Spiritus, a Paranormal Romance (Spiritus Series, Book #1) (11 page)

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It’s only two blocks away.” I whined. “I could use the fresh air.”

He relented and I got out of there before he changed his mind. Once outside and down the walkway, I looked back to make sure he wasn’t following me.

The house loomed up behind me, but there was no sign of Dad at the door or peering out the windows. I breathed a sigh of relief and took off down the sidewalk.

There were only a few people tending to their lawns or sitting on their front porches. They stared at me and whispered to those near them about how I nearly died Saturday. I even heard a few of them mention Jonah Ericson.

I pretended not to hear them. I didn’t want to think about the entire town knowing about my stupid accident. I pulled my hair down over the bruise on my forehead and tried to focus on just getting to the library.

There were so many questions now. I had to get some answers. I didn’t know how to do it, but I had to see if Jonah’s story was true and if it could be the spirit haunting me.

The library sat at the corner of Chestnut and Capitol Avenue, the only building on the block after block of antiquated shops and law offices. It was an ancient building that crowded the sidewalk and gave no evidence to what was inside.

I expected a crude collection of books and old
National Geographic
magazines, instead, I saw a small, but modern library complete with computers for research. I thought I would spend the day searching through scrapbooks of old newspaper clippings, but with all of this perhaps my quest wouldn’t be as difficult as I thought.

I walked up to the large desk where a pretty woman was sorting books, she pushed her glasses up into her spikey blond hair as I approached. “Can I help you with something honey?”

“
I’m needing to research some old newspapers from the Civil War years on up to this year. Where would I do that?” I asked with a nervous smile, wondering how odd of a request it might be.

I expected her to be annoyed I was interrupting her work, but instead she smiled and led me back to a computer station. She explained how things were filed by year, month, or I could enter keywords to search for.

“
Just let me know if you need anything else.” She said with another friendly smile.

Why was everyone in this town always so happy? It just wasn’t normal.

My head was already starting to ache again as I sat there wondering where to start. I entered my address as a search term and chewed at my thumbnail while I waited for the results.

Despite the ancient appearance of the computer, the return was almost immediate. There were numerous pages, listed in reverse chronological order with the most recent first.

I began skimming the articles, not even sure what I was looking for. It was mostly boring things like variance hearings and real estate listings. I searched through about four pages and the only thing I learned was that the house was bought and sold many times.

After a few more pages, I narrowed my search to the obituaries and suddenly, there it was.

Alastor Sinclair, 20, died of a gunshot wound at his home in Corydon Saturday. He was laid to eternal rest at Cedar Hills Cemetery. He leaves behind a brother in Kentucky and a wife.

I read that piece over and over.
Alastor Sinclair
. At last the being had a name! It wasn’t some unknown ghoul. He had a name and at one time, a life.

Alastor Sinclair
.

I typed in the name and waited. I expected a handful of results; instead there was page after page again.

War Hero Found Dead in Corydon Home

Alastor Sinclair was found dead in his home on Capitol Avenue Saturday. When officials arrived at the home, they found Mr. Sinclair dead of a single gunshot wound to the chest.

Mr. Sinclair was a decorated war veteran. He served with the 13
^th
Regiment Calvary of Indiana, Company B. He leaves behind a wife and a brother.

I clicked on the next headline,
Lieutenant Sinclair Local Hero and Others Return Home
. This one detailed his accomplishments in the war between the states. He was honored for his bravery in the battle of Corydon for retrieving the bodies of many fallen comrades while under fire from the Confederates.

While I was sure this was an impressive military career, and I felt a strange surge of pride as I read his accomplishments, what I found most interesting was the photograph of Alastor Sinclair in his uniform that accompanied the story.

There he was, the ghost, in the flesh and bone of a faded black and white photograph. I looked down at his painfully handsome face, trying to wrap my mind around the idea that this man was dead.

He was stunning in the reality of one hundred years ago. His rumpled hair was tamed and combed back, looking deep brown in the sepia toned black and white. His sensual lips tilted in a slight smirk, so human compared to how I knew him. He was angular like a boy just turned into a man, looking too young to be a lieutenant.

Looking into the pale white of his eyes in the picture, my heart ached with the idea he was dead. He once was this noble man and now he was nothing more than a ghost haunting my home.

I went to the next headline, not even bothering to read it first. What I saw before me made me bolt upright in the chair, my knees banging the underside of the desk. The few people in the library turned to stare at me, but I didn’t care. I was trying to process what it was that I was seeing on the screen in front of me.

Rebecca McKinley Marries Alastor Sinclair: Miss Rebecca McKinley and Alastor Sinclair were married on the evening of June second at the home of the groom. The bride was beautifully gowned in white lace and satin, trimmed with beads. Several friends were present. The groom remained with his bride one week before returning to his regiment. Mrs. Sinclair is expected to make their home at Mr. Sinclair’s Capitol Avenue house.

It wasn’t just the sight of my first name in the announcement that sent a chill up my spine; it was the photograph that was above it. There, even though there was no way that it was possible, was me. I was looking back in time over one hundred years and gazing at my own face. How could that be?

There was no mistaking it. It was some nineteenth century version of me in that photograph wearing a long full skirt and sitting in front of Alastor. It looked as though the picture was taken in a studio with an oil sheet background.

It was so odd to see myself in a picture that was taken before even my grandparents were born. I could feel the panic building in my chest. This couldn’t be happening. Things like this just weren’t possible.

I tried to get past the initial shock and really look at the photograph. In some ways it was so like every other photograph that I had seen in books, the overly formal clothes and the unsmiling faces, but there was something also something very different about it. This couple, it was easier to pretend they were nameless people, weren’t in the usual stiff poses seen in old portraits, she was sitting in a chair and he stood behind her with his hand on her shoulder and she was covering his hand with her own, neither were looking at the camera. She was in the process of glancing back at him and he was looking down at her. There was something very intimate about it, like the photographer had caught them in a private stolen moment.

Looking down at the screen filled with that picture, I felt a tingling on my shoulder as if my body remembered the feeling of his touch. I brought my hand up, almost expecting to feel his hand there, but there was nothing. I wished for a moment there would have been something there.

I envied the pair in the photograph and I was jealous of that girl as if she had taken something that was mine. The resemblance between us didn’t matter. She knew this entity when he was a flesh and blood man, and I hated her for that.

Moving on, I came to a much more mundane article about the Battle of Corydon on July 9, 1863 and Morgan’s Raid on the town. The next article proved more interesting.

Cedar Glade Offers Shelter During Battle

During the battle with the rebel forces, many Corydon residents sought refuge from the ensuing cannon fire at the property known as Cedar Glade. Several cannon balls landed in the yard, but the inhabitants of the house remained safe.

The property is owned by Mr. Kintner as is the Kintner House Hotel where General John Hunt Morgan read the newspaper and learned of General Robert E. Lee’s defeat at the Battle of Gettysburg.

While interesting, it was completely unhelpful to my research. Printing copies of the photographs and articles I found thus far, I moved on to the next headline and again stopped short.

Rebecca Sinclair Arrested for Murder of Husband

Rebecca Sinclair was arrested Saturday evening for the murder of her husband Alastor Sinclair. Upon the discovery of the body, Mrs. Sinclair admitted to shooting her husband and then broke down. She has been incoherent since that night.

The servants claim to have heard the two arguing and then a single gunshot. Finding Mrs. Sinclair standing over the body of her dying husband, the maid ran for help. Mr. Sinclair was dead when help arrived.

There is no word how soon the trial will be, but for now Corydon mourns the loss of a decorated war veteran and citizen in Alastor Sinclair.

I couldn’t believe it, but yet I could. There was a deep and primal part of me that even seemed to remember the feeling of that gun in my hand, the explosion of gunpowder, and the coppery smell of blood. I knew it was true, somewhere deep in my very core, I knew it.

Murder. That is what became of that love story.

Accused Murderess Rebecca Sinclair Dead

Rebecca Sinclair was found dead in her jail cell Friday, almost one week to the day of when her husband Alastor Sinclair was found dead in their home. It is believed Mrs. Sinclair committed suicide for she was found hanging by one of her own stockings that morning.

Mrs. Sinclair was arrested last Saturday for the murder and was awaiting trial. No word on where she will be laid to rest.

I skipped past the other stories, feeling sick to my stomach as these two people disappeared from history. There were headlines referring to the scandal briefly as the home went up for auction a few times and then a mention here and there in a real estate listing. Nothing of real importance until I came to a Halloween piece about Rebecca’s time in the Corydon jail, it put a tragic twist on an already sad story.

Sinclair Murder Still Haunts Corydon

Over fifty years ago, a murder took place in Corydon. The victim, Alastor Sinclair, was shot dead in his home, apparently by none other than his wife Rebecca. Despite the passage of time, this murder remains the topic of many fireside discussions and as Halloween approaches, one has to wonder if there isn’t a supernatural twist to this sad tale.

Albert Durham, the grandson of Wesley Durham a deputy at the time of Mrs. Sinclair’s arrest, recounts what took place at that time when we interviewed him in front of the Corydon Capitol Building where he shares his stories about this dark chapter in the town’s history.

“My granddaddy wasn’t convinced at first that she did it. He told me about how pretty she was and all proper-like, but he said she never denied it. She confessed and they locked her up, plain as that.”

Mrs. Sinclair was never questioned further after her initial arrest. Records show that she confessed the night her husband died and was awaiting trial when she was found dead in her jail cell.

“Granddaddy always wondered why she did it, but if anyone asked her, she never told them the answer. I guess she took her reasons with her to the grave. Now that was sad.” Durham said. “It all started a few days after they buried Mr. Sinclair. The lady, Mrs. Sinclair that is, begun talking to her dead husband she did. Granddaddy said that she done up and lost her mind.”