The Choice (40 page)

She coughed. Her voice was raspy. “Where were you?”

He pressed his lips to her forehead, rocking her while he fought back tears.

“She’s going to be okay.” Jesse patted his back and then removed his coat and draped it over Marcie.

Sam didn’t know how he found the strength, but he lifted Marcie on legs turned to rubber and carried her. He couldn’t let go. Marcie’s head lulled on his shoulder while he struggled up the hill, slipping on the steep incline, refusing Jesse’s help. His legs should have given out by the time he stuck her in the backseat of a big four-door sedan, parked in front of her truck, surrounded by agents. Except a renewed fury over what he could have lost kept him going.

Sam didn’t need to question anyone about what happened. The whole night had been a complete fuck up. Where was Greg’s boat bringing the cocaine? And why had the Coast Guard arrived in such grand force without warning them of their arrival?

The seventeen member task force was supposed to wait until the drugs actually changed hands—until Dan and Marcie were on the boat. But then there was no boat, and the mysterious call that pulled out the team—wow—this fuck-up had amateur hour posted all over it as everyone appeared to scramble.

Marcie shivered in the backseat of a borrowed late model olds belonging to Kent, owner of the Las Seta Hotel.

The interior light lit up a dusty vinyl interior and magnified the deepened lines around Sam’s startling cobalt eyes. He dripped from his coat, his hair, but he insisted on peeling off Marcie’s sopping wet sweatshirt. He dumped it on the dirty floor mat and helped her pull on Jesse’s oversized coat. She couldn’t remember ever being so cold. Water temperature this time of year would have been around fifty degrees. Sam hovered nearby, soaked, but unwilling to change his clothes. He leaned over Marcie as worry lines creased his forehead. “I’d rather be safe and have you checked out by a doctor. You’ve been hurt more times in the last few weeks than most people in a lifetime.”

Marcie was shaken by what transpired and most likely in shock. “Sam, I’m just cold, and I want to go home. Call Sally, she’s a natural healer, I trust her opinion more than any doctor.”

“Does she have a phone?” He ground his teeth after blowing out his breath in a huff.

Her throat closed, jamming up the words she tried to speak. She couldn’t hold back the floodgate burning her chest causing tears to run down her face. “Yes Sam, she has a phone.”

“Hey, hey babe, you’re not okay. That’s it; I’m taking you to the hospital in Port Townsend, end of argument.”

She reached out a trembling hand and held his arm until he climbed in beside her and pulled her tight against his drenched coat.

Leaning against him gave her the strength to talk. “Sam, I’m okay. I matter to you. You’ve never left me, and you’ve no idea how much I treasure that. I love how protective you are but call Sally please. She had a phone line installed right down to her house.”

He let out a sigh. “Just one word—one hesitation from her, and you’re going to the hospital. Is that clear?”

Tears spurt again locking up her throat so she could only nod.

“Let me wrap it up here and then we’ll go.” Sam slid out of the car.

Marcie grabbed his arm before he could move away. “Sam, what happened? There was no boat. What about Dan and the drugs, do we have enough to expose him? Is it over?”

Sam leaned over Marcie. He scooped her long drenched hair over her shoulder. “We had some trouble. A group of your island residents picked the same time the Coast Guard was in place to deal with a problem.”

“What problem?” She focused on what he wasn’t saying. He glanced out the back window at the three agents standing behind the car.

“Some kid has apparently been lighting fires. Five men grabbed him, threw him in a boat and called the Sequim detachment. Issued a demand to meet them half way across and pick up the “little prick”, their quote. At the halfway point, they were dumping him into the ocean whether the troopers arrived or not. Sequim didn’t have their boat tonight, so they scrambled and pulled the Coast Guard who was already in place, as well as some of our agents, leaving only Jesse, Diane, Green and me. We would’ve been in place before you got here, but two abandoned trucks blocked the only intersection on this island. Diane, Jesse, Green, and I had to run the last mile.”

How did Dan find out?
She trembled with damp eyes that reached out to Sam. “He knew ,Sam. He knew about the Coast Guard—he knew everything. I don’t understand how he always knows. Lance Silver would’ve been behind the blocked road, those men in the boat and the call to the Sequim detachment. Only he has the power to control some of the residents here, Dan wouldn’t.” Hope that had become such a vital force slid away. Unable to find the words, she skimmed his damp hair and his strong jaw with her trembling hand. “Will we ever be rid of Dan?”

“You and I are done with him, Marcie. Whatever happens next, we're out of it. You played your part, and it damn near killed me to let you go to him.”

“Sam, what about the cocaine and marijuana and where was the boat? Sam please, what’s going on?” He didn’t need to answer. She already knew. “There were no drugs, were there?”

The deep richness that emblazoned his eyes captured hers. “There’s no cocaine and there’s no marijuana on the barge. There was a small sealed bag of bud found overboard, along with a garbage bag filled with salal leaves. But you’re right. Dan knew.”

“You can’t charge him with anything, can you?”

His face took on an odd expression that had Marcie pulling away. “What’s going on, Sam?”

“Greg McKenzie’s boat dropped off the radar. The guy who owns the barge down there is a caretaker on Lance Silver’s estate. His story, the barge was just purchased, and he was out testing the engine. In the morning, they’re going to be doing some work on it. And Dan’s pointing the finger at you for the small amount of marijuana found. He said you grew it. It’s your dope. And remember, he carried nothing.”

The last time Marcie’s cottage held this many people was when she buried her granny. Strange voices filtered through the quaint log home like an out of sync symphony, with stress and tension disrupting the peaceful space. Marcie lay on her bed studying Sally, in her bulky, black and white wool woodcutter’s coat, while she meticulously closed up the black doctor’s bag that had belonged to her father. Her granny’s glass kerosene lamp burned brightly on the bedside table casting a wide circle of light in the small, rustic room.

“You’re fit as a fiddle my girl, but you already knew that. You did an amazing and courageous thing. You listened some. There were some twists and turns, but you held true and stayed honest. You made a stand; cut his cord. I know it was hard. He’s powerful. But so are you, and you did it right even though I know you were tempted by his promises. So who got you out of the water, Jerome or Sam’s wife?”

Marcie was drawn into the reflective wisdom transforming Sally’s light eyes. Swooshing her hand she dismissed the question and picked up her floppy straw hat from the foot of Marcie’s bed. “Ah posh girl, I already know. Get some sleep, I’ll go and talk to your man out there.”

“Sally, how did you know Elise saved me?”

Sally didn’t face her when she spoke. She settled her hat on her head, clutched the old doctors bag and gripped the doorknob. “I’ve been at this since long before you were born. Seen things I’ll never talk of. I listen to Spirit. Practice my craft. And I’ve seen pure evil that made me question everything, God, goodness, the universe. Just know this. There are things you aren’t meant to know. And some you are. And as far as Dan’s concerned, it’s not over yet. Remember the bad will be there but don’t listen to it. And don’t listen to the gossip. Rise above it. There’ll be an investigation too, but keep your head high. Your man will protect you. Remember what I told you when you react to something, instead of taking a step back to listen to Spirit. That’s when you make mistakes.” Sally pulled open the door and then stared back at Marcie. She opened her mouth to say something and then clamped it tight. But it was her darkened eyes, the way they watched her, that had Marcie wondering why her heart hammered in her throat. And then Sally was gone, pulling the door closed with a soft click.

Marcie rolled awkwardly on her side, snuggled in her soft pink fleece pajamas and her granny’s Irish chain quilt draped over her.

The door squeaked open.

“You asleep?” Sam filled the doorway dressed in navy jeans and a black FBI sweatshirt.

“No.” Marcie patted the bed beside her. “I’m fit as a fiddle Sally said.”

“So she told me, but you’re still not getting out of bed until you have a doctor’s note.” Sam slid his hands into his dry jeans’ pocket and approached cautiously. He hesitated for a second before he sat down beside her, leaned over and touched her lips with his, so lightly. He pulled back a fraction. He was being careful—too careful.

“I won’t break, Sam. I’m okay really.”

He just nodded as he looked away.

“Sam, what’s going to happen now?”

He slid around on the bed and let out a sigh. “I don’t know. The marijuana and cocaine are long gone. We’ll never find it.”

“The missing marijuana from all your gardens alone should be in the ballpark of a couple million. So just out of curiosity, what would your share have been?”

The dim room hid the gray shadows from his eyes, but she sensed there was no accusation or distrust.

“You know what? Nowhere near that. So Dan managed to win in the end. When we were together, I wondered how he’d move it. I heard rumors of hockey bags dumped from a small plane to a sheep farm or kayaking the freezing waters to a remote northwest Washington location. Dan’s into wood. Don’t forget, contractor and ex-forester in his youth. I know he loved the story of hollowed out logs stuffed with BC bud. So I was curious how creative he’d get.”

Anger filled her at the injustice. Why was he not being held accountable for all the hurt he’d caused? She knew this was where her faith was weak. “Sam, when I was with Dan, I did what you’re supposed to do. I looked the other way. I expected to make a few thousand and be his one and only. How’s that for pathetic?”

“Are you feeling sorry for yourself, maybe still hung up on him? Don’t forget, I did see you kiss him.” Sam pulled his hands back and gestured wildly in the air.

“No, God no, you need to get your eyes checked. He kissed me, and if you recall, the plan was for him to believe we were getting back together. As much as I wanted to, I didn’t pull back. And just so you know, I feel redeemed, as if, for the first time, I’m on the right road with you. I’m angry with myself, for not seeing the monster he is sooner. And I’m mad because he keeps getting away with this.”

Sam frowned and moved closer, resting his hands on each side of her.

“I want a life with you, and I want Dan out of our life forever. More than anything, I want the threat against you gone. And Richard and Maggie…” An awful feeling tightened in her stomach. Richard was supposed to be out there with Sam. Even now in the commotion, she realized, Maggie and the kids were gone.
Oh dear God, what happened?

She grabbed Sam’s arm and tried to sit up. “Sam, where’s Richard, Maggie and the kids?”

“Lay down.” He rubbed her shoulder through the thick pink fleece. They’re safe. Richard pulled them out after you left. We didn’t tell you, because you had enough to pull off. You didn’t need something else to worry about.”

“Why did they leave, Sam? Did something happen.”

Although it was dark, she didn’t miss the way he tensed.
What’s he hiding?

“Sam?” She touched his arm so lightly.

“Richard found out there’s a group of three Dan’s involved with. Lance Silver’s one, the other is Dan’s brother Greg.”

Marcie slid her hand under Sam’s and linked her fingers with his. “Well, you might as well tell me all of it. Who’s the third guy?” Marcie couldn’t help the unease sweeping through her.

“We don’t know for sure, just a rumor, but Richard said it’s a cop.”

“How does Richard know all this?” Marcie bolted upright. “Sam, are Richard and Maggie in danger?”

“Someone called his cell phone when he was out wandering by the road. Richard refused to tell me the name of his contact. Said if we want to continue getting information, his contact stays anonymous. Jesse made sure Diane agreed. As far as we know, Dan has no idea Richard’s been helping us. He’s just an angry husband pissed at his unscrupulous partner who tried to use his wife to commit a crime for him. I’m sure Dan will keep his distance from both of them.”

“Sam, don’t let anything happen to them.”

Marcie felt the spiral spin of the wheel of fortune. A fate set in stone, which couldn’t be undone. The hurt in her tummy expanded. She’d no idea how long she leaned against him, but soon he lowered her down and covered her with the cozy quilt. Her eyes burned; she was so tired. But feared the repercussions in this unknown twisted game, beyond time and her control.

He pulled her against his chest. What he didn’t say, as he rested his chin on the top of her head, was how angry Dan had been at her for betraying him. How he raged at the DEA agents who slapped the steel cuffs on him. And if Lance Silver had his way, Marcie could become a target. “Shhh, get some sleep. Nothing’s going to happen to anybody. Okay?”