The Billionaire's Mistress Complete Series: Alpha Billionaire Romance (33 page)

“It’s my fault. That call…my dad…” She cleared her throat, trying to speak and failing. “That call…it was from my father. Kendrick.”

“How do you know? The voice was all muffled and synthetic.”

“I’ve heard him saying that phrase many times before –
…when I play the game, I play to win.

Allie turned away and started to pace, smoothing her hands restlessly over her hair. Her gaze darted to the phone and then to me. She started to speak, but stopped, chewing on her lip. I wanted to take her in my arms, tell her that her father wouldn't do something like this, but the sick feeling in the pit of my stomach acknowledged that this was exactly the sort of thing Kendrick Hedges would've done.

“It’s my father for sure. He’s doing it because of us – because of
me
. It’s my fault.” Allie's eyes swam with tears.

“No.”

Catching her in my arms again, I pulled her up against me. “No.” I shook my head and said it again. “No. He’s doing it because of me. Because I broke things off with Paisley. None of this is your fault.”

Pressing my brow to hers, I closed my eyes. I'd always gotten along with Paisley's father, more than her mother anyway, but I knew he'd never been above twisting things to get what he wanted. I just never imagined that he'd go this far.

“I should go,” she said, her voice wooden.

Something like panic gripped my heart. I couldn't deal if she left. She was the only thing keeping me sane. “No. I want you to stay.”

“But–”

I nipped at her lower lip, and when she gasped, I took her mouth. I didn't hold back, didn't try to be gentle. I poured every ounce of my need and desire into the kiss. After a moment, her arms circled around my neck, and she pressed her body against mine. Slowly walking her backward, I shifted and guided until the couch was just behind her, then I lowered us both so that I was stretched out over her.

“Stay,” I said, sliding my lips down the elegant line of her neck. “Please stay, Allie. I want you to stay. I need you to stay.”

S
tay
…I want you to stay. I need you to stay.

The words wound through my head as Jal caught my hands and dragged them over my head. When he stared down at me, our gazes met and locked. I nodded without a moment's hesitation.

He pushed himself up on his knees. His eyes never left mine as he reached for the buttons of my shirt, freeing them one at a time. Once it lay open, he moved lower, going to work on the snap of my jeans and working them down.

I'd had Eli take me to the salon so I could grab the bag of extra clothes I kept there. I hadn't wanted to go home and risk having to try to explain to my mother why I was running back out again. After the third hour sitting at the station, I'd been glad I'd gone through the extra trouble. Now, however, I was more than ready to get out of my clothes.

My jeans were still wrapped around one ankle when I started tearing at his clothes with hungry, desperate hands. I managed to get the shirt off, but I was still working on trying to shove down his jeans when his self-control snapped.

Catching my hips in his hands, he urged me flat on my back even as he frantically rolled on the condom. “Allie?”

“Please.”

He drove into me hard and fast, and it was everything I needed at that moment. His teeth scraped a line down my neck, and I shuddered. I dug my fingers into his hair and pulled him toward me for a kiss. His tongue delved between my lips even as he thrust into me and I moaned.

He swiveled his hips, lifting up just enough so that each stroke had the base of his cock dragging back and forth over my clitoris. The oxygen in my lungs seemed to dwindle down to nothing, and I couldn’t breathe. Every weak breath I did manage to draw in smelled of him. He flooded my senses. When I licked my lips, I tasted him.

He lifted up, light blue eyes searing into mine and I bit his collarbone. He swore, slamming into me hard enough to drive a scream from my mouth. The next thrust knocked me breathless.

The one after that made my vision spark and my body shake as I came. His eyes darkened, and he whispered my name as he came too.

A moment later, he pulled out, all sticky and wet against my thigh for the briefest second before he was disposing of the condom. Then he stood, stripped off his clothes, yanked off my jeans, and swept me into his arms. He carried me up the stairs and into his bedroom.

“I can't think straight when it comes to you,” he confessed as he stretched me out on the bed. “I never think to slow down and do things right.” He cupped my breasts in his hands, plumped them together, and eased lower until he could kiss one nipple, then the other. “More. I want more…”

“Take it,” I breathed. “Take everything.”

He wrapped his lips around my nipple, tugging and biting on the sensitive flesh until it was swollen and throbbing. Then he moved to the other side, sucking and licking until I was writhing beneath him. His hand slid down my stomach, and I opened my legs for him, desperate for his touch.

I whimpered as his fingers grazed my overly sensitive flesh, but when two fingers hooked inside me, I arched up against him, crying out. I didn’t think I’d ever get enough of him.

I'd always enjoyed sex, but it had been like any other appetite. Feed it and the hunger stopped.

Except when it came to him.

“Roll over,” he ordered.

Then, without waiting for me to do it, he rolled me over and pulled me up, wedging one knee between mine and forcing me to open, to yield. And I wanted to. I wanted to submit to him, to let him take control.

His hands held me steady as he slid inside me again. I moaned as he filled me as my body conformed to fit his like a glove. He moved in and out a couple times and then pressed his thumb against my ass. I whimpered at the brief flare of pain and he stopped. His hand went down to where we were joined and one of his fingers slipped inside. Then it was back, slick with our combined arousal, our natural lubricant. When he pushed his thumb against me the second time, it slipped in more easily, with little burn. I shuddered as he began to ride me, twisting his thumb in and out of my ass in time with his strokes.

“So perfect,” he murmured. “You're so fucking perfect, Allie. So beautiful.”

He began to move faster as my muscles shivered and strained. Hot little pinwheels of color blazed behind my eyes as I came, forcing me to close my eyes as waves of pleasure washed over me. Sagging forward, I lost the ability to think clearly, to form any sort of coherent thought. Nothing else mattered, except that pleasure, except that bite of pain that made everything more intense.

He was still rocking against me, the twitching fading from his semi-erect cock when I finally relaxed against him.

* * *

“
W
hen you play the game
, you play to win. Now, that might not always make you the most popular person in the world, but when you win, it doesn't matter.”

I nodded, not looking at my father as I finished going over the papers he’d put in front of me. I didn’t know what they were, not exactly, but I had a pretty good idea.

The name of a company caught my eye, and I frowned.

He must have been waiting for me to notice something, because when I looked up, he was right there.

“What did you see?”

“I…I’m not sure. This company.” I tapped the name. “They sound familiar, but you’ve never dealt with them before.”

“Yes, I have.” Now he smiled, looking pleased with himself.

Not with me. With himself.

“You’ve only been given so much data, Allie. You’re young – brilliant, but young – and I can’t exactly trust you with highly confidential data, now can I? It’s unethical. These people expect me to be the one looking at their confidential financial information. Not my sixteen-year-old daughter.”

But it’s fine for me to offer stock advice,
I thought sourly. He was right though. Even if it had been the pretty, perfect Paisley offering the advice, he wouldn’t let her do it for long before the novelty wore off.

He
had to be the smart one, the winner. Even if he was only playing against his daughter.

He
might teach me how to play the game, and how to win, but he would never let me beat him. Nor did I expect to. He'd hold back enough information to make sure that never happened.

There was a knock at the door, and Diamond came strolling in.

When she saw me, she stiffened, her shoulders going back, her mouth tightening in a line like she’d just scented something foul. Kendrick subtly stepped between us, although whether it was as a shield or merely a buffer, I didn’t know.

Or, rather I didn't want to know.

“There’s a gentleman downstairs looking for you. Heath has attempted multiple times to send him away, but he refuses to leave.” Diamond looked pissed, but I was pretty sure that was because she was playing messenger. “He says to tell you that he’s ready to play ball. I assume you know what that means.”

From where I was sitting, I could only see my father in profile, but I had a clear enough view of his eyes that I could make out the avid glint there. Yeah, he knew what it meant.

He started to turn toward the door, but then stopped and gestured at me. “Come on, Allie. I’ll show you how it’s done.”

Diamond stepped between us before I could decide what I wanted to do. “You can’t be serious, Kendrick.”

“This doesn’t concern you, Diamond.”

“It damn well does.” She sniffed, clearly pissed. “I’m your wife, and you want to take your
bastard
to a business meeting. Keeping her around is bad enough. I will not let you humiliate me in this way.”

I flinched, blood rushing to my cheeks at her harsh words, but neither Kendrick nor Diamond noticed. I should be used to it. Should
expect
it.

Tears burned my eyes, and I fought them back.

It wasn't like they were wrong, anyway. I
was
Kendrick Hedge’s bastard.

Twisting the pencil I’d been using around and around, I waited to see if he was going give in and change his mind. He usually did when Diamond confronted him about anything to do with me.

Except, this time, he looked at me and gestured for me to follow. “Come along, Allie. You should follow up on this and see if you understand.”

As I followed, I could feel Diamond's gaze digging holes into my back with the intensity of that glare. I was still trying to figure out why Kendrick had stood up to his wife, so it took me a little while to figure out what was going on with my father’s visitor.

I'd been introduced as an intern, which was his usual cover for me whenever he'd asked me to come by the office. “It’s an inner city project,” he’d say. “Low income students who show promise, and I try to help out…”

And they’d praise him for being such an upstanding citizen.

I might not have lived in the best part of the city, but my family wasn't low income or inner city.

But he had to make sure there was no possible connection to me, so the truth didn't matter.

This was no different, and after a few moments of the usual niceties that preceded a meeting like this, I watched as my father got down to brass tacks.

“Bill, I’m going to level with you. You’ve got nothing to offer in this deal but the company. Rushing Limited is about to fail–”

My brain clicked on, and the figures I’d been looking at earlier started to run through my mind. Figures, names, facts.

Rushing, LTD.

Slowly, I looked up at my father, then over at the man. My mind started to spin, then whirl. Various phone calls I’d heard, notes I’d seen. I started putting the pieces together even as I took in new information from the conversation my father was having.

The meeting ended without me saying a word, and I dutifully followed my father back up into his office.

“And that’s how you play the game,” he said, closing the door, and turning to me with a satisfied smile.

“You cheated.”

He blinked, looking caught off-guard by the disapproval in my voice. While I'd always understood the truth of the relationship between my parents, I'd tried very hard to give him at least some measure of leniency.

“I heard you talking to somebody on the phone a few days ago. I saw some of the notes. You’ve been lying to that guy – you just lied to his face. You’re not going to restructure his company. You’re going in, liquidating everything, and firing everybody. That’s not winning.”

His face hardened, and he crossed his arms over his chest. “The game is about making money, Allie. And in the end, if you’ve made it, then you’ve won.”

* * *

I
t wasn’t a dream
. Not really. It was a memory.

What happened with Rushing, LTD fell in that gray shade of legal, and it still haunted me in ways I can’t explain.

In the end, it had been the echoes of that afternoon that had finally pushed me and my father so completely apart.

My father was still one of the top execs at the investment firm, but before he’d
slowed down
, he’d helped out friends on the side. Rushing, LTD had been about helping out a friend. And Bill Rush, the man I'd met that afternoon, had gotten in the way. My father's friend had wanted a particular technology that Rushing, LTD was developing, and Bill Rush hadn’t wanted to sell it.

Rush hadn't been prepared for the cut-throat business world he’d waded into, and a hostile takeover had happened before he realized it. My father had been behind it.

A couple weeks after that meeting, I'd sat on the steps in the grand foyer and read about Rush’s suicide. While I'd been reading, the family had come parading in. Kendrick and Diamond, followed by the two perfect princesses, Mallory and Paisley. They were all dressed in elegant black and laughing, chatting about things that didn’t matter, fresh from the funeral. Well, Mallory hadn't been laughing, but it was clear that she hadn't known the truth behind what happened.