Read The Complete Malazan Book of the Fallen Online
Authors: Steven Erikson
Since they were all fleeing, he was not unduly concerned.
He came within sight of the square tower. The Azath. Apart from its primitive style of architecture, there seemed to be little else to set it apart. Brys was baffled by the Ceda's assertion that a structure of stone and wood could be sentient, could breathe with a life of its own. A building presupposed a builder, yet Kuru Qan claimed that the Azath simply rose into being, drawn together of its own accord. Inviting suspicion on every law of causality generations of scholars had posited as irrefutable truth.
The surrounding grounds were less mysterious, if profoundly more dangerous. The humped barrows in the overgrown yard were unmistakable. Gnarled and stunted, dead trees rose here and there, sometimes from the highest point of the mound, but more often from the flanks. A winding flagstone pathway began opposite the front door, the gate marked by rough pillars of unmortared stone wrapped in vines and runners. The remnants of a low wall enclosed the grounds.
Brys reached the edge of the yard along one side, the gate to his right, the tower to the left. And saw immediately that many of the barrows within sight had slumped on at least one of their sides, as if gutted from within. The weeds covering the mounds were dead, blackened as if by rot.
He studied the scene for a moment longer, then made his way round the perimeter towards the gateway. Striding between the pillars, onto the first flagstoneâwhich pitched down to one side with a grinding clunk. Brys tottered, flinging his arms out for balance, and managed to recover without falling.
High-pitched laughter from near the tower's entrance.
He looked up.
The girl emerged from the shadow cast by the tower. âI know you. I followed the ones following you. And killed them.'
âWhat has happened here?'
âBad things.' She came closer, mould-patched and dishevelled. âAre you my friend? I was supposed to help it stay alive. But it died anyway, and things are busy killing each other. Except for the one the tower chose. He wants to talk to you.'
âTo me?'
âTo one of my grown-up friends.'
âWho,' Brys asked, âare your other grown-up friends?'
âMother Shurq, Father Tehol, Uncle Ublala, Uncle Bugg.'
Brys was silent. Then, âWhat is your name?'
âKettle.'
âKettle, how many people have you killed in the past year?'
She cocked her head. âI can't count past eight and two.'
âAh.'
âLots of eight and twos.'
âAnd where do the bodies go?'
âI bring them back here and push them into the ground.'
âAll of them?'
She nodded.
âWhere is this friend of yours? The one who wants to talk to me?'
âI don't know if he's a friend. Follow me. Step where I step.'
She took him by the hand and Brys fought to repress a shiver at that clammy grip. Off the flagstoned path, between barrows, the ground shifting uncertainly beneath each cautious step. There were more insects, but of fewer varieties, as if some kind of attrition had occurred on the grounds of the Azath. âI have never seen insects like these before,' Brys said. âThey'reâ¦big.'
âOld, from the times when the tower was born,' Kettle said. âEggs in the bro
ken ground. Those stick-like brown ones with the heads at both ends are the meanest. They eat at my toes when I sit still too long. And they're hard to crush.'
âWhat about those yellow, spiky ones?'
âThey don't bother me. They eat only birds and mice. Here.'
She had stopped before a crumpled mound on which sat one of the larger trees in the yard, the wood strangely streaked grey and black, the twigs and branches projecting in curves rather than sharp angles. Roots spread out across the entire barrow, the remaining bark oddly scaled, like snake skin.
Brys frowned. âAnd how are we to converse, with him in there and me up here?'
âHe's trapped. He says you have to close your eyes and think about nothing. Like you do when you fight, he says.'
Brys was startled. âHe's speaking to you now?'
âYes, but he says that isn't good enough, because I don't know enoughâ¦words. Words and things. He has to show you. He says you've done this before.'
âIt seems I am to possess no secrets,' Brys said.
âNot many, no, so he says he'll do the same in return. So you can trust each other. Somewhat.'
âSomewhat. His word?'
She nodded.
Brys smiled. âWell, I appreciate his honesty. All right, I will give this a try.' He closed his eyes. Kettle's cold hand remained in his, small, the flesh strangely loose on the bones. He pulled his thoughts from that detail. A fighter's mind was not in truth emptied during a fight. It was, instead, both coolly detached and mindful. Concentration defined by a structure which was in turn assembled under strict laws of pragmatic necessity. Thus, observational, calculating, and entirely devoid of emotion, even as every sense was awakened.
He felt himself lock into that familiar, reassuring structure.
And was stunned by the strength of the will that tugged him away. He fought against a rising panic, knowing he was helpless before such power. Then relented.
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Above him, a sky transformed. Sickly, swirling green light surrounding a ragged black wound large enough to swallow a moon. Clouds twisted, tortured and shorn through by the descent of innumerable objects, each object seeming to fight the air as it fell, as if this world was actively resisting the intrusion. Objects pouring from that wound, tunnelling through layers of the sky.
On the landscape before him was a vast city, rising up from a level plain with tiered gardens and raised walkways. A cluster of towers rose from the far side, reaching to extraordinary heights. Farmland reached out from the city's outskirts in every direction for as far as Brys could see, strange shadows flowing over it as he watched.
He pulled his gaze from the scene and looked down, to find that he stood on a platform of red-stained limestone. Before him steep steps ran downward, row upon row, hundreds, to a paved expanse flanked by blue-painted columns. A
glance to his right revealed a sharply angled descent. He was on a flat-topped pyramid-shaped structure, and, he realized with a start, someone was standing beside him, on his left. A figure barely visible, ghostly, defying detail. It was tall, and seemed to be staring up at the sky, focused on the terrible dark wound.
Objects were striking the ground now, landing hard but with nowhere near the velocity they should have possessed. A loud crack reverberated from the concourse between the columns below, and Brys saw that a massive stone carving had come to rest there. A bizarre beast-like human, squatting with thickly muscled arms reaching down the front, converging with a two-handed grip on the penis. Shoulders and head were fashioned in the likeness of a bull. A second set of legs, feminine, were wrapped round the beast-man's hips, the platform on which he crouched cut, Brys now saw, into a woman's form, lying on her back beneath him. From nearby rose the clatter of scores of clay tabletsâtoo distant for Brys to see if there was writing on them, though he suspected there might beâskidding as if on cushions of air before coming to a rest in a scattered swath.
Fragments of buildingsâcut limestone blocks, cornerstones, walls of adobe, wattle and daub. Then severed limbs, blood-drained sections of cattle and horses, a herd of something that might have been goats, each one turned inside out, intestines flopping. Dark-skinned humansâor at least their arms, legs and torsos.
Above, the sky was filling with large pallid fragments, floating down like snow.
And something huge was coming through the wound. Wreathed in lightning that seemed to scream with pain, shrieks unending, deafening.
Soft words spoke in Brys's mind. âMy ghost, let loose to wander, perhaps, to witness. They warred against Kallor; it was a worthy cause. Butâ¦what they have done hereâ¦.'
Brys could not pull his eyes from that howling sphere of lightning. He could see limbs within it, the burning arcs entwined about them like chains. âWhatâwhat is it?'
âA god, Brys Beddict. In its own realm, it was locked in a war. For there were rival gods. Temptationsâ¦'
âIs this a vision of the past?' Brys asked.
âThe past lives on,' the figure replied. âThere is no way of knowingâ¦standing here. How do we measure the beginning, the endâfor all of us, yesterday was as today, and as it will be tomorrow. We are not aware. Or perhaps we are, yet chooseâfor convenience, for peace of mindânot to see. Not to think.' A vague gesture with one hand. âSome say twelve mages, some say seven. It does not matter, for they are about to become dust.'
The massive sphere was roaring now, burgeoning with frightening speed as it plunged earthward. It would, Brys realized, strike the city.
âThus, in their effort to enforce a change upon the scheme, they annihilate themselves, and their own civilization.'
âSo they failed.'
The figure said nothing for a time.
And the descending god struck; a blinding flash, a detonation that shook the
pyramid beneath them and sent fissures through the concourse below. Smoke, rising in a column that then billowed outward, swallowing the world in shadow. Wind rushed outward in a shock, flattening trees in the farmland, toppling the columns lining the concourse. The trees then burst into flame.
âIn answer to a perceived desperation, fuelled by seething rage, they called down a god. And died with the effort. Does that mean that they failed in their gambit? No, I do not speak of Kallor. I speak of their helplessness which gave rise to their desire for
change
. Brys Beddict, were their ghosts standing with us now, here in the future world where our flesh resides, thus able to see what their deed has wrought, they would recognize that all that they sought has come to pass.
âThat which was chained to the earth has twisted the walls of its prison. Beyond recognition. Its poison has spread out and infected the world and all who dwell upon it.'
âYou leave me without hope,' Brys said.
âI am sorry for that. Do not seek to find hope among your leaders. They are the repositories of poison. Their interest in you extends only so far as their ability to control you. From you, they seek duty and obedience, and they will ply you with the language of stirring faith. They seek followers, and woe to those who question, or voice challenge.
âCivilization after civilization, it is the same. The world falls to tyranny with a whisper. The frightened are ever keen to bow to a perceived necessity, in the belief that necessity forces conformity, and conformity a certain stability. In a world shaped into conformity, dissidents stand out, are easily branded and dealt with. There is no multitude of perspectives, no dialogue. The victim assumes the face of the tyrant, self-righteous and intransigent, and wars breed like vermin. And people die.'
Brys studied the firestorm engulfing what was once a city of great beauty. He did not know its name, nor the civilization that had birthed it, and, it now struck him, it did not matter.
âIn your world,' the figure said, âthe prophecy approaches its azimuth. An emperor shall arise. You are from a civilization that sees war as an extension of economics. Stacked bones become the foundation for your roads of commerce, and you see nothing untoward in thatâ'
âSome of us do.'
âIrrelevant. Your legacy of crushed cultures speaks its own truth. You intend to conquer the Tiste Edur. You claim that each circumstance is different, unique, but it is neither different nor unique. It is all the same. Your military might proves the virtue of your cause. But I tell you this, Brys Beddict, there is no such thing as destiny. Victory is not inevitable. Your enemy lies in waiting, in your midst. Your enemy hides without need for disguise, when belligerence and implied threat are sufficient to cause your gaze to shy away. It speaks your language, takes your words and uses them against you. It mocks your belief in truths, for it has made itself the arbiter of those truths.'
âLether is not a tyrannyâ'
âYou assume the spirit of your civilization is personified in your benign king. It
is not. Your king exists because it is deemed permissible that he exist. You are ruled by greed, a monstrous tyrant lit gold with glory. It cannot be defeated, only annihilated.' Another gesture towards the fiery chaos below. âThat is your only hope of salvation, Brys Beddict. For greed kills itself, when there is nothing left to hoard, when the countless legions of labourers are naught but bones, when the grisly face of starvation is revealed in the mirror.
âThe god is fallen. He crouches now, seeding devastation. Rise and fall, rise and fall, and with each renewal the guiding spirit is less, weaker, more tightly chained to a vision bereft of hope.'
âWhy does this god do this to us?'
âBecause he knows naught but pain, and yearns only to share it, to visit it upon all that lives, all that exists.'
âWhy have you shown me this?'
âI make you witness, Brys Beddict, to the symbol of your demise.'
âWhy?'
The figure was silent for a moment, then said, âI advised you to not look for hope from your leaders, for they shall feed you naught but lies. Yet hope exists. Seek for it, Brys Beddict, in the one who stands at your side, from the stranger upon the other side of the street. Be brave enough to endeavour to cross that street. Look neither skyward nor upon the ground. Hope persists, and its voice is compassion, and honest doubt.'
The scene began to fade.
The figure at his side spoke one last time. âThat is all I would tell you. All I can tell you.'
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He opened his eyes, and found himself once more standing before the barrow, the day dying around him. Kettle still held his hand in her cold clasp.
âYou will help me now?' she asked.