Authors: Traci Harding
Tags: #Fantasy, #Romance, #Adventure, #Historical, #Science Fiction
âThy father, feeling Sorcha no longer desired him, stopped taking her to his bed and took others in her place. With two young sons and thy uncle and his witch ever menacing her, it was only the young Sir Tiernan's adoration and confidence that kept her going. It be true they aspired to be lovers, but their devotion to thy father surpassed their love for each other â this kept them apart and loyal to the crown of Gwynedd,' Tory explained.
Maelgwn collapsed into a chair, overwhelmed by this revelation. âWhy did thee not tell me all this before?'
Tory crouched before him, taking hold of his hands. âBecause if Sir Tiernan chose not to tell thee in all these years, he obviously did not want thee to know. Maybe he thought thee might look back on thy mother in a
bad light, or perhaps he feared thee wouldn't understand. I hate to say it, Maelgwn, but he would have presumed right.'
Maelgwn squeezed Tory's hands. âI am ashamed of my behaviour.'
âNo need. It be a rude shock, I know,' she replied. âI think it might be best if this dost not leave this room. It hast been Sir Tiernan's secret this long, let us keep it that way.'
âIndeed,' Maelgwn agreed. âThat explains why Tiernan never married. How sad.'
âWell, I will never marry at this rate,' Calin exclaimed. âWhat am I supposed to do with this?' He motioned to his best man, passed out at his feet.
âCalm down,' Tory took up her brother's arm. âSo he shall miss thy crowning. He'll sleep it off and will be fighting fit by the wedding.'
âI shall see to Sir Tiernan,' Lady Gladys assured her son, before embracing him. âThy father would have been very proud this day.'
âI shall do my very best to do honour to his memory.' Brockwell hugged his mother tight.
This took Lady Gladys by surprise as it was very rare that Calin was so affectionate with her, especially when there was company about.
Bryce came running into the room, all hot and bothered. Dressed in his best clothes, he dragged at them in an attempt to improve his comfort. âFather, thy guests art getting restless.'
âIndeed. Let us be gone.' Maelgwn shuffled them all out the door, picking up the excited boy on his way
through. âBest not keep thy people and thy bride waiting.'
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The ceremonies were performed in the sunshine of the inner-bailey courtyard. Taliesin led Brockwell through his vows, and Tory had the honour of crowning him. That afternoon, when they had been wed, Brockwell crowned Katren as his Queen and Bryce as Prince of Powys, whereupon the real festivities and magic of Beltaine took over.
Tiernan regained consciousness in time for the wedding ceremony, although he seemed to be having trouble concentrating on it.
Katren, so tiny and petite, appeared the very picture of a fairy princess in her wedding gown, but it was Ione who stole the show. Her flowing gown of olive green complemented her colouring and muscular curves, and her brown hair had been wound up into a bun and interlaced with tiny white flowers. Whispy curls accentuated her long neck and fell softly about her. As Ione took pleasure in smelling the magnificent bouquet of white flowers in her hand, she truly did appear the very image of a Goddess.
Tiernan was seated next to Ione at the wedding banquet, and was thus forced to witness the endless stream of admirers who approached to address her and dote upon her beauty. The knight's sanity received its final blow when Ione, quite by accident, turned from a conversation with one of her devotees to catch Katren's wedding bouquet. Ione's young suitor insisted this meant their union was fated, and it was at this time that
Sir Tiernan took his leave. With a goblet and jug of mead in hand, he headed toward the bonfires that were now blazing in the outer bailey.
Tory watched him depart, and suspecting it was jealousy that drove him away, she followed him to find out.
The drunken festivities were in full swing on the common ground, and Tiernan found a quiet place under a tree, where he sat down and proceeded to get sloshed.
âIt will not help.' Tory looked down at him as he refilled his goblet.
âIt cannot hurt,' he replied. âPlease sit, Majesty, I be glad thou art here. I have something I wish to discuss.'
âAbout this morning?'
âAye. I am sorry to say, I have since recalled the whole of it. I apologise for landing thee in trouble with thy King, but I also thank thee, thy words to him were most eloquent.'
âI am the one who should apologise, Tiernan. I hit thee in the head with the damn door.' This made him laugh and she was glad. âI be sorry Maelgwn found out after all these years.'
âAhh,' he waved it off. âSo it means I must confront the conversation I should have had with him years ago. I have been forced to face up to many things this day.' He watched a group of people, Ione amongst them, as they approached one of the bonfires. âThe most obvious of which was a ten-ton door.' He spurred Tory to laughter and lightened the mood. âOnly joking. In fact I am glad, it seems to have knocked some sense into me.'
âPleased to be of service.' Tory raised her goblet to him. âCheers.'
Tiernan returned the gesture. âHow long hast thou known about the Queen and myself?'
âSince the day I met thee at Caswallon's bedside.'
âThee told the King that thee felt Sorcha's feelings. What did thou mean by that, exactly?'
He edged around the question he truly wanted to ask, but Tory guessed his mind. âShe did love thee. I know Sorcha never said it outright, as it lingers in her memory as one of her greatest regrets.'
Tiernan let loose a cry of relief. âI knew it.'
âSorcha in no way held thee responsible for her death. She was far happier knowing that her champion was protecting her son.'
âShe loved me.' Tiernan leant back against the tree, lost in this discovery.
Tory, judging from the smile on his face, considered that this knowledge was perhaps not so good for him at this time. âMore than thee will ever realise, Tiernan. But thy love that once gave her reason to live, now grieves her terribly. She will not be able to rest in peace while thou art still clinging so tightly to her memory. It hast been three and ten years since she died, be it not time thee let her go?'
âTory.' Maelgwn caught sight of her and made haste to join them.
âOh no.' Tiernan held his head, not ready to face Maelgwn yet.
Tory sprang to her feet to distract her husband. âAye, my love.'
Maelgwn didn't pause to make conversation, he just whisked Tory up over one shoulder and began to make off with her.
âMaelgwn! Where art thou taking me?' She was amused by his playful manner.
âSorry Tiernan, got to do our bit for this year's harvest. I do love Beltaine!' Maelgwn cried with glee.
âGood form.' Tiernan held up his glass to toast the King. âPlant a few seeds for me,' he chuckled, watching the young lovers depart.
Tory waved to him, too drunk to be bothered retaliating against her degrading predicament. âPlant a few seeds for thyself,' she squealed as Maelgwn picked up speed, heading for the outer-bailey portcullis and the fields beyond.
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In the midst of the formalities, Katren managed to steal her husband away from their guests. She led him out of the inner bailey, and down the pathway towards the beach.
âWhere art we going?' Brockwell merrily inquired.
Katren giggled as she pulled him aside into the trees. âHere will do.' She obliged him with a fervoured kiss of encouragement.
âWhat? Now?' The notion made him smile.
âWhy not?' She wrapped her arms around his neck and drew herself in close to him. After all, everybody else was doing it and she'd never had the opportunity to participate in the Beltaine festivities before.
Caught up in his rush of passion, Katren could hardly breathe for her excitement. Calin's lips caressed
her neck and shoulders, as his hand slid underneath her long skirt and over her bare thigh.
âOh, aye,' she whispered to spur him on. Yet the next thing she knew, Calin had backed off completely.
âDamn it!' He wanted to hit something. âI cannot. It dost not seem right.'
âBut Calin, we art married now!' she implored him.
âThat be exactly my point. Every woman I have ever had, I have taken thus. But thou art my wife, Katren, whom I have vowed to love and respect for the rest of my life.' He took hold of her hands. âWe shall look back on this moment in years to come, and I want thee to remember how special it was, not how quickly it was over. So please, allow me to try to make it so.'
âOf course.' She smiled, her heart near bursting from the sweet sentiment of his resolve.
âNow stop that.' He wiped her tears away. âThou art supposed to be having a good time.'
âThen how come everyone else gets to have all the fun, and we have to wait?'
âWhy indeed.' He gripped her hand tightly, leading her off towards the inner bailey.
âWhere art thou taking me?'
âTo bed,' he stated, determined.
âBut it be too early to totally abandon our guests.'
âWe can sneak into the house via the servants' entrance, no one shall even miss us.'
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Ione had been watching Tiernan very closely, and spying him on his own, she excused herself from her present company to join him.
âThou art a worry, friend.' She stood before him. âOn a night such as this, with thy reputation, why art thou all alone, Tiernan?'
He smiled, beckoning her to sit and offering her some mead. âIt is because I have been in love with a memory for the past three and ten years. Why art thou alone?'
Ione accepted his invitation, taking a seat and his mead. âBecause I have hated men for the last ten years.'
âBut what of all thy suitors, Ione? Surely one of them must be mildly attractive to thee.'
She forced a laugh. âMost of them have taken off to the fields with far easier game than I.' She had a long drink to build up her courage. âThe only man that I do find mildly charming at times ignored me all day.'
âBastard,' Tiernan said in his drunken stupor.
âHe seemed to prefer to get drunk under a tree, all by himself.'
Tiernan froze, caught quite off guard.
âThee did not even mention whether thee thought I looked nice,' she added softly, her eyes to the ground; she was so afraid of leaving herself vulnerable to him.
âDear Ione, thou art a paragon of beauty to be sure, but â¦' Tiernan was bewildered, how could he put this without hurting her.
âBut what?'
âI am too old for thee. Thou already hast thy pick of every eligible young knight in the kingdom. Thee should consider one of them.'
âThou art only of eight and thirty, Tiernan. 'Tis not like thou art at death's door.'
Tiernan was not amused. âAnd thou art not much more than a girl at one and twenty. Thou dost not need an old man.'
âAye, I do.' She gently grasped the back of his neck and drew him in till his lips met hers.
Tiernan parted from the kiss, rather dazed. âNow Ione, listen to me â'
Again she kissed away his protest and whispered, âOnly thee can prove me wrong about men, Tiernan.'
This was the moment of truth for the knight. He had been faithful to none but Sorcha â in a rampage of regret, since her death he had broken a hundred hearts. âI am a fickle lover, Ione. I fear I cannot help thee, as I cannot even help myself.'
Ione smiled. âThen perhaps we can help each other.' She stood and held out her hands to him. âCome plant a few seeds with me.'
He took her outstretched hands and raised himself to his feet, finding he was a little more intoxicated than he thought. âBe gentle with me,' he mumbled in jest, placing his arm over her shoulder to steady himself.
âDo not fear old man, I shall leave thee alive.'
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âWe made it!' Katren gave a cheer as Brockwell carried her into his room, kicking the door closed behind them. âOh, it be lovely,' she gazed round at the flowers adorning the chamber that her bridesmaids had prepared for them.
âAye.' Calin's eyes did not shift from his new wife. âMy room hast never looked so good.' He kissed her and set her down on his bed.
âWhat be wrong?' she inquired, as he was staring blankly at her.
âI am just waiting for a protest,' he joked.
This made her smile. âThere shall be none this time.'
âSo.' He looked to the laces down the front of her gown and lightly tugged at the bow so it fell undone. âThee can see no reason why we cannot be joined in the union of wedlock?'
âNone whatsoever,' she confirmed with adoration.
He guided the gown over her shoulders and down her arms. âThen, so be it.'
His lips pressed into her cleavage and a fever beset Katren's body, her nipples hardening in the warmth of his hands.
Calin looked up, filling his eyes with the sight of her. The sentiment he felt reminded him of a fable he'd once heard. âAnd her beauty was so overwhelming that he could no longer deny his love for her, and thus he confessed with all his heart that he did so.'
Katren's eyes filled with tears at his lovely proclamation. She gently held his face between her hands to vow, âAnd with his realisation he made her very joyful.' Brockwell's lips then enfolded her own to convey his feelings more eloquently than any spoken word.
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The first rays of dawn found Tory and Maelgwn by the embers of a fire in the outer bailey. Most of the villagers had left, and the world was peaceful and still in the wake of the night-long celebration.
âGood morning!' Calin announced very loudly and with much cheer, giving the pair quite a start.
âWell it was,' Tory said sarcastically as Calin took a seat beside them. âWhere be thy better half?'
âAsleep.' He grinned broadly. âI thought it best to let her rest before the trip back to Powys.'