Summer on Blossom Street (30 page)

He left, and Anne Marie leaned against the door, eyes wide with shock…and pleasure. This was a
most
unexpected turn of events.

Lydia Goetz

C
asey was so quiet lately and standoffish, too. I’d tried to reach her, but the harder I tried the more she withdrew. This frustrated me to no end.

I had Saturday free, my first since the day we’d rented bikes at Green Lake. After looking through the newspaper ads, I decided to do some school shopping for Cody and for Casey, too. I assumed…I hoped Casey might enjoy going shopping with me.

Brad, Cody and I had already had breakfast by the time Casey emerged from her bedroom.

“Morning, beautiful,” Brad said, smiling. He sat at the kitchen table, lingering over his coffee before he headed out to mow the lawn. During the summer he’d started calling Casey
beautiful
and
princess.

At first Casey had scowled and claimed she wasn’t beautiful nor was she anyone’s princess. Brad ignored those comments and continued—until she either accepted his affection or got tired of arguing with him.

“Morning,” came her less-than-friendly reply.

“I’m glad you’re up,” I said, forcing some enthusiasm into my voice. “How about a trip to the mall? Just you and me.”

Casey opened the cupboard and took out a box of cereal. “What for?”

Her wariness surprised me. I’d figured this would be one invitation she’d jump at. What twelve-year-old girl
didn’t
want to visit the mall?

“Do you need a reason to shop?” I asked.

She shrugged, but I could see that, despite herself, her interest was piqued.

“I need to get Cody some jeans for school and a new winter coat. He hates shopping.”

“So do I,” Brad inserted.

“Like father, like son,” I said blithely.

As Casey shook cereal into her bowl and poured milk over top, she offered me a quick smile.

“You can help me pick out the things he needs,” I coaxed. “Wanna come?”

“I guess.” This was said as if she was doing me a tremendous favor by keeping me company.

“While we’re out we should get a few things for you, too.” I waited in vain for a reaction, although I’d felt confident she’d be excited at the prospect.

As though the very idea bored her, she said, “I usually get my clothes from Goodwill.”

“Then it’ll be fun to have something new,” I countered.

She shrugged again. “Can we see Grandma Hoffman today?”

I smiled, touched by the affection she felt for my mother. Their unlikely friendship was a gift for both of them. And for me. Casey had visited only that one time and I’d been hoping to arrange a second trip. “Sure,” I said. “We’ll do that.”

“Okay.” She ate her breakfast, disappeared for ten minutes, then returned dressed and ready to go.

“I still need to put on my makeup,” I told her. It takes me longer to reach the beautiful stage, although I didn’t point that out. “By the way, Margaret and her family will be over later this evening, so we’ll pick up dessert on the way home.”

“Are they coming for dinner?” Brad asked.

“No, Julia’s got a softball game but they’re stopping by for dessert afterward.”

“What kind of dessert?” Cody asked, coming into the kitchen to get Chase a dog biscuit.

“I ordered an ice cream cake.”

He grinned, nodding in approval. “Good idea, Mom.”

I thought so, too. I always felt a bit guilty buying a cake when it was so easy to bake one, but ice cream was the perfect summertime dessert.

Casey sat in the living room waiting for me. She held a small paper bag and although I was curious, I didn’t ask what it contained. Nor did she tell me.

“Can we see Grandma Hoffman first?” she asked when I’d backed the car out of the garage and onto the street.

“That’s fine.” The assisted living complex wasn’t far from the mall.

We parked, and Casey was out of the car before I could even unfasten my seat belt. I hurried to catch up with her. Casey’s eagerness was quite a contrast to Cody’s discomfort. He’d been to visit my mother any number of times, but he quickly grew bored. After ten or fifteen minutes he was ready to leave.

I hadn’t phoned ahead and hoped we wouldn’t be interrupting anything. I found Mom sitting in front of the television, watching the Food Channel as usual. She had a pen and pad in hand and seemed to be trying to write down the instructions. I hadn’t seen her do that in some time. Over the past few years, she’d filled several spiral-bound notebooks with carefully detailed recipes, but she hadn’t done it recently. Often, when we spoke on the phone, it was about these wonderful cooks and the recipes they’d demonstrated on television. Mom had always enjoyed making family dinners, and it hurt me that this small joy had been taken away from her.

When Casey and I entered the apartment, Mom’s eyes brightened, then immediately dimmed. I realized she’d forgotten Casey’s name, although she obviously recognized her face.

“Casey and I thought we’d stop by for a quick visit,” I said, mentioning her name so Mom wouldn’t need to ask.

“Casey,” Mom repeated, stretching out her hand.

Casey plopped down on the floor, sitting cross-
legged next to Mom’s chair. She took her hand. “I brought you a gift,” she said.

“Me?”

“Yes.” Casey bobbed her head. “We made them at day camp this summer and I want you to have it so you’ll remember me.”

Mom’s pleasure was undeniable as she reached for the bag. “What could it be?” she asked pensively.

Casey knelt in front of her as she opened the plain brown sack. Inside was a photograph of Casey wearing a baseball cap, with her arm around Cody’s neck. They were smiling into the camera. The picture was set inside a plastic canvas frame into which Casey had woven blue and teal yarn.

To my utter amazement my mother blinked back tears. “How nice,” she whispered.

“It’s got a magnet on the back so you can stick it on your fridge,” Casey explained, turning it over so Mom could see.

I don’t think she noticed how emotional my mother had become or, if she did, Casey chose to pretend otherwise. “Would you like me to put it on the fridge for you?”

Mom nodded. When Casey moved into the kitchen, Mom dabbed at her eyes with the handkerchief she always tucked in her sweater pocket.

“That was a lovely thing to do,” I said, joining Casey in the kitchen. I put my arm around her shoulders but I could tell she didn’t want me touching her, so I quickly let go.

“You don’t mind that I gave it to Grandma Hoffman rather than you?” she asked a little anxiously.

I assured her I didn’t. “It’s a lovely photo and you can see how much it means to my mother.”

For the first time in what seemed like weeks Casey gave me a genuine smile. “I’m going to miss everyone… I think your mom’s so nice. And she’s funny. I never had a grandma before, and well…I wanted her to have something to remember me by.”

We didn’t stay much longer; it was getting close to Mom’s lunch and after that she’d nap for an hour or two.

Once we got to the mall, our first stop was the Sears store, where I traditionally purchased Cody’s school clothes. I’d read their two-page advertisement that morning and noticed that all boys’ jeans were on sale.

“You should buy him this shirt, too,” Casey said, holding up an olive-green T-shirt with some monster character printed on the front.

Cody had been wearing mostly shirts in primary colors. He was long past the stage where he wanted to wear anything with Disney characters, but I wasn’t really familiar with any appropriate alternatives.

“He’d like that?” I asked.

“He’d love it,” Casey said confidently.

“All right, then. Put it on the stack.”

Casey did and then glanced at another one.

“Do you see anything else he might like?”

She nodded. “Lots.”

“Are they on sale, too?”

Casey pointed at the sign.
Fifty percent off.
Together we chose three other shirts and one good pair of pants and a button-down shirt for church. She picked out a winter coat, although it wasn’t anything I would’ve selected.

Cody was growing like a well-watered plant and I suspected that by Christmas he’d need a size larger in
jeans. Yet with so many sales and such reasonable prices, it was hard not to go overboard now.

We paid for our purchases, and I suggested we go to the teen department to buy something for Casey.

Casey didn’t seem to like the idea. “Why?”

“You’re going to need new clothes for school, too,” I said.

“I’ll get my stuff later. Don’t worry about it.”

The attitude was back and I didn’t know why. “Casey, you don’t have to buy your clothes secondhand.”

Bored, she glanced away. “Whatever.”

“Let’s at least find you a pair of jeans, okay?”

Anyone looking at her disgruntled expression would think I was punishing her, and yet I knew she enjoyed shopping. While picking out clothes for Cody she’d been interested, even excited. She was good at it, too.

Despite her protests I managed to buy her one new pair of jeans. She rejected everything else. I didn’t understand it.

As we ate at the food court I talked about how pleased my mother had been with her gift and gradually Casey’s mood started to improve. On the way back to the house we went to the local ice cream parlor, where I’d ordered the cake.

By the time we returned home, the lawn had been mowed. Through my open window I breathed in the distinctive, pungent scent of fresh grass, which brought back immediate memories of childhood summers. When I’d parked, Casey carried in our purchases and I put the cake inside the garage freezer.

Brad and Cody had gathered around the table as
Casey proudly showed off our bargains. “Wow, this is cool,” Cody said, holding up the olive-green T-shirt.

“Casey chose that for you,” I said, and we exchanged a smile.

“Take her shopping with you all the time, Mom.” Cody pulled off his old shirt and immediately slipped the new one over his head, muffling his last few words.

Casey looked down at the floor. “I won’t be here,” she said.

Brad turned to me and then to Cody. We both nodded.

“Yes, you will,” Brad said softly.

Casey jerked her head up. “What do you mean?”

“We want you to live with us,” Cody blurted out. “Mom and Dad and I talked it over, and we want you to stay.”

Casey didn’t seem to believe him. “I can stay here as your foster kid?”

“No, Casey. We want you to be our
daughter,
part of our family,” I said, my voice cracking with emotion. “Brad and I want to adopt you.”

“And I want you for my big sister,” Cody added, refusing to be left out. “I didn’t like you when you came here.
I
was supposed to be the oldest when they adopted ’nother kid.” He grinned. “But, you know, it wouldn’t be so bad to have a big sister.”

Casey just stared at us.

“Would adopting you be all right?” I asked.

“You mean it?” she asked, her voice barely above a whisper, as though testing us to see if this was some cruel hoax.

Brad and Cody nodded vigorously.

“This isn’t a trick, is it?” Her eyes implored me and then Brad before she swiveled around to look at Cody.

“No, Casey, we mean it,” I said. “We love you and want you to be with us.”

“Forever and ever,” Cody chimed in.

I saw tears form in Casey’s eyes. In all the weeks she’d been with us, I’d never seen her cry. Not once. She’d been terribly upset the day she’d heard from her brother but if she’d cried, she hadn’t let anyone see. Emotion came to her so tentatively that when I saw how affected she was, my own eyes filled with tears. I gave her a watery smile.

“
That’s
why we got the ice cream cake,” Cody explained happily. “That’s why Aunt Margaret and Uncle Matt are coming over tonight with Hailey and Julia.”

Casey gulped back a sob and covered her mouth with both hands.

I reached for her, almost fearing she’d push me away as she so often had in the past. But Casey moved willingly into my arms and leaned her head against me, her shoulders shaking with sobs.

“We love you, Casey,” I whispered through the tightness in my own throat.

“I…love you, too—all of you,” she choked out.

I murmured quiet endearments as she clung to me and I to her.

“I hoped…I didn’t want to leave you and…” She gulped between sobs.

“This is your home now,” Brad told her, placing his arms around the two of us. Cody joined in, and I felt his small arm curl around my waist.

“We want to be your family,” Cody said sweetly, “okay?”

“Okay.” She hiccuped.

Family.

Casey might have come to us as an unexpected surprise, but she was in our hearts now and there she would stay.

T
he adoption went through rapidly and with ease, thanks to Evelyn Boyle, who smoothed the process for us. Only a month had passed, and now Brad, Cody, Casey and I stood before a judge to make legal what had begun from almost the moment Casey had arrived in our home.

Evelyn was with us as the judge asked a few simple
questions, then declared Casey Marie Goetz to be our daughter.

The courtroom was respectfully quiet except for my sister, Margaret, who sat in the front row and wept like a baby. I was emotional myself, but managed to hold back the tears until the judge made his declaration. Then I sniffled and turned to throw my arms around Casey.

She remained dry-eyed. But what I read in my daughter was joy—pure, profound joy. She hugged me back, squeezing hard in her enthusiasm. Then she hugged Brad and Cody and finally, to everyone’s astonishment, she spoke to the judge.

“Would it be all right if I hugged you, too?” Casey asked, ready to bound up the steps.

At first the judge seemed taken aback. “I’ve never received such a request,” he said formally. Then he grinned and added, “I do believe I’d like that very much.”

Casey bolted up the steps and the judge stood and accepted her embrace.

“You’re a very fortunate girl,” he told her.

“I know,” she said, locking eyes with me.

Margaret continued to wail in the background and I couldn’t help it, I burst out laughing. So did Cody and Brad. You’d think my sister was at a funeral instead of a celebration.

I suddenly saw that Alix and Jordan were in the courtroom. I was touched that they’d come, along with some of our other friends. Susannah from the flower shop sat next to Alix, and of course Anne Marie and Ellen were there, too.

As Brad, Cody, Casey and I paraded out of the court
room, Margaret and Matt followed, with our friends trailing behind them.

“We’re treating everyone to lunch,” Brad called out. “It isn’t every day a man gains a daughter.”

“Especially one who can order off the adult menu,” Casey told him smugly.

“I want to order off the adult menu, too,” Cody insisted.

Someone suggested we go to Chinatown and as it happened, Brad knew a good restaurant that was on his UPS route. We’d eaten there once, and I’d found it delicious. And that way,
everyone
got to order from the adult menu.

As we left the courthouse, we ran into Hutch and Phoebe. To be honest, I’d forgotten the “Candy Man Trial,” as it was being called in the media, was still going on.

“We won!” Phoebe cried jubilantly. “The jury came back with their decision less than half an hour ago.”

“Was there ever any doubt?” Hutch asked, raising his eyebrows.

“You’re joking, aren’t you?” Phoebe said to Hutch. She turned to me. “I wish you could’ve seen Clark’s face when I walked into the courtroom this afternoon. He assumed I was there for
him.
”

I’d been following the case in the news and getting updates from the local TV station. In my view, Clark Snowden, the plaintiff’s attorney, was exceedingly full of himself. He seemed to pose for the camera and struck me as both overconfident and egotistical. Even if the case itself hadn’t been so ridiculous, his attitude alone would have swayed my opinion. I knew from talk around the shop that others shared my feelings.

I’d recently learned how Phoebe was linked to Clark, so of course I’d studied him on TV with avid interest.

“Phoebe’s presence shocked him,” Hutch was saying.

Her eyes gleamed with exhilaration. “When I walked over and sat behind Hutch, Clark didn’t know
what
to think.”

“He did once I told him you’d agreed to marry me.”

“Congratulations!” I said, but I could see they were bursting with news from the trial and I was anxious to hear what had happened.

“It’s a good thing you waited to show Clark your engagement ring until the recess—otherwise I’m betting the judge would’ve expelled him.”

Phoebe agreed with an exaggerated shudder. “I thought he’d start frothing at the mouth.” She went from jubilation to a moment’s sadness. “I do feel bad for his father, though. This was yet another humiliation for Max. Clark’s performance in the courtroom today was nothing to be proud of.”

“Yeah, his closing argument was as weak as any I’ve ever heard,” Hutch said. “It’s no wonder the jury decided in my favor.”

“I’d like to see anyone try and take
my
chocolates away,” Margaret said, stepping up to join us.

I would, too. Clark Snowden was a fool if he expected to come between a woman and her chocolate. Having seen both men in action during the trial snippets on TV, I was firmly convinced that Phoebe had made a wise choice in Hutch. I loved seeing them together. They seemed a good match in so many ways, and I was thrilled to discover I’d been right in my assumptions of a romance between them.

“We came over to tell you the news and congratulate you, too,” Hutch said. “This seems to be a day for celebrating.”

“It is.” Brad invited Hutch and Phoebe to join us for a celebratory lunch.

Unfortunately, Susannah had to get back to the shop. When the rest of us entered the restaurant, Brad explained to Mr. Wong, the proprietor, why we were there. In short order we were ushered into a private room.

Mr. Wong said we wouldn’t need menus, and before long, plates and chopsticks were distributed and tea was poured.

“To family.” Brad offered a toast, lifting his teacup.

Everyone around us raised theirs.

“We have an announcement,” Jordan said, smiling fondly at Alix, who actually blushed.

“I’m pregnant,” she said. “Jordan and I are having a baby.”

“Congratulations!” everyone yelled.

“To enlarging families,” Brad offered next.

“We have an announcement, too,” Hutch said, taking Phoebe’s right hand in his.

“You’re pregnant, too?” Margaret asked, sounding shocked.

“Not yet,” Phoebe said with a laugh. “But I hope to be soon after Hutch and I are married. The wedding’s in October.” She held up her left hand to show off her diamond engagement ring.

“Can I be the ring-bearer?” Cody asked.

“Cody,” I whispered, “you should wait to be asked.”

“Oh! If Cody’s the ring-bearer, can I be the flower girl?” Ellen squealed.

“Ellen!” Anne Marie said, obviously embarrassed.

“It’s okay if I’m not,” the nine-year-old assured Phoebe. “I want to be in another wedding, but if I’m not in yours I’ll be in Mom’s.”

Anne Marie’s face reddened. “Ellen!”

“Is your mother getting married?” Brad asked in a teasing voice.

Ellen blew on her tea and sipped it carefully. Then she nodded. “Only we don’t know who she’s going to marry yet. There’s my dad and then there’s Mel. But I like my dad better.”

“I think it would be a great idea for both of you to be in the wedding,” Phoebe told the children. She spread out her arms to include everyone at the table. “I want you all there.”

“Guess what? Our wedding cake’s going to be chocolate,” Hutch said.

The group laughed.

The food started to arrive then, platter after platter brought by an entire staff of waiters. As the dishes were set on the table, I saw that Casey had gone very still. She sat next to me and I reached for her hand.

“Is something wrong?” I leaned close to ask her.

“No.” She shook her head. “I was just wondering if I’d always feel this way.”

“What way?”

She pressed her free hand over her heart. “Happy,” she whispered. “Really, really happy.”

“I hope that happiness never leaves you,” I whispered back.

“I belong,” she said with such emotion that it was hard for me to swallow. “I belong.”

“Yes,” I said, slipping my arm around her shoulders. “You belong with us.”

I shared my daughter’s feeling. I’d found belonging, too—a husband, a home, a family. A whole world with all my friends on Blossom Street.