Sylvia Day - [Georgian 04] (19 page)

With that, he left, closing the door behind him. Lysette lay with her cheek to her pillow and wept silently, fearful that she would not be allowed to learn of her past before her future became the death of her.

“Your life is a mess.”

She jumped, her heart racing at the sound of the low voice behind her. Rolling, she faced the sitting room door and found Simon lounging there, his gaze trained on the exit Desjardins had just made his egress through.

“How did you get in here?” she asked, struggling to sit up while swiping furiously at her wet cheeks.

“Come now,” he chided, straightening. “We all have our ways.”

Lysette watched him enter her bedchamber as if he owned it. He caught up the chair the comte had just vacated, spun it about, and sat with his arms crossed atop the back.

He was so blatantly male and dominant in the overtly feminine surroundings of her rose-hued bedroom, making no effort to meld or be less incongruous. Simon contrasted so completely with Edward that she could not fail to note it. Edward was every inch a male and a strikingly intense one at that, yet he had tempered that for her this morning. Her chest grew tight and she pushed the memory away. She could not think of him now. It was simply too much for her beleaguered and weary soul to manage.

“Tell me about yourself, Lysette,” he drawled, his gaze narrowed and examining.

“I should kill you for trespassing,” she hissed, hiding her tumult under aggression, as she had learned to do to stay alive.

“I should like to see you make the attempt. You are as weak as a kitten.”

“If I scream, help will come.”

“The servants Desjardins provided?” Simon laughed.

Her jaw clenched. He was right, she was weak, something she had promised herself she would never be again.

“I am not here to injure you,” he said softly, the levity leaving his features. “I simply want to know who you are.”

“Why?”

“I believe I have met a relation of yours, and I want to see if I am correct.”

Lysette paled, her palms dampening with distress.

“What did your parents do to make you resort to this elaborate ruse?” he asked quietly. “Threaten to marry you off? Cut your allowance?”

“What do you want?” she bit out.

His brow rose. “This does not have anything to do with me.”

“My family is dead.”

He made a chastising noise with his tongue. “Lying is a sin. Though I suppose it is probably the least of yours.”

“You are so smug,” Lysette snapped. “As if you know everything. As if you are so superior.”

“At the moment, I feel as if I know nothing at all. I do hope you will enlighten me.”

Having survived due in large part to her ability to accurately judge others, Lysette labored under the feeling that Simon was being sincere. Her mind told her it was a trick of some sort, her heart told her otherwise. “I have no idea what you are talking about.”

“Your sister loves you a great deal and mourns deeply over your loss. Do you care nothing for her? Is your heart so cold that you can excise her from your life without a qualm?”

“My s-sister?” Lysette’s hand went to her throat as the room began to spin. Her stomach roiled and she reached blindly for the basin on the nightstand.

Simon moved so quickly, he was at her side the same moment the chair he had occupied toppled to the floor. He held the basin beneath her mouth as she retched violently, her body so weakened it was unable to tolerate the stresses of the day.

When she had finished, and had fallen back listlessly into the pillows, he moved to the door and locked it. A moment later a knock came and then the knob was tried, rattling briefly in an attempt to turn it.

A feminine voice came muffled through the portal, “Madame Marchant? Are you well?”

Arching a brow, Simon dared her to reveal his presence.

Lysette gasped for a deep breath, then answered. “I knocked a chair over on the way to the chamberpot. There is nothing to worry yourself over.”

“I will fetch the key and help you,” Madame Fouche offered.

“No! Please. I want sleep, nothing more.”

There was a long pause, then, “Very well. Ring the bell on the table if you need me.”

Simon stood with his ear to the door. Eventually, he nodded and returned to her, righting the chair and sitting in it properly. He waited patiently for her to speak.

“What do you want me to say?” she asked, her head throbbing unmercifully. Spots danced before her eyes and sweat dotted her brow.

“I am attempting to understand how you relate to Lynette.”

“Lynette?”

A shadow passed over his handsome features. “You do not know the name, do you?”

She shook her head, feeling a spark of hope that made her nigh as dizzy as casting up her accounts.

“Where is your family, Lysette? Who are they?”

“I do not know,” she whispered, feeling as vulnerable as if she were naked in a crowd.

“How can you not know where you come from? I am a bastard, yet I know I was born in Dublin and my mother was a seamstress.”

Swallowing hard, she reached for the damp cloth on the plate beside her and laid it around the back of her feverish neck. “I do not remember anything of my life prior to two years ago.”

He stilled, staring at her unblinkingly. “How is that possible?”

“I wish I knew!” she cried, sobbing quietly. “I wish it every day.”

“Bloody hell.” Simon stood and paced, just as Desjardins had. “Two years ago, a young woman with your name was killed in an accident and buried by her family. She is survived by a twin sister, Lynette, and her parents.”

“A twin?”

Could it be true? Would fate be kind to her at last, giving her a sibling whose identity could not be questioned?

“Yes.” He stilled and exhaled harshly, running a hand through his hair and setting his queue in disarray. He did not appear to notice, nor care. “How did you come by your name?”

“Depardue called me Lysette. It felt . . . right. So I kept it.”

“Depardue?”

“Yes. Regrettably, he is my earliest memory.” She shuddered and felt ill again. She might have retched anew, if there had been anything remaining in her stomach.

“And Rousseau? Or is it Marchant?”

“Desjardins gave me the surname
Rousseau
, said it suited me. I use Marchant as a rule, as added protection against Depardue. He was angry to lose me, and while he could not keep me permanently after Desjardins interceded, he would have come to me at his leisure, if he knew where to find me.”

“You did not use it with me.”

“My journey to England was to have been my last assignment for Desjardins. He promised me that if I was able to bring back the name of your superior, I would be free. I saw no reason to hide who I was, most especially since I was not even certain the name was true.”

“I think Desjardins knows very well who you are,” Simon said, standing with arms akimbo. “I think he has kept you close as leverage, a hidden asset to withdraw when necessary.”

“No . . .” Her lip trembled and she bit it to hide the display of weakness.

“Do you truly think he cares for you? Sending you to kill those who impede his plans?”

Lysette said nothing, heartbroken at the feeling of having no one at all to turn to. No, she did not believe Desjardins loved her in any fashion, but she did hope that he might have some kindness for her, if only a little.

Simon came to the bed and sat next to her, taking one of her hands in his. He searched her face, his own starkly austere. “Your family loves you. They miss you. Despite all you have done, they would welcome you home with great joy, I am sure of it.”

She swallowed hard. “I am not worthy. Not any longer.”

“That is not for you to decide,” he said gruffly, his callused fingertips rubbing soothingly across the back of her hand. “However, someone wants you dead. And someone went to great lengths to make it appear as if you were. There is a body buried in Poland with your name on the crypt. For now, you should stay buried.”

“Do they know about me?” she asked, disengaging her hand from his to wipe at her tears.

“In a fashion, but only your sister holds out hope. Your mother saw a body, as did her spouse. She finds it harder to reconcile.”

“I see.”

“One look at you and there will be no doubt.” He growled low in his throat.

“You have never liked me,” she whispered. “Why are you telling me this? Why not leave me for dead?”

“I wish I could.” Simon shook his head. “I cannot see how you could bring them anything but pain.”

Lysette considered what he had told her, how angry he had been on behalf of her sister. Her eyes widened. “It is for Lynette, is it not? You do this for her.”

His jaw tensed.

She laughed softly and he pushed up from the bed with a curse.

“Poor Simon,” she crooned, “how taxing it must be for you to have a tendré for a woman who looks like me.”

“Witch.” His glare was chilling, but it did not alarm her. All bark, he was. He only bit when necessary.

“What do we do now?”

“You will continue on as you are,” he said. “Tell no one what I have told you. Give me time. There is still a great deal we do not yet know.”

“There is a man hunting you.”

“So I heard. Leave him to me.”

Lysette held her breath a moment, attempting to think of something suitable to say, some way to help and show her gratitude. “I wish I could do something.”

“You can. Whatever you learn from James, pass it along to me first.”

“James?” Her heart stopped beating for a moment. “Why must you involve him?”

“He is the reason why I am still here in Paris, tangled in the web of your past.” Simon moved back toward the sitting room, clearly distracted by his thoughts. “Get well,” he muttered. “In the days ahead I may need you.”

As quickly as he had come, he was gone.

Lysette lay alone in her bed, sick in mind and body, torn between elation and deep regret.

“Edward,” she murmured, curling into her pillow.

Fate was so unfair to her, giving with one hand while taking away with the other. Would she forever be a torment to those who were kind to her?

She buried her head in her pillow and cried herself to sleep.

Chapter 15

S
imon left Lysette’s home possessing more than he had arrived with—namely, a set of garments that belonged to the footman, Thierry. They were of the same size and height, and it would not be notable for Thierry to visit Desjardins, which was Simon’s destination.

He hid his own clothes within a yew hedge lining the stone walls of the rear garden and exited out through the alley. Tugging Thierry’s tricorn low over his brow, Simon thrust his hands into his pockets and began the journey to Desjardins on foot.

The distance was neither short nor long. It was perfectly timed to allow him to think carefully about what pieces of information he had and which pieces he lacked. He glanced around furtively as he went, but found nothing amiss. Because he was so prepared, he was startled by the gloved hand that was thrust out of an unmarked and somewhat dilapidated carriage sitting just around the corner from the Desjardins residence.

He paused midstep, then quickly recovered, accepting the missive with his head tilted away to prevent recognition. The curtains were closed, the hand and arm completely covered.

“Tell him I am growing impatient,” growled a raspy, grating voice from the interior.

There was a rap on the roof and the carriage rolled away.

Simon kept walking, tucking the letter in his pocket and maintaining the appearance that nothing of note had transpired. Inside, however, he was plagued with a growing disquiet.

L’Esprit
was apparently not a creative ploy by Desjardins, as Simon had originally assumed. He was real, which made him another threat to manage.

He reached Desjardins’s front steps within moments and rapped on the knocker with obvious impatience. The door swung open and the butler appeared prepared to allow him entry, then he noted the caller was not Thierry.

“
Monsieur
Quinn.”

Withdrawing his calling card, Simon extended it, then he shouldered his way into the foyer before he could be denied.

The servant opened his mouth to protest, but a narrowing of Simon’s eyes seemed to alter his mind. Instead, Simon was led to the study, and he made himself comfortable by pouring a ration of brandy before sitting on a settee.

“Quinn,” Desjardins greeted, as he entered shortly after. “What a pleasure.”

But the comte’s gaze rested on Thierry’s clothes overlong and revealed a wariness that Simon took advantage of.

“I have something for you,” he said, setting his goblet on the table and reaching into his pocket for the missive from
L’Esprit
. He examined it with theatrical interest. “Interesting seal. Or lack thereof.”

“Give that to me,” Desjardins said crossly, snapping his fingers.

“No.” Simon broke the seal and withdrew the contents.

The comte lunged and ripped the note from his hands.

Simon smiled. “What does
L’Esprit
want now?”

Desjardins paled. “What do you know of
L’Esprit
?”

“Not enough, but you are about to tell me more.”

“Get out.” The comte shoved the torn letter into the pocket of his coat with shaking hands. “Before I have you thrown out.”

“You would have me leave without investigating further? That is not your nature.” Simon hummed and mimicked confusion. “I wonder what would make you act out of character. Terror perhaps?”

“Ridiculous!” the comte scoffed. “You are nothing. Nothing to me, nothing to the English. If you were to be misplaced, there is no one to miss or worry over you.”

“Is that a threat?” Grinning, Simon leaned forward. “You must have thought the same about Lysette Baillon. Or is it Rousseau? I admit, I am confused. Regardless, you were wrong. She is missed and now she has been found.”

Desjardins’s fists clenched. “Explain yourself.”

“No, no. The only explanations we shall be hearing are yours.”

“You would be better served by forgetting whatever it is you believe you know and leaving the country. The matters into which you pry will lead you to hell.”

“You have been bound to
L’Esprit
’s whims for twenty years. Obviously, you are unable to extricate yourself on your own. I can help you,” Simon said, “if it suits me.”

Desjardins sat, betraying his interest. “To what aim?”

“I will have Lysette and you will leave her life as if you were never in it.”

The grin that split the comte’s face was so triumphant, Simon laughed softly.

“I knew you fancied her!” Desjardins said smugly.

“Never mind what you believe you know. Tell me about
L’Esprit
.”

Desjardins’s lips pursed and he sat back, crossing his arms. There was a long, measured pause. Then he began to speak and Simon listened with great interest.

When the tale was finished, Simon asked, “How long was the gap between the ruination of Saint-Martin and the time you received the next correspondence?”

“Ten years, more or less.”

“And when next you heard from him, he did not come to you in the cellar?”

“No.”

“You did not find that strange?”

“I find the entire association to be strange,” the comte snapped.

“The original notes bore no traceable handwriting and
L’Esprit
met with you in the cellar. The later notes came handwritten and
L’Esprit
does not approach you at all. The first notes bore jewels; the later notes do not.”

“One did,” the comte corrected. “It was only when I refused it and him that he began to pay me with threats against my family.”

“And you never wondered if the origins were different?”

Desjardins stilled. “Why would I?”

Simon shrugged.

“He is unique, Quinn. Even you must see that.”

The insult was not lost on Simon, but he ignored it. “Anything can be replicated, if one is clever enough.”

The comte considered that thought carefully. “How do you intend to help me?”

“I think we proved today that the man can be fooled.”

“You think we can lure him with Thierry?”

“No.” Simon drummed his fingers atop his knee. “I think Thierry might know
L’Esprit
better than you realize. There was something in the man’s voice when he spoke to me. It was not entirely an order. More of an admonishment. Such as one given to someone not completely an underling.”

“
Absurde
. Thierry has been with me for years.”

“The loyalty men such as you and I inspire can be purchased, and you fail to see that perhaps
L’Esprit
has also known Thierry for years.”

“I fail to see nothing, aside from how you can help me,” the comte said. “If Thierry worked for
L’Esprit
, he would have betrayed Lysette by now.”

“Why? Did
L’Esprit
arrange her abduction?”

The comte said nothing, which told Simon a great deal.

“Arrange a meeting with Saint-Martin,” Simon said, standing. “Then apprise me of when and where it will be held.”

“You act as if I trust you,” Desjardins retorted, standing.

“Who else do you have?”

The comte’s already thin lips thinned further. “What do you have in mind?”

“A trap.”

“For whom?”

Simon grinned and walked toward the door, exiting to the right in the hallway and moving toward the rear of the house. “You will have to do as I say, if you hope to find out.”

He moved through the kitchen, then down the stairs to the cellar. Desjardins was fast on his heels, nearly running to keep up with Simon’s much longer stride. Opening the door to the catacombs, he looked down.

“I need a torch,” he said.

“As if there are any simply lying about,” the comte scoffed.

Glancing aside at him, Simon raised one brow. A long moment passed, then the comte cursed and exited to the kitchen. He returned within moments with a blazing torch.

“There is nothing of note down there, Quinn.”

“Of course not.” Simon stepped into the rock-lined hallway and closed the door behind him.

 

As he suspected, a half hour later Simon found himself emerging in the cemetery where he had been led to see his men. The paths below the city were winding and miles long, but the trail of charred torches and smoke trails on the walls betrayed the path most often traversed.

The home where Lynette was staying was not too great a distance away. Simon discarded his torch and set off in that direction, determined that Lynette and her mother should know about Lysette as soon as possible.

The following hours and days would grow more hazardous—digging up buried secrets always was—and if something untoward were to happen to him, Lysette did not know enough about her family to find them and Lynette might never know that her sister was alive, if not quite well.

He approached the courtesan’s house through the alley and knocked on the delivery door. To say the young maid who answered was shocked to see a guest there would be an understatement. However, in short order, she recovered her aplomb. She allowed him entry and left him in the lower receiving parlor while she announced his arrival to the butler.

As he was left cooling his heels, Simon strolled about the tastefully decorated room and discovered hidden amusements which made him smile. While the palette of cream and pale gold was fit for a king, hints of the sensuality of the owner were evident if one looked close enough at the details. Half-dressed nymphs and satyrs danced across the moldings and frolicked on the bases of lamps, and miniature Grecian statues had modifications to their designs that would make many a lady blush.

“Mr. Quinn. So good of you to dress for the occasion.”

He pivoted to find the lovely vicomtess sweeping regally into the room. Her attire was more informal than it had been on her visit to him. Wearing a floral gown of thin muslin, she appeared no older than her two daughters. On her heels was a lovely brunette who flashed him a smile so warm and genuine he could see why she was in such demand. He sketched a courtly bow to them both.

The vicomtess made quick and curt introductions, then gestured for him to sit.

“A note would have sufficed,” she said coldly.

“To inform you that Lysette is alive and well?” he drawled. “Even I, with my admitted lack of breeding, have more tact than that.”

Stiffening, she shot a glance at Solange seated beside her. The brunette reached over and linked hands.

“What do you want, Mr. Quinn?” the vicomtess asked. “I am not in the mood to play these games with you.”

He ignored her curtness, believing it understandable in light of the circumstances. “She claims not to remember her life prior to two years ago, which is why she has not sought you out before now.”

“How convenient,” she said cloyingly. “No possibility of remembering the details incorrectly if you do not remember anything at all. When will you be bringing her by? I am certain she will wish to rejoin us and our wealth.”

“I will not bring you together until I am certain it is safe to do so.”

“Oh, I see. How much will it cost me to make it safe for you?”

Simon smiled, thinking he should like to speak with the vicomtess one day when she was in charity with him. “Were you aware of a man named
L’Esprit
when you were with the Marquis de Saint-Martin?”

She paled.

“I see,” he murmured. “Have you heard from him in recent years?”

“What business is it of yours?”

“I find it odd,” he murmured, “that both you and Comte Desjardins are so defensive about a man who plagues you.”

“Some things are private and painful. They are not easy to share with strangers and those you distrust.”

“I trust him.”

Lynette’s voice flowed over his skin like sunshine and brought an ache to his chest that was painful in its intensity. He stood and steeled himself to look at her. When he did, he inhaled sharply, noting the bruising around her eyes and her kiss-swollen mouth that betrayed his mark on her.

She had never been more beautiful.

He bowed. “Mademoiselle Baillon, you are a vision.”

“Mr. Quinn.” Her voice was low and throaty, reminding him vividly of her passionate cries in his bed. “How dashing you look in disguise.”

“Lynette . . .” the vicomtess chastised. “Please return to your room.”

“No.” Lynette crossed the room and sat on a gilded armchair with her slender hands curled around the carved claw ends. “I believe I will stay. Mr. Quinn would only be here in regard to me.”

Simon smiled and sat.

“I do not—”

Solange squeezed her friend’s hand and the vicomtess fell into silence.

“Desjardins has been receiving demands from
L’Esprit
for the past ten years,” Simon continued.

“I cannot think of a better man to torment,” the vicomtess said.

“I believe he may have something to do with Lysette’s ailment, although I wonder if he is the same man you knew as
L’Esprit
twenty years ago.”

Solange leaned forward. “Why do you say that, Mr. Quinn?”

He explained the differences between the two communication styles.

“But I do not understand why someone would effect such a ruse,” the vicomtess said, “or why they would want anything to do with Lysette.”

“Is it her?” Lynette asked with hopeful eyes.

“Yes,” Simon said softly. “I believe so. But she is not the sister you once knew. Her memory is lacking beyond two years past and the woman she has become during that time is not the one you remember.”

“I do not care,” Lynette said stubbornly.

“You might when you meet her,” he warned, but his gaze promised support to her. She nodded and looked at him with such adoration he wondered how he remained seated.