The Essence Gate War: Book 01 - Adept (76 page)

“
We should have that conversation now, my friends,” Amric said.

Valkarr started on a good-natured retort
. Then he paused, studying his friend’s expression, and merely nodded instead. Amric joined them, and they sat in a circle at the platform’s edge. The warrior considered his words for a long moment, and then began speaking in a soft tone.

“When Bellimar was… inside my head, he unearthed memories of mine, truths that I either never
really knew, or somehow managed to bury and forget. My earliest memories, of where I came from and how I came to be among the Sil’ath.”

Amric took a breath, frowning
. The others watched him, saying nothing.

“What Xenoth said was true
,” he said. “I was not born on this world. I was left alone as an infant, presumably when my parents were slain as Xenoth claimed, and I would have died as well if my wilding magic had not acted of its own will to save me.” He held Valkarr’s gaze. “It saved me by reaching out and touching the minds of the Sil’ath hunters it found nearby.”

Valkarr’s brow ridge
rose slightly, but otherwise he betrayed no emotion whatsoever.

Amric continued
, “In particular, the magic concentrated its efforts on the leader of the hunting party. It soothed his distrust of other races, and it pulled at him to investigate the concealed dwelling that held me. Once it had persuaded the Sil’ath leader to take me from there, it buried itself so deeply within my mind that even I was unaware of its presence thereafter. I think it somehow sensed the dislike of magic felt by the Sil’ath as well as the danger of something else pursuing it and meaning us harm, so it hid from both. As you already know, Valkarr, that Sil’ath warrior was your father.”

He
paused, waiting for a reaction. Valkarr regarded him steadily, without expression, and then asked, “And what have you concluded from these revealed truths?”

Amric swallowed and shook his head
. “It was all based on a lie,” he whispered. “Your family took me in because my magic compelled them to do so. The Sil’ath abhor the use of magic, and I hid that very thing in your midst. I have magic––I
am
magic––and I understand now that I can no more separate that part of me than I can put aside my own mind.” Amric’s voice grew hard, bitter. “Would your father have saved the life of some human infant if he had known what he was bringing into the fold? Would you all have accepted me as one of your own, as a Sil’ath warrior? Would you have made me your warmaster, and followed me into battle?”

His wilding magic stirred within, uneasy in the face of his cold anger, but he ignored it.

“No,” Valkarr admitted. “None of these things would have come to pass, had your true nature been known then.”

“Exactly, and that is why––”

“And that is why I am glad we did not know,” Valkarr interrupted.

Amric’s words tumbled to a halt
. “What?”

Valkarr
grinned. “I agree with you that we would have made different choices, had we known. However, in this case, we are better for the choices we
did
make, not knowing.”

“You cannot mean that,” Amric protested
. “Think about the evidence, looking back on it now. You had a human warmaster, and closer ties with the people of Lyden than any other Sil’ath tribe permitted with outside races. You know that caused the other tribes to question your father’s judgment on more than a few occasions.”

“Indeed it did,” Valkarr responded with a grave nod
. “And yet we prospered when other tribes did not. We had the trust and aid of our human neighbors, enjoyed active trade between our peoples, and we stood together when the troubles began from the north. Moreover, our success in battle was unmatched, even among much larger tribes. I maintain that we are better for the strengths you forged among us, and I remain proud to have called you both warmaster and friend.”

Amric stared at him
. “How can I claim credit for anything I achieved, when it may have simply been the result of my magic influencing others on my behalf?”

“You, who worked hardest among us?” Sariel interjected with a silvery laugh
. “Besides, you said yourself that your magic was hidden away all these years. Do you think it could have acted without you sensing it? Think on the effect it has had upon you since we came to this region.”

“And if it did,” Valkarr put in quietly, “what of it
? As you said, it is a part of you. If your magic had a subtle hand in things now and again, it is not so different from Prakseth making use of his own great strength, or Varek relying upon his keen eye as a marksman.”

T
hey fell silent for a long moment at the mention of their fallen comrades.

“I appreciate your words, my friends,” Amric said at last
. “You cannot know how much they lift my heart. But we all know things cannot be as they once were. I can no longer be warmaster for our people.”

“That is…” Valkarr began, hesitat
ing and then lowering his gaze, “probably for the best.”

Amric leaned forward and spoke with quiet vehemence
. “You must be warmaster, Valkarr.”

The other’s eyes snapped up to find his
. “Me?”

“
My friend, there is no one better suited for the role. No one better able to guide our people through whatever dark days may come before the threat of the Nar’ath on this world is ended. The Nar’ath forces will not grow so swiftly, I think, without the activity caused by the Gate to feed upon. You must warn the Sil’ath and spread word of this lurking menace to the other races as well, before the Nar’ath find another source of power and become too strong to face.”

Valkarr’s eyes narrowed
. “And you? Where will you be?”

Amric took a deep breath
. “I must travel through the portal, to the home of the Adepts, and put an end to the threat of the Essence Gates.”

A stunned silence greeted his
statement.

Syth sat up, rubbing his eyes
and squinting into the sunlight. “Are you mad?” he demanded.

“I
managed to shut the Gate down, for now,” Amric said, “but I see no way to disable or destroy it from this side. We are at the mercy of the Adepts as long as those devices can be used to leech the life from worlds such as ours. The Adepts, the Gates, the Nar’ath, they all owe their origins to Aetheria in some way. Aetheria holds the key to our survival. It must be done, and there is no one else.”

“You will need swords you can trust to guard your back,” Valkarr insisted, folding his arms across his chest
. At his side, Sariel gave a fierce nod of agreement.

“And no one could ask for better than the two of you,” Amric said
with a sad smile. “But you are needed to lead our people, and a world steeped in magic is no place for Sil’ath warriors. You saw what just one Adept was able to do. I need to lose myself among them and seek out their secrets, not put them to the sword.”

Valkarr set his jaw and regarded Amric with a deepening scowl
. Amric’s steel-grey eyes did not waver. There was both warmth and regret in his tone when he said, “If I must, I will make it my final command as your warmaster.”

“And as the new warmaster, I will promptly disregard the order,” Valkarr growled.

Amric shook his head. “Your head and your heart are giving you different advice, my friend. A leader must listen to both, and yet hold duty above all.”

They stared at each other, unmoving
. A minute slid by, followed by another. At last, Valkarr blew out a long breath and said, “As you wish.” He jabbed a finger at his friend. “But this is not farewell, merely farewell for now.”

They stood and clasped forearms, and then Valkarr drew him into a very human embrace
. Sariel did the same by turn, her dark eyes shining.

“There is one more thing I can do for you,
” Amric said. “If you will permit it.”

He stepped back and faced away from them
on the platform, focusing his will. It was more difficult than before; the borrowed knowledge was elusive for a moment, and he grasped at it like a fading memory. With a sharp gesture and a grunt of effort, he opened a Way in the air before him. An ache rose in his chest as he looked through the glowing aperture and beheld the sun-dappled woods of home. The plain, stalwart spires of Lyden were white in the distance, and the tall grass rippled in a breeze that carried familiar, comforting scents through the portal. His gaze lingered on the well-worn path that led, in no more than half a mile, to the simple dwellings of his Sil’ath tribe.

He wrenched his gaze away
. The Sil’ath warriors were staring as well, transfixed.

“Unless, of course, you would rather trek through this forest and the wasteland beyond without supplies or mounts,” Amric said with the corner of his mouth quirking upward.

“I do not trust magic,” Valkarr said with a chuckle. “But I trust you. And I have had my fill of the creatures in this forest for a time.”

Sariel stepped through the
Way, and Valkarr moved to follow. At the last moment, he hesitated and turned aside to Amric once more. “Return safely,” he said softly. “We will be waiting.”

“I will, if it be within my power,” Amric responded
. “And perhaps I will have discovered something of myself, on the other side.”

Valkarr let out a roar of laughter
. “I have known you all my life, my friend, my brother. Wherever you go, you bring change and draw others together. Your heart and your spirit, however, do not change. I think it is this Aetheria that will do the discovering.”

His friend clapped his shoulder and then passed through the opening
. The Sil’ath warriors broke into a loping, mile-eating run on the path, never looking back, and were soon lost to sight. Amric closed the Way and stood in silence.

Halthak drew his attention with a gentle clearing of the throat
. “He was right, you know.”

“How do you mean?” Amric asked with a slight frown.

“You brought us together,” the healer responded. “Each of us a half-breed in our own way, caught between worlds just as you are, at home in none. Some of us cannot hide our heritage, like me and Syth. Some carry deeper secrets, like Bellimar. Like you. And then there was Thalya, never truly allowed her own existence. You drew the best from each of us, gave us purpose.”

Amric laughed and shook his head
. “You do me far too much credit, Halthak. You make it sound as if I had some grand plan all along, when you know I did not.”

Halthak rolled his shoulders in a shrug
. “You drew together those you needed at the time you needed them most,” he said with a crooked smile. “Call it magic or fate, instinct or leadership, it was somehow enough.”

Amric shook his head, but did not pursue the matter further
. “And what of you two?” he asked. “Where can I send you before I go?”

Syth leapt to his feet, anger twisting his features
. “I wish to pay Morland a visit,” he snarled. “That putrid piece of filth will answer for what he has done, for what he did to my Thalya.”

“He already has,” Amric answered gently
. “I read Bellimar’s intent, when he shared my mind. That was the reason for his haste in departing. It was the last task he had set for himself.”

Syth froze, searching Amric’s expression
. His fury guttered and died as comprehension stole over his drawn features, and his eyes became once more windows onto his grief. “Oh,” he muttered, sagging back. “I see. I am going to miss that old man.”

“
And I as well, Syth,” Amric replied in a voice that was almost a whisper. “I as well.”

Syth lifted his chin, some of the fire returning
, and said, “Then I am going with you. There is nothing left for me here, and I would leave this world behind to tread upon another.”

Amric started to object, but Halthak cut in with soft, adamant words
. “I am going with you as well.”

The warrior looked from one to the other
. He knew he could bring them through the portal with him, if he chose. The Gate itself had been eager to share such secrets with him. He had no idea what to expect on the other side, however, except that it would be dangerous beyond measure. It was an unknown world of high magic, peopled by powerful, ruthless beings. Xenoth had made it clear that wildings were not suffered to live in Aetheria, and he did not yet know if he could conceal his nature there. Even if he could, someone had ordered his parents slain long ago, and him as well, in a standing order that had lasted to this day. There was no guarantee that he would be able to blend in, and even less assurance that these two could. They would all be intruders in a strange land.

Furthermore, if neither his wilding nature nor an old vendetta against his family was enough to get them all killed, there was the matter of their mission
; they would be there with the express purpose of disabling the ancient artifacts upon which that world depended. Artifacts they would fight to preserve. Artifacts he had no idea how to destroy.