The Cowboy's Secret Baby: A BWWM Pregnancy Romance (6 page)

Jonathon knocked on her door and she called out for him to come in. He entered and found her on her computer at the desk in the room, near the window. She closed her laptop and stood up, turning to face him.

“Janis...” he said, walking toward her and slipping his arms around her waist, looking into her eyes. “So much has been going on. How are you doing? Are you all right?”

She nodded and gave him a small smile. “I’m still processing everything. It was a big surprise to find out you have a child with another woman, and now my dad and mom are having to sell their place in Costa Rica,” she said, looking up at him forlornly.

“I know, I’m so sorry about that. My mom and dad have told me that they’re going to help your parents, though, and buy the place.”

“They’ll have to hurry, the other man who wants to buy it is offering my parents more money and telling them that he’ll have it to them very soon. I just can’t lose it, Jonathon. Please don’t let me lose it,” she pleaded with him.

“I’ll talk to my parents and see what we can do,” he promised. “In the meantime, we should discuss my daughter.” He looked at her earnestly.

She turned away from him. “I need some more time with that; it was such a surprise... such a... a shock. I need to process it more,” she said coolly.

He sighed. “I understand. It was a lot for me to take in as well. I’m sorry that you found out the way that you did. I’m here to talk anytime you’re ready.”

She looked away from him and nodded. “All right. Just please focus on my parents’ house, though, Jonathon. I couldn’t stand to lose it.”

He nodded and kissed her cheek. “I will. I promise.” Then he hugged her and leaned down to kiss her lips, and she let him for a moment, kissing him back softly, but then she stepped back out of his embrace. “I can’t let you get me too heated up...” she said with a smile. “Marriage first, and then the fruit on the vine.” She smiled sweetly at him.

Jonathon nodded and blushed a little, and then turned to walk out of the door. “We’d better get married soon. I’ll work with my parents on saving your parent’s house, but you might want to start working on wedding details with my mother.” He winked and grinned at her and then closed her door behind him.

Chapter5

Maggie couldn’t believe that she was going to be seeing Jonathon’s parents. He had told her how they had reacted to her when they had found out that she really did have his baby, and how mortified they were that they had turned her away. He explained how the timing was so close that they believed it just wasn’t possible that she was pregnant with his child and they were desperate to make it up to her and to meet both her and Carly.

Jonathon came to her home to pick her up and knocked on the door. She and Carly were ready to go. He’d told her that they wanted to take them all to an early dinner, and Maggie was willing to give it a chance. These would be grandparents that Carly could interact with; her own parents were much older and while they were happy about their granddaughter, neither one of them was in any condition to do much more than see her in the nursing home they were in. She wanted to give her daughter the chance to have grandparents who loved her and wanted to be part of her life, if that was what they wanted as well.

Jonathon greeted her with a hug and a soft kiss on the cheek as he picked up the car seat and walked with them to his car. After Maggie showed him how to put the car seat into his vehicle, they got their daughter strapped into it, which was just as much work as getting the seat in, and then they were able to head to the restaurant.

“Are you nervous?” he asked her, giving her a sidelong glance.

She shrugged slightly and bit her lip. “Maybe a little. I just want this to be a good thing for her, and for us,” she said softly.

He nodded. “I do, too, and it will be. They were amazed that she even exists, but they were happy. This will be a good visit.” He was quiet a moment and then he said, “I was thinking after we eat and they get to see her, that you and I could take her for a walk, maybe go to the park and walk along the creek. What do you think? Would you like to do that?”

Maggie smiled widely and him and nodded. “I’d love that!” she said happily. It was becoming clear to her that he meant every word he had said about wanting to spend time with his daughter, and she was relieved and grateful that it was happening. She had spent so many nights thinking of what her daughter’s life would be like growing up with just one parent, and now it was changing and she was beyond relieved and thrilled about it.

They pulled into the restaurant parking lot and Jonathon nodded to a couple who were sitting on a bench outside of the restaurant doors. “There they are; they’re waiting for us.”

Maggie looked and saw that they seemed just as nervous as she did. She got out of the car and let Jonathon take Carly. He walked up to his parents, and both of them looked at Maggie first, their eyes so filled with remorse and regret.

“Maggie,” Keith said earnestly, “we are so sorry, we didn’t understand. We didn’t know you and Jonathon had spent time together. We feel horrible that we’ve lost so much time with you and little Carly here, but we are going to do our darndest to make it up to you. We want to see her and be part of her life, and part of your life, and we want you to know how much it means to us to have a granddaughter. We want to be around as much as we can to help you with her and support you. Do you think you could find it in your heart to forgive us and let us do that?” he asked humbly.

Eva nodded and looked at her imploringly. “We can’t tell you how much we regret the way we handled this.”

Maggie nodded and gave them a little smile. She could see how sincere they were and how much they meant it. She knew that if she forgave them and let them have the chance that they were asking her for, then they would be very good to Carly, and to her as well, and there was not much more she could ask for than that.

“Thank you so much,” she said with a kind voice. “I appreciate your apology; it’s been a hard couple of years on our own, but I think we could move forward from this together and it will be really good for all of us.”

Eva’s eyes filled up with tears and she reached her arms around Maggie and pulled her close, hugging her tightly and patting her back. “We are never going to let you down again. We’ll do our best. We promise. We’re so sorry, Maggie, and thank you with all our hearts for letting us have a chance with Carly and you,” she said as she let Maggie go and took a good look at her.

Maggie wiped a tear from her own eye. It felt tremendously good to have some real genuine support from people who were not going to let her down or let her go. It felt secure and real and safe. It felt like love, and she was overwhelmed by it.

Eva shook her head. “My goodness, you are such a lovely young lady. I just can’t get over it! You have such beautiful eyes.”

Maggie smiled and laughed a little. “So do you; I see them in my daughter all the time and now it’s wonderful to see where they come from.”

Eva grinned at her and then she and Keith turned their attention to Carly who was staring at them in fascination.

“I don’t know if she’ll go to you, sometimes she can be a little shy, but maybe—” Maggie stopped.

Carly leaned out of her father’s arms and reached for Eva, whose heart was completely stolen in that instant, and she lifted her granddaughter into her arms and held her close. Keith played with her, reaching for her hand and touching her cheek. Carly liked her grandparents right away and even gave her grandmother a kiss, as she was learning to do.

After a few minutes of bonding, they all went inside and ate together, and Maggie was taken in by the feeling of being together with them as a family should be. One thing made her curious, though. She leaned over to Jonathon and asked him, “Where is Janis?”

He smiled a little. “She wanted to stay home and I thought that just for this first visit, that was probably a good idea. We can introduce her to Carly later. This needed to be just us, I think, as it’s my parent’s first time with their granddaughter.”

Maggie nodded. “I understand,” she said and smiled back.

Their meal stretched on a while, but eventually his parents said goodbye to their granddaughter and as Maggie was hugging them goodbye, Keith handed her a card. “This is from us to you and to our granddaughter, to kind of chip in for all that we have missed and all that you’ve had to do on your own. I know how hard it can be. Please just accept it, and use it for whatever you want,” he said with a smile and then hugged her warmly and let her go.

She nodded and took the card, slipping it into her purse, and then Jonathon took her and Carly to the park, and they settled their daughter into her stroller and walked with her along the side of the creek, through sunlit trees and warm summer air.

“How do you feel it went with my parents?” Jonathon asked curiously.

“I think it was amazing!” Maggie said with a grin. “It went much better than I expected. They’re really wonderful people and I can see why they were trying to protect you and why they might have thought that the timing for Carly might have been off, but I think that’s all in the past now, and we can focus on the future. We can build our lives together somehow from here forward.” She shook her head and smiled as a tear touched her eye.

“It felt so good today, Jonathon; it felt like we were a family. Like we weren’t alone anymore, and it wasn’t Carly and I against the world, it was all of us together as a family, and it hasn’t felt like that... ever. I hadn’t realized how much we needed it, but we have, and now we have it. It’s so surreal,” she said trying to hold her emotions in.

He stopped walking and turned to look at her, seeing her as she tried to deal with it, and he reached his arms around her and held her close to him. “We are going to do this together, all of us. You won’t do it alone, I can promise you that. They will be there for both of you, just as I will be, no matter what. We are a family now, because Carly has made all of us a family, and we will go forward with that, all of her life.”

She smiled at him and looked up at him through her wet eyelashes. “Thank you so much,” she told him, holding him tightly. “That means so much to me.”

His heart began to beat rapidly and he found himself gazing into her sea green eyes. He found himself getting lost in the same beauty that he had the night they made Carly. He could not fathom the depth and strength of the woman he was holding, and he could not explain the fire coursing through him that seemed to draw him nearer to her, like a magnet, pulling him to what he could not turn away from.

She felt it too, as she looked at him, and she didn’t want to turn away from it. His arms felt so good wrapped around her, holding her to his chest, to his swiftly beating heart; it felt like nothing was ever going to go wrong in her life again. She looked up into his eyes... his blue eyes that were a replica of his daughter’s eyes, and when he leaned closer to her, slowly nearing her mouth, she did not turn away, but lifted her chin to him, closing her eyes and letting the soft warmth of his mouth against hers sweep her away as it had the night she met him.

Jonathon felt like he was in a dream as he pressed his lips to Maggie’s, kissing her softly, holding her to him as if there was nothing in the world but the two of them and their daughter beside them. His arms were closed tightly around her and his hands squeezed her gently as his tender kiss began to heat and he parted her lips with his, tasting her and suddenly feeling the fires that had engulfed them on their first night together. She kissed him back just as intimately as he kissed her; slow and sensual, rediscovering the edges of a passion that had been so strong it had created a life.

His hands moved over her back as she slid hers up around his neck and their kiss deepened, merging them into a perfect moment and sheer pleasure in each other’s arms.

Jonathon’s quiet moan as he began to grow hard for her, against her body as he held her close, seemed to wake them from their love dream and break the spell that they were both lost in.

She gasped and looked up at him and his eyes grew wide as he reluctantly let her go, his mouth and body wanting more of her as he hesitated, and then made himself step back from her. She tried to catch her breath and she looked away from his handsome face.

“I’m sorry...” he whispered hoarsely. “I... I don’t know how...” He shook his head and looked away. “I’m sorry. I had no business doing that.”

She bit her lip. “I was doing it, too. I... it’s just been a long time, you know, and you... uh... I’m sorry, too,” she said quietly.

He raised his eyebrows and drew a deep breath, trying to cool the flames in him. “A long time?” he asked lightly, wondering how long a time it had really been.

She laughed and put her hands on the stroller, shaking her head slightly. “Yeah, you know... two years.”

He stared at her. “You haven’t been with anyone since we...” He looked at Carly, and Maggie shook her head. “No. I’m a mommy now, Jonathon. There’s not a huge dating market for mommies.”

Jonathon nodded and turned so that they were shoulder to shoulder, walking again alongside the water.

“Well, if you want, I could babysit if you want to go out on a date. That is, if you find someone you like.” Even as he said it, something twitched in him and he felt possessive of her, not wanting her to find anyone to date. He tried to brush the jealousy aside, but it wouldn’t budge. He focused on his daughter and thought to himself as he walked along that he was rich with family, and it was the greatest gift he had ever had.

Maggie gave a soft laugh at the idea that she could find someone to date. “I’ll keep your babysitting offer in mind,” she told him. “I’ll let you know if I find someone,” she said. She was thinking just then that she didn’t want to find anyone; that she was walking next to the one that she liked. The one that she wanted and felt so much heat for. She was walking with her family. It was strange, and surreal, but as strange as it was, that was what they had. A patchwork family.

They spent the early evening playing in the park with Carly, having a wonderful time, laughing and loving being together, and then it was time for her to go to bed, and he took them both home and helped Maggie put their daughter to bed.

He walked out to the living room with her and hugged her warmly. “I’m sorry about before, maybe it’s just a little confusing; you know, trying to figure out how all of this goes. I didn’t mean to make things complicated... I hope we’re all right,” he said quietly, looking at her and holding her hands in his.

She nodded and smiled at him. “Hey, I gave in to it, too. I was right there kissing you back. We just need to work on being friends,” she said with a little laugh and a smile.

He nodded and leaned over to kiss her cheek, letting his lips linger there for a moment as he breathed her in, and then he stood back and let her go. “We’ll do that. We can make this work,” he said, and then he winked at her and walked out of her door.

Maggie watched him go and tried desperately to calm the fires of need that had fanned up in her, threatening to burn her from the inside out. She walked over to her purse and dropped her keys into it, and when she did, she saw the envelope from Keith poking out.

She lifted it out and opened it up and inside she found a card with a sweet and loving apology and a warm message welcoming her into their family. There was also a check for five hundred thousand dollars. Maggie clutched her mouth and sat down on the sofa, nearly falling back into it, staring at the paper in her hand that had just changed her life completely.