Severed Souls (38 page)

“How long do Richard and I have to live if we aren't cured?”

“Well,” Nicci said, thinking it over for a moment, “that is a hard question to answer.”

“And I don't want to hear things like we have ‘a while yet,' before we die, or ‘not a terribly long time,' or other wiggle words like that. I want the truth. I want to know. If we don't get this poison out of us, how much time do Richard and I have before we die?”

When Kahlan turned and looked back at her, Nicci was staring at her. Her blue eyes seemed filled with grim awareness of the death sentence she would pronounce.

“The call of death in both of you is growing exponentially. I can't give you an exact number, but the simple truth is that for both of you it's at most only a matter of a handful of days.”

Kahlan swallowed. “Days.” It sounded too final. “That's all?”

“It's difficult to gauge your remaining time exactly. I must confess to you that when I was working to bring Richard back to consciousness, I could tell that you've both passed a critical point and while you still may have days, death could now come at any moment.”

“But there is a limit,” Kahlan guessed. “Even if we manage to avoid it for a time. Even if we're lucky, even if we fight it, there is still a limit.”

Nicci nodded. “I was a Sister of the Dark, and I dealt in such wicked things as have touched you both, so I know more about this than even Zedd. He had an understanding of the seriousness of it, but feared to ask me anything more specific because he knew that I recognize such forces and their full meaning in a way that he could not. Because of my unique knowledge and experience, I can tell you that the way this poisonous call of death works, the way it kills, is unlike anything else.”

“What do you mean? What is it doing that is different?”

“It's severing your souls.”

Kahlan hadn't thought it could be any worse. She was wrong.

“You mean like the half people? You mean we will become like them? Soulless bodies, living on in a kind of meaningless, dead existence?”

Nicci shook her head. “No. You're thinking of it in the wrong way. This is entirely different. In you and Richard, the call of death is slowly severing your link to your souls, much as if you were hanging by a thread over a deep abyss. What Jit unleashed is progressively severing the lifeline to your souls.

“It is the line of the gift that you were born with that in the Grace flows from Creation, through life, and then continues on with you into the world of the dead. Jit's poisonous call crossed the boundary between worlds. It is severing that line connecting your souls to who you are.”

“So, you mean,” Kahlan asked, repressing her panic, “that when our souls are severed, that's it? That's the end of us? We die?”

Nicci searched for words. “It's kind of difficult to explain, but it's more than being the end of you, more all-encompassing than merely dying. If we don't put a stop to it, pull it out of you, then you both will die, which is bad enough, but also your souls will be severed from everything, meaning not simply from the world of life, but from their connection to the gift that flows through our souls into the world beyond the veil. Once severed, your souls can never find their way to the good spirits beyond.

“So, in a way, by severing your souls in this way, this poison is not only killing your bodies, it is extinguishing your souls' existence.

“At this point, how long you last, I think, is only a matter of your will to hold on to life, how hard your spirits—your souls—fight. Even so, you won't be able to hold on for more than a few days longer, and then the struggle will end. Your souls will be severed from you. Your bodies will die, and your souls themselves will wink out of existence like a dying ember.”

Kahlan realized that she had been holding her breath. She could feel tears welling up in her eyes.

“Will we even be remembered?” She thought it was a rather meaningless question as soon as she asked it, but it seemed important to her.

Nicci slowly shook her head. “Once your souls are severed, existence itself is dissolved. It will be as if you never existed.”

Somehow, that made it even worse. She looked up at Nicci, resisting the pronouncement. “But that didn't happen to Jit. Her existence wasn't dissolved away by the sound of that scream, that call of death. We remember her.”

“Jit was a different kind of creature. The poison she carried inside was intrinsic to her kind. That sound was never meant to be heard by humans. She had no soul to sever.”

Nicci wiped a tear from Kahlan's cheek. “You do.”

Kahlan could hear the whispers and the screams in the back of her mind, the sound of death hungering to have her. She could feel those whispers getting closer. She knew, from Richard's experience the night before, that if either of them went unconscious again, they most likely would never wake.

In the end, she didn't know which fate was worse, eventually falling into the clutches of what Sulachan had waiting for them in the underworld, or the haunting dread of soulless oblivion.

“Then I guess we had best get an early start so we can get to Saavedra as soon as possible,” Kahlan said.

Nicci nodded. “I agree. But try to not lose sight of the fact that I'm not going to let that happen to either of you.” She took Kahlan's arm and started back. “I will get it out of you.”

 

CHAPTER

52

The next day took them over a high pass with towering peaks soaring high all around and then, from among the tall pines, lower through the mountains, down into more heavily wooded terrain. The lower forest was wetter, with frequent brooks draining the higher ground. They sometimes had to make their way through muddy areas to get around standing water. Some of the men scouted the way out ahead of the main group to make sure of the quickest route, while yet others protected them from a rear attack.

Any Shun-tuk who might still be alive were a constant worry. After what she had seen, Kahlan was sure they were all dead, but there was no way to be absolutely positive. Worse, though, there was always the possibility that Sulachan could have sent others, or that other tribes of half people who had escaped through the gates of the third kingdom could be hunting the forests. After all, they weren't all that far from that dreaded, broken barrier.

Ned had left at first light, taking their only horse and Richard's orders on the hard ride back to the People's Palace. It was somewhat disconcerting being without a horse because it was their fastest means of travel, but having only one did them little good. It was more important to get word to the palace and all the people there, letting them know what was coming so they could prepare.

Kahlan shuddered to think of Hannis Arc, Emperor Sulachan, and all the Shun-tuk having free run of the palace and all the artifacts kept there. In a way, that palace was the heart of hope for civilization. To have it fall to such evil made her blood run cold. They had to hold it until Richard was healed and could get back there.

While a horse wouldn't get them to Saavedra any faster, should Richard or Kahlan begin to lose strength, the horse could carry them easier than any other method. As much as Kahlan worried about not having the horse with them any longer, the farther they went it was becoming apparent that the mountains they were crossing were too rugged in places for a horse. They could have gone around in certain areas so a horse could make it, but that would have meant more travel time and they didn't have the time to spare.

Every moment of delay meant that she and Richard were a moment closer to dying. Kahlan's thoughts kept drifting back to the dark ones Sulachan had waiting for them on the other side of that veil. There would be no peaceful eternity for the two of them. The spirit king had seen to that.

As they made their way down the mountain the terrain was so difficult in places that the men had to fell small trees and stake them along the steep walls of crumbling rock to give them some kind of sure footing that wouldn't give way. It was a quick, flimsy, very temporary way to make it across otherwise impassable areas, but it was enough for them to keep moving forward without losing their footing or much time. Some of the places they had to traverse were quite steep, slippery, and had loose rock that slid and tumbled down when disturbed. In those places a rope tied to trees gave them a useful handhold.

There was no easy way through the uncharted wilderness. They knew the direction of Saavedra, and if they wanted to get there, the quickest way was a direct route across the mountains. Fortunately, there were passes. Going around would add many days of travel and they had no extra days to waste.

After they had made their way down narrow, rocky trails, the terrain leveled out somewhat. Irena and Samantha used the opportunity to move in close to each side of Richard to protect him as they went through more open birch groves. Nicci stayed behind them where she could keep an eye on Irena. Irena, for her part, always managed to be right there near Richard, sometimes even stepping in front of Kahlan and Nicci to do so.

Kahlan wasn't in the mood to start an argument with the woman. The wise thing to do was to ignore it and get to Saavedra. Besides, for all she knew they might need Irena's extra abilities to cure them.

When the trail narrowed again as they had to go down a narrow pass between steep, gray, rocky slopes to each side, and she had the chance, Kahlan took up Richard's hand and made it clear to the others, in a gentle manner, that she wanted to be with her husband. Irena, surprisingly enough, got the message. Kahlan wondered if perhaps the woman wasn't as inconsiderate as she had believed.

At first, Samantha didn't get the idea, instead staying close to Richard as the way through began to widen so she could pepper him with trivial questions about how the trees could ever come to cling to such stony slopes overhead and how it compared to places he had been to and things he had seen before. She seemed to have an endless supply of questions and looked genuinely interested in every word of his answers. Richard seemed distracted and wasn't in a chatty mood, but he was nice enough as he answered her questions, if briefly.

As they walked along an animal trail through knee-high grass, Zedd finally slipped in close and put an arm around the young woman's shoulders. He told her that he wanted to show her some of the herbs that a young sorceress needed to know about. He steered her off through tall grasses and shrubs to point out plants with red berries growing up the soil bank below the steeper rock above. He launched into a lecture about the many uses of the berries, the leaves, and the roots of the plants he was showing her.

“Everything all right?” Kahlan asked Richard once they were relatively alone.

He gave her a puzzled look. “No, not really.”

“Why, what's wrong?”

“Well,” he said as if trying to think of something, “there was a man who has been dead for three thousand years and when Hannis Arc poured my blood over his mummified corpse, he came back to life. And now he wants to rule the world of life, with Lord Arc as the ruler of the D'Haran Empire, I suppose. Oh, and you and I are near death from a poison we both carry, but we may all be eaten alive by half people before we ever die from the poison.”

“Sorry,” she said, “I didn't mean to get you upset.”

He waved a hand. “No, it's not that.”

“Then what is it?”

He let out a deep sigh. “It's just everything.”

“Everything? Anything in particular getting you down? I mean more than the things you mentioned.”

For a time he looked off to the sparse woods off through the grass to the side before answering.

“I'd just like to be alone with you, that's all.”

“Ah,” she said with a knowing smile. “That.” It was rather difficult being intimate in the middle of a camp of soldiers.

“That's not what I mean—well, that too—but that's not what I mean.”

“Then what do you mean?”

“I mean like when I built that cabin for us way back to the west, in Westland. I've just been thinking about the time when we were alone and far from all the troubles of the world.”

Kahlan briefly pressed her head against the side of his shoulder. “It will happen, Richard. Things will get better. We'll get rid of this awful poison and then you will do whatever it is that you need to do to stop the unruly twins and then we will be able to live in peace.”

He smiled at her description of Emperor Sulachan and Hannis Arc as if they were little more than mischievous boys.

“But I don't want to live in a tiny cabin,” she said. “I mean, I would, if we had to, but I would rather we live at the People's Palace.”

“Ah,” he said with a smile, “so I've married a girl with her eye on the finer things in life.”

Kahlan circled an arm around his waist. “Finer than traipsing through a damp and gloomy wilderness with a bunch of soldiers? You bet. For one thing, I want a real bed. In a room with a door. With a lock on the door.”

Richard couldn't help smiling. “I would like that very much.”

“I bet you would,” she teased with a gentle shove of her hip.

He smiled again. She was happy that she had been able to lighten his mood. She didn't know what was bothering him, but she was at least happy that she had been able to make him smile.

 

CHAPTER

53

By the end of a long day of making their way down dangerously steep slopes, along narrow cuts between rock walls, and through areas of dense woods, they finally reached flatter ground. There, they were able to follow a brook among moss-covered rocks as it meandered through a forest of young, wispy hardwoods. The rocky brook left the forest canopy more open, helping them to see in the fading light.

Richard watched for a place where they could set up camp.