Micah returns from tending Kelly. He bends down to help. “I think he'll be fine. Just got his bell rung. Hell of a knot on his forehead. Lucky he didn't break his nose. But he'll be back up and with us in a few minutes.”
I give him an impatient look. “A simple, âHe's okay,' would've sufficed.”
We finish with Tanya's feet and get her rolled over onto her stomach. I feel weird treating her like this. I have to remind myself that she's no longer here. All that's left is a mindless monster.
Micah takes a couple neckties and brings her ankles up behind her as far as he can. I wince, but he doesn't seem to even be thinking about what this would feel like to a living person. Then he ties them to another loop around her neck.
“
Like roping a calf,” he says.
“
You might've been a cowboy once,” Reggie says, inspecting the mess. Micah's tying job is ugly but effective. “But you sure as hell were never a Boy Scout.”
“
Speaking of Boy Scout,” I growl, “looks like ours chickened out. And you want him to lead you to Jayne's Hill?
Seriously?
”
“
Jessie⦔ Micah says, warningly.
Reggie gives me baleful look. “You're better off here anyway, Jess. You'd be bored if you came. Once we get inside and Kelly finds the mainframe, there's nothing for you to do.”
“
It was Ashley who put you up to this, wasn't it?”
His mouth snaps closed.
“
I knew it.”
“
No, it wasn't.”
“
Jake?”
He shakes his head and stands up. He won't look at me. “It was Kelly, Jessie. He doesn't want you to get hurt. He wants you to stay here.”
“
Get hurt?” I sputter, getting up in his face. “What the hell just happened here? How could I get in any more trouble than what just happened? You
know
I can handle myself!”
Kelly appears right then in the doorway, rubbing his forehead. He looks a little dazed. I walk over to him, but he holds up a hand to stop me. Reggie slips out past us.
“
I need you to stay and figure out a way to get through the wall, Jessie,” Kelly says. “You can't do anything to help us once we get to the mainframe, but you can work with Micah here. And maybe you can get something out of Stephen.”
“
Stephen's dead.”
He shakes his head. “No, I just checked. He's still breathing. But I don't think he's got much time left. Looks like his neck is pretty torn up.”
“
Great, another fucking IU to put down.”
“
He won't turn. Remember? He's immune.”
Reggie returns then, dragging Jake and Ash with him. “We need to leave now,” he says. “It may already be too late. Daylight's fading fast.”
He glances nervously at the window, at the golden streamers of evening sunlight spilling in. The dust we raised swims lazily around in it, giving the scene a dreamlike feel to it.
“
It's now or be stuck here till morning,” he finishes. Then he turns and addresses his next words to me. “Jessie, please. You'll be more useful here.”
“
Yeah, stay the hell away from us,” Jake snarls. “You're bad luck.”
Reggie's hand shoots out and catches Jake on the side of the face and he stumbles back against the counter. “You don't get to talk to her like that, asshole,” Reggie snarls. “Do you understand me?”
Jake glares at him without moving.
“
We may have agreed to go with you, Pukeboy, given how you're all survival trained and shit, but so far you haven't been much of an inspiration as a leader.”
Jake swallows.
“
Good. I see you understand. Now, there's one last thing you need to do before we go, Jake.”
“
What?” he answers, his voice dripping resentment.
Reggie reaches over and snatches another knife from the butcher block. He flips it over and hands it to Jake.
“
You need to finish what you started.”
Â
Micah nods. He kicks Stephen's foot, prompting a groan of misery from the prostrate figure. There's a crude bandage on his neck, some socks from a dresser in the other room stuffed into the hole and held into place with duct tape from the garage. His face is ashen and twisted in pain, and a pool of blood is beginning to congeal underneath him.
“
Good, because I don't trust him when he says he's immune.”
“
Theâ¦vaccine⦔ Stephen murmurs.
“
Don't waste your breath,” I tell him. “Whether you are or not, it doesn't matter to me. Frankly, I can't understand why it should matter to you either. When you die, it's not like you'll know.
We
will, but not you.”
His eyes flutter open. He gives me a resentful look.
“
You should have thought about that before you went and did what you did to us in the first place,” I continue. “And then you should've listened to me when I told you to take care of Tanya while you still had the chance.”
“
Sheâ¦wasn'tâ¦dying.”
“
Yeah, well, you were wrong about that, weren't you? She died, all right and then she
un
-died.”
He struggles to lift his head. “You're aâ¦heartless bitch.”
“
No,” I reply, “I'm actually a real softy. You've just gone and rubbed all my marshmallow coating away.”
Stephen stares blankly at me. Micah chuckles from the chair, where he's monitoring the others' progress with the tracker on his Link. They've been gone forty-five minutes now and are more than halfway there.
“
Thirsty,” Stephen pants, sitting up.
I go back into the kitchen and find a half bottle of twelve-year-old scotch in the cabinetâexcept it's twenty five years old nowâand bring it back into the living room with a coffee mug. It's a shame to waste such good liquor on such garbage, but what does it matter anymore? No one else will ever drink it.
After some struggling with the cap, I manage to crack the seal. I fill the cup to the rim.
“
This'll take some of the edge off.”
He grasps the mug with both handsâhe has no choice, since Micah's tied them togetherâand brings it shaking up to his lips. He takes a sip, makes a face, then takes another and lets the alcohol roll into the back of his throat and down into his stomach. Some of the alcohol spills out onto his shirt. He trembles. I can't tell if he's suffering from shock or pain. Frankly, I'm finding it hard to care.
He extends the cup back to me, still half-full, but I shake my head.
“
It's all yours, buddy.”
“
I'mâ¦dying.”
“
Yeah. Probably.” I look more closely at the bandage on his neck. It's already soaked through and the blood is beginning to seep down his shirt. “No. You definitely are.”
Over the next ten minutes, he manages to finish the cup. Each swallow gets easier. I pour in some more.
“
How do we get out of Gameland, Stephen?”
“
Same way you came in,” he says, his words starting to slur.
“
Through the access hatch?”
“
No. Can't.”
“
How?”
No answer.
“
How? Over? Under?”
“
Don' know,” he mumbles.
“
Rope?”
He winces. “Guesssso. Maybe.”
“
There's no EM field or anything extending upward?”
“
Do' need. Zomsss can' climb.”
“
No, but Players can.”
“
No
rea-s-s-son
to.” Another shudder passes through his body, deeper and longer. The bandage begins to peel away. I don't fix it. “No âperator woo try.”
I nod. It makes sense. Arc monitors every move an Operator makes his Player do and would know if one decided to help his Player escape Gameland. Although there's no incentive to do that, as Stephen said. While an operator gets paid for keeping his Player alive in
The Game
, payment depends on ratings, which in turn comes from battling other Players and taking out IUs. A Player outside of Gameland wouldn't gain any ratings.
I turn to Micah. “We'll need rope. Lots of it.”
“
The wall's fifty to seventy-five feet high, Jessie. We can't scale something like that.”
“
That's what the crane is for.”
“
Crane, right.” He sighs. “Rope shouldn't be a problem. There's probably enough nearby in garages. But a crane? Where are we going to get one of those?”
“
We've got another hour or so of daylight. Better start looking. Once the others get back, Kelly can jump start it.
He gets up with a grunt. “I'll see what I can find. You⦠Just be careful around him.”
“
I'll be fine. You just make sure you're back before the IUs come out to play.”
“
There won't be that many this close to the wall.”
“
You say that now.”
He shrugs and starts to head out, but I stop him and hand him the pistol. “There's only one bullet left. If you need to use it, make it count.”
I almost change my mind and ask for it back, but he needs it more than I do. With Stephen tied up, I'll be safe. And I won't let him out of my sight.
“
I won't need it,” he says.
“
When you say things like that, you're just inviting the Undead to come out and get you.”
“
Olly olly oxen free,” he mutters, and takes it.
“
What's that?”
He pauses, frowning. “Not sure. It just popped into my head.”
“
Another piece of your memory falling back into place?”
“
I guess.”
“
What's it mean?”
His eyes unfocus as he tries to remember. “We used to say it when we were kids playing hide-and-go-seek.
Olly olly oxen free
meant it was safe to come out of hiding.”
A shiver comes over me. “Don't be yelling that out there, then,” I tell him. “Let them stay hidden.”
He leaves, taking the gun and the butcher knife and telling me he'll be back within the hour.
After he's gone, I turn back to Stephen. He's clearly suffering from the combination of blood loss and pain. The skin on his face is waxy. Sweat rolls off of him in sheets. Already I can smell the familiar festering stench of infection. Maybe the vaccine hadn't had enough time to build an immunity.
“
Who was the vaccine for, Stephen?”
He opens his eyes and blinks at me, panting through lips that are turning blue.
“
You told me about the alpha, but what about the vaccine? You may have given it to yourself, but it obviously wasn't meant for you. Who were you supposed to give it to?”
He closes his eyes and doesn't answer, but pretty soon I can see his chest fluttering. He's laughing, weakly.
“
Was it for one of us?”
“
Not giveâ¦take.”
“
What the hell does that mean?”
“
You don-n-n-n knowâ¦comes from?”
“
How the hell should I know where it comes from? I never even knew there was a vaccine!”
“
From-m-m-m⦔
I lean forward to hear him better. His breath comes in short, shallow drifts and his voice is nearly gone.
“â¦
yourâ¦father.”
At first it doesn't register. Then I remember back a couple days ago, just before we left LaGuardia, how he'd surprised me by asking about my dad:
What do you know about your father, Jessica?
It had taken me by surprise then, especially when he'd added,
He's not dead.
I remember telling him that there was no way my father could be alive. First of all, my mother buried him in Arlington. Secondly, half his head had to be scraped off the walls and floor of the house we used to live in. Not even enough left to reanimate.
“
Not this again,” I say, shaking my head in disgust.
“
Madeâ¦vaccine.”
“
Shut the hell up. You're so fucked you can't even stop lying even as you sit here dying.”
“
Notâ¦a lie.”
I stand there for a good three or four minutes, not moving or saying anything, before my curiosity gets the better of me and I have to ask, “And it worked?”
“
Yes.”
I knew my dad had helped develop the virus. I just never guessed he was interested in a countermeasure. He wasn't an immunologist.
“
If he did, then why the hell haven't people been given it?”
Stephen laughs again, and I can tell it's painful for him because his face blanches and he stops and clutches his side and gasps for air.
“
Why would heâ¦want to cureâ¦it?”
It's a rhetorical question. And of course he's right. Why would the government want to cure Reanimation? They use the Undead for everything from civil to military service. It saves them a lot of money.