The City of the Broken (Prince of the Broken) (11 page)

Oh, how stupid could I be! Of course Calix the worlds best looking prince, Calix the genius, could never want me. I deserve to have been conned for being such a gullible fool. I
remember that girl I spoke to in the street, that broken girl “I used to date the prince” she said. Of course she did, she was one of those he recruited, who he fooled that he loved like me. I knew Calix was smart but I didn’t know him to be so manipulative or heartless. Doesn’t he care about the girls whose hearts he breaks? He seems to have only one objective: to recruit members of the city, whatever the cost. What a cruel man, but a brilliant prince. Well I shall not let him achieve his aims, I refuse to join the City of the Broken, I refuse to let him break me. At least now that I know this I can just get over him, rather than cry over a Calix that doesn’t really exist. The prince I knew was an illusion. I don’t know if this makes it better or worse, knowing that I was tricked. Calix was always so perfect, too perfect. I should have sussed that something was up. But I was too blinded by a huge crush, awe struck by the most fascinating human being I have ever met who actually knew I existed and showed interest in me. I’m so gullible. He must have thought  I had ’idiot’ flashing in a neon light over my head. He would probably like a girl like Anita, well dressed and just as cold as he is. They are probably both laughing at me right now. He even convinced me to dress up as a cheerleader! I bet that Anita was in on the whole thing all along. She’s probably his fiancée. And what about that story he told me about Freddie, was that a sham as well? I just don’t know what to believe anymore, things are never as they seem. And to think he had me convinced all along that his father was trying to split us up. If only that
was
the real reason, but no,
Calix
wanted to split us up. He’s planned it all along. It meant nothing to him, just another days business, another girl to recruit, another girl to break. He’s probably already onto his next victim already. If he starts dating any other girl in college, I must tell her of his true colours straight away.

But what I don
’t understand is that he said he was recruiting me because I always looked lonely and sad. What was the need in breaking me if he thought me already broken?

As I walk through this wondrous black city, epic and mournful, I cant help but look at the girls. Girls similar to my own age, women a little older. Are t
hey all women who fell for Calix? They look sad, longing, reaching out willing to give it all to a man who doesn’t want them. I felt like the luckiest girl in the whole world, now I feel like everybody else. But I refuse to be like them. I wont hang around this city waiting for the prince to love me again when he never will. I will not be broken. When I return to college on Monday I shall be the happiest girl there. I shall have a permanent smile and I will genuinely feel glad. Glad to have had such a lucky escape from Mr. Champion Heartbreaker Extraordinaire. Calix has gone from Prince Charming to Prince Alarming. It was noble of his father to inform me, he could easily have been happy that his son was recruiting citizens, no questions asked. But he didn’t approve of Calix’s devious schemes.

The morning of college I’ve consciously chosen not to wear black. I’m not going to look like the unhappy ‘dumped’ girl. I don’t even know if Calix is going to be there or not. I don’t care, I’m not going to acknowledge him. The worst part will be telling everybody else we are not dating anymore after they saw us looking loved up at the ice rink. He was dropping hints about his ’father’ then. He’s being trying to break us up for ages, only I’ve been too stupid to see it.

Walking into class, Isabelle, shouts across the room
“How’s it going with you and lover boy then?”

“
Oh we are not together  anymore” I say.

“
Dumped you did he? He’s too good looking that’s the trouble, he knows he can get any girl he wants.” she remarks and I nod in agreement.

“
You two are no longer on then, what happened?” asks Jasmine.

“
He just left me. He didn’t really give much explanation, although he said it was something to do with his father interfering” I say not wishing to have to explain the full details. Calix is a prince, who uses his model looks to break girls hearts.

“
Oh, that is such an excuse Seren, his father? He’s too old for his father to be interfering in his love life.”

She doesn
’t know how right she is.

“
I know I feel a fool for falling for that line but I guess I’m just over him. I don’t really care to have him explain the truth to me”. She just nods but doesn’t look convinced that I could ever get over someone like Calix so quickly. But to my relief  Mrs. Shelley starts to speak about our English assignment.

We listen to Hamlet on audio, discussing Claudius. I
’m glad I can sit here and get absorbed in Shakespeare, not having to allow my own thoughts to enter my mind. Not having to think  ‘I miss Calix’. Its going to be a long day. We have a maths test and I haven’t studied. Why? Oh, I remember. I was having the time of my life dating a hot prince. Maybe the hard reality of fractions, decimals and percentages is exactly what I need. All logic. No emotion. No romanticism or fantasy like in Shakespeare. Because it’s a play about royalty and betrayal and only further serves to remind me of Calix. Oh, look at me, I’m being exactly what he wanted me to be, Broken, my longing heart. Give it up. He’s just as bad as any cheat. The betrayal is the same.

At lunchtime I contemplate staying the whole hour in class, not having to risk facing him again. In the past I would run out of class, straight to the library. Just to look into those oceanic eyes. Now I
’m like the Titanic sinking into them, the wreckage consumed by the sea. But then I decide I shall be the ship that avoided the ice berg. I shall go into the canteen. I am not hiding, I’m being strong. If I see him, I’ll just blank him. He deserves it.

I wave when I see Jasmine and
her friend in the canteen.
“I’ll be over in a minute” I mouth at them. She gives me a thumbs up and for whatever reason this instantly lifts my mood. I kind of feel I neglected my friends when I’ve been off gallivanting with Calix. Well not anymore, I’ll concentrate on the laughs we’ll enjoy at lunch. As I smile at this thought, I feel a tap on my shoulder. I turn around and then an earthquake begins beneath my feet. Its Calix. What does he want?

“
Hi Seren. I’m sorry about what happened the other night. I was worried I’d never see you again, but I’ve shook them off my case …for now” he smiles.

“
Oh have you” I say totally uninterested .He’s succeeded in his mission, why is he bothering me now?

“
Yeah, well I’m sure they’ll be back when I take you back to the city but it doesn’t matter. I’m not going to let my father boss me around anymore” he says.

“
Oh right your father, of course. I’m not going back to that city Calix” I say annoyed while the waitress looks alarmed at my stand-offish behaviour towards Calix. If only she knew.

“
Seren? What do you mean you’re not going back to the city? Is everything okay? You seem upset with me” he says looking genuinely worried .He should go into acting. He’s brilliant.

“
Oh cut all this pretence Calix. I know all about your little plan. Your father told me everything. But I
will not
let you break me Calix, you phoney. Leave me alone and go and recruit some other foolish girl who falls for your charms” I say storming towards Jasmine, aware that a lot of people are curious as to why I’m angry at he who looks made of marble. I forgot how beautiful he was in just a day. You can only believe it if you see him.

“
Break you? Seren, I don’t want to hurt you at all. What did my father say to you? Please talk to me” he says looking so childlike and innocent, my heart almost melts. Almost.

“
Please don’t Calix. Look I wont be another girl you recruit, either confess or go away” .

“
Seren I don’t know what my father said to you, but whatever it is, its probably not true. He is beyond manipulative ,he twists everything. He’s always convinced my girlfriends to leave me”.

Jasmine and her friend stare at each other in disbelief.

“Look I don’t want to do this here with everyone looking at us. Let’s go somewhere quiet if you wont leave me alone”.

I
walk with Calix out of the canteen.  I have to confront this .We decide to go into an empty classroom.

“
Please tell me what he said Seren” He looks so sad and concerned that even I take pity on him.

“
He told me that you intentionally break girls hearts to get them to join the city, that you were only dating me to recruit me and that you do this with countless other girls”, I inform him.

He looks horrified, but then he could just be a good liar.

“Seren, I haven’t dated anyone for at least three years ,ask anybody who works in the palace. Freddie and Anita can tell you how he has always wrecked my love life. And now I know how. I promise, I would never do something like that Seren. Yes I tried to recruit you. But you already looked broken, why would I need to break your heart? But then I genuinely fell in love with you and Dad’s tried to ruin it ever since he found out”.

I don
’t know who to believe. He looks genuine .But so does the King. One of them is lying, but who?

“
How can I know you’re telling the truth? You could just be saying all this and then leave me again, breaking me forever. Are you dating Anita?” I ask curious as to why he brought her up.

“
What? Of course I’m not dating Anita, she’s engaged to Freddie, that’s why she was in the Royal Box at the match”.

Oh.

“Do you ever recruit girls by pretending that you love them and then breaking their hearts?”

“
Seren, of course not. Every person I have ever recruited was already broken when I first met them. And for your information, you are the first girl I ever recruited that I’ve dated. All the other girls I’ve gone out with were already city members”.

“
Oh please believe me ,I thought I’d already lost you. I didn’t need my father telling you lies to turn you against me as well” he pleads.

I
’m starting to believe he is telling the truth, he looks so sincere. Not a trace of dishonesty in his face.

“
But why would your father say that? Surely he wouldn’t go to those lengths?”

“
Oh he would. He’s always turned my girlfriends against me. I’ve always been left. I wondered why. They seemed angry with me for no reason, but its because of what he told them .I know how persuasive he can be. Everyone thinks him so honest, but truly he is the most ruthless man ever. He will do absolutely anything to maintain The City of the Broken”.

“
But why would he think me a threat to it?”

“
Its because you make me happy, and if the Prince is happy, then the citizens may start to be happy and then it wont be a broken city anymore Seren and he has done so much to make sure it stays that way” he says holding both my hands and looking deeply into my eyes.

“
You mean he’d make his own son unhappy just for the sake of his Kingdom?”

“
He would. That’s why he stops me from having a girlfriend. And tries to ban me from mixing with ‘regular’ people. That’s why it meant so much for me to go to a ‘normal’ college. Everyone laid-back, sure they have bad days, but usually they’re in a good mood. And I love that .If I’d have gone to The Broken Academy, everyone would be distraught ,morbid. Its not the life I wanted”, his voice sounds so longing, he does just want to be like everyone else.

“
But I thought you said the City really helped Frederick, saving him?”

“
The City’s not all bad, but he’s taken it too far. He’s almost forcing people to be depressed rather than celebrating the freedom in not smiling ,not putting on a show, which I think is what a lot of the citizens thought they were signing up for when they first joined”.

“
He has to be stopped. Calix you can’t let him go on like this ,he really is tyrannical.” I say still in shock.

“
He is Seren, truly. He was never this awful in the past you know, I don’t even recognize him myself anymore, my own father” he says trailing off in  contemplation.

I put my hand on his arm to comfort
him. This is the same guy I thought I’d never speak to again, just an hour prior. And now I feel different towards him than I did before ,I feel sympathetic. Usually I see Calix as this champion of being alive. He does everything so well, excelling at every subject. He has beauty, compassion, depth and yet he just may be a little bit broken himself. I think he had a difficult childhood, and I think his father has tried to knock every single little bit of joy him. I did wonder why such a beauty always looked so lonely when he should be surrounded by girls and friends ,but alas its because his Father has instilled in him a sense of melancholy, discipline, seriousness .To be the Prince of the Broken and nothing else. Not a teenager ,not a boyfriend, not one of the boys. The head of state ,the figurehead of the Broken. What a burden to bear. Suddenly Calix of the perfect life is not looking so flawless. Being normal definitely has its perks.