that needed put out of its misery.