The Flames of Shadam Khoreh (The Lays of Anuskaya) (75 page)

Careful, sister,
Atiana tells her.
Do not spread yourself so thin.

I know my business
, Ishkyna replies.
See you take care of yours.

Ishkyna is strong, as are many of the other Matri, but soon more begin to slip toward the void. Iriketa Bolgravya, the daughter of the Duchess Alesya, is taken. And then Alesya, in trying to save her daughter, is swept up and lost as well.

Suddenly Rosa Lhudansk cries out. Fear and desperation run through them all, but Rosa is voicing it for them. It is a grave mistake. To give voice to one’s fears is to be lost in the aether, especially here in so violent a place. She is soon lost, her mind drawn away until they can feel her no more.

Atiana feels herself beginning to worry, and there lies danger. She cannot allow it—none of them can—or the aether will have them all.

They are forced to draw away from the Atalayina. Only then are they able to gain some sense of stability. They all know it may be fleeting, but for now, it is enough.

With the desperation gone, Atiana can sense what’s happening beyond the shores of Ghayavand. The men of Anuskaya are dying. Their souls are being lifted and are passing through the gap between worlds. They go to Adhiya, surely, as all souls do, but they’re also widening the gap above.

Surely this is what Sariya wanted all along. But why? Atiana doesn’t understand.

She knows that they must close it, however. The only question is how.

The Atalayina is the key, of course. It is allowing Sariya to open the way to the heavens.

Near the stone, Nasim is still held in place. But he is screaming. He’s looking around wildly—to the skies more often than not—and she knows he’s trying to tell them something.

Hold, sisters
.
Hold a moment longer.

And then she slips into the mind of the robed Kohori man who’s holding Nasim. The warrior from the desert fights her, but he is easy to overpower. He wasn’t expecting this and his mind is in rapture now that Sariya is so close to undoing the world.

Through the man’s ears she can hear Nasim shouting among the crack of gunfire and the clash of swords.

“You must keep the way open!” he cries.

She releases Nasim, and he stumbles away. He looks back at her only for a moment. “Quickly, Matra,” he says. “Prepare your sisters. We need but little time, and you must give it to us!”

And then he faces Sukharam and spreads his arms wide. As Atiana slips back into the aether, the other Kohori releases Sukharam—Ishkyna’s doing. Nasim gathers the currents of a havahezhan, which cast a blinding white against the aether’s midnight blue. The scent of burning mace and cloves comes strongly. She even sees the form of the wind spirit coalesce around Nasim. An instant later, a wind pushes both of the Kohori men away like leaves in the gales of autumn.

For a moment she doesn’t understand what Nasim meant.
Keep the way open.
But she need only to look at the blackened hole in the clouds above and it all comes clear, or enough of it for her to understand Nasim’s intent. She’d been wrong. She and Nikandr and all the others—they’d been wrong about Sariya. She wasn’t trying to destroy the world. She was trying to save it. She can hardly believe what she and the other Matri are about to do, but it’s clear that it
must
be done.

For a moment, she stares in wonder at Nasim. So much has this young man been through. Returning to the world by the hand of Khamal. Coming to his own mind with the help of Ashan and Nikandr. He’s hardly had the chance to live, and now comes this. She dearly hopes he is ready for what is to come.

Go well
, she wishes him, and then rejoins her sisters.

When the Kohori men had been blown far down slope, Nasim lowered his hands. He turned to Sukharam, ready to ask him of Kaleh, if he’d felt her, but he stopped, for he sensed her nearby. There was fighting all around. Men firing muskets and pistols, more fighting with swords, but among them strode a young woman. She looked so much older than when he’d seen her only a few short weeks ago.

Her hair was long and brown. It flowed in the fierce wind as she stepped lithely among the fighting men. She went untouched, as if she knew what they would do and when they would do it.

In this moment, in this place, she was her mother’s child.

Indeed, as she strode forward her eyes fixed on the Atalayina. Her look spoke of hunger, as though she would swallow it if she could. But she could not. They were each and every one of them caught up in the stone’s great pull.

When at last she reached their side, she looked at Sukharam and then Nasim in turn. Her gaze felt weighty, as if she looked well beyond the years the three of them had lived. “My mother is trying to ascend.”

Nasim nodded. Sukharam, however, seemed unsure of himself.

“You know it to be true,” Kaleh said to both of them, “and you know she must succeed.” She paused. “And we must follow.”

Sukharam glanced at Sariya, shaking his head. “
Neh
. We must stop her.”

“It’s too late for that,” Nasim said, “and well you know it. The way has been opened, and now there is only one choice left to us.”

Sukharam balked, his jaw grinding as he worked through the implications, but when he looked to Kaleh, he must have seen something within her, something that lent him courage, for his eyes softened and his breath released. “I’m scared,” he said.

“As am I,” Kaleh said.

“As am I,” Nasim said. And it was no lie. He had no idea what lay in store for them, for any of them, but he would do this, for though Sariya opened the way, though she was the first to cross, she could not be left on her own to rule the ways of the world.

Together, they held hands—Kaleh between Nasim and Sukharam—and walked toward Sariya. Even in this cold place, Kaleh’s hand was warm.

Through the eyes of Ushai, Sariya stared at them. “My children.”

“We are not your children,” Kaleh says.

“But you are,” Sariya replied. “You all are.”

Nasim stepped toward her. Sariya looked ready to say something, perhaps to warn him away, but she must have seen something in Nasim’s eyes that gave her pause, for the words died on her lips.

Nasim knew he could not have found the way to the heavens on his own. And neither, he suspected, could Sukharam or Kaleh. The three of them were powerful, but they had not the years of study and meditation that Sariya had, nor the intimate knowledge of the Atalayina and its inner workings. They needed her, but that didn’t mean they would leave her to her own devices. The three of them—he, Kaleh, and Sukharam—had been chosen, or perhaps they’d chosen their own way. Whatever the case, they would follow Sariya. It was the only way to ensure that the world would be cared for properly. The fate of the worlds could not be left to one and one alone. There had to be more, as surely the fates had wished.

“Go, Sariya Quljan al Vehayeh, but know that when you do, you will not go alone.”

Sariya’s face had been supremely confident moments ago, but now that mask of confidence began to crack. Her brows pinched. She gazed upon the sheer blackness above, working Nasim’s words through her mind, working them against the plans she’d laid so meticulously these past many years.

And then understanding came to her. Nasim knew, for her searching eyes went still. She went utterly rigid. She even began to shake. Sariya, shaken like a newborn foal.

She pulled her gaze down and stared into Nasim’s eyes. Her lips trembled. She looked as though she were about to speak.

And then her mortal shell—Ushai—collapsed in a heap.

She was gone, and she hoped to leave them all behind. Already Nasim felt the way closing, but indeed, as he had bade them, the Matri fought to keep the way open. Nasim moved to the obsidian pillar where the Atalayina rested. Sukharam and Kaleh followed, for they knew as well as Nasim did that the way would not remain open for long. The stone glowed beautifully. It was so bright it felt as though it could swallow him in place of the blackness above. Together, they tried to ascend, as Sariya just had. They worked with one another, searching for the heavens above. They could feel it, tantalizingly close, but the moment they tried to ascend they knew that the way was too narrow. Sariya was working against them now from the other side.

CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE

Nikandr fell through the sky with bits of the skiff trailing above him. He called upon the wind to save him, but the hezhan was already too close. He couldn’t draw it closer without pulling it across.

So he did.

He abandoned himself. He gave himself completely to the hezhan.

He felt it cross over, even as he plummeted downward. The rocks were below. The rocks and the frothing surf. But he accepted this. For once, he felt truly like a part of the world, a part of
both
worlds, and if this was his time to cross, then so be it.

The wind whipped harder as the havahezhan gathered around him. It held Nikandr like a babe and bore him aloft. He pleaded for it to save Sayyed, to bear him as well, but it was too late. Sayyed crashed into the rocks below, little more than a swath of red against black rock and frothing surf.

Grimacing, Nikandr asked that he be carried north toward Sihyaan. The hezhan complied, the roar of it filling his ears, and together they flew over the forests of Ghayavand toward the dark peak ahead. The blue light of the Atalayina was still bright, and as he came closer he saw Ushai standing there, the brightness of the Atalayina casting her skin in a blue-white glow. She looked like a ghost, a woman already halfway to the world beyond.

Around her, men were fighting, the streltsi of Khalakovo and the warriors of Kohor. The desert men were vicious fighters with a sword in hand, but those he’d sent with Styophan were the best soldiers Khalakovo had to offer, as skilled with sword as they were with pistol or knife.

Nikandr found Styophan, who was engaged side-by-side with another strelet against two Kohori swordsmen. Near them, a Kohori was engaged with two streltsi. The Kohori wielded his shamshir masterfully, beating off swing after swing while preventing the two soldiers of Anuskaya from flanking him.

But then he made a mistake. He slipped on the uneven ground, leaning too close to the nearest strelet.

As the hezhan carried Nikandr lower and lower, he realized it was all a ruse. “Watch him!” he cried, but they couldn’t hear him, not from this distance, and not with the roar of the wind around him.

The strelet’s shashka came down. The Kohori snaked to his right, the blurring blade narrowly missing him. He spun and brought his sword down in a two-handed chopping motion across the strelet’s shin, cutting cleanly through the leg just below the knee.

The other strelet overcompensated. He came in hard, but his bull rush was defended masterfully. Three quick parries were followed by a sharp thrust to the strelet’s neck, then deep through his chest.

Both streltsi fell, one holding his neck as blood spurted through his fingers, the other trying desperately to slow the blood pouring from his severed leg.

Closer now, Nikandr dropped from the air, drawing his shashka before his feet had even struck solid ground. The Kohori was looking for a new enemy. He saw Nikandr down the hill, saw the threat of the hezhan, but Styophan was closer, and his back was to the Kohori.

As the Kohori ran toward Styophan, Nikandr raced up the slope, hoping to intercept, but he already knew he’d never be able to reach Styophan before the Kohori cut him down.

The bond Nikandr now shared with the havahezhan was unlike anything he’d felt in the past. Only the wind spirit that had attacked him on the deck of the
Gorovna
those many years ago came close. The bond with a hezhan that had crossed was more intensified, which only made sense with the aether no longer acting as a veil between them. With the bond so much stronger, so too was the spirit’s ability to draw upon Nikandr’s soul. And so even as the hezhan did his bidding, as it blew down against the desert warrior, Nikandr’s knees were made weak. He quivered, not from pain, but from this ancient spirit using him up. He felt like fruit left drying in the sun.

Still, his sacrifice had the desired effect. A great gust of wind pulled warrior’s legs out from underneath him. He fell clumsily to the ground, yet moments later the wind began to deaden and the Kohori returned to his feet. He was working against the spirit with his own hezhan, but he couldn’t hope to fight a spirit that had crossed over for long, not with a spirit still trapped in Adhiya.

Nikandr charged, if only to distract him. They traded a flurry of blows, the ring of their steel mixing with the sounds of swords and dying around them. Nikandr’s rage over these past many months returned to him. His frustration at having lost Nasim, his feelings of impotence as the events in the Kohor valley, then Shadam Khoreh and Alekeşir unfolded. But now he had blade in hand and the ability to help Nasim see this through. He channeled all of this into his battle with the Kohori, who was a better swordsman than Nikandr had ever seen. Back and forth they moved, parrying, feinting, cutting viciously in a furious dance before having to cede ground back.

And all the while the two havahezhan fought as well—a similar back and forth, each trying for supremacy over the other. It was clear, though, that Nikandr’s was winning. The wind was beginning to rise. It wouldn’t be long before Nikandr’s won altogether and then Nikandr could do as he would with this man.

The Kohori knew it too. He brought his sword down against Nikandr’s defenses—three sharp strikes that forced Nikandr back. The moment Nikandr stepped back, the Kohori did so as well. He raised his hand, and flame formed in his open palm.

Nikandr wanted to bid the havahezhan to help, but the bond he shared with it was too tenuous. He could no longer maintain the bond and fight this man at the same time.

So he released it. He let it go where it will, if only to have the energy to defend himself.

Nikandr advanced quickly. He used his shashka to slap the Kohori’s curved shamshir out of line, then flicked the tip of his sword toward his neck. The Kohori retreated, raised his free hand high. The roiling ball of flame was now the size of Nikandr’s head. Nikandr backed away, preparing to leap, but when the Kohori brought his arm forward, Nikandr already knew it was headed straight for him.