Tethered (A BirthRight Novel) (5 page)

But now, it’s time to rebuild my family’s trust—and gain forgiveness for running away when they needed me the most.

For the most part, I think Dru forgave me years ago. Dhelia, however, may never. And she’ll
never
stop punishing me.

Being back home now is the first step. If we can make it through Pap’s surgery tomorrow, there just might be hope for this family after all.

*  *  *

So today’s the day.

With heavy hearts, we arrive at the North Shore University Hospital.

Unlike yesterday, this morning is painfully quiet. Uncomfortable even. What’s even worse, last night the vision of my parent’s death came back to me twice—in its entirety—causing my head to pound this morning.

Pressing my fingertips to my throbbing temples, I watch the floor numbers on the elevator ascend at a sluggish pace. Regret and hesitation—along with the desire to be anywhere but here— ricochets through my mind as I wait for another unwanted vision to accost me.

Ding-
ding. “Fifth floor,” a canned electronic voice calls out from above. Finally! Readjusting my oversized bag on my shoulder, I step out into the hospital lobby.

Minutes after arriving to Pap’s room, his neurologist, Dr. Gaslightwala, and his oncologist, Dr. Hashem, meet with us to go over the surgery. They educate the family members who haven’t had a chance to speak with them before today. I know I was worried before, but after hearing what they have to say, everything becomes real. He could actually die during surgery, before he’s even able to fight the cancer.
             

Once the doctor’s finish, we give Pap our love before they wheel him off to the OR, then we make ourselves comfortable in the waiting area just outside his room.

But there’s something I really think I need to. It’s a bit out of character for me, but I just might be more useful somewhere else. “Gram, I’m heading over to the chapel for a bit.”

With a curious smile, she says, “Good idea, dear. Mind if I tag along?”
             

Um, well I guess not. “Not at all.”

She gets up. Standing beside me, she grabs my hand to lead me down the hall. Within seconds, I spot our destination about twenty yards ahead. Just as we pass the nurses’ station, I notice one of Pap’s doctors talking to someone with a familiar face: that
hot
guy from the airport.

No way!

The second I spot him across the room, I gawk like a rubber-necker at a freeway accident. I’ve seen cute guys before, but this is ridiculous. My face heats up as I turn back to my family sitting in the waiting room. I seriously hope no one saw my deer-in-headlights look.

“Let me go check my lipstick, dear. Wait for me?” Gram asks, a questioning look on her face as she notices me staring at a stranger.

I stop. “Yeah. Sure.”

Countless times, I’ve heard people mention the affect a stranger had on them at first sight. I never quite understood what they meant. But given my youthful cynicism, it’s likely I just didn’t believe them. Has the time come for me to be proven wrong?

I stand outside the restroom waiting for Gram, but I can’t help looking his way again. The longer I stare, the more I want to hear his voice.

Busted! Now he’s caught
me
staring at
him
, but it’s only fair, right?

He winks before turning his attention back to the doctor.

“I think he likes you, dear,” Gram whispers, awakening the rest of my senses as I jump. She squeezes my hand and giggles. “Are you okay?”              

“Of course,” I reply in a snippy tone. “That guy with Dr. Gaslightwala looks familiar. I just can’t figure out where I’ve seen him.”

“Oh yes, that
must
be it.” Gram and I turn towards each other, a smirk lighting up her face. “Well, you be sure to fill me in once you figure it out, dear.” 

Unable to ignore her sarcasm, I look the other way as we start back down the hall.
             

Inside the empty chapel, we sit in the front row where Gram begins the ritual so many before us have completed. Although, I can’t help but wonder how successful they’d been.

Regardless of one’s religious affiliation, praying for a sick loved one seems to be a universal response. Even for those who don’t pray at all. Like me. But I often wonder, if praying isn’t part of one’s normal routine, why would God answer a request in a moment of need? Isn’t it hypocritical to pray
only
when God’s help is needed?

Shame for my lack of faith creeps through my body, sending uneasiness through my limbs. I’ve always been a spiritual person. But after my parent’s death, I shied away from
anything
related to religion. Especially Wicca.

As I rationalize my hypocrisy, my thoughts drift back to the familiar face I’d seen only moments ago. I don’t know if I’ve ever seen a better looking guy in my life, which is why I know I could never forget his face. So where have I seen him? This is gonna drive me nuts!
             

Okay, focus. Your pap needs you now, so who cares about some cute guy.

I force my brain back on track.

It’s been so many years since I’ve done any religious studying, I can’t remember which God I should be praying to for protection and healing. A truth I would never admit to Gram. Not unless I have a death wish.

I lean down, covering my face with my hands. I know it’s been a while, but please God, any God who can hear me…please protect my grandfather. Please make him come out of this surgery okay. I don’t know if my gram could survive losing him. I’ll do anything. Just please let him be okay. We need him. It’s not his time.             

The second I finish, I raise my head, opening my eyes to Gram staring ahead with a peaceful smile on her face. If I didn’t know any better, I’d say she doesn’t look worried at all. It doesn’t make much sense, but I guess everyone deals with stress in their own way.

It’s somewhat unsettling to see her so at ease, while the rest of the family is so tense. If we were home now, I’d imagine she’d be in her sunroom mixing potions. Devising the perfect spell. That is, if she hasn’t already. Realizing I’m watching her, she squeezes my knee and gives me a sweet smile. “Are we ready then, dear?”             

Oh, you have no idea. “Yep. I think so, Gram.” I smile back.

I wrap my arm around Gram’s petite shoulders, when an unfamiliar male voice interrupts us. “Excuse me, Miss?”

I turn to find the very face that’s been penetrating my thoughts for the last thirty minutes. “Yes?” My hands begin to shake.

“I’m sorry to bother you, but do I know you from somewhere? I have the feeling we’ve met before.” He blushes, tilting his head to the side.              

I smile. “That’s funny. I sort of thought the same thing when I saw you earlier.”

Head-to-toe goose bumps devour me. Great. Oh,
please
don’t let him notice.             

He steps closer, now less than a foot away. If this were any other guy I didn’t know, I’d feel like he’s invading my personal space. But with
this
guy, however, I have the unfamiliar sense he’s not close enough.

He pulls his hand from his pocket, lifting it towards me in a polite gesture. “Hi. My name’s Hunter Payne. It’s nice to meet you.”
             

The second he wraps his warm, smooth fingers around my hand, sparks shoot through me like lightning.

“Hi.” I clear my throat. “I’m Chloe Bishop. It’s nice to meet you, too.” My smile widens, but I have this odd feeling he can read my every thought. Transparency has always been a weakness of mine. My cheeks flush as I lower my head.              

Suddenly aware that he’s still holding onto me, I glance at our clasped hands. Catching on at almost the exact moment, he releases his hold. Embarrassment makes its home across his now rosy cheeks. “Oh, sorry.”

From some place close behind, the sound of a clearing throat gets our attention. Gram stands with a bemused smile painted across her shimmering mauve lips.

“Please, forgive my manners. I’m Hunter. It’s nice to meet you, Miss?”

She nods with a sheepish grin. “I’m Aurora. Chloe’s grandmother. It’s
very
nice to meet you, dear.” He takes her hand, shaking it with a quiet grace. “You have a lovely granddaughter, but I’m sure you already knew that.” They exchange a brief smile.

“Well, I’m heading to the waiting area in case the doctor comes back. You kids finish getting better acquainted.” She turns to leave. “No need to hurry, dear. We’ll be here all day.” She takes a few steps forward, turning her head back to give us a naughty grin. It’s always humorous when Gram
thinks
she’s being sneaky. Sorry Gram. Not
this
time.

“She’s a real firecracker. I’m sure your grandfather has his hands full with
that
one.” Hunter chuckles, shaking his head as we watch her saunter away.

“Oh, you have
no
idea.” Then it hits me. “Wait, how do you know about my pap?”

“I was with his doctor when you walked by earlier. He saw me watching you, so he mentioned your pap’s his patient. He thinks a lot of your grandparents.”

“Yeah, they usually have that effect on people.” I look down. “So, have you figured out how we know each other?”

He shakes his head. “No, I haven’t. I keep racking my brain, but no luck. You?” His eyebrows lift, waiting for my answer.

“No, me neither.” I might as well be honest. “Actually, I haven’t lived here for quite a few years…so perhaps we’re wrong about this.”

He rub his throat, head tipping to the side. “Really, for how long?”

“I lived in San Diego for a little over six years.”

“Oh, wow. That’s cool. When did you get back to town?”

I shift my weight to my left foot. “Oddly enough, I just got in early yesterday morning.”

“Oh. So you must be in town for your pap then?” His smile fades.

“Well, not exactly. I mean, yes, it’s what brought me here this week…but I decided to move back permanently.” I fidget with my purse strap, suddenly unsure of what to do with my hands.

As fast as the cheerfulness faded from his face, it returns. “Then I guess what I
should
be saying is, ‘welcome back’.”

“Thank you.” Excitement swims through my body. Why does his reaction have so much of an effect on me? I’ve been around good-looking guys before, but I’ve never reacted this way. Yes, he’s gorgeous, but looks aren’t everything. I’ve never been the shallow type to get caught up in the superficial.

“
You
decided? Isn’t your family moving with you?”

“Um. Well most of them are already here.”

“Really? You must have cool parents to let you live across the country for so long.”

I hang my head for a second. “It wasn’t like that.” Crap, here goes. “They ah...they were killed in a car wreck, so I’ve been living with my aunt in California. My brother and sister stayed here with my grandparents.”

His face turns the shade of a Hot Tamale. “Oh. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to assume...or to pry.” He shoves his hands in the front pockets of his jeans as his eyes dart nervously around the room.

Crap, I didn’t mean to embarrass him.

“It’s okay.” I look down, shifting my feet from side to side. “Classes at San Diego State were over anyway, so moving back makes sense with my pap and everything.”

An awkward silence fills the space between us, but is short-lived by a loud voice booming over the hospital intercom. I jump.

As if remembering something he’d forgotten, he checks his watch. “I
really
hate to cut this short, but I should probably get to work before my boss sends out a search party. It would appear
someone
made me lose track of the time.” He shoots me a wry smile, blinding me with his impeccably perfect, white teeth.

With heat rushing back to my cheeks, I lower my head. He grabs my hand again, lifting it to his mouth and taking me off guard.

The instant his silky lips touch the top of my hand, he brands my flesh. Our eyes lock. A fever and the chills overcome me at the same time. I can’t move. A blanket of horripilation covers my entire body.
Not
a good day for short sleeves. Oh god,
please
don’t let him notice the game of peek-a-boo my skin insists on playing.

He releases my hand, but his eyes remain fixed on mine. “Something tells me the next time we see each other,
neithe
r one of us will have difficulty remembering
this
moment.”

Unable to speak, a faint smile curls up the corners of my mouth, prolonging the color I feel inching its way across my cheeks.

“It truly was a pleasure meeting you, Miss Chloe.” As he turns to leave, he looks down at my arms. “Perhaps you should bring a sweater next time?” A faint chuckle escapes from under his breath, adding to my implacable humiliation.