The Clause

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The Clause
© 2012 Brian Wiprud

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DEDICATION

For Joanne

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Special thanks to
Terri Bischoff and the fine graphics team at Midnight Ink for indulging the intricacies of this novel; Alex Glass, my intrepid literary agent; Sean Daily, my persevering film agent; my first readers, Skip, Chris, Ted, Liz, and Kerry—you were a huge help. And, as ever, special thanks to Helen Hills for copy-editing the first draft.

One

My hand was pressed
to Trudy’s breast. I felt her heart faltering, tripping, stumbling. My heart was galloping ahead of hers, like it was trying to pull her heart along, keep it in the race.

I’d given up trying to stop the bleeding; all I could do was will her to stay alive.

If only for a few more minutes. Or seconds. And then my life would be over, too, at least as I’d known it.

A hospital? That wasn’t part of
The Clause
, what you signed onto without signing anything when you enlisted in this business. It was the pact; that was the way it was. If you got compromised on an operation, that was pretty much it: you’d been compromised and were a liability to the team. You didn’t expect your partner to do anything except maybe watch you die or kill the bastard that shot you. At the hospital was heat, questions, and no answers that would keep you out of prison or contain the collateral damage. There was the temptation to leave an injured party where the cops could deliver him to the hospital and maybe save his life. It happened now and again. But alive or dead, the injured party was a link to the rest of the crew and the operation. Cops and reporters would figure out who the patient is and find out who that person knows, and next thing they know the crew is arrested and being questioned and it hits the evening news. If you took an injured party to the hospital, you risked bringing heat down on everybody. You didn’t let mistakes or bad luck multiply like that; it only spread it around. That was what The Clause was all about: limiting liability. Everybody is expendable.

I could feel Trudy’s heart squeezing for all it was worth, about to burst, trying to make what little blood might have still been in those adorable curves keep making those laps in the veins, keep life’s race going. Then her heart would pause.

One Mississippi, two Mississippi
…

It was as if it was taking a breather. It couldn’t keep up but would stumble a few beats more. I put Trudy’s hand on my chest.

“Feel it, sugar, keep going.”

She gasped, tiny bubbles of blood on her lips. Her big browns opened and focused on mine. Yellow street light through the SUV’s back window cast deep shadows on her face.

“Damn,” she whispered.

“I know, I know, I know.”

“We got it?”

“Don’t you remember?”

“We got it?”

“We got it, and there was a lot, a whole lot. We could go away to the beach house for a while. I don’t even know who did this to you, it’s completely nuts.”

Trudy’s lips twisted into a half-smile. Her eyes were clear and bright with tears that ran down her cheeks. “I’m sorry, Gill.”

“I know, sugar, I know, I know.
I’m sorry.
It’s not your fault.”

Her heart tightened like a fist. Then I felt it slowly loosen its grip, like a reluctant hand dropping a flower onto a grave.

Trudy’s lips parted, exhaling. I looked deep into the canyon of those big browns and the shadow of forever filled them, never again to warm with a sunrise. The eyes were no longer eyes. They didn’t see.

“
Trudy!
”

The blood gurgled in her throat. Her whole body became heavier. I put my lips to her forehead and inhaled the last of her, along with a tangy whiff of acidic reality. She was dead.

This was the deal, this was the pact, this was the way it was. This was the risk, the price you knew you might one day pay and not realize it was too much, that none of it was worth it.

But she was also my love. The Clause makes no special provisions for that. Except maybe that love was my mistake.

I knew in that instant that my life from then on would be filled with regret, for all the things I might and might not have done.

Yet in the yellow shadows of the SUV, I felt my soul get lighter, like Trudy’s was pulling mine along with her. My soul wanted to go, too. It didn’t want to stay here without her, to stay in a world of regret, to stay and be alone. My heart actually skipped a beat, like it was considering calling it quits and letting my soul go with hers. My chest ached from my spirit struggling to escape.

My mind stepped in—it wasn’t going to give up that easy. It told my body that we were staying, that we had to stay, that I had to follow policy. Why? Because following policy is what I did, that’s how an operation doesn’t go south, that’s how Trudy and I got this far and always got the gems free and clear. I had to be smart, I had to have a clear head. I knew what I had to do.

Since her bad luck was contained and didn’t compromise the operation, I felt like it was mine to use. I was going to aim Trudy’s bad luck at the people who needlessly took her life, and mine. We never hurt anybody by lifting sparks. Boosting jewelry for us was stealing into dark places at night and slipping out without anybody seeing us. There was no smash-and-grab and no gunplay.

Then out of nowhere: this.

Trudy dead in my arms.

I wanted to explode into a jillion pieces, to scream and shatter the dark sky, to thunder and crack the earth, to pull my own heart out of my chest and rain. And rain and rain and rain, the gutters swollen with my agony, my anguish, my regret.

I trembled in the yellow light of the SUV, Trudy’s lifeless, flat eyes looking at mine.

Releasing her body, I felt like I’d been embracing a sack of mulch, like it had never even been alive. The inside of the SUV filled with an organic, tinny smell like lawn fertilizer, and the windows were steaming up. Maybe it was from my sweat, her blood, the smell of death. My shirt and pants were warm with Trudy’s blood. I couldn’t drive like that, much less spread it all over the SUV. If I got pulled over, there’d be no explaining it away.

Self-preservation and policy began to edge out my regret, rage, and self-pity.

I stripped off my shirt and used the back of it to wipe the blood from my chest, neck, and face. I slipped out of my pants and draped them and the shirt over the body. Then I rolled over the seat into the rear passenger seats, next to our black knapsacks. There was a compartment under the seat, and inside was a change of clothes. Believe me, in this business, you have to have lots of spare sets of clothing around. You get dirty, you get sweaty, and witnesses ID you by your clothes more than anything else. Out came the pack of clothes, in went the knapsack, the ones with the sparks and our tools.

Dressed in a Hawaiian shirt, shorts, and sneakers, I climbed into the driver’s seat, keys still in the ignition. I put the windows down to air out the SUV. Sultry summer washed over me, the smell of grass, trees, and cooling asphalt.

I was parked on a side street in West New York, and drove to Boulevard East, a busy two-lane that runs along the edge of a cliff called the Palisades across the Hudson River from Manhattan. At the stop sign I watched as two townies raced by with their lights rolling, no sirens. I knew where they were headed, toward the Grand Excelsior condos, toward where Trudy got unlucky.

I made a left, in the opposite direction, midtown Manhattan shimmering in the summer heat a half-mile below and to my right. On my left were a jumble of three-story row houses and plain brick apartment buildings. About a mile up, I made a right turn, down one of the few steep roads that leads down the cliff. At the bottom of the cliff is River Road, a four-lane commercial with strip malls, townhouses, high-rises, and lousy Italian restaurants. River Road took me to a small, dark side street next to the pollution control plant. I killed my lights and swung into the gated entrance to the plant, careful to position the SUV in front of a row of metal plates, but also to block the view of any possible cameras pointed my way from the plant. Cameras are everywhere these days. Someone in a passing car could see what I was doing if he looked carefully into the shadows, so my idea was to work fast.

With a tire iron, I pried open one of the steel hatches in the driveway and heaved it up until it leaned against the bumper of the SUV. Below in the darkness was the gush of water and the roar of the grinders, their carbide teeth meshing. This was the spot where raw sewage came into the plant, and it was the grinders that removed solids, made them into slurry, and took them out of the sewage before treatment. I opened the SUV’s back and pulled my bloody shirt and pants off of the body, tossing them into the grinding chamber. Hands under the body’s armpits, I lifted the torso. It didn’t look a lot like Trudy anymore, and it helped not to think of it that way. Trudy was gone. This was no more Trudy than her clothes; it was just something she wore when she was alive.

Then I made the mistake of taking a last look at her face, remembering the time we actually talked about this moment. That was almost like a joke, but we talked about what if one of us were the injured party, what we would do with the body, how we would follow policy. And we came up with this. I never in a jillion years thought that it might happen, that it would be me dropping her into the grinder.

“Fucket, sugar, I am so sorry. I love you, baby.” I started to cry then. I just couldn’t keep it bottled up anymore. I pulled, stepped aside, and heard her thud on the pavement and then pitch down into the manhole:
splash
. The pavement shuddered as the grinders ate her. I pulled out the bloody splash mat from the back of the SUV and dropped that down into the grinders, too, before closing the back of the SUV and the steel hatch.

Life really sucks sometimes.

For me it was never worse.