The Complete Private Collection: Private; Invitation Only; Untouchable; Confessions; Inner Circle; Legacy; Ambition; Revelation; Last Christmas; Paradise ... The Book of Spells; Ominous; Vengeance (337 page)

Josh paused and looked down the hall, in the direction from which he’d come. My eyes narrowed automatically as he braced both hands against either side of the doorway and leaned his whole body forward into the room.

“Um, hey,” he said.

Um, hey?

“Hi.” I uncurled my legs and placed my feet carefully on the floor. Part of me didn’t want him to notice my terrified body language—didn’t want him to worry—but part of me was also wondering . . . how could he
not
notice it? Why hadn’t he immediately asked me what was wrong?

Finally he stepped into the room. “What’s up?” he asked, shoving his hands into the pockets of his jeans and looking around the room. Looking everywhere but at me.

My heart gave an extra-hard thump. He was acting really weird. He didn’t . . . he couldn’t . . . there was no way he had something to do with the missing stuff, was there? He wouldn’t try to sabotage Billings. Not when he knew how much it meant to me. Not when he knew how Sabine had tortured me last fall by infiltrating my room. But then why was he so blatantly keeping his distance from me?

“Nothing,” I said flatly.

“So did you have fun with Noelle and them?” he asked, looking me in the eye for the first time.

“Yeah. It was great,” I said. I tried to infuse my words with enthusiasm. “She was so excited when she saw Kiran and Taylor. It was awesome.”

Josh smiled and suddenly, just like that, he was Josh again. He sat down next to me and knocked my shoulder with his. “Told ya so.”

My heart relaxed slightly. “Didn’t anyone ever tell you that everyone hates a guy who says ‘I told you so’?”

“Oh, right.” He reached for my hand and held it. “I think I
have
heard that somewhere.”

I looked down at our fingers, at the sparkling aquamarine promise ring Josh had given me for my birthday, and suddenly felt like a colossal jerk for suspecting him. Josh may have hated Billings in the past, but he would never do anything to hurt me. Someone else had to be behind all this.

Which, of course, made me feel gross and violated and paranoid all over again. I opened my mouth to tell Josh about MT and the thefts, but my throat closed over the words. I didn’t want to stress him out and make him worry. And maybe just the teeniest, tiniest bit of me didn’t want to see how he’d react, just in case he wasn’t surprised.

I was going to tell him eventually. I would. I just had to sort out a few things first for myself.

“I’m glad it all worked out,” Josh said, giving my hand a squeeze.

“Yeah,” I said distractedly, my eyes scanning the room for more items out of place, trying to discern if anything else might be missing. “Yeah, me too.”

“And now I’d like to introduce the driving force behind this entire project,” Carolina said into the microphone, leaning toward the podium. “Miss Reed Brennan.”

She threw out her arm in my direction and I stood up shakily from my chair on the stage. The crowd clapped and cheered and I gave them the widest smile I could manage, considering how nervous I was. The sun was blinding, but I could still make out the surprisingly large crowd gathered at the base of the five-foot-high stage. Not only were there dozens of older Billings alumnae represented, but some of my more recently graduated friends were there too. Natasha Crenshaw, my former roommate, stood at the front of the pack with Walt Whittaker and Dash McCafferty, who held hands with Noelle in the sun. Josh stood next to Noelle, along with Ivy and Tiffany, whose camera was at the ready. Several reporters, some with microphones and cameras, others with tape recorders or notepads, were focused
on me. Behind me on the stage, all the members of the Billings Board of Directors were seated in their chairs, waiting to hear my speech. I glanced down at Headmaster Hathaway as I passed him by and was almost surprised he didn’t shoot out a leg to trip me.

“Thank you, everyone, for that amazing welcome, and thanks for simply being here. Before I get started I’d like to thank Headmaster Hathaway and the Board of Directors for granting me the distinct honor of rebuilding Billings House.” I looked over at the board, each member more distinguished-looking and proud than the last. “I wouldn’t be here without your support.”

Taking a deep breath, I faced the crowd. I had prepared a short speech, which I had practiced for anyone who would listen, and I had thought I was ready for this, but at that moment my head felt somehow heavy and light all at once. A slight breeze tickled the back of my neck and sent a foreboding skitter down my spine. I glanced over my shoulder quickly, feeling as if someone was watching me from behind. Across the yawning hole of the foundation, Larry Genovese stood with a dozen other workers, all clad in safety vests and hard hats, ready for their cue. As I scanned their faces, I saw a shock of blond hair as someone in a dark jacket ducked behind one of the trailers. My breath caught, but the creeper didn’t appear again, and I was left wondering if I’d imagined it.

“Reed,” Carolina said through her teeth. “Are you okay?”

I took another breath and nodded.
Don’t let whoever broke into your room get you all paranoid. Don’t let them ruin this moment,
I told myself as I faced forward again.
Don’t let them have the power.

“As many of you know, my background is different from most of the student population of Easton,” I began. “I came here last year as a scholarship student, unsure of where I’d fit in, clueless as to what it meant to attend a private school. I remember staring out my window that first night, feeling so homesick it scared me. A huge part of me wanted to flee. I wanted to go back to Pennsylvania and the world I knew. And I might have done that, if it wasn’t for the friends I found at Billings.”

I looked down at Noelle and she gave me a closed-lipped, encouraging smile.

“That’s not to say we didn’t have our bumps at first, as we tried to get to know each other, as I began to understand their world, but before long I came to think of Billings as my true home, my housemates as my sisters. I began to realize what an honor it is to be a part of a grand tradition like Billings, and I was heartbroken when that tradition was taken away.”

I paused for a moment as cameras clicked and a few people in the crowd murmured. Suddenly I recalled with perfect clarity how it felt that day when Noelle and I had come back to campus to find Billings flattened. The confusion, the devastation, the hopelessness. It was all I could do to keep from glancing over at Headmaster Hathaway accusatorily.

“But now I have a second chance. We all have a second chance. To make Billings what it should be. To make it what we all know it can be. A place where young women can live and work together, share ideas, share their dreams and goals, and foster a sense of support as they make their way out into the world.”

Someone shouted and there was another round of applause from the alumnae dotted throughout the crowd.

“So now, it gives me great pleasure to invite Billings alum Carolina Grant and Headmaster Hathaway to help me cut the ribbon and officially get this project under way.”

The various members of the press clamored for a better angle as Carolina, Mr. Hathaway, and I walked over to the shiny red ribbon tied between two orange cones at the top of the construction site. Mr. Hathaway’s assistant handed us a huge pair of scissors, which Carolina and I both held onto. Then Mr. Hathaway pulled the ribbon taut for us so we could cut it. I looked up to smile for the cameras before doing the deed, and my eyes fell on Sawyer and Graham, who were standing right next to a klatch of Billings Girls, including Constance, Kiki, Astrid, Lorna, and Amberly. Sawyer had a grim smile on his face, but Graham looked like he was considering tackling me right into the gaping foundation hole behind me.

I gulped.

“Let’s do this,” Carolina whispered.

The slice of the scissors sounded like a steak knife being dragged across a sharpener. And then it was over and cheers filled the air. When I looked up again, both Sawyer and Graham were gone.

Mr. Hathaway shook my hand. On the far side of the foundation, a cement truck backed up, its barrel tipping toward the hole to release the wet cement for the basement. A crowd of well-wishers gathered around me, clasping my fingers, giving me hugs and air-kisses, posing for photos.

“Miss Brennan! Miss Brennan! If I could get a quick quote—”

“I was promised an interview—”

“If we could get all three of you over here for a picture—”

Everything was a blur of faces and microphones and smiles and kisses. And then, suddenly, a loud, crunching, creaking wail filled the air. Someone screamed. There were startled and panicked shouts, and before I knew what was happening, everyone around me was shoving me toward the edge of the deep hole.

“Omigod.” Carolina gasped next to me. “No!”

And then, the crash. I stood on my toes to see what was going on, just in time to watch the cement truck fall backward into the foundation. The huge vehicle flipped over onto its back, landing on its still twisting barrel with a sickening and seemingly never-ending crunch of metal. On the far side of the foundation, workers scrambled down ladders, trying to get to the driver. It all happened so fast, yet I saw every last moment of it in crystal-clear slow motion. Horrifying slow motion.

“Get him out of there!” Headmaster Hathaway shouted.

Carolina screamed as the door of the cab opened and the driver dangled from the opening. If he fell the wrong way he’d be sucked under the turning cement barrel and crushed. Some brave workers edged close to the vehicle and stood under the open door. An odd, strangled screech escaped from my throat as the dangling man fell into their arms and was quickly dragged away. A few people started to applaud, but all I wanted to do was collapse. The cement truck continued to churn, gurgling fresh cement in massive globs all over the basement, its gears grinding as it dug a hole for itself in the dirt.

“Miss Brennan! Miss Brennan! What do you have to say about this accident?”

I turned around and at least ten microphones and recorders were shoved in my face. Whoever wasn’t on me was on Carolina, and with each passing moment of our stunned silence the shouted questions grew more absurd.

“Did you have the proper permits?”

“Is that man certified to work with that kind of machinery?”

“How do you feel about endangering the lives of your fellow students?”

“What do you say to rumors that this site is cursed?”

Headmaster Hathaway’s strong hand came down on my shoulder.

“Don’t say a word,” he hissed in my ear. “We have no comment at this time!” he shouted loudly.

Then he took my arm and dragged me out of there as fast as possible, barreling over whoever he needed to flatten on the way. I was grateful to him for sparing me, but even so, I knew he had another agenda in mind too—to keep me from blurting anything too tarnishing to the press. Apparently it would be a little while before Easton started to benefit from all that positive publicity I’d promised him.

“What did your crew chief say about the accident?” Ivy asked, pushing her dark hair over her shoulder as she leaned forward over the wide library table that afternoon. “How long is it going to set you back?”

We were trying to squeeze in some studying before tonight’s cocktail party at Mitchell Hall, where I was sure to be answering tons of similar questions. The very idea made me feel exhausted.

“Yeah. How serious was it?” Kiki asked, popping a green Tic Tac into her mouth.

“They’re going to work all night to try to clean up the mess and keep things on track,” I said, trying not to let my stress come through. “Workers are already bailing out excess cement and smoothing out what they can, and they’re bringing in some kind of huge crane to remove the truck.”

“Thank God the driver wasn’t hurt,” Constance whispered, biting her lip. “That was so scary.”

“I know,” I replied, the heavy rocks in my gut rearranging themselves hastily. If someone had been seriously hurt today, I’d never be able to forgive myself.

“So how did it happen?” Tiffany asked. She’d been scrolling through her photos on her camera, but placed it down in the center of the table now. “Did something go wrong with the truck?”

“That’s the thing,” I said, my throat dry. “Both Larry and the driver said they checked everything out half an hour before the pouring. The truck was practically brand new and everything was in working order.”

Ivy eyed me in a discerning way, then sat back in her chair. “You’re not thinking what I think you’re thinking, are you?”

“Aren’t we all?” Astrid asked from the far end of the table, her dark eyes serious.

“What?” Constance asked blankly. “What are we all thinking?”

“That this wasn’t an accident,” Astrid, Ivy, and I said in unison.

“Oh, come on,” Constance said. She dropped her forehead down onto her folded arms and whimpered. “Someone
else
is out to get us?”

“No, not us. Just the building,” I assured her, though I wasn’t completely certain. “Someone doesn’t want Billings to be rebuilt. Today’s ‘accident’ could have been their way of telling us to stop.”

“Normally I’d say you’re being paranoid, but around here . . . ” Ivy trailed off and raised her eyebrows.

“Who?” Constance asked, raising her face only slightly, so that her nose rested on her hand and her mouth was still hidden. “Who would do this?”

“Yes, can you please just tell us who so we can have Portia sic the Armenian mafia on their asses?” Tiffany joked.

Everyone laughed uncomfortably.
Missy and Paige,
I wanted to say. But I knew they’d balk. Tiffany had been friendly with Paige back when she’d been a student here, and some of the other girls would still be friends with Missy if she’d let them. With no real proof, I didn’t want to call them out. At least not yet.

“I would if I could, but I have no idea,” I semi-lied.

A loud slam sounded on the other side of the library, and a couple of chairs scraped against marble.

“Get out of my face!” a familiar voice shouted.