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Authors: Sally Morgan

Sister Heart

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For my great-grandmother, with love

For the children of the future, may you walk in a bright world

A portion of the author's royalties will be donated to the Indigenous Literacy Foundation

www.indigenousliteracyfoundation.org.au

one

Here I am

curled in the corner

of a cold stone room

with no one to hug

but me

A too-high window

throws shadow lines

on the moonlit floor

Shadow lines

Hard lines

Straight lines

Barred lines

Like lines on a map

slashing hills and creeks

ridges and plains

rocks and spinifex

Old people laughed

when Mum told them

about the Boss's paper map

Grandpa Mick shook his head

Hills won't move for a line

Trees won't bend for a line

Granny Rosy flicked her hand

Pah — inside the lines

Outside the lines

It's all our country!

But here I am

Trapped by lines

walls

window

door

shadows on the moonlit floor

Fencing me in

Cutting me off

Slicing me away

Making me cry

cry

cry

for home

Morning light streaks

through the too-high window

tickles my sore eyes

teases my skin

Bully boots

thud, thud, thud

Big keys jangle

clink-clank clink-clank

Door gives a rusty warning

Right you – out!

I shrink

small as a spider

press my face to the wall

He yanks me up

like a sack of flour

Fist opens

Here — eat this

Not from him

No bread from
him!

I spit on his bully boots

He drops the stale bread

Clouts my ear

Been hit before

Been hit on the station

when I spilled tea on Boss's visitors

when I got in the way

when I asked Boss a question

Policeman sneers

Why the Government's

wasting schooling on

ungrateful kids like you

beats me

He pulls me forward

Out!

Where is he taking me?

Where is my mum?

Rough hands

hurry me

down a sandy track

empty of Mum

empty of anything

except a swarm of flies

buzzing a dead bird

My ear throbs

chest aches

sobs bubble inside

Down

down

down

the track

to the big saltwater

Mum's not here

I look around

She's not here

not there

not anywhere

Policeman yanks my chin up

Look at me!

I – will – not – look – at – him

If I look

I hear myself screaming

to be let out of the store room

hear Aunty Adie begging

hear policeman telling Boss

Thank you for confining this child

No tricks

do you hear me?

He straightens up

About time!

My heart jumps

Mum?

A stooped stranger

plods forward

shooing flies

with a stiff straw hat

Is this the girl?

She's all yours, Reverend

Got the manners of a camel!

Reverend says

Can she speak any English?

She can speak it alright

but don't bother talking to her

she won't answer

I've got more important jobs

than babysitting kids!

Reverend says

God holds us all to a higher duty

He reaches out a plump hand

I kick

squirm

try to free myself

Policeman shakes me

Hey — I said no tricks!

Reverend grasps my other arm

I'll take charge of her

Hold her tight

policeman says

She'll run like the wind

if she can

These kids are fast

I am caught between them

Reverend leans close

My name is Reverend Dale

I'm sailing on the ship too

I will look after you at sea

He points

See that ship out there?

Far out

something rides

the wrinkled water

Is it a ship?

I don't know

I've never seen a ship

I'm a freshwater girl

It looks small from here

but it's huge

That ship can travel a long way

It will get us safely to our destination

He gives me an impatient smile

So you see

there's nothing to worry about

I gaze at the thing floating far out

If it is a ship

it won't take me home

No big saltwater to travel in my country

If it is a ship

it will take me somewhere else

Why can't I go home?

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