Authors: Yelena Kopylova
companies got mixed up.
It was as they came under a hail of fire from the
further German lines that he came across John
Bradshaw. In the illumination of a Very light he
saw him lying against the side of a trench, his fingers gripping the wooden support that led to a
dug-out. He turned him round and saw in the flashes
that he was still alive; one arm was hugging his chest and his sleeve was already stained. He grabbed up the pistol
that was lying by his side and glanced swiftly around.
There were bodies strewn here and there and a few men were still milling about along at the far end of the trench where it turned a corner. As a shell burst overhead he
ducked and covered the lieutenant; then shouting at
him; "It's all right! It's
all right!" he put his hands underneath his oxters and pulled him into the shelter of the dug-out. Then for the second time in a matter of minutes he yelled,
"I'll be back! I'll be back, John."
The men at the end of the trench were pinned down now by a barrage of bursting shells.
There was a sudden explosion at the opposite end
of the trench and timbers and clay were thrown high in the air.
"We're cornered, sir," a voice was bawling
in his ear, and he nodded at the crouching speaker and, pointing backwards, he gesticulated wildly; then
waved his arm in a "Come on!" movement and the huddle of men followed him, stumbling over the bodies
strewn on the duck-boards.
Within a few minutes the dug-out was full
with fifteen privates, a corporal, a sergeant,
and Lieutenant Bradshaw.
It had been an officers' dug-out, as the light
of a torch showed, and Charlie saw that it was well
equipped, better far than theirs had been, in fact
it appeared luxurious. What caught his eye
immediately were three towels hanging on a bench near an enamelled bowl filled with water. Gathering up the
towels, he
went to John Bradshaw and said quickly, "Let's
see the trouble, John?" But he had to force his arm away from his ribs before he could open his jacket. When he ripped down the blood-sodden shirt it was
to disclose a bullet wound at the top of his chest.
"I know what to do, sir, I've done first aid."
The voice was to his side and Charlie said, "Good."
"We'll tear the towels, sir."
With the help of other hands the towels were quickly torn into strips, and when the rough bandaging was done, they carried the lieutenant to the bed in the corner of the
dugout and laid him down, and for the first time John
Bradshaw spoke. "Thanks, Charlie," he said.
"It won't be long before we get you back."
They looked at each other steadily for a moment;
then John Bradshaw merely nodded.
The barrage had lessened somewhat but was still strong, and Charlie issued orders to the sergeant, who
relayed them to the corporal to post men at intervals
along the trench, and for others to remove the bodies to the far end; but not to go beyond the bend. The trench was long and although there was no sound of fighting activity coming from further along it, it was not known who could be lurking there. They would investigate later. Then he went out,
the sergeant going with him.
Cautiously now he raised his head above the
parapet. The early morning light showed a sea of
barbed wire. What was he to do? He couldn't think of
advancing with this handful on his own; but if they stayed here they'd likely all be blown to smithereens.
He turned now and went down the trench and looked
over the other parapet in the direction where he
imagined lay their own lines, but as far as he could
see there was merely barren land pitted with craters,
except where two small hills lay to the right. ...
Or were they hills? That was the direction from where the bombardment had been coming, likely they were
camouflaged fortifications. He hadn't any idea
at the moment where he was. He couldn't remember
seeing those two mounds on the map.
What he did see now were two
figures slowly emerging from a crater. From this distance he couldn't make out whether they were Germans or his
own fellows. He called quietly, "Sergeant,
take a look."
The sergeant raised his head slowly upwards,
then said, "Blokes crawling this way,
sir."
"Yes; but who are they?"
"Bareheaded, no helmets on."
"I think there's one of them injured, one's pulling the other. . . . Yes, and they're ours. Come on."
Without hesitation they both jumped the parapet and,
bent double, made for the crawling men. They had just
reached them when the barrage of fire was intensified, and it was definitely coming now from the direction of the mounds.
Grabbing one man by the collar, Charlie pulled
him unceremoniously forward, and they had almost reached the trench when a shell burst just behind them and the force of the explosion lifted them all and threw them in a bunch
back into the trench.
When they had sorted themselves out, they lay panting
for a moment and took stock of each other. One of the men Charlie recognized straightaway, it was the man
he had stumbled over, one of his own men; and now the
man actually laughed at him as he
spluttered almost hysterically, "You said you'd come back an' get me, an' you did."
The other soldier was covered with wet
slush from head to foot, and as he watched the man
take his hand round his face, then through his mud-matted hair, his heart actually missed a beat.
No, no! not here; not under these circumstances; not
Slater.
But it was Slater, and Slater had recognized
him.
As another shell burst near the parapet Charlie
yelled at his sergeant, "Get them into the dug-out."
No sign of recognition had passed between them but
immediately he entered the dug-out he felt an almost
desperate urge to speak to Slater, in order
to make their stations clear once and for all, yet he
had to force the question through his lips.
"What battalion?" he asked. His voice was
cool, the words clipped.
Slater stared at him, and his hesitation in answering
was put down by those present to shock; fellows did
act like that at times, didn't jump to it, they got
past it.
"12th . . . sir."
The sergeant looked sharply at the
mudcovered figure, the fellow was acting queer; the
way he had said "sir"; shellshock likely.
Charlie stared into Slater's face for a
moment before turning away; then he looked around the
dug-out, saying, "Seemingly they didn't go in for
tea, but there's a few bottles of wine there. Open
them, Sergeant."
"Yes, sir."
"And those tins of beef; you'd better make a
meal of it for I think we might be here a little while
longer."
He now went to the corner of the dug-out where John
Bradshaw lay, and the lieutenant, looking up at
him, said, "They didn't take all that sector
then?"
Charlie shook his head. "No."
"They will."
"Yes, yes, they will. Don't worry."
"The shelling, where's it coming from?"
"One of the hills on our flank, it's still very much alive."
"What do you aim to do?" Suddenly Bradshaw
bit on his lip and his right arm went across his chest and covered the one that was strapped to his body with the
towels.
"Look," Charlie bent over him; "don't
worry. If our lot don't send reinforcements
over we can hold out till dark. Just lie still." He nodded down into the pain-twisted face, then went
outside again.
The sergeant was standing along near
where the last man was posted and where the dead lay
conspicuously piled on both sides of the parapet,
and he turned to Charlie, saying below his breath as he pointed to the bend in the trench, "There's movement along there, sir, I went a little way round and I'm
sure I spotted a head peering out of a dug-out."
Charlie remained still for a moment; then drawing
John Bradshaw's pistol from his holster and looking
first at the sergeant, then at the sentry, he said,
"Come on," and slowly the three went forward. First pausing before a dug-out, their guns at the ready, they would then jump almost as one man into it. Each was well constructed but not so comfortable, Charlie noticed, as the one they had claimed as their temporary headquarters.
They had almost reached the last dug-out before the trench made yet another sharp bend when Charlie held up
his hand and they stood perfectly still.
The minutes ticked away, almost five of them
before, signalling to the sergeant to follow him,
they both sprang forward and through the opening.
His finger was wavering on the trigger. Instinctively
he was about the pull it when "Kamarad! Kamarad!"
The word emerged
from three throats at once; two of the men were lying
on the floor, the third was leaning on his elbow, one
arm thrust high above his head; his trouser knee was
soaked red; the second man on the floor hadn't
raised his hands because they were holding the side of his head; the first man now stood up, his hands well above
his head.
"Come on!" Charlie signalled to the standing man to move forward, then called to the private: "Stay with them! We'll send someone forward for them." He went out and followed the sergeant who was now thrusting the German along the trench at the point of his
bayonet.
In the passage along the trench Charlie
detailed two men to go and bring the wounded Germans
down. Back in their own dug-out the man who was acting
as orderly exclaimed on sight of the prisoner,
"Blimey! a live one."
Slater, sitting hunched up in the corner of the
dug-out, said nothing, and as Charlie's eyes swept
over him, as if unseeing, he noticed, with
surprise, for the first time that his sleeve now bore no stripes. Slater had been deprived of the power
to bully and blast. Why?
After a moment he said in an aside to his
sergeant andwitha backward lift of his head
in the direction of Slater, "Put him on guard."
"I... I think he's in shock, sir,
shellshock, he won't open his mouth."
He wanted to say, "Yes, he's in shock all
right, but it isn't shellshock, it's hate that's tying
his tongue."
And as the thought came to him, he swung round to stare into the eyes of Slater. It was as if their steel-hard
gaze had willed him to turn, and he experienced a
fear that all the guns and the slaughter hadn't so far
evoked in him.
"You'd better watch out." It was as if someone had spoken aloud, for he answered the voice, saying,
"Yes, by God, yes, I'd better watch out."
It was around midday when he was almost about to give the order to make it back to their own lines that the
bombardment from the mounds started in earnest and two men on sentry duty at the farthest end of the trench were
killed outright. To add further to the confusion, their own batteries took up the challenge.
He didn't know how far their line had advanced,
or if they had advanced at all, but he gauged that
as long as there was the crossfire there would be no
surprise attack
from the German flank to retake this particular section of the line, and so he ordered the remaining men into the dug-out, only almost immediately to feel he had made a
mistake and they would all be buried alive, for a
shell bursting near up above cracked the timbers in
the roof and brought the clay spattering amongst them.
The German prisoners showed little emotion, they
sat huddled together staring before them; even the one who wasn't wounded looked dazed.
As the afternoon wore on, the shelling became
intermittent from both sides, and then as dusk was about to set in there fell over the whole land a silence. It
was a weird silence. Back home Charlie would have
thought of it as the silence of evening falling into night; here, he knew, it was the calm before the storm.
John Bradshaw who was doubtless in great pain and
who looked pretty sick muttered, "What are you
thinking of doing?" and Charlie replied, "Once it's dark, make a break for our lines again, go back the
way we came. I've been looking at the map.
We'll have to move north-west. Battle
Wood I think lies to the north, and to tell you the
truth I
don't know if we've come through two sets of lines
or not."
"I shouldn't think so; our artillery seems too
near for that."
"I hope you're right."
"I... I know they are dead beat but I think
you'd be wise to put some of them on guard before it
gets too dark, you don't know but what we may be
surprised."
"Yes, I'll do that."
He turned away now and issued orders to the
sergeant to place his men again at intervals along the
trench leaving only three men behind. Then beckoning
these three men to the opening of the dug-out he said in an undertone, "You know what to do when I give the
signal. Get him on to the stretcher. Don't
take any notice of his protests, just get him on
to it. Then put the able-bodied prisoner at the
front and one of you take the back. When you go out of
here turn left." He pointed. "The three wounded men"-he jerked his head backwards-"well, two of you get in between them, you know the drill, and follow the stretcher. We'll be around you. The main thing