The Afterlife series Box Set (Books 1-3) (25 page)

Mick nodded. He didn’t look disappointed as he got up from the bed.

“Besides, where I come from, this is not something you do before you are married,” he said.

“That is so old-fashioned,” I laughed.

“That is me. I am very old-fashioned, if you haven’t noticed.”

I gave him a disappointed look. He smiled again and leaned over me. Then he whispered in my ear, “This is something I want to do right. Please let me do this right. The right way at the right time.”

“Okay. You will get your way … as always,” I murmured and threw my head on my pillow. As I did I heard voices coming from the corridor again. This time it was the girls coming back from the theater. Mick looked at me. I got up and stood beside him. Quickly I fixed his hair making it look like it usually does. A second later my three roommates oozed through the door. They stopped when they saw us. I guess we must have looked kind of sheepish.

“What have you two been up to?” asked Mai. “You look like we caught you in the middle of something illegal.”

C
HAPTER 10

M
ARCH ARRIVED WITH ITS
promise of a spring that would change the landscape from the calmness of the white snow to the busyness of the animals and plants waking from their winter sleep.

It wasn’t quite here yet, but every day I stared out my tower window, hoping this was the day the butterflies would return and we could go riding on the Pegasuses again.

I saw some of the birds return from their winter retreat and slowly the forest shook off the white cover and started stretching its branches. I had taken up flying with Abhik again on the weekends and we had fun as always racing through the clouds and talking about our hopes and dreams for the future for the eternity that was waiting for us.

Abhik’s everlasting trust in the future always struck me as unique. Where I mostly was concerned and worried about how it would be—how it would all end up with me and Mick or me and Jason—Abhik never worried. He always saw every day as a gift he would never get back. The future was like the presents under the Christmas tree waiting for the right time. He would talk about the life that awaited him in eternity with the same look in his eyes as a child waiting for permission to unwrap those presents. He knew that no matter what it was like, it would be everything he had ever dreamed about.

I, on the other hand, was less sure. I was afraid that graduating from the school and entering Heaven would only draw me further away from Jason. And I was a little afraid that it was my destiny to spend eternity with Mick. I mean I loved him, I really did, but … well I don’t know what it was. There was just something. I wasn’t sure.

Knowing me very well, Abhik sensed something was wrong, and one day he asked. “Is it still Jason on your mind?”

I smiled and nodded. “But don’t tell Mick,” I said.

Mick still hated when I even mentioned Jason’s name or if he suspected I was thinking about him. I couldn’t blame him, really; it was just impossible for me to control my mind. Jason was still a big part of me, but Mick didn’t seem to accept that.

Abhik saluted. “Scout’s honor.”

“You were never a scout. Do you even have Boy Scouts in India?” I said and pushed him gently.

“Well, I always wanted to be one. Does that count?”

“Maybe.”

Abhik gave my shoulder a gentle push, smiling a smile that lit up his whole face. Because he had been a cancer patient all of his earthly life, Abhik had no hair on his head. He looked cute without it; he was one of those people who could pull it off. But I thought it only fair that he would get to chose what he would look like once we were let into Heaven. He had once told me that all he wanted was to get rid of the hospital gown and have hair like the great lion.

“Just tell me what is on your mind,” he said.

I sighed. “It is just … I really can’t explain it. I just miss him. I long for him, long to see him again and see his smile.”

“You love him. It is not that weird.” He paused and looked at me like he was about to say something I wouldn’t be pleased with. “The weird thing is that you
still
love him.”

I looked at the ground beneath us. We sat on a cloud floating over the castle roof still beautifully covered in a thin layer of snow. The dark ocean seemed angry as it threw its waves at the cliffs.

Abhik is right
, I thought to myself. I did love Jason, no doubt about that. But I had come to realize little by little that maybe I just loved the idea of him.

“I’m with Mick now,” I said.

“I think everyone knows that.” I blushed at his remark. I mean, I realized people knew about us, I just didn’t want them to know. Everything was so much easier if no one did. So we had tried hard to keep our relationship a secret, but we hadn’t been that great at it. Well, it was mostly me who had tried hard. Mick didn’t quite understand why I didn’t want anyone to know. It hurt him a little, I think.

“You are right. I need to stay focused on what I have here, right now,” I reasoned. “I can’t keep living in the past, thinking that Jason will wake up and see me some time soon. I know perfectly well that he won’t any time soon. He might, some day, but right now I have to focus on my own life.”

Abhik took my hand and squeezed it. “I think you are doing the right thing,” he said.

I smiled. “I think so too. But how do I know?”

He let go of my hand. We both stared at a bevy of long-necked swans flying past us. Beautiful and proud, almost stoic, they seemed unaffected by anything that would come their way.

“Well, all I know is that in the last couple of months you have been happier with Mick than I have ever seen you before. Jason never made you smile like that. He caused you pain and worry and that is not good for you.”

“I know. I have to do the right thing. I just have to,” I said. “Mick is a great guy. He is really nice to me and he loves me so much. I know that.”

Abhik turned his head and looked at me intensely. “Then let Jason go.”

“How am I supposed to do that?” I sighed.

“Make a decision. Just let go of him,” Abhik said. “You don’t have to cling to him, or the vague memory you have of who he once was. The fact is that he is not that person anymore. And there is a very good chance he will never be that same person again.”

I smiled at Abhik. He always knew the right thing to say. Sometimes I would wish I could be more like him. To me he was the perfect person. He had a heart of gold, was easy to be with, and was not at all complicated. He had trust and faith in the future and he was able to love everyone. I could talk to him about everything. By now he was probably the best friend I’d ever had.

But one night the most terrible thing happened. I was sound asleep when I was awakened by a horrific scream. At first I thought it was me. I had been having another of my nightmares about my parents searching for me. This time I had been able to see my dad’s face very well—so well I could still picture his brown eyes and high cheekbones when I woke up. He had been walking through a forest that I seemed to recognize as well, the snow falling lightly on his tormented face, strained by the pain of not knowing. He followed a trail of blood on the ground while the shadow of an Angel floated over his head. I had been having this dream over and over again, but the details became clearer each time. So did the feeling of despair that the dream always left me with and waking up in a scream wasn’t that unfamiliar to me.

But it didn’t take me long to realize this scream hadn’t come from me and it was different. The pain it contained was deeper.

I sat up and looked into the eyes of Jackline, who had also heard it. She looked as confused as I felt. Meanwhile the screaming continued. It was like it was piercing through our bodies.

“Where is it coming from?” asked Jackline. Her face was perplexed.

“I don’t know,” I said. “It sounds like it’s not that far away. Maybe down the corridor?”

I knew I had heard this kind of scream before and it made me anxious that it was so close this time. I got out of bed and Jackline followed me through the door. The Angels guarding the door were gone, much to my surprise. As we followed the sound we realized that it came from the boys’ dormitory. We went in through the door and found the chamber filled with both spirits and Angels who had flown to see what was happening. Between them I saw the two guards who had been protecting our door when we went to sleep. They were trying to calm some of the spirits down. I had a big lump in my throat as I pushed my way through the crowd. I had a horrible feeling inside of me. Whatever was causing this had taken one of the boys this time.

As I neared the beds in the dormitory I realized that I had been right in fearing the worst.

It was Abhik.

My heart stopped beating. I hurried toward him. He was sitting up in bed, staring with an empty gaze while he was screaming his lungs out. The look upon his face was of utmost terror.

“Abhik,” I yelled.

He didn’t hear me or even look at me.

“Please, Abhik,” I pleaded. “It’s me Meghan. I am right here. It is just a bad dream. You need to snap out of it.”

I reached out to touch him, but his arm was freezing cold and I pulled mine back in surprise.

“He won’t snap out of it,” a deep voice said. “It is just like the other cases. He will stay in that nightmare until we have solved the mystery of who is behind this and make it stop. I am afraid we are not even close to that yet.”

I turned and saw Raphael standing right behind me.

“We need to bring him to the hospital tower immediately,” he continued and signaled the other Angels to help him.

Abhik’s body seemed stiff when they picked him up, like he was frozen into that position. I followed them with terror as they left with my friend. I didn’t know if I would ever see him again.

When I got back to my bed I couldn’t sleep. I stared out the window at the stars and the bright moon. Then I looked at my hand. I turned it a couple of times in the light coming from the window. Normally our bodies were very soft and almost like liquid. But Abhik’s had felt almost solid when I had touched it.

Whoever did this to the students seemed to have been able to freeze their bodies as well as their minds.

C
HAPTER 11

W
HEN SPRING FINALLY ARRIVED,
we were like birds that had been locked in a cage all our lives. One morning we woke up and the snow was gone. That day we couldn’t wait until school was over and we could hurry outside. The day was seemed endless and we longed to be enjoying the great new colors that nature provided for us.

When we finally came outside it was like the whole world had gotten a new beginning. It was as if the time nature had spent covered up made it want to shine even brighter than ever, showing off its new coat. It was as if nature itself had longed to be let out.

Mick and I were happy to discover the butterflies were back in the garden. Every afternoon when school was over, we hurried out to see if new ones had hatched from the cocoons that suddenly were everywhere.

Abhik still hadn’t come back from the hospital tower. I had tried to get permission to visit him, but Rahmiel was reluctant. The screaming was too horrible for anyone to bear, she said. And I needed to focus on myself and my own safety and let the people in the hospital take care of Abhik. It was all under control, she said. So there was nothing I could do but wait.

It was time to start our Riding class again. Adahy met us in front of the stables. Rumor had it that he had not been himself all winter, not since that night Yofi had been stigmatized. Adahy had kept to himself, sleeping in the stables through the long winter months, watching over his animals night and day.

When the day came and we were flying to the stables for the first riding lesson of spring, Adahy waited for us outside the white building with his wolf dog at his feet. He looked at us all with a suspicious glance.

Then he whistled and Yofi stuck his head out. It was the first time I had seen him since that night. The great Pegasus stepped out in front of us. Then Adahy made him turn his side toward us and once again we saw the burned message in his coat. Yofi bowed his head to the ground and looked at me with an embarrassed look in his purple eyes. The beautiful animal had been hurt, his pride wounded, Adahy told us.

“That is the worst that can happen to a Pegasus.” He threw a glance in my direction filling me with a feeling of guilt—like it had been my fault.

“Have they found who did it?” Nigel asked.

“No,” Adahy scowled. “But when they do … I swear … I will … ”

His fist was clenched. Then he stopped. His expression became milder. “Well, at least I know it wasn’t one of you.”

“How do you know that?” asked Mai.

“Yofi would tell me!” he said and stroked Yofi on the back of his leg.