Strangers in Company
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Authors: Jane Aiken Hodge
Jane Aiken Hodge
Chapter One
The girl was looking the other way, gloomily, almost sullenly across the crowded departure lounge. Satisfied, Marian French dug with quick stealth in her huge over-the-shoulder bag. Passport, tickets, traveller's chequesâAh, there it was, the small silver pillbox Mark had given herâdear God, nineteen years ago. Another quick sideways glance. The girlâmust think of her as StellaâStella Marten was still looking listlessly towards the departure indicator that showed obstinately blank so far as their flight was concerned.
Marian's hands trembled a little as she unscrewed the tiny egg-shaped container. Tranquillisers, Dr. Brown had said; entirely harmless. He had smiled that vast, not altogether reassuring smile of his.
“Can't have you getting delusions now, Mrs. Frenche. You've done so well.”
“Thank you.” For a moment, they had looked silently back together over the eighteen years since Mark had left her, since the twins had been born. Done well? Poor fool, she had sometimes even thought so herself.
It was difficult, but not impossible, to swallow the tiny pill without water. Replacing the box in her bag, she felt it coming over her again, the horrible, unidentifiable feelingâno, call it certaintyâthat someone was watching her. Delusions? Dr. Brown had talked of long strain, of sudden shock and of a handful of phobias, settling finally, with obvious relief, for agoraphobia, because she always had this feeling of being watched when she was out of doors. She was afraid of open spaces, he had told her kindly, had urged a holiday, a change.â¦
Open spaces. Could the departure lounge of Gatwick Airport, grossly overcrowded at ten o'clock on a Saturday night, be so described? Would Dr. Brown, if he had been here, have told her comfortably that she was suffering from claustrophobia, too? Because here it was, stronger
than ever, the certainty that somewhere, in this restless crowd of people, eyes were fixed on her, and in no friendly spirit. Absurd? Of course it was absurd. That was what had sent her to the doctor rather than to the police, and he had given her the explanation that, in her heart, she had expected. It was natural enough, after all, that the double shock, emotional and financial, should have left its mark. But she had managed to keep going, somehow, until the twins had actually left her to join their father in America. That was like her, Dr. Brown had said. He used praise she thought wryly, where other doctors use tonics.
It had been when she got back from his office that she had found the card on the doormat. “Need a Job?” it had read. “Or a Guardian Angel? We provide both.” The “we” called themselves “Jobs Unlimited” and operated from a highly respectable Sloane Square address. On an impulse, she had gone straight to the telephone and called their number. Andâhere she was, three weeks laterâa magnificently overpaid guardian angel. And grossly neglecting her charge, she reminded herself, forcing a smile as she leaned forward.
“How about a cup of coffee? Or a Coke perhaps?” She had met Stella Marten only once, briefly, at the office of Jobs Unlimited and under the benevolent eye of Miss Oakland, the friendly, grey-haired dragon who presided there.
“I'd rather have a whisky.” The girl shook unkempt, perhaps dirty black curls out of her eyes. Her tone was a challenge.
“Of course. Stupid of me.” Marian's brain was whirling like a computer, putting together the various bits of information she had been given about her charge. She was, after all, nearly twenty-one, three years older than the twins. And the one thing, at least, that Miss Oakland had not mentioned was a problem over alcohol. There had been practically everything else: trouble with her adoptive parents; an unlucky affair; and, finally, a state of “complete nervous exhaustion” which their prospective bus
tour in Greece was supposed to cure. It had seemed, at the time, an odd enough prescription, and so had the rider that Stella was to be left alone as little as possible. But then, talk about the blind leading the blind.⦠“I must say,” Marian went on almost immediately, “it's not a bad idea.” She picked up her heavy bag.
“I'll get it.” Stella was on her feet already. “Ice? Soda?”
“Straight, thanks. But, let meâ¦.” Marian produced her purse.
“Nonsense. I'm loaded. They were so glad to be rid of meâeven for two weeksâthat they kept giving me more money.” She turned away towards the crowded bar with the angry grace Marian had noticed in all her movements. “They,” of course, were Stella's adoptive parents, the Martens, to whom she never referred by name. Miss Oakland had not explained what the trouble was between them. “Better not,” she had said. “The less you know, I think, the easier you will find it.”
Marian devoutly hoped she was right. But at least it was restful to find herself being waited on like this. Had she let the twins take her services too much for granted? But she was not to think about the twins. It had been Dr. Brown's last bit of advice, when he gave his blessing to this extraordinary project, and she recognised it as just as sound as his other, earlier warning that she should say nothing at Jobs Unlimited about her own nervous state. “No one's going to employ you if they think you're suffering from delusions. And work's the best cure for them, take my word for it.”
She had taken his advice, and he had been delighted with the result. “A bus tour of Greece! It's what I'd have liked to prescribe for you.” They both knew how impossible such a prescription would have been. If Mark's cheques had really stopped coming, she must work or starve.
National Assistance.⦠Her mouth was suddenly dry. It had begun again. She could feel the imagined eyes upon her, inimical, probing as an X ray, and as damaging. “Think of something else.” All of Dr. Brown's advice was
good, if one could only follow it She made herself concentrate on the crowd around the bar and saw that Stella had made good progress through it. And not with her elbows either, as one might have expected from that sullen face. Men seemed simply to give way before the small, determined figure. She was at the bar now, and instantly being attended to by one of the men who would have taken five minutes to notice Marian. It had always infuriated the twins when she let herself be pushed out of her place in one of life's inevitable queues.
Don't think about the twins. Stella was coming back now, a glass in each hand, her patchwork suede bag hanging precariously from one elbow. “I got you a double.” Her tone was brusque as ever. “You look as though you could do with it” Her own glass was large, and pale, and fizzy. “I like it with ginger ale.” She sat down with a cat's precise grace, then picked up her glass. “Here's to us,” she said. “And Mercury Tours.”
“Yes.” The whisky burned and comforted. Life was ordinary again. “I've been looking for labels, but I haven't seen any.”
“No.” Stella glanced down at the scarlet labels on their own hand luggage. “But it's early yet”
“Yes.” They had met, by arrangement, quite absurdly early, and it had taken some blandishment on both their parts to talk their way through into the departure lounge.
“It's like being in limbo,” said Stella surprisingly, as an inhuman voice announced Flight Number Something for Majorca, now boarding at Gate Eleven.
“Departures arranged for hell or heaven,” said Marian.
“Heaven, of course, from Gate Eleven.” Suddenly, amazingly, the tension that had stretched between them slackened; they caught each other's eyes and smiled. And, smiling, Stella was beautiful. “Mercury Classical Tours,” she said. “Aren't we just going to be educated?”
“I'd never heard of them,” Marian admitted. Nor had she had time to investigate them. “I suppose”âshe looked doubtfully round for other red labelsâ“they're all right.”
“Oh, I think so. âThey' always pick the bestâor at least the most expensive. And it's the cheapest ones that don't get off the ground.”
“Yes.” The departure lounge was even more crowded now. Children ran about and screamed. Exhausted parents sat on the floor, backs to the wall, and ignored them. A group of returning Germans, with enormous rucksacks, shouldered their way past. One of them tripped, swore unintelligibly and glanced down with quick suspicion at Stella. But she was looking, suddenly, quite different, about sixteen, the drink in her glass obviously nonalcoholic.
“Stellaâ” Marian began, but Stella was on her feet.
“There are some of ours,” she said. “Look!” She made a face. “Just what I thought. Escaped schoolmistresses, every one of them.” She sat down as abruptly as she had risen. “Just exactly the people I least want to see. I told them.⦔
There had been trouble at school, too. “Well, let's stay here,” said Marian pacifically. “No need to get involved till the last minute.”
“No need to get involved at all.”
“Not if you don't want to.” Miss Oakland had warned her about this, but just the same Marian suppressed a sigh as she looked at the eager, cheerful group of young women, conspicuously red-labelled, who seemed so busy talking that they had not even bothered to try and find seats in the crowded lounge. Most of them looked hardly older than Stella herself. It seemed a pity, thought Marian, but there it was. “She probably won't want to talk to anyone,” Miss Oaklands had warned her. “You'll need to keep with her all the time. I think you'll find you earn the high pay.”
But at least they were to have single rooms, procured, no doubt at enormous expense, by the Martens. Stella, it appeared, had flatly refused to share. And that was all right with Marian. “Just keep her cheerful all day,” Miss Oakland had said. “No need to worry at night. The one thing she hasn't done is attempt suicide.”
Looking at her charge now, Marian could believe that.
It might be a sulky face, but it was far from being a weak one. The dark eyes under heavily marked brows, the firm set of the lips in repose, even the high, strongly shadowed cheekbones all suggested a basic strength. Impossible not to wonder about the real parents, who had let their child go for adoption at a few days old. But, “Don't,” Miss Oakland had warned. “It's part of the problem, naturally, but no one talks about it”
Perhaps better if they did? But that was none of Marian's business. She had taken on this job, at an astronomical wage, and it was the least she could do to follow instructions. And two weeks was such a short time. Time.⦠She looked at her watch.
“Yes, it's overdue.” Stella had noticed the gesture. Doubtless she, too, had been busy summing up her companion for the next two weeks. “That's the worst of charter flights.” And then, “Good lord!” Marian had already noticed a delightful and surprising mildness about her language. Impossible not to remember the twins, with their obvious need to shock. Well, perhaps it was easier for adoptive parents.â¦
Excuses again. And Stella was saying something. “Can't be the courier, surely?”
Following the direction of the firmly pointed finger, Marian saw at once what Stella meant It was a very young man indeed who was wearing the red label of Mercury Tours in his buttonhole. “He hardly looks out of the egg,” said Stella scornfully, and then, with her rather harsh little laugh, “Oh, look, the schoolmarms have spotted him!”
Marian had just time to decide that the extremely blond young man was probably, in fact, rather older than his pink complexion made him look, when he was surrounded by the eager crowd of young women. Surprisingly, Stella was on her feet again. “I might as well go and see what he's got to say.”